Assalamualaikum wbt,
Semalam meeting pengurusan, my presentation ended with a big applause by FMD members sbb berjaya carry tugas Business Controller dengan baik in one month (claimed by them, not me)
Alhamdulillah atas segala kesempatan nak merasa pujian, tapi sebelum kena puji tu, kena tembak juga ttg karenah staff BC ni(dush dush dgn bazooka, nasib baik tak dengan Tomahawk ker apa ker, kalau tak lama dah longlai waktu buat presentation tu)
Pening kepala sekejap. Kita sedang berurusan dengan manusia, ciptaan Allah yang sungguh kompleks dan dynamic. Kita tak dpt nak atur perilaku dan pemikiran mereka seumpama memprogramkan robot dan komputer.
Macam mana nak tackle masalah staff dan manusia umum lainnya?
Tarbiyyah dan pendedahan ilmu secara konsisten. Tapi macam mana nak tarbiyah? Apatah lagi dengan orang-orang yang sudah berumur ini?
Hmm..had to find a way.
Wassalam.
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Monday, June 28, 2004
Mesyuarat Pengurusan cancelled
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Sedang berjalan menuju ke parking kereta office, suddenly Tn Hj Tajul telefon beritahu dia MC hari ni sbb demam, so mesyuarat pengurusan ditunda ke esok.
My manager marah sangat sampai tak terkata apa..sebab kena datang hari Ahad lepas untuk selesaikan kerja semata-mata untuk meeting pagi ni, and i woke up at 4.30 a.m untuk furnishkan presentation apa yang perlu, aiyaa.. if i know this will hapen, might as well i join program di PD hari tuh.(sabar sabar, ada hikmahnya insya-Allah)
Last Saturday i went to register myself di UIA untuk course MBA, alhamdulillah berjumpa dengan rakan-rakan baru. Ada yang sudah berumur and ada yang muda macam baya-baya kita jer. Ada 2 orang non-muslim join juga this course. Overall it looks like ok, Head of MBA pun ok jek bagi penerangan, insya-Allah semuanya berjalan lancar. Yang paling best ada sorang muslimat Sudan ni pun join juga, tanya dia ada berapa orang anak. Dia kata ada 3. Subhanallah, ada anak2 yang perlu dijaga, being a foreigner to our country is not an easy task to do. Kagum. Kagum. Best gaklaa kawan ngan dia ni, boleh practice Arabic.Hari tu speaking Arab dgn dia (yang simple2 jeklaa), nasib baik dia faham, kalau tak mungkin tunda nak bercakap Arab ngan dia lagi kot, sampai dah bebetul expert hehe.
Sekiranya Allah bukakan jalan, semuanya akan jadi mudah insya-Allah.
Tak dapat satu kelas ngan Farah Aiza, sbb dia ambil subject yang tak dioffer untuk kami sem ni. Sem ni ada Financial and Managerial Accounting, my own subject kat U dulu. Ok ler kot. Jgn dia suh ambil subject Finance sudah. Tak suka ngan Finance, rasa mcm susah jek. Nak kira IRR ler, NPV ler, ada formula ntah paper lagi. Tak suka tak suka.
Bila compare UIA dengan MMU, agak berbeza sedikit environmentnya. Biah Islamic di sana lebih kuat(walaupun terjumpa jugaklaa couple2 makan sama, tapi boleh kira ngan sebelah tangan jek). Tenang jek rasa. Masuk masjid dia pun, kita boleh tengok pelajar muslimin bersolat berjemaah (tak kiralah jemaah yang keberapa dlm satu-satu waktu tu, tapi derang berjemaah jugak). Kat MMU payah sikit ler nak tgk, nak tgk pelajar muslimin penuhkan 2 saf depan tu pun payah.Tu baru surau kecil, belum lagi masjid sebesar UIA tu ;)
Berjumpa Ehsan, pres IU MMU Cyber 2 minggu lepas, alhamdulillah dia kata ada peningkatan. Sesi tarbiyah berjalan lancar, every week buat usrah kelompok. Tapi bahagian muslimat pulak yang tak berapa konsisten. Terbalik pulak dah, during my time dulu, muslimah konsisten, muslimin tak. Apa pun semoga semuanya berjalan lancar di sana. Mereka pun dah ada lapisan pelapis, cuma belum formally appointed. Ok ler tuh.Zaman kitorang dulu, jenuh nak mencari (utk SRC especially).
Ok ler, nak siapkan kerja mana yang perlu. Petang ni ada kelas Arabic, kerja rumah yang Ustaz bagi pun belum siap lagi.
Jumpa lagi k. Wassalam :)
Sedang berjalan menuju ke parking kereta office, suddenly Tn Hj Tajul telefon beritahu dia MC hari ni sbb demam, so mesyuarat pengurusan ditunda ke esok.
My manager marah sangat sampai tak terkata apa..sebab kena datang hari Ahad lepas untuk selesaikan kerja semata-mata untuk meeting pagi ni, and i woke up at 4.30 a.m untuk furnishkan presentation apa yang perlu, aiyaa.. if i know this will hapen, might as well i join program di PD hari tuh.(sabar sabar, ada hikmahnya insya-Allah)
Last Saturday i went to register myself di UIA untuk course MBA, alhamdulillah berjumpa dengan rakan-rakan baru. Ada yang sudah berumur and ada yang muda macam baya-baya kita jer. Ada 2 orang non-muslim join juga this course. Overall it looks like ok, Head of MBA pun ok jek bagi penerangan, insya-Allah semuanya berjalan lancar. Yang paling best ada sorang muslimat Sudan ni pun join juga, tanya dia ada berapa orang anak. Dia kata ada 3. Subhanallah, ada anak2 yang perlu dijaga, being a foreigner to our country is not an easy task to do. Kagum. Kagum. Best gaklaa kawan ngan dia ni, boleh practice Arabic.Hari tu speaking Arab dgn dia (yang simple2 jeklaa), nasib baik dia faham, kalau tak mungkin tunda nak bercakap Arab ngan dia lagi kot, sampai dah bebetul expert hehe.
Sekiranya Allah bukakan jalan, semuanya akan jadi mudah insya-Allah.
Tak dapat satu kelas ngan Farah Aiza, sbb dia ambil subject yang tak dioffer untuk kami sem ni. Sem ni ada Financial and Managerial Accounting, my own subject kat U dulu. Ok ler kot. Jgn dia suh ambil subject Finance sudah. Tak suka ngan Finance, rasa mcm susah jek. Nak kira IRR ler, NPV ler, ada formula ntah paper lagi. Tak suka tak suka.
Bila compare UIA dengan MMU, agak berbeza sedikit environmentnya. Biah Islamic di sana lebih kuat(walaupun terjumpa jugaklaa couple2 makan sama, tapi boleh kira ngan sebelah tangan jek). Tenang jek rasa. Masuk masjid dia pun, kita boleh tengok pelajar muslimin bersolat berjemaah (tak kiralah jemaah yang keberapa dlm satu-satu waktu tu, tapi derang berjemaah jugak). Kat MMU payah sikit ler nak tgk, nak tgk pelajar muslimin penuhkan 2 saf depan tu pun payah.Tu baru surau kecil, belum lagi masjid sebesar UIA tu ;)
Berjumpa Ehsan, pres IU MMU Cyber 2 minggu lepas, alhamdulillah dia kata ada peningkatan. Sesi tarbiyah berjalan lancar, every week buat usrah kelompok. Tapi bahagian muslimat pulak yang tak berapa konsisten. Terbalik pulak dah, during my time dulu, muslimah konsisten, muslimin tak. Apa pun semoga semuanya berjalan lancar di sana. Mereka pun dah ada lapisan pelapis, cuma belum formally appointed. Ok ler tuh.Zaman kitorang dulu, jenuh nak mencari (utk SRC especially).
Ok ler, nak siapkan kerja mana yang perlu. Petang ni ada kelas Arabic, kerja rumah yang Ustaz bagi pun belum siap lagi.
Jumpa lagi k. Wassalam :)
Friday, June 25, 2004
Sempatkah?
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Sedang mendengar lagu Istighfar dari kumpulan SaffOne.
Terasa sayu.
Bagaimana kiranya nanti di dunia sana, Allah enggan terima amal ibadat kita?
Bagaimana agaknya kita hendak menerima hakikat pahit bahawa kita tidak diterima?
Akan tertundukkah wajah, atau akan meraungkah kita menyatakan penyesalan yang tidak akan ada penyudahnya?
Tergalas di bahu kita tanggungjawab yang bukan sedikit, tapi kemampuan dan masa yg kita punya seperti tidak cukup untuk mencakupi semua yang tertulis bernama AMANAH sbg KHALIFAH.
Bagaimana? Bagaimana hendak dicukupkan segala yang ditugaskan?
Entah...kaki masih melangkah, cuma tidak tahu sama ada ia cukup laju atau tidak.
Dan masa yang dipunyai makin lama makin sedikit.
Sempatkah?
Mampukah?
Sedang mendengar lagu Istighfar dari kumpulan SaffOne.
Terasa sayu.
Bagaimana kiranya nanti di dunia sana, Allah enggan terima amal ibadat kita?
Bagaimana agaknya kita hendak menerima hakikat pahit bahawa kita tidak diterima?
Akan tertundukkah wajah, atau akan meraungkah kita menyatakan penyesalan yang tidak akan ada penyudahnya?
Tergalas di bahu kita tanggungjawab yang bukan sedikit, tapi kemampuan dan masa yg kita punya seperti tidak cukup untuk mencakupi semua yang tertulis bernama AMANAH sbg KHALIFAH.
Bagaimana? Bagaimana hendak dicukupkan segala yang ditugaskan?
Entah...kaki masih melangkah, cuma tidak tahu sama ada ia cukup laju atau tidak.
Dan masa yang dipunyai makin lama makin sedikit.
Sempatkah?
Mampukah?
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Ilmu
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Ilmu.
Ilmu.
Ilmu.
Carilah ilmu, walau di mana jua.
Hendakkan dunia, hendaklah dengan ilmu.
Hendakkan akhirat, juga hendaklah dengan ilmu.
Hendakkan kedua-duanya, apatah lagi..
Wassalam
Ilmu.
Ilmu.
Ilmu.
Carilah ilmu, walau di mana jua.
Hendakkan dunia, hendaklah dengan ilmu.
Hendakkan akhirat, juga hendaklah dengan ilmu.
Hendakkan kedua-duanya, apatah lagi..
Wassalam
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Iktibar
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Today i have learnt that if someone had given power and authority, sometimes he tend to be so authocratic and power seeking person (eg Bush yg giler kuasa tuh)
I've learnt that power is capable to make you forget about yourself, your root of culture, and inarguable any regulations set by our religion and God.
Money is power. Richness is also a power. The authority and trust received by someone are also powers.
Should this power to be misused until it creates hatred and uneasy feelings among those being ruled under this power, or those who interacts with this power holder party?
Of course not.
Always remember, sekuat-kuat kita, setinggi-tinggi kuasa dan kekayaan yang dianugerahkan kepada kita, tiada siapa yang dapat melawan Yang Maha Berkuasa.
Riaklah sepanjang mana yang kamu hendak, berbanggalah setinggi mana yang kamu mahu, namun di mata Tuhan, kita hanya dapat sepicis (tu pun belum tentu dapat dikira sebagai sepicis) dari kuasa yang ada padaNya.
Moral of the story: Jangan mudah lupa diri dan berbangga dengan kuasa yang kita ada. Bebila masa kuasa itu akan hilang.
~Gone with the wind~
iena.
Today i have learnt that if someone had given power and authority, sometimes he tend to be so authocratic and power seeking person (eg Bush yg giler kuasa tuh)
I've learnt that power is capable to make you forget about yourself, your root of culture, and inarguable any regulations set by our religion and God.
Money is power. Richness is also a power. The authority and trust received by someone are also powers.
Should this power to be misused until it creates hatred and uneasy feelings among those being ruled under this power, or those who interacts with this power holder party?
Of course not.
Always remember, sekuat-kuat kita, setinggi-tinggi kuasa dan kekayaan yang dianugerahkan kepada kita, tiada siapa yang dapat melawan Yang Maha Berkuasa.
Riaklah sepanjang mana yang kamu hendak, berbanggalah setinggi mana yang kamu mahu, namun di mata Tuhan, kita hanya dapat sepicis (tu pun belum tentu dapat dikira sebagai sepicis) dari kuasa yang ada padaNya.
Moral of the story: Jangan mudah lupa diri dan berbangga dengan kuasa yang kita ada. Bebila masa kuasa itu akan hilang.
~Gone with the wind~
iena.
Monday, June 21, 2004
Motivasi pagi
Assalamualaikum wbt,
This morning Khairul came to my place and talked about his fiance booking Menara to celebrate his birthday today.
Entah macam mana boleh termasuk topik bergaduh2 ngan ibu hehe. I have to admit that i always quarrel with my mum for small2 things. Not that bad, but still we regard as quarrel jugalah kan.
Khairul nasihatkan not to quarrel with my mum anymore. Takut nanti apa yang terkeluar dr mulut kita akan terkesan di hati ibu.
Isk isk, mmglah kalau ikut hati tak nak gaduh, tapi kekadang tak leh nak elak and mulut ni cepat sangat nak menjawab balik, especially kalau kita tau kita yg betul. Rasanya sumer org akan merasai perkara yg sama,kan? Ker i sorang jer yg jahat? Hehe.
Khairul suggested for me to live separately with my mum (in other words, pindah dr rumah skang ni and live independently). He said i will treasure my mum better if we live separately. Isk, tak nak ler. Apa kerja nak duduk pisah kalau dah keje and duduk pun kat KL, lain ler tempat keje kat hujung dunia, umah parent kat hujung dunia lagi satu. Logic jugak ler nak pindah pun, besides bukannya i dah kahwin pun nak duduk pisah-pisah. Hehe.
Tu jer ler kot nak update for today. Malam ni ada Arabic, semalam baru terima surat dari UIA minta register diri this Saturday utk course MBA. Pastu ada program di PD pulak petang Sabtu dan pagi Ahad. Ingat nak ambil cuti Isnin esoknya, tapi ada Management Meeting pulak.
Wassalam.
This morning Khairul came to my place and talked about his fiance booking Menara to celebrate his birthday today.
Entah macam mana boleh termasuk topik bergaduh2 ngan ibu hehe. I have to admit that i always quarrel with my mum for small2 things. Not that bad, but still we regard as quarrel jugalah kan.
Khairul nasihatkan not to quarrel with my mum anymore. Takut nanti apa yang terkeluar dr mulut kita akan terkesan di hati ibu.
Isk isk, mmglah kalau ikut hati tak nak gaduh, tapi kekadang tak leh nak elak and mulut ni cepat sangat nak menjawab balik, especially kalau kita tau kita yg betul. Rasanya sumer org akan merasai perkara yg sama,kan? Ker i sorang jer yg jahat? Hehe.
Khairul suggested for me to live separately with my mum (in other words, pindah dr rumah skang ni and live independently). He said i will treasure my mum better if we live separately. Isk, tak nak ler. Apa kerja nak duduk pisah kalau dah keje and duduk pun kat KL, lain ler tempat keje kat hujung dunia, umah parent kat hujung dunia lagi satu. Logic jugak ler nak pindah pun, besides bukannya i dah kahwin pun nak duduk pisah-pisah. Hehe.
Tu jer ler kot nak update for today. Malam ni ada Arabic, semalam baru terima surat dari UIA minta register diri this Saturday utk course MBA. Pastu ada program di PD pulak petang Sabtu dan pagi Ahad. Ingat nak ambil cuti Isnin esoknya, tapi ada Management Meeting pulak.
Wassalam.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Seimbangkan kehidupan dunia
Kalamullah
(Tetapi kebanyakan kamu tidak melakukan yang demikian). Bahkan kamu utamakan kehidupan dunia. Pada hal kehidupan akhirat lebih baik dan lebih dekat. (Al-A'laa : 16-17)
Huraian:
Umat Islam diingatkan supaya tidak terpedaya dengan keindahan dunia. Walau bagaimanapun, ia tidak bermaksud menghalang umat Islam daripada mencari kekayaan dan kemewahan duniawi.
Allah s.w.t. menyuruh supaya umat Islam bersungguh-sungguh mencari bekalan untuk hari akhirat, tetapi janganlah lupa habuan di dunia.
Firman Allah di dalam surah al-Qasas ayat 77 bermaksud: Dan tuntutlah dengan harta kekayaan yang dikurniakan Allah kepadamu akan pahala dan kebahagiaan hari akhirat dan janganlah kamu melupakan bahagianmu (keperluan dan bekalan) dari dunia.
Doa yang dipinta untuk kebahagiaan kehidupan di dunia dan akhirat seperti di dalam surah al-Baqarah ayat 201 yang bermaksud:
Wahai Tuhan kami, berilah kami kebaikan di dunia dan kebaikan di akhirat, dan peliharalah kami daripada azab neraka.
Kekayaan dan kemewahan yang diperoleh di dunia ini hendaklah dijadikan alat atau perantara untuk mencapai kebahagiaan di akhirat.
Kesimpulan:
Umat Islam perlu bijak menguruskan keperluan kehidupan dunia dan akhirat agar mendapat kenikmatan yang kekal abadi di akhirat.
Disediakan oleh Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia (Jakim).
(Tetapi kebanyakan kamu tidak melakukan yang demikian). Bahkan kamu utamakan kehidupan dunia. Pada hal kehidupan akhirat lebih baik dan lebih dekat. (Al-A'laa : 16-17)
Huraian:
Umat Islam diingatkan supaya tidak terpedaya dengan keindahan dunia. Walau bagaimanapun, ia tidak bermaksud menghalang umat Islam daripada mencari kekayaan dan kemewahan duniawi.
Allah s.w.t. menyuruh supaya umat Islam bersungguh-sungguh mencari bekalan untuk hari akhirat, tetapi janganlah lupa habuan di dunia.
Firman Allah di dalam surah al-Qasas ayat 77 bermaksud: Dan tuntutlah dengan harta kekayaan yang dikurniakan Allah kepadamu akan pahala dan kebahagiaan hari akhirat dan janganlah kamu melupakan bahagianmu (keperluan dan bekalan) dari dunia.
Doa yang dipinta untuk kebahagiaan kehidupan di dunia dan akhirat seperti di dalam surah al-Baqarah ayat 201 yang bermaksud:
Wahai Tuhan kami, berilah kami kebaikan di dunia dan kebaikan di akhirat, dan peliharalah kami daripada azab neraka.
Kekayaan dan kemewahan yang diperoleh di dunia ini hendaklah dijadikan alat atau perantara untuk mencapai kebahagiaan di akhirat.
Kesimpulan:
Umat Islam perlu bijak menguruskan keperluan kehidupan dunia dan akhirat agar mendapat kenikmatan yang kekal abadi di akhirat.
Disediakan oleh Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia (Jakim).
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Diskusi petang bersama Kak Umi
Assalamualaikum wbt,
(Siri 1)
Today i've been limiting myself not to curi tulang by chatting or doing something else other than my real job as i am afraid that the salary that i will receive will haraam as i dun fulfill my responsibility and time as expected. Alhamdulillah berjaya, cuma kena improve lagi ;)
Tengah hari tadi keluar lunch with my younger sister Ika (she came back from English course at KL Sentral) and we had a wonderful chat on our planning for the next 6 months.
And in the evening i received a call from Kak Umi (Nisa' buddy) saying that she wanted to see me as she's visiting her husband's working place kat Tingkat 6 of the same building as mine (SNS).
And we had a very heavy and resourceful discussion which i appreciate actually rather than bercakap perkara yang sia-sia.
We talked about the current situation about Islam, the tribulations faced by Muslim around the world, and the possibility that Hari Kiamat is actually around the corner.
We had also discussed about politics in Malaysia scenario, and yeah, sememangnya perbincangan ini berbaloi, dan sememangnya pertemuan seperti ini sentiasa diharap-harapkan.
Not that i'm very interested in politics, i have to admit that i don't actually (not interested doesn't mean that i hate, i just don't develop interest in it, that's all). This kind of dicussion that i have with Kak Umi as part time lecturer in one of IPT is actually bringing me to realize of the real situation of what we have today, what Malaysia will has tomorrow, and what Islam will has within next 20 years.
Last Sunday nite i was watching Konsert Sure Heboh in Perlis on TV (no offence to those who are working with TM Net ya), i was thinking that if these youngsters are exposed to these type of programs that from the deepest from our hearts we know that it will not lead for any spiritual improvements, what outcome that you could expect from them in the matter of fighting in the cause of Islam actually?
Jiwa mereka sepatutnya dibentuk untuk menjadi pemuda pemudi gagah dalam menegakkan agama Allah. Hiburan seperti ini sebenarnya melemahkan iman, dan mensesatkan tujuan. Benar, ada orang akan beranggapan dan berkata "Ala, derang masih kecil lagi, dah besar nanti taulah mereka nak berfikir sendiri". Truly correct and could applicable for those who manage to think by themselves, who manage to search the Ad-Deen if they are searching, and for those who Allah saves them from kekufuran. But what about the rest who don't? As people who are older than them, who are given responsibility to lead and direct them to the right path, shouldn't we teach them the right way of walking their lives as what Islam has set for us? Do we actually have the rights to disobey whatever Allah has requested us to do, which is to mengerjakan amar makruf dan meninggalkan maksiat?
Program-program seperti ini seharusnya diisi dengan pengisian yang bermanfaat, yang mengajak kita kepada perkembangan diri dan percambahan minda yang sihat. I'm not saying that music is not health, tapi kita tidak dapat menolak bahawa kebanyakan lagu kebanyakannya membawa kepada unsur lagha. And apa-apa sahaja yang menyebabkan kita lupa kepada Allah adalah dilarang and boleh jatuh hukum haraam. I wish those media and tampuk pemerintahan up there could think very heavily about this aspect and priority: PEMBANGUNAN INSAN.
Islam ini adalah agama dagang. Benar seperti termaktub di dalam satu hadith. Tapi jangan kita pula yang suka rela membiarkan tangan-tangan kita menjadikan Islam itu dagang sebelum sampai masanya.
Moga kita terpelihara dari segala maksiat yang ada.Ameen.
****************************************************************************************
(Siri 2)
"Man la yarham la yurham" (Mutaffaqun 'alaih - merujuk kepada Bukhari dan Muslim)
Sesiapa yang tidak mengasihi, tidak akan dikasihi.
"Irham man fil ardh, yarhumka man fis samaak"
Kasihilah sesiapa di bumi, nescaya engkau akan dikasihi di langit.
(2 hadith yang dipelajari di kelas Arab semalam by Ustaz Zamakhsyari graduated fom Libya. Subhanallah as i've been taught from 3 different ustazs from 3 different countries where they graduated: Ustaz Wan Zuki min Al Misra, wa Ustaz Rahimi min Jordan wa Ustaz Zamakhsyari min Libya)
Ustaz Zamakhsyari ni mmg tak bercakap BM dengan kitorang walaupun dia Melayu, we actually understood what he said, but we were not capable to reply. Tapi masya Allah, semangat dia mengajar kitorang memang tak dapat dinafikan. Setiap patah perkataan Arabic yang keluar dari mulut kami dia akan sambut dgn "Aiwah" atau "ey". Memula pelik apa bende ustaz ni sebut "ey" ni, agaknya maksud perkataan ni "ya" dalam bahasa Libya kot. Allahualam. Tapi ustaz ni best jugak, asyik gelak jer kitorang belajar sebab ustaz ni cakap Arab mmg tak campur melayu, and apa yang kitorang mampu jawab hanyalah "na'am ya Ustaz". Dah itu jer yang kitorang reti jawab hehe.
Sembilan orang di dalam kelas, 7 pelajar kelas lama dan 2 pelajar baru. Hubungan sesama kami lebih erat dan dah tak segan-segan sangat nak berinteraksi, malah ada 2 orang ni nak hantar anak-anak derang tuition kepada sorang classmate sbb dia buka tuition utk Math. Peluang rezeki bertambah alhamdulillah.
~Ukhuwwah yang terbina persis sekuntum bunga~(kata-kata hikmah dari seorang sahabat)
Wassalam.
(Siri 1)
Today i've been limiting myself not to curi tulang by chatting or doing something else other than my real job as i am afraid that the salary that i will receive will haraam as i dun fulfill my responsibility and time as expected. Alhamdulillah berjaya, cuma kena improve lagi ;)
Tengah hari tadi keluar lunch with my younger sister Ika (she came back from English course at KL Sentral) and we had a wonderful chat on our planning for the next 6 months.
And in the evening i received a call from Kak Umi (Nisa' buddy) saying that she wanted to see me as she's visiting her husband's working place kat Tingkat 6 of the same building as mine (SNS).
And we had a very heavy and resourceful discussion which i appreciate actually rather than bercakap perkara yang sia-sia.
We talked about the current situation about Islam, the tribulations faced by Muslim around the world, and the possibility that Hari Kiamat is actually around the corner.
We had also discussed about politics in Malaysia scenario, and yeah, sememangnya perbincangan ini berbaloi, dan sememangnya pertemuan seperti ini sentiasa diharap-harapkan.
Not that i'm very interested in politics, i have to admit that i don't actually (not interested doesn't mean that i hate, i just don't develop interest in it, that's all). This kind of dicussion that i have with Kak Umi as part time lecturer in one of IPT is actually bringing me to realize of the real situation of what we have today, what Malaysia will has tomorrow, and what Islam will has within next 20 years.
Last Sunday nite i was watching Konsert Sure Heboh in Perlis on TV (no offence to those who are working with TM Net ya), i was thinking that if these youngsters are exposed to these type of programs that from the deepest from our hearts we know that it will not lead for any spiritual improvements, what outcome that you could expect from them in the matter of fighting in the cause of Islam actually?
Jiwa mereka sepatutnya dibentuk untuk menjadi pemuda pemudi gagah dalam menegakkan agama Allah. Hiburan seperti ini sebenarnya melemahkan iman, dan mensesatkan tujuan. Benar, ada orang akan beranggapan dan berkata "Ala, derang masih kecil lagi, dah besar nanti taulah mereka nak berfikir sendiri". Truly correct and could applicable for those who manage to think by themselves, who manage to search the Ad-Deen if they are searching, and for those who Allah saves them from kekufuran. But what about the rest who don't? As people who are older than them, who are given responsibility to lead and direct them to the right path, shouldn't we teach them the right way of walking their lives as what Islam has set for us? Do we actually have the rights to disobey whatever Allah has requested us to do, which is to mengerjakan amar makruf dan meninggalkan maksiat?
Program-program seperti ini seharusnya diisi dengan pengisian yang bermanfaat, yang mengajak kita kepada perkembangan diri dan percambahan minda yang sihat. I'm not saying that music is not health, tapi kita tidak dapat menolak bahawa kebanyakan lagu kebanyakannya membawa kepada unsur lagha. And apa-apa sahaja yang menyebabkan kita lupa kepada Allah adalah dilarang and boleh jatuh hukum haraam. I wish those media and tampuk pemerintahan up there could think very heavily about this aspect and priority: PEMBANGUNAN INSAN.
Islam ini adalah agama dagang. Benar seperti termaktub di dalam satu hadith. Tapi jangan kita pula yang suka rela membiarkan tangan-tangan kita menjadikan Islam itu dagang sebelum sampai masanya.
Moga kita terpelihara dari segala maksiat yang ada.Ameen.
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(Siri 2)
"Man la yarham la yurham" (Mutaffaqun 'alaih - merujuk kepada Bukhari dan Muslim)
Sesiapa yang tidak mengasihi, tidak akan dikasihi.
"Irham man fil ardh, yarhumka man fis samaak"
Kasihilah sesiapa di bumi, nescaya engkau akan dikasihi di langit.
(2 hadith yang dipelajari di kelas Arab semalam by Ustaz Zamakhsyari graduated fom Libya. Subhanallah as i've been taught from 3 different ustazs from 3 different countries where they graduated: Ustaz Wan Zuki min Al Misra, wa Ustaz Rahimi min Jordan wa Ustaz Zamakhsyari min Libya)
Ustaz Zamakhsyari ni mmg tak bercakap BM dengan kitorang walaupun dia Melayu, we actually understood what he said, but we were not capable to reply. Tapi masya Allah, semangat dia mengajar kitorang memang tak dapat dinafikan. Setiap patah perkataan Arabic yang keluar dari mulut kami dia akan sambut dgn "Aiwah" atau "ey". Memula pelik apa bende ustaz ni sebut "ey" ni, agaknya maksud perkataan ni "ya" dalam bahasa Libya kot. Allahualam. Tapi ustaz ni best jugak, asyik gelak jer kitorang belajar sebab ustaz ni cakap Arab mmg tak campur melayu, and apa yang kitorang mampu jawab hanyalah "na'am ya Ustaz". Dah itu jer yang kitorang reti jawab hehe.
Sembilan orang di dalam kelas, 7 pelajar kelas lama dan 2 pelajar baru. Hubungan sesama kami lebih erat dan dah tak segan-segan sangat nak berinteraksi, malah ada 2 orang ni nak hantar anak-anak derang tuition kepada sorang classmate sbb dia buka tuition utk Math. Peluang rezeki bertambah alhamdulillah.
~Ukhuwwah yang terbina persis sekuntum bunga~(kata-kata hikmah dari seorang sahabat)
Wassalam.
Monday, June 14, 2004
Cemburu
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Di saat hati ingin berbicara, dan jari jemari masih ingin menari, kucatatkan apa yang tersarang di hati.
Hati sedang merasa sebak, mengapa?
Kerana kulihat betapa ramai manusia sedang berusaha memperbaiki diri, mempertingkatkan amal, dan kurenung diri sendiri, apa sahaja yang terefleksi dan diperbuat dek diri?
Di depan sana kutemui para pemudi sedang mengatur susun dan langkah dalam berjuang, memperkasakan diri dengan ilmu dan amal dalam menyahut seruan iman. Dan aku bangga, tetapi di dalam masa yang sama terlukis rasa cemburu dek kepantasan mereka mengejar idaman cita-cita.
Aku masih lagi melangkah, dengan perlahannya, dan amat tidak pasti apakah langkah-langkah ini akan dikira.
Jahatkah aku kerana menyimpan rasa cemburu?
Aku rasa tidak.
Kerana cemburu yang dibenarkan ialah cemburu di dalam berbuat amal.
Dan di kala ini, hati masih sebak, dan air mata seakan murah untuk turun meredakan hati yang sedang resah.
Jadikan kami pemuda pemudi yang sentiasa menjunjung amanat-Mu ya Allah. Dan ampunkan kami atas ketidakupayaan kami di dalam mengerjakan suruhan dan larangan-Mu.
Ameen.
Di saat hati ingin berbicara, dan jari jemari masih ingin menari, kucatatkan apa yang tersarang di hati.
Hati sedang merasa sebak, mengapa?
Kerana kulihat betapa ramai manusia sedang berusaha memperbaiki diri, mempertingkatkan amal, dan kurenung diri sendiri, apa sahaja yang terefleksi dan diperbuat dek diri?
Di depan sana kutemui para pemudi sedang mengatur susun dan langkah dalam berjuang, memperkasakan diri dengan ilmu dan amal dalam menyahut seruan iman. Dan aku bangga, tetapi di dalam masa yang sama terlukis rasa cemburu dek kepantasan mereka mengejar idaman cita-cita.
Aku masih lagi melangkah, dengan perlahannya, dan amat tidak pasti apakah langkah-langkah ini akan dikira.
Jahatkah aku kerana menyimpan rasa cemburu?
Aku rasa tidak.
Kerana cemburu yang dibenarkan ialah cemburu di dalam berbuat amal.
Dan di kala ini, hati masih sebak, dan air mata seakan murah untuk turun meredakan hati yang sedang resah.
Jadikan kami pemuda pemudi yang sentiasa menjunjung amanat-Mu ya Allah. Dan ampunkan kami atas ketidakupayaan kami di dalam mengerjakan suruhan dan larangan-Mu.
Ameen.
Sabar dan pengharapan
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Sabar itu separuh dari iman. Benar pernyataan ini, sememangnya tidak dapat disangkal.
Sabar dan tawakkal kepada Allah, insya-Allah Allah akan membantu. Sekali lagi benar, apatah lagi pada diri yang pernah mengalaminya.
Sabar dan bergembira dengan ujian yang ditimpakan olehNya, maka akan berbahagialah kita kerana sabar dan tabahnya kita menghadapi ujian tersebut. Benar, namun kadang-kadang ujian itu amat pahit untuk ditelan :)
Disebabkan tiada kesabaran di dalam hidup, manusia sering berfikir pendek dan mencari jalan singkat untuk menamatkan masalah. Sama ada dengan mengambil dadah, minum arak, membunuh diri dan sebagainya.
Benarkah kita diajar untuk menghadapi rintangan yang diterima dengan cara sedemikian?
Mengapa tidak dicari Dia yang menurunkan dugaan itu, berharapkan agar dikurniakan ketabahan dan keringanan cubaan?
Bukankan Dia yang perlu kita hadap dan adu akan segala perkara?
Hanya Allah tempat pergantungan segala harapan dan impian.
iena.
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Here is a poem that i copy from a mailinglist, how beautiful the poem is :)
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, Most Merciful,
There is none worthy of worship except Allah,
And Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah...
Another academic year has just passed by,
This summer I'm going home, but soon I may die,
For in this life, death is the only certainty,
And soon in the grave, we may regret, we may cry...
This poem is for you...
You may be family, or just like family to me,
A friend... a stranger...
I may see you again, I may not,
Or maybe, I've never met you at all!
I want to say thank you, thank you all,
Everyone, thank you, you've helped me so much,
May Allah reward you all with much good,
Good in this life, and the hereafter...
With Jannat-ul-Firdaus, the highest heaven of all
I want to ask for your forgiveness...
For any wrong, said or done,
Knowingly or unknowingly,
For any debts unpaid, any promises unfulfilled,
For breaking your heart... may Allah forgive us all!
To my non-Muslim friends, I want to especially say... sorry,
I have not passed the Message... with wisdom...
Of God, the Quran, the Hereafter...
For it is my duty, and for all the Muslims our duty,
For Muhammad was the Last Prophet, the Final Messenger of God!
And to my Muslim friends, I want to also say sorry...
For we should remind each other, and this I have tried,
With wisdom like Allah commanded...
O Allah, how do we do this work???
O Allah, You are most forgiving, O Allah forgive us all...
And I am sorry for myself...
For not learning much about Islam, Iman (faith) and Ihsan (perfection),
O Muslims we must learn, and practise also we must,
And don't forget to tell others...
We don't want to enter heaven alone!
May we all be guided, on the straight path,
May we all be forgiven, of our sins, big or small,
Thank you all of you, may we be rewarded,
Not just in this life,
But in the eternal Hereafter, with Paradise...
O Allah prevent us from the eternal punishment,
From the punishment of the grave to the eternal Hellfire,
Take care everyone, this life is a test,
Peace be upon you all...
For now I depart, and soon, we will die!
Moga ada iktibar, wassalam.
Sabar itu separuh dari iman. Benar pernyataan ini, sememangnya tidak dapat disangkal.
Sabar dan tawakkal kepada Allah, insya-Allah Allah akan membantu. Sekali lagi benar, apatah lagi pada diri yang pernah mengalaminya.
Sabar dan bergembira dengan ujian yang ditimpakan olehNya, maka akan berbahagialah kita kerana sabar dan tabahnya kita menghadapi ujian tersebut. Benar, namun kadang-kadang ujian itu amat pahit untuk ditelan :)
Disebabkan tiada kesabaran di dalam hidup, manusia sering berfikir pendek dan mencari jalan singkat untuk menamatkan masalah. Sama ada dengan mengambil dadah, minum arak, membunuh diri dan sebagainya.
Benarkah kita diajar untuk menghadapi rintangan yang diterima dengan cara sedemikian?
Mengapa tidak dicari Dia yang menurunkan dugaan itu, berharapkan agar dikurniakan ketabahan dan keringanan cubaan?
Bukankan Dia yang perlu kita hadap dan adu akan segala perkara?
Hanya Allah tempat pergantungan segala harapan dan impian.
iena.
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Here is a poem that i copy from a mailinglist, how beautiful the poem is :)
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, Most Merciful,
There is none worthy of worship except Allah,
And Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah...
Another academic year has just passed by,
This summer I'm going home, but soon I may die,
For in this life, death is the only certainty,
And soon in the grave, we may regret, we may cry...
This poem is for you...
You may be family, or just like family to me,
A friend... a stranger...
I may see you again, I may not,
Or maybe, I've never met you at all!
I want to say thank you, thank you all,
Everyone, thank you, you've helped me so much,
May Allah reward you all with much good,
Good in this life, and the hereafter...
With Jannat-ul-Firdaus, the highest heaven of all
I want to ask for your forgiveness...
For any wrong, said or done,
Knowingly or unknowingly,
For any debts unpaid, any promises unfulfilled,
For breaking your heart... may Allah forgive us all!
To my non-Muslim friends, I want to especially say... sorry,
I have not passed the Message... with wisdom...
Of God, the Quran, the Hereafter...
For it is my duty, and for all the Muslims our duty,
For Muhammad was the Last Prophet, the Final Messenger of God!
And to my Muslim friends, I want to also say sorry...
For we should remind each other, and this I have tried,
With wisdom like Allah commanded...
O Allah, how do we do this work???
O Allah, You are most forgiving, O Allah forgive us all...
And I am sorry for myself...
For not learning much about Islam, Iman (faith) and Ihsan (perfection),
O Muslims we must learn, and practise also we must,
And don't forget to tell others...
We don't want to enter heaven alone!
May we all be guided, on the straight path,
May we all be forgiven, of our sins, big or small,
Thank you all of you, may we be rewarded,
Not just in this life,
But in the eternal Hereafter, with Paradise...
O Allah prevent us from the eternal punishment,
From the punishment of the grave to the eternal Hellfire,
Take care everyone, this life is a test,
Peace be upon you all...
For now I depart, and soon, we will die!
Moga ada iktibar, wassalam.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Teman dan sahabat seperjuangan
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Hehe,lama dah tak bersua di sini. Maaf di atas ketidakpunyaan masa untuk mengupdate sejak mengambil alih tugas menjadi BC baru ini. Template baru ni best pulak rasanya. I'm someone who love simplicity, and serenity. And this template is just nice to describe who i am in real actually :)
So many things happen, and so many changes took turn visiting me in the past months, but i'm not so sure whether they were leading to good things or vice versa. I'm hoping that i will always strong standing and walking thru His path, as i don't want to meet Him with my head turning down for whatsoever bad reasons, na'uzubillah.
Kak Iqin, Aini and Farah Aiza had delivered their babies abt one or last 2 weeks. Feel happy for them. Moga Allah sentiasa memelihara keluarga bahagia mereka selalu. Aku bersyukur ditemukan dengan sahabat-sahabatku ini.
Jumaat lepas Jie nikah di Terengganu, esoknya majlis kahwin. Lucu sungguh biler mengenangkan saat-saat mencari bunga pahar dan bunga hiasan pelamin. Ada ker aku and Siha customers ingat pekerja kat Astaka tu sbb kitorang sibuk mencari bunga hiasan pelamin. What a laugh, and what an enjoyable moment that i had down there in Terengganu.I was really having fun with Farah, Siha and Jie, since we were the wedding planners for Jie. Some unforseen incidents took place that led us to be the bidan terjun starting from mencari bunga pahar, bunga hiasan pelamin, photographer berjaya, caterer yang tak cukup tangan di meja beradab, tukang hias tempat nak letak kek kahwin dan tukang atur posing di pelamin dan bilik pengantin.Hehe.
Marvellous!! What an experience that we had. Alhamdulillah :)
Met one sahabat baru di sana. Alhamdulillah, moga dengan ikatan ukhuwah yang terjalin menjadikan diri kita lebih kukuh berdiri di jalan dakwah.
Last nite i suddenly remember all experiences that i had with Jie since we were in Pre-U until last week. I felt so sad and i cried hard. The tears did not stop eventhough i've tried very hard to do so.I still remember that we were used to hang out together makan yogurt sesama most of the nights depan padang bola, jalan malam ke asrama tgk TV sesama, and we had this one experience where we turun sahur every morning kat cafe waktu bulan puasa dlm keadaan sejuk2 waktu kat Pre-U dulu. And now she's belong to someone. I do feel happy for her very much. I never cry for a friend like what i did for her. I do not know why, but perhaps the bond that being developed since Pre-U is special, might not be for her, but it does for me.And thinking of losing her made me cried so badly last nite.
Want to know who are my bestest buddies ever?
Ika is my bestest buddy and someone who share the same thinking that i have in mind, meanwhile Siha is someone who i feel very very comfortable with, and she is unique for me. She is one of my 2 friends that i treasure their uniquenesses (betul ker spelling ni?). The other one is Mimi, small and tiny girl yet very brave, and i do adore for her braveness and spirit.Farah Wahidah is my highly respected buddy who share the same interest with me in get knowing Islam. My former roommate and she is quite a strict person, yet can become very manja at certain times. So happy living under one roof with her coz she had become my strong bone to push, lead and help me to be someone better in any field.I enjoy talking to her becoz she more or less has the same opinions and points of thoughts with mine.
Jie? She is my little, tiny, easy to be kicked off girl due to her small size, yet i'm not that jahat to do that. She's one of my best buddies in MMU.As what i described before, i know Jie first among the others since we always be together dulu.
And 5 more gangs that i could not let them slipped from my list are Yaya, Aleen, Zurin, Shidah and Eed. Yaya, she is someone that i treat a very special place in my heart since she was my roommate during Pre-U. Different characteristics we do have, but managed to live passionly with each other. Missed all those old times with her and Aleen.
Zurin is my twin other than Izwah, Shidah and Eed are my best buddies in STTJ dulu. Missed them all.Izwah kat UK, Zurin and Eed baru habis belajar and dah start keje. And 4 of us semuanya ambil Accountancy despites of belajar di universiti yang berlainan. Cuma Shidah jer lain, tak ingat dia ambil course apa hehe.
Ya Allah, pelihara sahabat-sahabatku ini di dunia dan akhirat.Sayang sangat kat derang.
The 2 guys that i treasure most in life are these 2 persons: Rahimi and Mizie.
I treasure Rahimi for always being there with me di saat2 ketidaktahuan di dalam byk perkara,and Mizie for what he did for me during second year dulu.Kenangan tdk dpt berkata-kata, hanya air mata dan tulisan di kertas membayangkan isi hati yang dipendam sekian lama, dan akhirnya terlerai di malam sepatutnya kami merangka teks ucapan.Hehe. Jamin mesti orang ingat kami couple yang baru lepas bergaduh sebab ada adegan nangis2, but actually it was not like that at all :)
If you read this Mizie, Barakallahu khairan for what you did to support me on that night, hanya Allah sahaja yang mampu membalas jasa baik yang telah diberikan.And thanks for the cassette you gave me, i still keep it with the little note that you had slipped in it.
And Rahimi, you too. Syukran atas segala tunjuk ajar yg diberikan selama ini.Susah nak dapat geng best cam ko :)
Hany, i know i did not mentioned ur name kat atas, tapi kenangan kita di sekolah pondok dulu sentiasa ada di dalam lipatan hati bersama sisters yg tersayang (Kak Iqin, Kak Aza, Kak Ira ngan Yati Bims). Could not replace all of you with anything,love you all so much! Still ingat lagi kena lumur dengan asam jawa ker apa ntah sbb demam panas sgt waktu kat pondok dulu hehe. Hidup PONDOKIANS!! Hehe.
Wassalam.
Hehe,lama dah tak bersua di sini. Maaf di atas ketidakpunyaan masa untuk mengupdate sejak mengambil alih tugas menjadi BC baru ini. Template baru ni best pulak rasanya. I'm someone who love simplicity, and serenity. And this template is just nice to describe who i am in real actually :)
So many things happen, and so many changes took turn visiting me in the past months, but i'm not so sure whether they were leading to good things or vice versa. I'm hoping that i will always strong standing and walking thru His path, as i don't want to meet Him with my head turning down for whatsoever bad reasons, na'uzubillah.
Kak Iqin, Aini and Farah Aiza had delivered their babies abt one or last 2 weeks. Feel happy for them. Moga Allah sentiasa memelihara keluarga bahagia mereka selalu. Aku bersyukur ditemukan dengan sahabat-sahabatku ini.
Jumaat lepas Jie nikah di Terengganu, esoknya majlis kahwin. Lucu sungguh biler mengenangkan saat-saat mencari bunga pahar dan bunga hiasan pelamin. Ada ker aku and Siha customers ingat pekerja kat Astaka tu sbb kitorang sibuk mencari bunga hiasan pelamin. What a laugh, and what an enjoyable moment that i had down there in Terengganu.I was really having fun with Farah, Siha and Jie, since we were the wedding planners for Jie. Some unforseen incidents took place that led us to be the bidan terjun starting from mencari bunga pahar, bunga hiasan pelamin, photographer berjaya, caterer yang tak cukup tangan di meja beradab, tukang hias tempat nak letak kek kahwin dan tukang atur posing di pelamin dan bilik pengantin.Hehe.
Marvellous!! What an experience that we had. Alhamdulillah :)
Met one sahabat baru di sana. Alhamdulillah, moga dengan ikatan ukhuwah yang terjalin menjadikan diri kita lebih kukuh berdiri di jalan dakwah.
Last nite i suddenly remember all experiences that i had with Jie since we were in Pre-U until last week. I felt so sad and i cried hard. The tears did not stop eventhough i've tried very hard to do so.I still remember that we were used to hang out together makan yogurt sesama most of the nights depan padang bola, jalan malam ke asrama tgk TV sesama, and we had this one experience where we turun sahur every morning kat cafe waktu bulan puasa dlm keadaan sejuk2 waktu kat Pre-U dulu. And now she's belong to someone. I do feel happy for her very much. I never cry for a friend like what i did for her. I do not know why, but perhaps the bond that being developed since Pre-U is special, might not be for her, but it does for me.And thinking of losing her made me cried so badly last nite.
Want to know who are my bestest buddies ever?
Ika is my bestest buddy and someone who share the same thinking that i have in mind, meanwhile Siha is someone who i feel very very comfortable with, and she is unique for me. She is one of my 2 friends that i treasure their uniquenesses (betul ker spelling ni?). The other one is Mimi, small and tiny girl yet very brave, and i do adore for her braveness and spirit.Farah Wahidah is my highly respected buddy who share the same interest with me in get knowing Islam. My former roommate and she is quite a strict person, yet can become very manja at certain times. So happy living under one roof with her coz she had become my strong bone to push, lead and help me to be someone better in any field.I enjoy talking to her becoz she more or less has the same opinions and points of thoughts with mine.
Jie? She is my little, tiny, easy to be kicked off girl due to her small size, yet i'm not that jahat to do that. She's one of my best buddies in MMU.As what i described before, i know Jie first among the others since we always be together dulu.
And 5 more gangs that i could not let them slipped from my list are Yaya, Aleen, Zurin, Shidah and Eed. Yaya, she is someone that i treat a very special place in my heart since she was my roommate during Pre-U. Different characteristics we do have, but managed to live passionly with each other. Missed all those old times with her and Aleen.
Zurin is my twin other than Izwah, Shidah and Eed are my best buddies in STTJ dulu. Missed them all.Izwah kat UK, Zurin and Eed baru habis belajar and dah start keje. And 4 of us semuanya ambil Accountancy despites of belajar di universiti yang berlainan. Cuma Shidah jer lain, tak ingat dia ambil course apa hehe.
Ya Allah, pelihara sahabat-sahabatku ini di dunia dan akhirat.Sayang sangat kat derang.
The 2 guys that i treasure most in life are these 2 persons: Rahimi and Mizie.
I treasure Rahimi for always being there with me di saat2 ketidaktahuan di dalam byk perkara,and Mizie for what he did for me during second year dulu.Kenangan tdk dpt berkata-kata, hanya air mata dan tulisan di kertas membayangkan isi hati yang dipendam sekian lama, dan akhirnya terlerai di malam sepatutnya kami merangka teks ucapan.Hehe. Jamin mesti orang ingat kami couple yang baru lepas bergaduh sebab ada adegan nangis2, but actually it was not like that at all :)
If you read this Mizie, Barakallahu khairan for what you did to support me on that night, hanya Allah sahaja yang mampu membalas jasa baik yang telah diberikan.And thanks for the cassette you gave me, i still keep it with the little note that you had slipped in it.
And Rahimi, you too. Syukran atas segala tunjuk ajar yg diberikan selama ini.Susah nak dapat geng best cam ko :)
Hany, i know i did not mentioned ur name kat atas, tapi kenangan kita di sekolah pondok dulu sentiasa ada di dalam lipatan hati bersama sisters yg tersayang (Kak Iqin, Kak Aza, Kak Ira ngan Yati Bims). Could not replace all of you with anything,love you all so much! Still ingat lagi kena lumur dengan asam jawa ker apa ntah sbb demam panas sgt waktu kat pondok dulu hehe. Hidup PONDOKIANS!! Hehe.
Wassalam.
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
aRaBIc
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Alhamdulillah!!!
Dapat result exam semalam. I'm the second highest in the class, defeated by 1 or 2 marks extra by this pakcik yg memang tak dinafikan pandai and rajinlaa..dlm kelas selalu tanya ustaz pasal itu and ini yg menyebabkan aku yg mmg tak tau bende ni ternganga2, dahlaa tu, selalu tak dtg kelas pulak (bukan ponteng ek, tak dtg sbb selalu outstation hehe).
One thing pokcik ni biler dia bertanya, takde aa irritating mcm pokcik yg selalu berlagak pandai mcm dalam kelas Mak Teh and Kak Rin kat Level 1 dulu (setiap kali lepas kelas jek derang akan ngumpat pokcik tu, kesian jek dgr, tapi tu aa..saper suh berlagak pandai mcm tau sumer, so bebudak yg baru nak belajar mulalaa tak puas hati.Yg derang tak puas hati tu sbb soalan yg patutnya ustaz yang jawab, ni dia lak berlagak cam ustaz pegi jawabkan sumer soalan yg ditanya dek bebudak kelas, maunya tak bengang org dibuatnya). Syukur syukur dalam kelas aku takde org camtuh, cuma aku selalu compete ngan sorang Dato' ni aa, kat level 2 dulu pernah bertekak ngan dia pasal Arabic ni sbb dia tak nak ustaz ajar kaedah yang susah2 and complete, aku lak nak vice versa.Rugi ah belajar tak complete. Susah pun takpe, tak faham pun takpelah kan, as long as diberikan pendedahan.Takde aa nanti naik level ternganga2 sbb tak pernah belajar. Tapi skang ni aku ngan Dato' ni kira geng gaklaa..sbb kalau Dato' tu borak ngan ustaz, mesti pandang muka aku jer mcm nak minta consent kakakaka. (uish, riak dah ni hehe)
So semalam our last class, kitorang buat pot luck makan sesama reramai. Dato' ni bawa roti Perancis dan kuah kacang ful (cam mana ntah nak spell nama kacang nih, tapi kacang yg mmg glamer di Arab). Sedap giler dia buat, dia masak sendiri tu, siap kitorang minta resepi camner nak buat. Mmg best sampai kitorang semua bantai makan 2 ketul roti each of one. Siap Dato' tu bawak bekas tupperwear plastik siap2 bekalkan kitorang sorang satu kuah kacang tu. Very generous of him, alhamdulillah.
Semalam sumer org pakat2 tak nak pergi majlis penyampaian sijil yang formal sbb kitorang dah enjoy berborak and makan-makan. Buat penyampaian di kelas sendiri jek. Time ni ler mmg sumer org pakat berbual to get know each other very well, and actually sumer org yg rata2 join this course mmg power2, Dato'2 and Datin2, doctors, professors, engineers, aku jek yg profession mcm takde ler bagus sgt. Hei, tapi dah patut bersyukurlah,kan? Allah dah cukup Pemurahlah tu nak bagi kita kerja and peluang mendapatkan nafkah, kalau tak, jangankan nak join kelas ni, nak makan seharian pun belum tentu dapat :)
Waktu nak balik, semua pakat nak sambung and jumpa balik kat kelas Lanjutan 1. Ustaz Rahimi pesan jgn fed up belajar Arabic ni. Susah mcm mana pun jgn fed up. Pastu siap analogikan kelas ni mcm makan nasi. Dia kata, kita belajar ni mcm makan nasi. Walaupun kekadang kita makan lauk tak sedap, tapi kita tetap makan juga hari2. Maksudnya kenalah bersabar dan istiqamah.
Alhamdulillah for the good result that i've got. Actually i belajar 2 hari jer, dan satu hari tu i kurung diri dlm bilik meeting utk study (patutnya i cuti, tapi manager suh dtg gak handle something, so pas habis buat keje i study dlm bilik meeting sengsorang). Teringat waktu jadi SRC dulu, time exam jek melarikan diri kat tempat2 yg susah org nak cari hehe). Actually usaha tak kuat sgt, banyaknya kepada markah belas ehsan ustaz jer rasanya. Dia bagi kitorang markah penuh utk attendance, tu yg byk membantu sebenarnya. I yg selalu tak dtg outstation pun dia bagi markah penuh atttendance. Baik betul ustaz Rahimi ni.
Waktu balik Mak Teh bincang pasal Ustaz Wan Zuki yg ajar i kat Level 2 dulu. Kak Juriah, my ex-classmate cakap yg ustaz Wan Zuki ni ajar laju giler sampai dia tak dpt nak catch up, tapi dia ajar mmg complete.. Cuba bayangkan dalam kelas selama 2 jam tu, dia boleh ajar dialog dan tamarin lengkap takde tinggal soalan satu pun kecuali soalan yg kacang2 sgt tak perlu nak diperbincangkan, tapi jrg sgt kes yg mcm tu. Dan yg paling kitorang faham sgt2, setengah jam terakhir kelas dia akan suh bina ayat dan jawab soalan sorang2. Part ni ler yg tak best tuh, sbb sumer org kena bersedia. For me, i also have to admit yg ustaz ni mmg ajar laju, siap dlm borang penilaian pengajar tu, i've commented that he was teaching like a rocket. Tapi baguslaa cara dia and i mmg puas hati pun, sbb i faham kot yg bagus tu hehe. Yang lain allahualam. Yg tak dpt catch up tu mmg susah sket kot nak faham nahu yg basic2 ni. Tapi ok jek Dato' and 8 9 org yg lain. Kiranya execptionallah case org tak faham Ustaz Wan Zuki ni ajar apa. But he was very concern with this one kakak yg belajar next to me dulu. Mmg i know she can't catch up very well, and ustaz siap bagi dia tambahan notes bagi dia faham. Bagus ah ustaz ni.And tindakan Kak Juriah utk stay kat level 2 sampai dia bebetul faham mmg bagus. Sbb i rasa saper yg tak dpt nak catch up kat level 2, ibarat membunuh diri di Level 3. Sbbnya syllabus 3 ni dah susah dan tersangatlah abstract aku rasa. Ustaz Rahimi pun cakap yg Level 3 ni mmg level yg paling susah sebenarnya dlm byk2 kelas level dan lanjutan Arabic kat UIA.
Mungkin ingat nak sambung ke Lanjutan 1 pulak pasni. Tapi tak berani nak janji sbb takut kelas MBA susah, nanti tak dpt nak catch up dedua. Kena tgk keadaan dulu. Hopefully bleh manage dedua. Doakan k :)
Semalam waktu balik ada sorang datin ni terjatuh kat jalan tar waktu nak turun ke kelas balik waktu habis penyampaian sijil. Habis berdarah dahi and hidung dia. Nasib baik ada doktor, my classmate tolong tgkkan luka dia. Pastu ada org hantar dia kat Assunta Hospital. Yang ngeri tgk tu, jari dia dislocate sebiji mcm jari watak pemanjat gunung wanita dlm Vertical Limit yang dislocate time nak cari adik hero yg terjatuh dlm gaung tu. Allah bagi dugaan kat dia, moga dia redha. Ada rahmat tu insya-Allah (tak kiralah rahmat apa, rahmat untuk rasa bersyukur sbb baru terjatuh kat jalan jer,dan bukannya jatuh dr helikopter ker, kapal terbang ker, so rahmat juga tu and kena bersyukurlah jugak tu,kan? )
Ok, panjang dah catatan hari ni.
Jumpa lagi insya-Allah :)
Wassalam.
Alhamdulillah!!!
Dapat result exam semalam. I'm the second highest in the class, defeated by 1 or 2 marks extra by this pakcik yg memang tak dinafikan pandai and rajinlaa..dlm kelas selalu tanya ustaz pasal itu and ini yg menyebabkan aku yg mmg tak tau bende ni ternganga2, dahlaa tu, selalu tak dtg kelas pulak (bukan ponteng ek, tak dtg sbb selalu outstation hehe).
One thing pokcik ni biler dia bertanya, takde aa irritating mcm pokcik yg selalu berlagak pandai mcm dalam kelas Mak Teh and Kak Rin kat Level 1 dulu (setiap kali lepas kelas jek derang akan ngumpat pokcik tu, kesian jek dgr, tapi tu aa..saper suh berlagak pandai mcm tau sumer, so bebudak yg baru nak belajar mulalaa tak puas hati.Yg derang tak puas hati tu sbb soalan yg patutnya ustaz yang jawab, ni dia lak berlagak cam ustaz pegi jawabkan sumer soalan yg ditanya dek bebudak kelas, maunya tak bengang org dibuatnya). Syukur syukur dalam kelas aku takde org camtuh, cuma aku selalu compete ngan sorang Dato' ni aa, kat level 2 dulu pernah bertekak ngan dia pasal Arabic ni sbb dia tak nak ustaz ajar kaedah yang susah2 and complete, aku lak nak vice versa.Rugi ah belajar tak complete. Susah pun takpe, tak faham pun takpelah kan, as long as diberikan pendedahan.Takde aa nanti naik level ternganga2 sbb tak pernah belajar. Tapi skang ni aku ngan Dato' ni kira geng gaklaa..sbb kalau Dato' tu borak ngan ustaz, mesti pandang muka aku jer mcm nak minta consent kakakaka. (uish, riak dah ni hehe)
So semalam our last class, kitorang buat pot luck makan sesama reramai. Dato' ni bawa roti Perancis dan kuah kacang ful (cam mana ntah nak spell nama kacang nih, tapi kacang yg mmg glamer di Arab). Sedap giler dia buat, dia masak sendiri tu, siap kitorang minta resepi camner nak buat. Mmg best sampai kitorang semua bantai makan 2 ketul roti each of one. Siap Dato' tu bawak bekas tupperwear plastik siap2 bekalkan kitorang sorang satu kuah kacang tu. Very generous of him, alhamdulillah.
Semalam sumer org pakat2 tak nak pergi majlis penyampaian sijil yang formal sbb kitorang dah enjoy berborak and makan-makan. Buat penyampaian di kelas sendiri jek. Time ni ler mmg sumer org pakat berbual to get know each other very well, and actually sumer org yg rata2 join this course mmg power2, Dato'2 and Datin2, doctors, professors, engineers, aku jek yg profession mcm takde ler bagus sgt. Hei, tapi dah patut bersyukurlah,kan? Allah dah cukup Pemurahlah tu nak bagi kita kerja and peluang mendapatkan nafkah, kalau tak, jangankan nak join kelas ni, nak makan seharian pun belum tentu dapat :)
Waktu nak balik, semua pakat nak sambung and jumpa balik kat kelas Lanjutan 1. Ustaz Rahimi pesan jgn fed up belajar Arabic ni. Susah mcm mana pun jgn fed up. Pastu siap analogikan kelas ni mcm makan nasi. Dia kata, kita belajar ni mcm makan nasi. Walaupun kekadang kita makan lauk tak sedap, tapi kita tetap makan juga hari2. Maksudnya kenalah bersabar dan istiqamah.
Alhamdulillah for the good result that i've got. Actually i belajar 2 hari jer, dan satu hari tu i kurung diri dlm bilik meeting utk study (patutnya i cuti, tapi manager suh dtg gak handle something, so pas habis buat keje i study dlm bilik meeting sengsorang). Teringat waktu jadi SRC dulu, time exam jek melarikan diri kat tempat2 yg susah org nak cari hehe). Actually usaha tak kuat sgt, banyaknya kepada markah belas ehsan ustaz jer rasanya. Dia bagi kitorang markah penuh utk attendance, tu yg byk membantu sebenarnya. I yg selalu tak dtg outstation pun dia bagi markah penuh atttendance. Baik betul ustaz Rahimi ni.
Waktu balik Mak Teh bincang pasal Ustaz Wan Zuki yg ajar i kat Level 2 dulu. Kak Juriah, my ex-classmate cakap yg ustaz Wan Zuki ni ajar laju giler sampai dia tak dpt nak catch up, tapi dia ajar mmg complete.. Cuba bayangkan dalam kelas selama 2 jam tu, dia boleh ajar dialog dan tamarin lengkap takde tinggal soalan satu pun kecuali soalan yg kacang2 sgt tak perlu nak diperbincangkan, tapi jrg sgt kes yg mcm tu. Dan yg paling kitorang faham sgt2, setengah jam terakhir kelas dia akan suh bina ayat dan jawab soalan sorang2. Part ni ler yg tak best tuh, sbb sumer org kena bersedia. For me, i also have to admit yg ustaz ni mmg ajar laju, siap dlm borang penilaian pengajar tu, i've commented that he was teaching like a rocket. Tapi baguslaa cara dia and i mmg puas hati pun, sbb i faham kot yg bagus tu hehe. Yang lain allahualam. Yg tak dpt catch up tu mmg susah sket kot nak faham nahu yg basic2 ni. Tapi ok jek Dato' and 8 9 org yg lain. Kiranya execptionallah case org tak faham Ustaz Wan Zuki ni ajar apa. But he was very concern with this one kakak yg belajar next to me dulu. Mmg i know she can't catch up very well, and ustaz siap bagi dia tambahan notes bagi dia faham. Bagus ah ustaz ni.And tindakan Kak Juriah utk stay kat level 2 sampai dia bebetul faham mmg bagus. Sbb i rasa saper yg tak dpt nak catch up kat level 2, ibarat membunuh diri di Level 3. Sbbnya syllabus 3 ni dah susah dan tersangatlah abstract aku rasa. Ustaz Rahimi pun cakap yg Level 3 ni mmg level yg paling susah sebenarnya dlm byk2 kelas level dan lanjutan Arabic kat UIA.
Mungkin ingat nak sambung ke Lanjutan 1 pulak pasni. Tapi tak berani nak janji sbb takut kelas MBA susah, nanti tak dpt nak catch up dedua. Kena tgk keadaan dulu. Hopefully bleh manage dedua. Doakan k :)
Semalam waktu balik ada sorang datin ni terjatuh kat jalan tar waktu nak turun ke kelas balik waktu habis penyampaian sijil. Habis berdarah dahi and hidung dia. Nasib baik ada doktor, my classmate tolong tgkkan luka dia. Pastu ada org hantar dia kat Assunta Hospital. Yang ngeri tgk tu, jari dia dislocate sebiji mcm jari watak pemanjat gunung wanita dlm Vertical Limit yang dislocate time nak cari adik hero yg terjatuh dlm gaung tu. Allah bagi dugaan kat dia, moga dia redha. Ada rahmat tu insya-Allah (tak kiralah rahmat apa, rahmat untuk rasa bersyukur sbb baru terjatuh kat jalan jer,dan bukannya jatuh dr helikopter ker, kapal terbang ker, so rahmat juga tu and kena bersyukurlah jugak tu,kan? )
Ok, panjang dah catatan hari ni.
Jumpa lagi insya-Allah :)
Wassalam.
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Retorika
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Learnt a lot within this week. Alhamdulillah Allah bukakan jalan untuk belajar pelbagai perspektif kehidupan...sebagai seorang insan.
Subhanallah walhamdulillah.
Melihat cara orang lain berfikir yang ternyata betapa matang dan bersedianya mereka di dalam menangani, menghalusi dan menimbangtara sesuatu keadaan yang terhasil dalam satu-satu keadaan menyebabkan diri ini tertanya " Biler aku boleh jadi seperti mereka?"
Hati menjawab, " semua insan berbeza dari segi pemikiran, perbuatan dan pengamalan, manakan sama setiap orang dalam berbuat dan berfikir sesuatu."
Betul. Tapi aku berharap aku boleh mencapai tahap kematangan fikiran seperti itu.
Mungkin satu hari nanti,biiznillah insya-Allah.
Wassalam.
Learnt a lot within this week. Alhamdulillah Allah bukakan jalan untuk belajar pelbagai perspektif kehidupan...sebagai seorang insan.
Subhanallah walhamdulillah.
Melihat cara orang lain berfikir yang ternyata betapa matang dan bersedianya mereka di dalam menangani, menghalusi dan menimbangtara sesuatu keadaan yang terhasil dalam satu-satu keadaan menyebabkan diri ini tertanya " Biler aku boleh jadi seperti mereka?"
Hati menjawab, " semua insan berbeza dari segi pemikiran, perbuatan dan pengamalan, manakan sama setiap orang dalam berbuat dan berfikir sesuatu."
Betul. Tapi aku berharap aku boleh mencapai tahap kematangan fikiran seperti itu.
Mungkin satu hari nanti,biiznillah insya-Allah.
Wassalam.
Monday, May 10, 2004
Tepu..
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Rite now my brain is tepu, tepu setepunya. I can't pour anything inside anymore.
Why tepu?
Hehe,study for my Arabic final exam. I wanted very badly to take leave for today, but my manager called me at 10 p.m last nite just to ask me to copy down his presentation file to other managers' laptops!! Arrghhh...sometimes people just do not know how to be independent for such small tasks. Ni mulalah nak buat ghibah ni, astaghfirullah.
Luckily this time my manager is going for the presentation in Perak, and i wished him luck since this is his first time doing presentation in front of external customers. I never liked being the presenter for the external customers coz it need your guts to present for about 1 hour in English in front of the big customers, and i dun like the idea of thinking and guessing whether do they understand or not what i'm trying to tell them since our presentation is a little bit technical.But, i have to admit that the chance given to me to become the presenter had brought me to a lot of places, and i did enjoyed my trips especially in Sabah and Sarawak cos my officemates and i managed to travel and did a lot of things together. Really had fun actually.
I now that my current template of blog is dull and quite empty i would say. But i'm not keen to change any part of it, yet. Busy of handling a lot of things and my fingers are fully tied. Sometimes you just feel that you want to dissapear from this Earth for about one week and then come back again to continue your routine life. I wish i can do that, but where i wanna go? To other planets you think? Har har har, you can dream and only dream to have those opportunities.
Hey, why my blog sounds so bad and uurrghh, tense?
Hehe, i do not knowlah what to say. Whether i shall arrange my life in more proper way or i shall stay put into what i'm doing and facing now.
I think the first one is better i guess. I hate when at a time you really and very badly want to have some changes or face new things in life, unpredicted new things come and change all the way whatever you have planned before.
The exact point that i want to scream out is:
WHY LER I HAVE TO REPLACE KAK FIDA TO BECOME A BUSINESS CONTROLLER? MY OWN JOBS NOW PUN ARE OUT OF MY HANDS. AAARRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Full stop.
Rite now my brain is tepu, tepu setepunya. I can't pour anything inside anymore.
Why tepu?
Hehe,study for my Arabic final exam. I wanted very badly to take leave for today, but my manager called me at 10 p.m last nite just to ask me to copy down his presentation file to other managers' laptops!! Arrghhh...sometimes people just do not know how to be independent for such small tasks. Ni mulalah nak buat ghibah ni, astaghfirullah.
Luckily this time my manager is going for the presentation in Perak, and i wished him luck since this is his first time doing presentation in front of external customers. I never liked being the presenter for the external customers coz it need your guts to present for about 1 hour in English in front of the big customers, and i dun like the idea of thinking and guessing whether do they understand or not what i'm trying to tell them since our presentation is a little bit technical.But, i have to admit that the chance given to me to become the presenter had brought me to a lot of places, and i did enjoyed my trips especially in Sabah and Sarawak cos my officemates and i managed to travel and did a lot of things together. Really had fun actually.
I now that my current template of blog is dull and quite empty i would say. But i'm not keen to change any part of it, yet. Busy of handling a lot of things and my fingers are fully tied. Sometimes you just feel that you want to dissapear from this Earth for about one week and then come back again to continue your routine life. I wish i can do that, but where i wanna go? To other planets you think? Har har har, you can dream and only dream to have those opportunities.
Hey, why my blog sounds so bad and uurrghh, tense?
Hehe, i do not knowlah what to say. Whether i shall arrange my life in more proper way or i shall stay put into what i'm doing and facing now.
I think the first one is better i guess. I hate when at a time you really and very badly want to have some changes or face new things in life, unpredicted new things come and change all the way whatever you have planned before.
The exact point that i want to scream out is:
WHY LER I HAVE TO REPLACE KAK FIDA TO BECOME A BUSINESS CONTROLLER? MY OWN JOBS NOW PUN ARE OUT OF MY HANDS. AAARRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Full stop.
Thursday, May 06, 2004
Humiliation
Assalamualaikum wbt again,
Yeah i know i know, it's like a decade that i have not touch this blog. Not becoz i dun have idea to write upon, tapi mcm malas nak mengarang and update apa yg perlu ;)
Last Monday went to Rahimi's wedding ceremony, giler lama pengantin bertakhta kat singgahsana makan beradab. Jenuh menunggu bilerlaa pengantin ni nak turun-turun, last2 turun juga, siap meredah semak samun nak jumpa kitorang. Memang terharulah raja sehari meredah semak samun nak berjumpa dengan rakyat jelata. Hehe.
Yesterday went to MARA accompanying my sister buat education loan, punyerlah lama siap i have the chance utk interview org2 counter lagi tanya ttg pre-requisite utk apply loan. Pastu jumpa bebudak yg nak apply loan juga, n actually most of the students tgh apply nak pegi oversea i think. Bertuahnya mereka dpt pergi, one of my dreams is to further studies in UK. Tunggu Phd lah kot baru leh pergi. Skang ni grab apa yg dapat dulu. UIA pun best juga,kan? ;)
Arabic class went well. This becoming Monday will be our final exam after abt 5 months learning the subject. Actually i'm not that confident since banyak kelas that i had to let go due to my outstation occasions. Yet, my ustaz was very kind to discuss with us what are the questions that gonna be out (actually what he did was asking us abt several type of questions whether they are ok or not, if not ok then he won't take them as exam questions). Of course we would response based on our preference on easy questions.Giler best ustaz ni. Kalau tak pening mau mengingatkan in which condition the fi'il is mabni and i'rab, which conditions it turns to be mansub, majrur and majhul. Aiyaa..i dun even have the guts to open and review the book. So many things to catch up actually. Tapi nasib baik ustaz dah pinpoint soalan. Senang sket ler :)
My family? Actually my 3 youngest sisters were enjoying their holidays heavenly when my parent took them to Langkawi and did bla bla bla. Everyday called and update us on what they did for the 4 days they were there. Nice for them and nice for us yang dah besar2 ni coz we had enough freedom to do whatever we wanna do. It's not that with the appearance of my parent that i can't do anything that i want, but this time it was really giving my siblings and me a big break to spend our time and our money lavishly!!Har har har.
Ok, enough of telling my personal life.
Let's go to a more serious topic which i think is more worthy to talk about.
This morning i received an e mail, highlighting the real situations currently faced by our muslim brothers and sisters in most so-called Islamic countries. Suppression, killings and humiliations to them are something that we should think and ponder upon rite now. Personally i was so angry of what had happened to our Iraqis brothers. DAMN and hell to the kaafirun,(pardon me for my sick and vulgar wordings here), but really i am so angry with the Britons and American soldiers. Semoga Allah melaknati mereka! They are so-sick minded. What the heck of their thinking by humiliating people by making them do something so uncivilised with the intention to tear down their pride and honor! OURS actually, as muslims!!
And we, as the people admitting and declaring ourselves as muslim, what did we do to help them and ourselves?
I know at this point of time, we are lack of facilities to help the Palestinians, Iraqis and the rest, however we are still in the capacity of contributing something. Du'a and pray. Yes, we can help them by making du'a hoping all these suppressions end with victory at our side.
Satu titik darah muslimin takkan kita halalkan sampai bila-bila! Forever and ever! Until the end of our breath and until the time has come for us to meet our Khaliq. And i'm waiting for that time to claim for whatever destruction that they have caused us! Geram and marah sangat dengan mereka. Mmg digalakkan untuk berdoa supaya mereka turn to Islam, tapi derang jahat sangat that i'm hoping that they will be thrown into An-naar immediately without any judgement pun.
Astaghfirullah, emotionalnya catatan for today. But can we just sit down quitely seeing our muslim brothers were humiliated like animals? Of course you dun expect me to do that isn't it?
Praying much for our brothers and sister around the globe. May Allah save our aqeedah and lives till the end of our breath.
Wassalam.
Yeah i know i know, it's like a decade that i have not touch this blog. Not becoz i dun have idea to write upon, tapi mcm malas nak mengarang and update apa yg perlu ;)
Last Monday went to Rahimi's wedding ceremony, giler lama pengantin bertakhta kat singgahsana makan beradab. Jenuh menunggu bilerlaa pengantin ni nak turun-turun, last2 turun juga, siap meredah semak samun nak jumpa kitorang. Memang terharulah raja sehari meredah semak samun nak berjumpa dengan rakyat jelata. Hehe.
Yesterday went to MARA accompanying my sister buat education loan, punyerlah lama siap i have the chance utk interview org2 counter lagi tanya ttg pre-requisite utk apply loan. Pastu jumpa bebudak yg nak apply loan juga, n actually most of the students tgh apply nak pegi oversea i think. Bertuahnya mereka dpt pergi, one of my dreams is to further studies in UK. Tunggu Phd lah kot baru leh pergi. Skang ni grab apa yg dapat dulu. UIA pun best juga,kan? ;)
Arabic class went well. This becoming Monday will be our final exam after abt 5 months learning the subject. Actually i'm not that confident since banyak kelas that i had to let go due to my outstation occasions. Yet, my ustaz was very kind to discuss with us what are the questions that gonna be out (actually what he did was asking us abt several type of questions whether they are ok or not, if not ok then he won't take them as exam questions). Of course we would response based on our preference on easy questions.Giler best ustaz ni. Kalau tak pening mau mengingatkan in which condition the fi'il is mabni and i'rab, which conditions it turns to be mansub, majrur and majhul. Aiyaa..i dun even have the guts to open and review the book. So many things to catch up actually. Tapi nasib baik ustaz dah pinpoint soalan. Senang sket ler :)
My family? Actually my 3 youngest sisters were enjoying their holidays heavenly when my parent took them to Langkawi and did bla bla bla. Everyday called and update us on what they did for the 4 days they were there. Nice for them and nice for us yang dah besar2 ni coz we had enough freedom to do whatever we wanna do. It's not that with the appearance of my parent that i can't do anything that i want, but this time it was really giving my siblings and me a big break to spend our time and our money lavishly!!Har har har.
Ok, enough of telling my personal life.
Let's go to a more serious topic which i think is more worthy to talk about.
This morning i received an e mail, highlighting the real situations currently faced by our muslim brothers and sisters in most so-called Islamic countries. Suppression, killings and humiliations to them are something that we should think and ponder upon rite now. Personally i was so angry of what had happened to our Iraqis brothers. DAMN and hell to the kaafirun,(pardon me for my sick and vulgar wordings here), but really i am so angry with the Britons and American soldiers. Semoga Allah melaknati mereka! They are so-sick minded. What the heck of their thinking by humiliating people by making them do something so uncivilised with the intention to tear down their pride and honor! OURS actually, as muslims!!
And we, as the people admitting and declaring ourselves as muslim, what did we do to help them and ourselves?
I know at this point of time, we are lack of facilities to help the Palestinians, Iraqis and the rest, however we are still in the capacity of contributing something. Du'a and pray. Yes, we can help them by making du'a hoping all these suppressions end with victory at our side.
Satu titik darah muslimin takkan kita halalkan sampai bila-bila! Forever and ever! Until the end of our breath and until the time has come for us to meet our Khaliq. And i'm waiting for that time to claim for whatever destruction that they have caused us! Geram and marah sangat dengan mereka. Mmg digalakkan untuk berdoa supaya mereka turn to Islam, tapi derang jahat sangat that i'm hoping that they will be thrown into An-naar immediately without any judgement pun.
Astaghfirullah, emotionalnya catatan for today. But can we just sit down quitely seeing our muslim brothers were humiliated like animals? Of course you dun expect me to do that isn't it?
Praying much for our brothers and sister around the globe. May Allah save our aqeedah and lives till the end of our breath.
Wassalam.
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
Zaman dulu-dulu
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Hi everyone! Happy to see me again? Hehe.
Rite now next to me En. Zulhabri and Midun are playing some old romantic songs which i favour much hehe. Mengembalikan kenangan lama when Yaya and i used to listen to these songs together back our time in Pre-U dulu :)
I have one happy news for you all. I managed to join MBA program in UIA, will be starting in this becoming July insya-Allah.
Currently bz handling reunion for my school batch on this becoming 1 May. I used not to contact my frens during my study time dulu. And now i did, and only then i realized how much i missed them, how much i appreciate and treasure them, in my deepest heart. They were the one who backed me up in everything. Still remember despite of my position as Head Girl and Penolong Ketua Aspuri, my dormmates and i pernah kena denda tidur kat luar koridor for twice sbb buat bising..1 sbb excited nak balik umah, and the other sbb celebrate birthday saper ntah. Dahlah time tu tgh demam, warden tahan tak bagi masuk bilik sampai pukul 1 ker pukul 2 pagi. Pastu dia suh masuk bilik. Hehe.
During kena denda pasal celebrate birthday tu, our warden was very, very SAIKO. Coz she tortured us by giving lecture like this: (i still remember becoz i found it so funny, yet saiko jugak hehe)
Warden : Kenapa tak light off lagi? Dah pukul berapa dah ni?
Kami : Senyap (tak berani nak menjawab)
Warden : Ooo, kamu tak tahu nak light off pukul berapa yer? Nak cikgu terangkan?
Baik, kamu kenal apa itu jam?
Jam adalah sesuatu benda yang menunjukkan masa. Tak tau nak tgk masa light off? Light off pukul 11.15
mlm,kan?
Kami : Senyap lagi
Warden : Tak tahu nak tgk jam ker masing-masing? Mari sini cikgu terangkan yer (dgn nada berapi-api melecture kitorang)
Kamu kenal tak apa itu jarum panjang? Jarum panjang adalah jarum yang menunjuk kepada angka jam.
Apabila pukul 11.15 mlm, jarum panjang akan menunjuk kepada nombor 11.
Kami : Senyap lagi, but me dah start nak gelak sbb mcm rasa kelakar.
Warden : Tahu apa itu jarum pendek? Jarum pendek adalah jarum yang menunjuk angka minit. Kalau masa light off,
jarum pendek akan menunjuk kepada angka 3. Faham?!!
Kami : Senyap lagi. Semua menikus.
Warden : Angkat tangan masing-masing, saya nak ketuk tangan.
Kami : Serentak angkat tangan dan kenalah ketuk tgn dgn pembaris kayu.
Luckily i was the first person yg kena, so taklah sakit sgt. Yg lain, ada yang hampir nak berdarah. Agaknya warden ngamuk kot sbb masing-masing buat reaksi senyap, dia ingat tak sakit kot. Tu yang makin kuat dia ketuk tangan tu, nasib, nasib. Hehe. Sebelum dia bagi kami masuk tidur dlm dorm, dia kata esok nama kami kena panggil sorang2 kat depan perhimpunan.
Esoknya, i hide myself from others. Dah takut giler kalau kena panggil kat depan. Yerlah, pengawas buat perangai, maunya tak malu nanti kalau kena panggil. Alhamdulillah lepas, warden tak panggil pun. Tapi Ketua Aspuri (my geng juga tapi lain dorm) pandang lain macam jek. Yerlah, dah diamanah utk bantu dia jaga disiplin asrama, dgn penolong2 dia sekali kena denda dgn warden sbb buat perangai. Nasib ler dapat penolong like me.
Yg second case tu, semua kena tidur dlm stor next to our dorm. Giler maut punyer hukuman. Hehe.
Apa pun, semuanya menjadi kenangan manis (kenangan pahit pun jadi manis jugak hehe) di sekolah dulu. Nice nice.
And insya-Allah in next 2 weeks, i'll be seeing all of them. Some has established themselves in career and family, and some are still pursuing their studies. Apa pun, it will nice to see them after abt 7 yrs being separated from each other. How Allah has shown me that i am still lucky of having these people as my friends by giving me opportunity to contact and handle the reunion. Alhamdulillah wa subhanallah di atas segalanya :)
Utk Hany, i know it's been quite long we have not met each other. Terserempak dgn Ika and Farah pun during lunch tadi kat kantin. Rasa mcm nak peluk jer Ika tapi segan ler pulak depan org. And tadi dengan beraninya sentuh perut Farah yang semakin membesar hehe. Semoga Farah and kandungannya sejahtera selalu.
Ok, panjang pulak dah citer ni. Later k.
Wassalam. :)
ps: Utk someone yg merasakan tekanan kerjanya di tahap volcano nak meletus, sabarlah. Perbanyakkan sabar, insya-Allah everything will be fine. The time will come where all problem will fade. Just be strong k :)
Hi everyone! Happy to see me again? Hehe.
Rite now next to me En. Zulhabri and Midun are playing some old romantic songs which i favour much hehe. Mengembalikan kenangan lama when Yaya and i used to listen to these songs together back our time in Pre-U dulu :)
I have one happy news for you all. I managed to join MBA program in UIA, will be starting in this becoming July insya-Allah.
Currently bz handling reunion for my school batch on this becoming 1 May. I used not to contact my frens during my study time dulu. And now i did, and only then i realized how much i missed them, how much i appreciate and treasure them, in my deepest heart. They were the one who backed me up in everything. Still remember despite of my position as Head Girl and Penolong Ketua Aspuri, my dormmates and i pernah kena denda tidur kat luar koridor for twice sbb buat bising..1 sbb excited nak balik umah, and the other sbb celebrate birthday saper ntah. Dahlah time tu tgh demam, warden tahan tak bagi masuk bilik sampai pukul 1 ker pukul 2 pagi. Pastu dia suh masuk bilik. Hehe.
During kena denda pasal celebrate birthday tu, our warden was very, very SAIKO. Coz she tortured us by giving lecture like this: (i still remember becoz i found it so funny, yet saiko jugak hehe)
Warden : Kenapa tak light off lagi? Dah pukul berapa dah ni?
Kami : Senyap (tak berani nak menjawab)
Warden : Ooo, kamu tak tahu nak light off pukul berapa yer? Nak cikgu terangkan?
Baik, kamu kenal apa itu jam?
Jam adalah sesuatu benda yang menunjukkan masa. Tak tau nak tgk masa light off? Light off pukul 11.15
mlm,kan?
Kami : Senyap lagi
Warden : Tak tahu nak tgk jam ker masing-masing? Mari sini cikgu terangkan yer (dgn nada berapi-api melecture kitorang)
Kamu kenal tak apa itu jarum panjang? Jarum panjang adalah jarum yang menunjuk kepada angka jam.
Apabila pukul 11.15 mlm, jarum panjang akan menunjuk kepada nombor 11.
Kami : Senyap lagi, but me dah start nak gelak sbb mcm rasa kelakar.
Warden : Tahu apa itu jarum pendek? Jarum pendek adalah jarum yang menunjuk angka minit. Kalau masa light off,
jarum pendek akan menunjuk kepada angka 3. Faham?!!
Kami : Senyap lagi. Semua menikus.
Warden : Angkat tangan masing-masing, saya nak ketuk tangan.
Kami : Serentak angkat tangan dan kenalah ketuk tgn dgn pembaris kayu.
Luckily i was the first person yg kena, so taklah sakit sgt. Yg lain, ada yang hampir nak berdarah. Agaknya warden ngamuk kot sbb masing-masing buat reaksi senyap, dia ingat tak sakit kot. Tu yang makin kuat dia ketuk tangan tu, nasib, nasib. Hehe. Sebelum dia bagi kami masuk tidur dlm dorm, dia kata esok nama kami kena panggil sorang2 kat depan perhimpunan.
Esoknya, i hide myself from others. Dah takut giler kalau kena panggil kat depan. Yerlah, pengawas buat perangai, maunya tak malu nanti kalau kena panggil. Alhamdulillah lepas, warden tak panggil pun. Tapi Ketua Aspuri (my geng juga tapi lain dorm) pandang lain macam jek. Yerlah, dah diamanah utk bantu dia jaga disiplin asrama, dgn penolong2 dia sekali kena denda dgn warden sbb buat perangai. Nasib ler dapat penolong like me.
Yg second case tu, semua kena tidur dlm stor next to our dorm. Giler maut punyer hukuman. Hehe.
Apa pun, semuanya menjadi kenangan manis (kenangan pahit pun jadi manis jugak hehe) di sekolah dulu. Nice nice.
And insya-Allah in next 2 weeks, i'll be seeing all of them. Some has established themselves in career and family, and some are still pursuing their studies. Apa pun, it will nice to see them after abt 7 yrs being separated from each other. How Allah has shown me that i am still lucky of having these people as my friends by giving me opportunity to contact and handle the reunion. Alhamdulillah wa subhanallah di atas segalanya :)
Utk Hany, i know it's been quite long we have not met each other. Terserempak dgn Ika and Farah pun during lunch tadi kat kantin. Rasa mcm nak peluk jer Ika tapi segan ler pulak depan org. And tadi dengan beraninya sentuh perut Farah yang semakin membesar hehe. Semoga Farah and kandungannya sejahtera selalu.
Ok, panjang pulak dah citer ni. Later k.
Wassalam. :)
ps: Utk someone yg merasakan tekanan kerjanya di tahap volcano nak meletus, sabarlah. Perbanyakkan sabar, insya-Allah everything will be fine. The time will come where all problem will fade. Just be strong k :)
Thursday, April 08, 2004
Fraudsters in FMD
Assalamualaikum wbt,
I know you are not going to believe this!! There are fraudsters in FMD!! Seriously!!
Wanna know who?
Keyrul, Suhaini and ME!! I repeat, ME!!
Hehe.
Actually this evening after office hour, i have completed my task and suddenly these 2 persons came to me and invited to have a drink together. And i went. Waktu tgh minum tu, byk bende kitorang cerita, and i never expect that Keyrul at one day will admit something to me, eventhough it was indirectly meant (and i think i was the only one who understand since i knew the whole story). I'm not going to tell ya what was it, but heck, it was something came honest from his heart eventhough it looks like he was pretentious not to look so. Haha, gottcha!
After finishing our drinks and his dinner, we discussed on the SME that we had presented on last Monday. Discussed on the comments given by Tn Hj and the overall results. SME result was out, but with no personal comments to each presentation that we made except those comments given right after our presentation session was done.
We want to know what was in Tn Hj's mind and opinion on our presentation results and skills, one by one. And suddenly Keyrul came up with this idea! Apa kata kita pergi geledah and tgk result SME kat tempat Midun? Takkan dia simpan dlm cabinet kot? I was so surprised hearing that actually, yerlah becoz we never do that kind of stuff before,kan. But not that long i was also become very fonded with that idea and we agreed to be come the fraudsters of FMD, by curi2 tgk comment Tn Hj pasal kitorang personally!!
Crazy! Yes, it was. Bukannya bende tu rahsia sgt pun, sbb Midun mmg invite kitorang utk tk sendiri comment Tn Hj pada kitorang. Masalahnya dia ada kes siasatan kat Penang skang ni, ntah biler nak balik, tu yg tak sabar nak tgk tu.
Balik ofis, the first thing we did was visiting Midun's place and searching for the folder. We couldn't find it. Keyrul didn't want to give up and checked bawah meja pulak. Here were they! And he just grabbed those papers and start looking for Tn Hj's comments on us!
And you want to know what Tn Hj's comment on me?
Alhamdulillah, i was very satisfied on what he did comment on my performance. No need to be stated in here. Every praise is returned back to Allah as He is the One who qualified for those praises. Syukur alhamdulillah :)
Dear readers, I would like to have your favour. Please, and please. Do not tell this thing at anybody, especially someone from FMD. Eventhough the results were not secret actually, tapi kami dah violate hak privacy dan kepercayaan Midun.
The only thing that i can learn from this whole experience is....
MMG SERONOK BUAT DOSA
Sbb tu ramai yg terjerumus sbb dosa itu seronok, mudah manakala nak berjuang ke jalan kebaikan itu, jalannya amat payah, derita, mengorbankan keseronokan diri sendiri dan sebagainya.
Next time i won't do it. What do you feel if someone geledah your things just to have some stupid results that you gonna give it to him anyway? The time is the only barrier.
Biarlah rahsia ini antara kita, aight?
Wassalam.
Iringilah satu-satu kejahatan itu dengan kebaikan, moga dengan kebaikan itu ia akan dapat memadam akan kejahatan tadi (Pemahaman diri sendiri berdasarkan sepotong hadith yang dah tak ingat susunan wording dan sumbernya)
I know you are not going to believe this!! There are fraudsters in FMD!! Seriously!!
Wanna know who?
Keyrul, Suhaini and ME!! I repeat, ME!!
Hehe.
Actually this evening after office hour, i have completed my task and suddenly these 2 persons came to me and invited to have a drink together. And i went. Waktu tgh minum tu, byk bende kitorang cerita, and i never expect that Keyrul at one day will admit something to me, eventhough it was indirectly meant (and i think i was the only one who understand since i knew the whole story). I'm not going to tell ya what was it, but heck, it was something came honest from his heart eventhough it looks like he was pretentious not to look so. Haha, gottcha!
After finishing our drinks and his dinner, we discussed on the SME that we had presented on last Monday. Discussed on the comments given by Tn Hj and the overall results. SME result was out, but with no personal comments to each presentation that we made except those comments given right after our presentation session was done.
We want to know what was in Tn Hj's mind and opinion on our presentation results and skills, one by one. And suddenly Keyrul came up with this idea! Apa kata kita pergi geledah and tgk result SME kat tempat Midun? Takkan dia simpan dlm cabinet kot? I was so surprised hearing that actually, yerlah becoz we never do that kind of stuff before,kan. But not that long i was also become very fonded with that idea and we agreed to be come the fraudsters of FMD, by curi2 tgk comment Tn Hj pasal kitorang personally!!
Crazy! Yes, it was. Bukannya bende tu rahsia sgt pun, sbb Midun mmg invite kitorang utk tk sendiri comment Tn Hj pada kitorang. Masalahnya dia ada kes siasatan kat Penang skang ni, ntah biler nak balik, tu yg tak sabar nak tgk tu.
Balik ofis, the first thing we did was visiting Midun's place and searching for the folder. We couldn't find it. Keyrul didn't want to give up and checked bawah meja pulak. Here were they! And he just grabbed those papers and start looking for Tn Hj's comments on us!
And you want to know what Tn Hj's comment on me?
Alhamdulillah, i was very satisfied on what he did comment on my performance. No need to be stated in here. Every praise is returned back to Allah as He is the One who qualified for those praises. Syukur alhamdulillah :)
Dear readers, I would like to have your favour. Please, and please. Do not tell this thing at anybody, especially someone from FMD. Eventhough the results were not secret actually, tapi kami dah violate hak privacy dan kepercayaan Midun.
The only thing that i can learn from this whole experience is....
MMG SERONOK BUAT DOSA
Sbb tu ramai yg terjerumus sbb dosa itu seronok, mudah manakala nak berjuang ke jalan kebaikan itu, jalannya amat payah, derita, mengorbankan keseronokan diri sendiri dan sebagainya.
Next time i won't do it. What do you feel if someone geledah your things just to have some stupid results that you gonna give it to him anyway? The time is the only barrier.
Biarlah rahsia ini antara kita, aight?
Wassalam.
Iringilah satu-satu kejahatan itu dengan kebaikan, moga dengan kebaikan itu ia akan dapat memadam akan kejahatan tadi (Pemahaman diri sendiri berdasarkan sepotong hadith yang dah tak ingat susunan wording dan sumbernya)
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
:)
Assalamualaikum and wbt,
Semalam i was extremely happy sampai dpt migraine :)
I was very happy due to my successful presentation for Subject Matter Expert, my group was the only group yg terima comment yg paling ringan berbanding group2 yang lain. Tn Hj comment takde comparison dgn entity lain, takut FMD buat procedure syok sendiri jer hehe. Alhamdulillah, i was very contented and happy :)
Semalam Mak Teh tak sihat, so i went to Arabic class by myself alone. This was my second time pergi kelas Arab sorang2. Tapi best jugak, cuma takut jugaklah sbb pegi kelas malam-malam. Kalau ikut rasa, macam tak nak pergi sbb sorang-sorang jer yang nak pegi kelas, tapi bila fikirkan nanti tak dapat ilmu, pergi jugalah. Rugi rasanya tak pergi sbb selama ni pun asyik tak dpt nak attend sbb selalu pergi outstation.
Ustaz Rahimi ajar ttg wazan2, pening kepala sbb ada 10 wazan nak kena hafal and practice. Pasni nak kena study bebetul balik. Tak faham dibuatnya. Next month peksa pulak tu. Aaaaa.
Soalan :Apa buku yang anda sedang baca sekarang ini?
Jawapan : Tiada kecuali buku Arab, tu pun sebab pergi kelas.
Soalan : Susah ker nak buka buku apa pun?
Jawapan : Takde masa sekarang ni, balik kerja jer penat. Rasa nak tidur terus. Tu yang tak buka buku tu.
Soalan : Habis tu biler agaknya boleh buka buku?
Jawapan : Mungkin during weekends kot, tu pun mungkin novel, majalah. Penatlah, nak relax jer during weekends.
Familiar with the dialogue? I believe most of us facing the same problem, susah sangat nak buka buku. Skang ni apa kata kita mulakan kempen " One page for a day". Should be nice,kan? :)
Apa nak baca hari ni ek?
Browse Internet jerlah.....(kat Internet pun kita boleh dpt ilmu,kan? ;)
Wassalam
Semalam i was extremely happy sampai dpt migraine :)
I was very happy due to my successful presentation for Subject Matter Expert, my group was the only group yg terima comment yg paling ringan berbanding group2 yang lain. Tn Hj comment takde comparison dgn entity lain, takut FMD buat procedure syok sendiri jer hehe. Alhamdulillah, i was very contented and happy :)
Semalam Mak Teh tak sihat, so i went to Arabic class by myself alone. This was my second time pergi kelas Arab sorang2. Tapi best jugak, cuma takut jugaklah sbb pegi kelas malam-malam. Kalau ikut rasa, macam tak nak pergi sbb sorang-sorang jer yang nak pegi kelas, tapi bila fikirkan nanti tak dapat ilmu, pergi jugalah. Rugi rasanya tak pergi sbb selama ni pun asyik tak dpt nak attend sbb selalu pergi outstation.
Ustaz Rahimi ajar ttg wazan2, pening kepala sbb ada 10 wazan nak kena hafal and practice. Pasni nak kena study bebetul balik. Tak faham dibuatnya. Next month peksa pulak tu. Aaaaa.
Soalan :Apa buku yang anda sedang baca sekarang ini?
Jawapan : Tiada kecuali buku Arab, tu pun sebab pergi kelas.
Soalan : Susah ker nak buka buku apa pun?
Jawapan : Takde masa sekarang ni, balik kerja jer penat. Rasa nak tidur terus. Tu yang tak buka buku tu.
Soalan : Habis tu biler agaknya boleh buka buku?
Jawapan : Mungkin during weekends kot, tu pun mungkin novel, majalah. Penatlah, nak relax jer during weekends.
Familiar with the dialogue? I believe most of us facing the same problem, susah sangat nak buka buku. Skang ni apa kata kita mulakan kempen " One page for a day". Should be nice,kan? :)
Apa nak baca hari ni ek?
Browse Internet jerlah.....(kat Internet pun kita boleh dpt ilmu,kan? ;)
Wassalam
Thursday, April 01, 2004
Cacamarba
Assalamualaikum and greetings,
What a hectic day for today, serius terasa mcm nak nangis n rasa nak berhenti keje, tak larat nak keje jer rasanya.
Lepas solat Asar tadi, duduk sekejap merenung karenah diri selama 24 tahun ni. Teringat kembali zaman kecil-kecil sampai dah besar ni. Banyak kenangan manis dan pahit yang dicipta, alhamdulillah untuk kesemuanya. Kak iqin tunjuk gambar kami waktu ketika ke pondok kat Kelantan dulu hehe. Nama group kitorang Pondokeers, kelakar pulak rasanya hehe.
That was my first time wearing tudung labuh sejak keluar sekolah menengah dulu. One statement i issued out waktu kat pondok dulu was my reluctance to wear jubah. Rasa mcm diri hipokrit. Alhamdulillah skang ni takde perasaan tu lagi. Keinginan diri yang diperkenankan Allah. Dulu selalu doa kalau dah kuar MMU nanti, tak nak rasa segan pakai jubah kat public. Cuma skang ni tak mampu nak pakai tudung labuh jer kat luar. Sumer tudung labuh dah hilang gi mana ntah. Dulu kat U malas nak pakai sbb malas nak gosok. Besar sgt hehe. Lama-lama hilang dah tudung tu. Ada satu yg warna pink dan warna kuning jek. Yang putih dan hijau ntah gi mana ntah. Hehe. Ntah bilerlaa nak pakai lagi.
Dah 2 hari teringat kat Yaya. She is my best buddy kat Pre-U dulu, my roommate. I was very happy to have her as my roommate. Rajin, pandai dan wacky jugak kekadang. Perangai and ketrampilan kitorang mmg berbeza habis. But we managed to stay and have fun together. Masih ingat lagi panjat bumbung hostel nak tgk meteor rain sampai pukul 4 pagi. Ah, zaman Pre-U mmg best!
Oklah, i couldn't take it anymore. Actually just drop by sbb nak hilang tension bekerja ni. Skang nak balik and have a review on articles abt Customer Handling. Sekarang ni hidup mcm agak cacamarba sket sbb byk keje yg berlainan bidang yg nak dicater. Nak cater customer, cater legal cases, cater fraud account, tak larat sebenarnya.
Sabar iena, sabar. Jangan mengeluh. Banyakkan bersabar krn kerja ini tidak akan habis sehingga anda berumur 55 tahun (sekiranya umur masih panjang dan tiada faktor lain yang mengakibatkan tempoh bekerja menjadi singkat). Hehe.
Ok, assalamualaikum.
What a hectic day for today, serius terasa mcm nak nangis n rasa nak berhenti keje, tak larat nak keje jer rasanya.
Lepas solat Asar tadi, duduk sekejap merenung karenah diri selama 24 tahun ni. Teringat kembali zaman kecil-kecil sampai dah besar ni. Banyak kenangan manis dan pahit yang dicipta, alhamdulillah untuk kesemuanya. Kak iqin tunjuk gambar kami waktu ketika ke pondok kat Kelantan dulu hehe. Nama group kitorang Pondokeers, kelakar pulak rasanya hehe.
That was my first time wearing tudung labuh sejak keluar sekolah menengah dulu. One statement i issued out waktu kat pondok dulu was my reluctance to wear jubah. Rasa mcm diri hipokrit. Alhamdulillah skang ni takde perasaan tu lagi. Keinginan diri yang diperkenankan Allah. Dulu selalu doa kalau dah kuar MMU nanti, tak nak rasa segan pakai jubah kat public. Cuma skang ni tak mampu nak pakai tudung labuh jer kat luar. Sumer tudung labuh dah hilang gi mana ntah. Dulu kat U malas nak pakai sbb malas nak gosok. Besar sgt hehe. Lama-lama hilang dah tudung tu. Ada satu yg warna pink dan warna kuning jek. Yang putih dan hijau ntah gi mana ntah. Hehe. Ntah bilerlaa nak pakai lagi.
Dah 2 hari teringat kat Yaya. She is my best buddy kat Pre-U dulu, my roommate. I was very happy to have her as my roommate. Rajin, pandai dan wacky jugak kekadang. Perangai and ketrampilan kitorang mmg berbeza habis. But we managed to stay and have fun together. Masih ingat lagi panjat bumbung hostel nak tgk meteor rain sampai pukul 4 pagi. Ah, zaman Pre-U mmg best!
Oklah, i couldn't take it anymore. Actually just drop by sbb nak hilang tension bekerja ni. Skang nak balik and have a review on articles abt Customer Handling. Sekarang ni hidup mcm agak cacamarba sket sbb byk keje yg berlainan bidang yg nak dicater. Nak cater customer, cater legal cases, cater fraud account, tak larat sebenarnya.
Sabar iena, sabar. Jangan mengeluh. Banyakkan bersabar krn kerja ini tidak akan habis sehingga anda berumur 55 tahun (sekiranya umur masih panjang dan tiada faktor lain yang mengakibatkan tempoh bekerja menjadi singkat). Hehe.
Ok, assalamualaikum.
Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Tgh makan kuew tiow
Assalamualaikum and bwt,
Hehe, tajuk sebelum ni Lapar, tajuk skang ni Tgh makan kuew tiow. Actually tgh hari tadi tak makan sbb concentrate ngan keje, tu yg lapar tahap naga, kuar kol 4.50 tadi cari makanan kat kantin.
Nak bagitau skang ni my hard disk kat MMU dulu dah ada kat umah, skang ni asyik dgr lagu best2 jerlaa..rindu giler ngan lagu2 tu sumer, mmg bestlaa..lagu Melayu ada, English, Cina, nasyid, Quran...aaa..best best!Rindulaa dgn suasana kat MMu dulu. Biler dah keje ni, rasa jadi student lagi best dr jadi org bekerja ni.
Semalam gih interview MBA kat UIA..boleh tahan jugak susah soalan2 dia..nasib baik interviewers pompuan, kalau lelaki lagi terbelit2 lidah nak menjawab. Ada satu soalan ni berbunyi" What do you think you are going to be within next 10 to 15 yrs? Giler maut soalan, mmglah pernah terfikir tapi takdelah rasa nak dilisankan kat mulut, so i answered dgn hentam keromonya i nak jadi someone yg duduk di position high management. Pastu soalan ni pulak keluar " necessarily in Telekom during that 10-15 yrs? I said no, if i think i have better opportunity outside, then i'll go". Dia tanya lagi, if you go, what sector are you interested in? Addduhh..tak pernah2 kufikir ini soalan, but i answered jugaklah that i'm in interested in Banking. Why Banking? I said becoz it deals with money. Why do you interested in money? Saiko tak rasa..apalaa yg nak kujawab dgn soalan itu..uwaaaaa!!!!
One of the interviewer said i have fairly high chance due to my academic track record, but they have to prioritize other applicants with 10-15 working experience first, if the competition is not stiff, highly chance i could join the session lah. Ntah ler, kalau ada rezeki, adalah kot. Doakan ek :)
Yang bestnya, derang suh bawa scroll yg original dlm sesi tu, so i brought ler MMU Online Scroll, kita mana ada scroll paper kan. Pastu they were so excited lah tgk. Bangga kejap jadi budak MMU. Hehe.
Oklah ek, nak habiskan makan. Pastu nak solat and pegi kelas Arab.
Ma'as salamah.
Hehe, tajuk sebelum ni Lapar, tajuk skang ni Tgh makan kuew tiow. Actually tgh hari tadi tak makan sbb concentrate ngan keje, tu yg lapar tahap naga, kuar kol 4.50 tadi cari makanan kat kantin.
Nak bagitau skang ni my hard disk kat MMU dulu dah ada kat umah, skang ni asyik dgr lagu best2 jerlaa..rindu giler ngan lagu2 tu sumer, mmg bestlaa..lagu Melayu ada, English, Cina, nasyid, Quran...aaa..best best!Rindulaa dgn suasana kat MMu dulu. Biler dah keje ni, rasa jadi student lagi best dr jadi org bekerja ni.
Semalam gih interview MBA kat UIA..boleh tahan jugak susah soalan2 dia..nasib baik interviewers pompuan, kalau lelaki lagi terbelit2 lidah nak menjawab. Ada satu soalan ni berbunyi" What do you think you are going to be within next 10 to 15 yrs? Giler maut soalan, mmglah pernah terfikir tapi takdelah rasa nak dilisankan kat mulut, so i answered dgn hentam keromonya i nak jadi someone yg duduk di position high management. Pastu soalan ni pulak keluar " necessarily in Telekom during that 10-15 yrs? I said no, if i think i have better opportunity outside, then i'll go". Dia tanya lagi, if you go, what sector are you interested in? Addduhh..tak pernah2 kufikir ini soalan, but i answered jugaklah that i'm in interested in Banking. Why Banking? I said becoz it deals with money. Why do you interested in money? Saiko tak rasa..apalaa yg nak kujawab dgn soalan itu..uwaaaaa!!!!
One of the interviewer said i have fairly high chance due to my academic track record, but they have to prioritize other applicants with 10-15 working experience first, if the competition is not stiff, highly chance i could join the session lah. Ntah ler, kalau ada rezeki, adalah kot. Doakan ek :)
Yang bestnya, derang suh bawa scroll yg original dlm sesi tu, so i brought ler MMU Online Scroll, kita mana ada scroll paper kan. Pastu they were so excited lah tgk. Bangga kejap jadi budak MMU. Hehe.
Oklah ek, nak habiskan makan. Pastu nak solat and pegi kelas Arab.
Ma'as salamah.
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