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Assalamualaikum wbt,

Alhamdulillah!!!

Dapat result exam semalam. I'm the second highest in the class, defeated by 1 or 2 marks extra by this pakcik yg memang tak dinafikan pandai and rajinlaa..dlm kelas selalu tanya ustaz pasal itu and ini yg menyebabkan aku yg mmg tak tau bende ni ternganga2, dahlaa tu, selalu tak dtg kelas pulak (bukan ponteng ek, tak dtg sbb selalu outstation hehe).

One thing pokcik ni biler dia bertanya, takde aa irritating mcm pokcik yg selalu berlagak pandai mcm dalam kelas Mak Teh and Kak Rin kat Level 1 dulu (setiap kali lepas kelas jek derang akan ngumpat pokcik tu, kesian jek dgr, tapi tu aa..saper suh berlagak pandai mcm tau sumer, so bebudak yg baru nak belajar mulalaa tak puas hati.Yg derang tak puas hati tu sbb soalan yg patutnya ustaz yang jawab, ni dia lak berlagak cam ustaz pegi jawabkan sumer soalan yg ditanya dek bebudak kelas, maunya tak bengang org dibuatnya). Syukur syukur dalam kelas aku takde org camtuh, cuma aku selalu compete ngan sorang Dato' ni aa, kat level 2 dulu pernah bertekak ngan dia pasal Arabic ni sbb dia tak nak ustaz ajar kaedah yang susah2 and complete, aku lak nak vice versa.Rugi ah belajar tak complete. Susah pun takpe, tak faham pun takpelah kan, as long as diberikan pendedahan.Takde aa nanti naik level ternganga2 sbb tak pernah belajar. Tapi skang ni aku ngan Dato' ni kira geng gaklaa..sbb kalau Dato' tu borak ngan ustaz, mesti pandang muka aku jer mcm nak minta consent kakakaka. (uish, riak dah ni hehe)

So semalam our last class, kitorang buat pot luck makan sesama reramai. Dato' ni bawa roti Perancis dan kuah kacang ful (cam mana ntah nak spell nama kacang nih, tapi kacang yg mmg glamer di Arab). Sedap giler dia buat, dia masak sendiri tu, siap kitorang minta resepi camner nak buat. Mmg best sampai kitorang semua bantai makan 2 ketul roti each of one. Siap Dato' tu bawak bekas tupperwear plastik siap2 bekalkan kitorang sorang satu kuah kacang tu. Very generous of him, alhamdulillah.

Semalam sumer org pakat2 tak nak pergi majlis penyampaian sijil yang formal sbb kitorang dah enjoy berborak and makan-makan. Buat penyampaian di kelas sendiri jek. Time ni ler mmg sumer org pakat berbual to get know each other very well, and actually sumer org yg rata2 join this course mmg power2, Dato'2 and Datin2, doctors, professors, engineers, aku jek yg profession mcm takde ler bagus sgt. Hei, tapi dah patut bersyukurlah,kan? Allah dah cukup Pemurahlah tu nak bagi kita kerja and peluang mendapatkan nafkah, kalau tak, jangankan nak join kelas ni, nak makan seharian pun belum tentu dapat :)

Waktu nak balik, semua pakat nak sambung and jumpa balik kat kelas Lanjutan 1. Ustaz Rahimi pesan jgn fed up belajar Arabic ni. Susah mcm mana pun jgn fed up. Pastu siap analogikan kelas ni mcm makan nasi. Dia kata, kita belajar ni mcm makan nasi. Walaupun kekadang kita makan lauk tak sedap, tapi kita tetap makan juga hari2. Maksudnya kenalah bersabar dan istiqamah.

Alhamdulillah for the good result that i've got. Actually i belajar 2 hari jer, dan satu hari tu i kurung diri dlm bilik meeting utk study (patutnya i cuti, tapi manager suh dtg gak handle something, so pas habis buat keje i study dlm bilik meeting sengsorang). Teringat waktu jadi SRC dulu, time exam jek melarikan diri kat tempat2 yg susah org nak cari hehe). Actually usaha tak kuat sgt, banyaknya kepada markah belas ehsan ustaz jer rasanya. Dia bagi kitorang markah penuh utk attendance, tu yg byk membantu sebenarnya. I yg selalu tak dtg outstation pun dia bagi markah penuh atttendance. Baik betul ustaz Rahimi ni.

Waktu balik Mak Teh bincang pasal Ustaz Wan Zuki yg ajar i kat Level 2 dulu. Kak Juriah, my ex-classmate cakap yg ustaz Wan Zuki ni ajar laju giler sampai dia tak dpt nak catch up, tapi dia ajar mmg complete.. Cuba bayangkan dalam kelas selama 2 jam tu, dia boleh ajar dialog dan tamarin lengkap takde tinggal soalan satu pun kecuali soalan yg kacang2 sgt tak perlu nak diperbincangkan, tapi jrg sgt kes yg mcm tu. Dan yg paling kitorang faham sgt2, setengah jam terakhir kelas dia akan suh bina ayat dan jawab soalan sorang2. Part ni ler yg tak best tuh, sbb sumer org kena bersedia. For me, i also have to admit yg ustaz ni mmg ajar laju, siap dlm borang penilaian pengajar tu, i've commented that he was teaching like a rocket. Tapi baguslaa cara dia and i mmg puas hati pun, sbb i faham kot yg bagus tu hehe. Yang lain allahualam. Yg tak dpt catch up tu mmg susah sket kot nak faham nahu yg basic2 ni. Tapi ok jek Dato' and 8 9 org yg lain. Kiranya execptionallah case org tak faham Ustaz Wan Zuki ni ajar apa. But he was very concern with this one kakak yg belajar next to me dulu. Mmg i know she can't catch up very well, and ustaz siap bagi dia tambahan notes bagi dia faham. Bagus ah ustaz ni.And tindakan Kak Juriah utk stay kat level 2 sampai dia bebetul faham mmg bagus. Sbb i rasa saper yg tak dpt nak catch up kat level 2, ibarat membunuh diri di Level 3. Sbbnya syllabus 3 ni dah susah dan tersangatlah abstract aku rasa. Ustaz Rahimi pun cakap yg Level 3 ni mmg level yg paling susah sebenarnya dlm byk2 kelas level dan lanjutan Arabic kat UIA.

Mungkin ingat nak sambung ke Lanjutan 1 pulak pasni. Tapi tak berani nak janji sbb takut kelas MBA susah, nanti tak dpt nak catch up dedua. Kena tgk keadaan dulu. Hopefully bleh manage dedua. Doakan k :)

Semalam waktu balik ada sorang datin ni terjatuh kat jalan tar waktu nak turun ke kelas balik waktu habis penyampaian sijil. Habis berdarah dahi and hidung dia. Nasib baik ada doktor, my classmate tolong tgkkan luka dia. Pastu ada org hantar dia kat Assunta Hospital. Yang ngeri tgk tu, jari dia dislocate sebiji mcm jari watak pemanjat gunung wanita dlm Vertical Limit yang dislocate time nak cari adik hero yg terjatuh dlm gaung tu. Allah bagi dugaan kat dia, moga dia redha. Ada rahmat tu insya-Allah (tak kiralah rahmat apa, rahmat untuk rasa bersyukur sbb baru terjatuh kat jalan jer,dan bukannya jatuh dr helikopter ker, kapal terbang ker, so rahmat juga tu and kena bersyukurlah jugak tu,kan? )

Ok, panjang dah catatan hari ni.

Jumpa lagi insya-Allah :)

Wassalam.

Retorika

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Learnt a lot within this week. Alhamdulillah Allah bukakan jalan untuk belajar pelbagai perspektif kehidupan...sebagai seorang insan.

Subhanallah walhamdulillah.

Melihat cara orang lain berfikir yang ternyata betapa matang dan bersedianya mereka di dalam menangani, menghalusi dan menimbangtara sesuatu keadaan yang terhasil dalam satu-satu keadaan menyebabkan diri ini tertanya " Biler aku boleh jadi seperti mereka?"

Hati menjawab, " semua insan berbeza dari segi pemikiran, perbuatan dan pengamalan, manakan sama setiap orang dalam berbuat dan berfikir sesuatu."

Betul. Tapi aku berharap aku boleh mencapai tahap kematangan fikiran seperti itu.

Mungkin satu hari nanti,biiznillah insya-Allah.

Wassalam.

Tepu..

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Rite now my brain is tepu, tepu setepunya. I can't pour anything inside anymore.

Why tepu?

Hehe,study for my Arabic final exam. I wanted very badly to take leave for today, but my manager called me at 10 p.m last nite just to ask me to copy down his presentation file to other managers' laptops!! Arrghhh...sometimes people just do not know how to be independent for such small tasks. Ni mulalah nak buat ghibah ni, astaghfirullah.

Luckily this time my manager is going for the presentation in Perak, and i wished him luck since this is his first time doing presentation in front of external customers. I never liked being the presenter for the external customers coz it need your guts to present for about 1 hour in English in front of the big customers, and i dun like the idea of thinking and guessing whether do they understand or not what i'm trying to tell them since our presentation is a little bit technical.But, i have to admit that the chance given to me to become the presenter had brought me to a lot of places, and i did enjoyed my trips especially in Sabah and Sarawak cos my officemates and i managed to travel and did a lot of things together. Really had fun actually.

I now that my current template of blog is dull and quite empty i would say. But i'm not keen to change any part of it, yet. Busy of handling a lot of things and my fingers are fully tied. Sometimes you just feel that you want to dissapear from this Earth for about one week and then come back again to continue your routine life. I wish i can do that, but where i wanna go? To other planets you think? Har har har, you can dream and only dream to have those opportunities.

Hey, why my blog sounds so bad and uurrghh, tense?

Hehe, i do not knowlah what to say. Whether i shall arrange my life in more proper way or i shall stay put into what i'm doing and facing now.

I think the first one is better i guess. I hate when at a time you really and very badly want to have some changes or face new things in life, unpredicted new things come and change all the way whatever you have planned before.

The exact point that i want to scream out is:

WHY LER I HAVE TO REPLACE KAK FIDA TO BECOME A BUSINESS CONTROLLER? MY OWN JOBS NOW PUN ARE OUT OF MY HANDS. AAARRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Full stop.

Humiliation

Assalamualaikum wbt again,

Yeah i know i know, it's like a decade that i have not touch this blog. Not becoz i dun have idea to write upon, tapi mcm malas nak mengarang and update apa yg perlu ;)

Last Monday went to Rahimi's wedding ceremony, giler lama pengantin bertakhta kat singgahsana makan beradab. Jenuh menunggu bilerlaa pengantin ni nak turun-turun, last2 turun juga, siap meredah semak samun nak jumpa kitorang. Memang terharulah raja sehari meredah semak samun nak berjumpa dengan rakyat jelata. Hehe.

Yesterday went to MARA accompanying my sister buat education loan, punyerlah lama siap i have the chance utk interview org2 counter lagi tanya ttg pre-requisite utk apply loan. Pastu jumpa bebudak yg nak apply loan juga, n actually most of the students tgh apply nak pegi oversea i think. Bertuahnya mereka dpt pergi, one of my dreams is to further studies in UK. Tunggu Phd lah kot baru leh pergi. Skang ni grab apa yg dapat dulu. UIA pun best juga,kan? ;)

Arabic class went well. This becoming Monday will be our final exam after abt 5 months learning the subject. Actually i'm not that confident since banyak kelas that i had to let go due to my outstation occasions. Yet, my ustaz was very kind to discuss with us what are the questions that gonna be out (actually what he did was asking us abt several type of questions whether they are ok or not, if not ok then he won't take them as exam questions). Of course we would response based on our preference on easy questions.Giler best ustaz ni. Kalau tak pening mau mengingatkan in which condition the fi'il is mabni and i'rab, which conditions it turns to be mansub, majrur and majhul. Aiyaa..i dun even have the guts to open and review the book. So many things to catch up actually. Tapi nasib baik ustaz dah pinpoint soalan. Senang sket ler :)

My family? Actually my 3 youngest sisters were enjoying their holidays heavenly when my parent took them to Langkawi and did bla bla bla. Everyday called and update us on what they did for the 4 days they were there. Nice for them and nice for us yang dah besar2 ni coz we had enough freedom to do whatever we wanna do. It's not that with the appearance of my parent that i can't do anything that i want, but this time it was really giving my siblings and me a big break to spend our time and our money lavishly!!Har har har.

Ok, enough of telling my personal life.

Let's go to a more serious topic which i think is more worthy to talk about.

This morning i received an e mail, highlighting the real situations currently faced by our muslim brothers and sisters in most so-called Islamic countries. Suppression, killings and humiliations to them are something that we should think and ponder upon rite now. Personally i was so angry of what had happened to our Iraqis brothers. DAMN and hell to the kaafirun,(pardon me for my sick and vulgar wordings here), but really i am so angry with the Britons and American soldiers. Semoga Allah melaknati mereka! They are so-sick minded. What the heck of their thinking by humiliating people by making them do something so uncivilised with the intention to tear down their pride and honor! OURS actually, as muslims!!

And we, as the people admitting and declaring ourselves as muslim, what did we do to help them and ourselves?

I know at this point of time, we are lack of facilities to help the Palestinians, Iraqis and the rest, however we are still in the capacity of contributing something. Du'a and pray. Yes, we can help them by making du'a hoping all these suppressions end with victory at our side.

Satu titik darah muslimin takkan kita halalkan sampai bila-bila! Forever and ever! Until the end of our breath and until the time has come for us to meet our Khaliq. And i'm waiting for that time to claim for whatever destruction that they have caused us! Geram and marah sangat dengan mereka. Mmg digalakkan untuk berdoa supaya mereka turn to Islam, tapi derang jahat sangat that i'm hoping that they will be thrown into An-naar immediately without any judgement pun.

Astaghfirullah, emotionalnya catatan for today. But can we just sit down quitely seeing our muslim brothers were humiliated like animals? Of course you dun expect me to do that isn't it?

Praying much for our brothers and sister around the globe. May Allah save our aqeedah and lives till the end of our breath.

Wassalam.