Friday, September 30, 2005

A slap on the face

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Actually starting from last Monday, i kept regretting myself for giving wrong answers for this one particular question that i felt very much that i can score in my last final exam . I am someone who easily get regret for something that i know i can score but then i had done it wrongly. And i hate that feeling actually, but seriously i can't help it from appear in me, and i only starting to realize that i had this kind of feeling when i was in Pre-U. There was one time in Pre-U that i could not sleep becoz i kept regretting my false answer for Math paper in the first semester. And now that feeling had appeared again.

I had that regret feeling for my qdm paper until last Wednesday, before i received news about my Prof had passed away.

When i heard the news that he has gone, automatically the regret feeling had faded away from me.

Perhaps it was because i started realized that if i were to compare my regret feeling with the sadness faced by my Prof's family members, the weightage of them are not similar at all. Not at all.

And last nite when i was in STAR train, reading news paper, suddenly there was a couple with a heavy bag and their daughter came in.I presumed they were from occasion balik kampung or from somewhere quite far away from KL.

I offered the couple to sit since they were holding a little girl. And i was quite surprised to know that there are still people who get very selfish to offer their seats to those who are more in need. Duh, this people have no civics. No manners and yeah, merciless with little or no heart at all. Should put them in the zoo rather than let them live and moving freely in this world actually, huh!

Anyway, the attitude of some irresponsible and inconsiderate people is not my main intention or issue when i highlight about this couple. It is about courage and gratefulness potrayed by this couple that had captured my interest.

When i was offering my seat to the couple, initially i did not look at them directly becoz i was busy putting my newspaper into my office bag. When only the husband looked at me and thanked me, then only i came to realize that the husband has quite an abnormal/damage face. I was shocked to look at his face when he thanked me becoz i never see a person with that kind of face before. His right eye was dislocated, and i dunno how to explain more becoz i did not dare to look at him further. I felt so sorry for him.

And his daughter actually is not normal. From the first look, you will know that this kid is not normal because her head is quite big compared to most normal kids at her age.

This guy thanked me several times for offering my seat to his daughter and wife.Several times ok, not just once. I was touched becoz eventhough he has no good looks, but he has a good heart. Not like some of normal people who have pretty faces but with no/ugly hearts sometimes.

I truly admire this man. The courage that he has in himself had proved that even without a pretty look ( i dun want to use 'ugly' becoz i just feel it is not rite for me to use it in this case). He dares to face this world and live with whatever he has calmly, i think. And if i were to be put in his shoe, i really don't know whether i can own the similar courage that he has, to be just stay alive in this world and face its robust challenges.

It was suddenly appeared in my mind when i was walking home that sometimes you really need to slap your own face to wake you up, to make you realize that there are so many other people in this world that have disadvantages in life as compared to you.

Be shame on ourselves who sometimes do not know how to be grateful with whatever had been granted by Allah to us all these while.

Be shame, seriously.


Thursday, September 29, 2005

Dr Unvar

Profesor UIA meninggal akibat denggi -Utusan Malaysia, 29.09.2005

KUALA LUMPUR 28 Sept. - Sehari selepas kerajaan mengisytiharkan tahap kritikal kes demam denggi di tiga buah negeri, seorang lagi mangsa meninggal dunia hari ini.

Timbalan Dekan Kuliyyah Ekonomi dan Pengurusan Sains Universiti Islam Antarabangsa (UIA), Prof. Madya Dr. Unvar Rahman Abdul Muthalib, 47,meninggal dunia pukul 1.35 petang di Hospital Besar Kuala Lumpur (HKL)selepas lebih dua minggu menderita demam tersebut.

Sepupu Allahyarham, Mohammed Mosin Abdul Razak, 42, memberitahu, Allahyarham menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya di hadapan keluarga terdekatnya di HKL.

Katanya, Unvar Rahman sebelum itu dibawa ke sebuah pusat rawatan swasta di sini pada 14 September lalu sebelum disahkan oleh pusat tersebut menghidap denggi dua hari kemudian.

``Beliau sebelum itu mendapatkan rawatan biasa di klinik universiti dan tidak menjangka sama sekali akan terkena denggi kerana dapat bertugas di pejabat seperti biasa selepas itu.

``Tapi semuanya tiba-tiba berubah apabila beliau hilang selera makan dan demam teruk, jadi kami bawanya ke pusat rawatan tersebut dan doktor mengesahkan Allahyarham terkena denggi,'' katanya ketika ditemui selepas solat jenazah, di sini hari ini.

Katanya, Allahyarham kemudiannya dimasukkan ke Unit Rawatan Rapi (ICU)pusat rawatan tersebut Sabtu lalu, sebelum dikejarkan ke HKL bagi mendapatkan rawatan kecemasan pada pukul 2.30 petang semalam.

Mohammed Mosin memberitahu, pada peringkat awal rawatan di pusat rawatan tersebut, Allahyarham seolah-olah kembali sihat dan boleh berinteraksi seperti biasa dengan ahli keluarganya.

Bagaimanapun katanya, bapa kepada empat anak itu tiba-tiba tenat pada pukul 9.30 malam Sabtu lalu sehingga menyebabkan beliau tidak dapat bernafas sebelum dimasukkan ke ICU pusat rawatan tersebut.

``Selepas beberapa hari menerima rawatan di ICU, beliau terkena demam kuning dan dipindahkan ke HKL, sebelum meninggal dunia hari ini,''

Jenazah Allahyarham dikebumikan di tanah perkuburan Islam Ibu Kota, Danau Kota dekat sini kira-kira pukul 7.20 malam.

Allahyarham meninggalkan seorang balu, Rukhsana Begham, 47, dan empat orang anak.

Kerajaan semalam mengambil langkah drastik dengan mengisytiharkan kes demam denggi di Pulau Pinang, Kuala Lumpur, Johor dan Selangor berada pada tahap kritikal.

Sehingga Sabtu lalu sebanyak 27,569 kes demam itu dicatatkan di seluruh negara berbanding 21,786 kes dalam tempoh sama tahun lepas.

Ini berikutan jumlah kematian akibat wabak itu semakin meningkat kepada 70 orang tahun ini berbanding 68 dalam tempoh yang sama sepanjang tahun lalu.

Ahad lalu, Pulau Pinang mencatatkan satu lagi kes denggi berdarah melibatkan seorang wanita sarat mengandung yang meninggal dunia di Hospital Pulau Pinang (HPP).

Mangsa, Fairuz Aziz, 25, dari Taman Sahabat, Teluk Kumbar yang hamil kembar sulung berusia tujuh bulan meninggal dunia menjadikan korban wabak itu meningkat kepada empat kes.

Pada 17 September lalu, seorang peniaga kraftangan, Siti Fauziah Jamaludin, 46, dari Bukit Gelugor di sini meninggal dunia di Unit Rawatan Rapi (ICU) HPP diikuti seorang lelaki berusia 21 tahun dari Kampung Binjal, Bayan Lepas.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Al-Fatihah to Dr Unvar

Assalamualaikum wbt,

This morning i had been called for an ad hoc request by my GM to help my IT manager on business forecasting and financial projection to furnish his proposal paper to be sent to CIO Office by today.

My GM, IT and Operation Manager, Khairul and I were concentrating on the details of the proposal from 10 a.m up to 3 p.m in the meeting room non-stop even for our lunch at 1 p.m. At 3 p.m we stopped for a while before the last finalization, and Khairul and i were planning to lunch together at our canteen instead of going to Maybank since we were so hungry, especially i did not take my breakfast this morning.

While i was walking to my cubicle to get my purse, i saw 5 missed calls on my handphone screen. 4 calls were from Amzari and Mazlisham, my 2 MBA classmates. I then called Sham since he had promised to come over to my office to get a document from me during lunch and i was totally forgotten about that while i was in the meeting room. In the meeting room we had turned the light off to make us easier to see and check the proposal presentation by my IT Manager.I did not even realized that it was 1 p.m becoz the room was so dark and i thought it was still 11 a.m instead.

Sham informed me that Dr Unvar, our accounting lecturer that had taught us in our first semester in UIA had passed away this afternoon at 1.30 p.m due to denggue. Yesterday only that i know he got admitted, but i did not suspect any bad things will happen to him.Actually this morning some of my classmates were planning to visit him in the hospital by today evening after office hour,several hours before we had came to know that he had passed away this afternoon.

He was such a nice lecturer and person. He was funny at the most unexpected moments that had made us got surprised and laughed during his lectures at certain times. And he was very2 helpful that most of us did not afraid to just drop by to his office to ask anything that we did not understand becoz we know that he won't reject us and will try to help as much as he can.

He was such a great person and lecturer, really. And i was sad for i could not give my last respect to him since i was stucked in the office trying to assist my IT Manager in furnishing his proposal until 5.30 p.m. Rite after went out from the meeting room i called one of my classmates that had visited Allahyarham this evening at his house, he said Allahyarham was safely buried in a cemetery very near to his house.

Sad for unable to pay my last respect, but my pray will be always with him, similar to all those people that i have known in life that had passed away to meet our beloved Allah.

I pray that all of them will be always rest in peace and rahmah from Allah.

Insya Allah, if granted, all of us will be meeting again, in Jannah i hope, with lots of smile and laughter during that time for being happy and grateful for being selected to stay in Jannah.

I truly hope it will happen, insya Allah.


Rencana Melayu didodoikan kejayaan palsu

Rencana Melayu didodoikan kejayaan palsu

Pendapat Di Singapura, kami tidak mendewakan pemain-pemain bola.'' Begitulah kata-kata Phillip Yeo, Ketua Agensi Penyelidikan Untuk Sains dan Teknologi Singapura. Saya yakin Singapura juga tidak mendewa-dewakan golongan artis seperti yang berlaku kepada kita di Malaysia.

Saya tidak pernah terbaca atau mendengar berita yang penyiar TV di sana menganjurkan banyak siri realiti TV yang tidak mendatangkan sebarang faedah jangka panjang untuk kemajuan negara kecil mereka. Tetapi berlainan pula dengan negara kita, itu yang lebih diutamakan sejak kebelakangan ini.

Jika beginilah sikap rakyat negara kita nampaknya kita akan terus menjadi sebuah negara yang terbelakang dalam segala bidang yang berfaedah untuk masa depan negara.

Di Singapura, idola mereka adalah orang terpelajar, bukan artis. Orang terpelajar dijadikan contoh kepada anak-anak muda Singapura untuk mengejar kemajuan dalam bidang sains dan teknologi.

Anak-anak mereka digalakkan mendapat pelajaran setinggi yang mungkin kerana mereka sedar tanpa generasi yang berpelajaran dan berpendidikan tinggi negara mereka akan ketinggalan.

Singapura sedang menuju ke arah apa yang disebut knowledge economy (ekonomi ilmu pengetahuan) tetapi kita lebih kepada entertainment economy (ekonomi hiburan).

Artis-artis yang berjaya meraih `ijazah' dari Akademi Fantasia (AF) lebih diberikan tempat dalam liputan akhbar daripada kejayaan anak-anak Malaysia yang berjaya dalam bidang sains dan teknologi.

Kalau beginilah cara orang Melayu menguruskan anak bangsa mereka nampaknya peluang untuk menjana Towering Malays atau Melayu Unggul akan punah. Mana ada anak Melayu yang berjaya dalam bidang nyanyian di peringkat antarabangsa sehingga mereka terkenal seperti artis-artis dari Barat. Pernahkah kita mendengar jualan album artis-artis Melayu dijual jutaan keping di pasaran antarabangsa? Kalau setakat menyanyi di Royal Albert Hall sudah dianggap satu kejayaan besar bagi anak Melayu dan bukan meraih ijazah kelas pertama di universiti Cambridge atau Oxford, rosaklah anak Melayu.

Kaum Cina dan India mendahulukan kejayaan akademik daripada hiburan tetapi untuk anak-anak Melayu, ibu bapa mereka sanggup berkorban apa saja, bergolok bergadai asalkan anak mereka mendapat tempat dalam Malaysian Idol dan AF. Mereka tidak sanggup berkorban atau bergolok bergadai untuk memastikan anak-anak mereka mendapat pendidikan yang terbaik. Sesungguhnya orang Melayu akan jadi bahan ketawa kaum lain pada suatu hari nanti.

Orang Melayu masih buta dengan agenda orang lain untuk menjatuhkan mereka.

Tulisan saya ini mungkin tidak akan menyenangkan orang yang tidak mengambil berat tentang arah tuju orang Melayu. Ia mungkin bagai cili yang terpepak atau pahit bagai hempedu tetapi seperti kata orang, yang pahit itulah ubat.

Malangnya orang Melayu suka digula-gulakan, dipuji berlebih-lebihan. Biar menang sorak kampung tergadai. Biar papa asalkan bergaya. Sampai bila kita hendak dodoikan orang Melayu dan anak Melayu dengan kejayaan yang palsu. Kita mahukan durian tapi benih tomato yang kita tanam.

Di mana rasional dan logiknya? Begitu rendahkah daya fikir orang Melayu dan anak Melayu? Kalaulah pejuang kemerdekaan dari kalangan orang Melayu yang lalu masih hidup, mereka pasti akan menangis kerana kita telah gagal mendidik anak bangsa ke arah kemajuan yang dituntut oleh agama Islam. Kita gagal mengisi kemerdekaan dengan anak-anak bangsa yang bijak berfikir dan bertindak demi kesinambungan kemegahan orang Melayu.

Mungkin Hang Tuah akan geleng kepala melihat orang Melayu hari ini menyalahgunakan kebebasan yang diperoleh. Mungkin Melayu tak hilang di dunia tetapi jika ada bangsa Melayu yang layu apalah gunanya. Layu dengan lagu yang mendayu. Layu di pusat-pusat serenti. Layu di atas jalan raya yang serba moden. Layu di peringkat pengajian tinggi.

>> - Ahmad Nasir Mohamad, Alor Star, Kedah.
>> Kirim pendapat anda melalui e-mel:


Assalamualaikum wbt,

I believe all of us are intellectual enough to comprehend the message, dun we? I also believe that we also think the same way, but what are the things that we need to do to change this destructing scenario?

Let's think together, shall we?


Monday, September 26, 2005


Assalamualaikum wbt,

Sorry for a very long silence, i had just completed my first final exam last Saturday.

No comment on the prediction of the final result. May Allah help me to get a good result for this subject and another on this becoming Sunday.

(1) Tired.

I am tired rite now. I didn't have enough sleep actually for i had to prepare for my final exam. And today my GM had requested me to change his KPI for several times that had made me became more and more tired. Yesterday i should be relaxing at home and get some rest after my final, but Midun had requested my help to assist him to settle BP 2006 in the office. After that Ika called asking me to accompany her to somewhere.

Tomorrow i'll be having management meeting where i have to make a presentation. I need to complete my report by tonite so that by tomorrow i can distribute them out before the meeting. And presentation slide too.

Tiring huh?

I wish i am the GM rite now so that people will work for me and not vice versa. Hehe.

Naughty Iena, berangan jer lebih.


(2)Forum Ramadhan

Semalam ketika pulang dr jumpa Ika, singgah sebentar dengar forum mengenai persediaan menyambut Ramadhan. Panel forum adalah Dr Rubiah (pakar motivasi yang selalu keluar Forum Perdana yg cakap best tu) and Ustazah Zawiah.

Tertarik dengan kata-kata Dr Rubiah:

Jangan kita jadikan bulan Ramadhan ini sebagai bulan makanan dan bukannya sebagai bulan ibadah.

Tersenyum dengar hujah Dr Rubiah yang agak lucu:

Sepanjang 11 bulan si isteri tak pernah tanya pada suami ttg makanan apa yang perlu dihidangkan untuk lunch atau dinner, tapi di bulan Ramadhan, selepas sahur sudah ada perbincangan antara suami dan isteri ttg juadah berbuka puasa yang perlu disediakan sedangkan puasa pun belum bermula lagi.Asyik fikir ttg makanan sahaja sedangkan bukan itu yang sepatutnya.

Moral of the story:

Sambutlah Ramadhan sebagaimana yang sepatutnya dengan pengisian yang mendidik jasad dan hati dan bukannya membuat sesuatu secara berlebih-lebihan.


Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Seminar hafaz Quran


Tuan-tuan yang dihormati,

Sempena menyambut kedatangan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak, pihak Jabatan Dakwah dan Pembangunan Insan, Universiti Malaya, Kuala Lumpur dengan kerjasama Al-Huffaz Consulting akan mengadakan satu seminar motivasi penghayatan al-Quran. Berikut adalah maklumat lanjut seminar.


Dikendalikan oleh

Dr Hj Mohd Shafie Hj Md Amin al-Muqri’ PhD ACCA

PhD in Contemporary Islamic Thought

(Human Science), USA

ACCA, London School of Accountancy, UK

Diploma Usuluddin UM, Sijil Tahfiz Al-Quran, JAKIM,

Sijil Bah.Arab Jordan

o Empower with appropriate values and beliefs

o Increase best practices in daily life

o Be proactive

o Enhance creativity and quality

o Memorize Al-Quran as a catalyst to increase enthusiasm

o Work smart

o Improve personal quality level

Sepanjang seminar ini, anda akan didedahkan dengan:

· Rahsia kaedah Al Huffaz yang telah melahirkan 2 hafizah peringkat kebangsaan 7 tahun berturut-turut.

· Rahsia kaedah Al Huffaz yang melahirkan ramai professional lain yang hafaz banyak surah-surah Al Quran hanya dengan 5 hingga 10 minit sehari!

· Rahsia kaedah Al Huffaz yang menjadikan ayat-ayat yang anda baca dan hafaz sentiasa mantap dan kukuh di ingatan. Sehingga mampu anda baca bila-bila masa sahaja walaupun selepas baru dikejutkan dari tidur yang lena!

· Rahsia mendidik anak berumur 3 tahun menghafaz Al Quran!

· Rahsia yakin diri kepada pelajar dewasa bahawa anda semua boleh dan mampu menghafaz Al-Quran. Tak kira samada anda buta atau celik Al-Quran!

· Rahsia jalan menuju bahagia - menjadikan kehidupan & kerjaya anda lebih menyeronokan!

· Rahsia mengurus "stress" & meningkatkkan kreativiti

· Rahsia menggunakan memori dengan lebih effektif

· Kesempatan berkongsi pengalaman dengan Dr. Hj. Mohd Shafie Md. Amin, Pengasas kaedah sendiri!

· Dan banyak lagi tips-tips istimewa....





29 SYAABAN 1426H,



(termasuk makanan dan kertas kerja *diskaun RM5 untuk pengesahan penyertaan sebelum 30 September 2005)

Untuk mendaftar atau untuk mengetahui lebih lanjut mengenai program, sila layari atau 0125665680.

"Adalah sesungguhnya di dalam jasad itu ada segumpal darah, apabila baik maka baik keseluruhan jasad dan apabila rosak maka rosaklah keseluruhan jasad ; maka ianya itu adalah HATI" (maksud Hadith)

"Al-Quran yang dibaca dan dihafaz mampu mensuci, membersih, menenang, menguat dan merangsang minda"

"Adik Hafiz Mohd Shafie ketika berusia 4 tahun

telah menghafaz surahYasin dan Al-Waqiah

dengan menggunakan teknik Al-Huffaz"





Assalamualaikum wbt,

I wish i could attend this course, but unfortunately i will be having my final exam on the same day.

So for you guys, kalau agak2 takde perkara penting yang boleh dibuat utk diisi masa lapang yang ada,apa kata join this course.

I'm sure it will be very beneficial to all of us.

Kalau ada yang pergi nanti, bolehlah share tips hafaz quran with us yang tak pergi k.



Monday, September 19, 2005


Assalamualaikum wbt,


What are the things that you will treasure a lot in life?

Happiness, would you agree with me?


My heart is smiling rite now.

It's not a common feeling to me since last 2 months. Alhamdulillah it appears in me again, in one piece.

Last Saturday i went to somewhere that i had not step onto for quite sometimes.

Allah had invited me, and for that i felt so grateful for being blessed to have that opportunity.

The opportunity to look back what's in me, to measure how did i perform all these while and to reflect back whatever things that i have done.

We human are so weak and vulnerable. Committing sins are so easy for us to do nowadays. Astaghfirullah.

Ya Allah, please forgive us and our parents for whatever things that we had done wrongly.

Please don't ignore us even just for a second, and to You solely we submit ourselves.





Ambillah waktu untuk berfikir,
itu adalah sumber kekuatan.

Ambillah waktu untuk bermain,
itu adalah rahsia dari masa muda yang abadi.

Ambillah waktu untuk berdoa,
itu adalah sumber ketenangan.

Ambillah waktu untuk belajar,
itu adalah sumber kebijaksanaan.

Ambillah waktu untuk mencintai dan dicintai,
itu adalah hak istimewa yang diberikan Tuhan.

Ambillah waktu untuk bersahabat,
itu adalah jalan menuju kebahagiaan.

Ambillah waktu untuk tertawa,
itu adalah musik yang menggetarkan hati.

Ambillah waktu untuk memberi,
itu adalah membuat hidup terasa bererti.

Ambillah waktu untuk bekerja,
itu adalah nilai keberhasilan.

I found this at my friend's fotopages, very meaningful dun you think?




Iran ada hak mutlak - Mahmoud
PERTUBUHAN BANGSA-BANGSA BERSATU (PBB) 18 Sept. - Presiden Iran, Mahmoud Ahmadinejad memberitahu Perhimpunan Agung PBB (UNGA) semalam bahawa negaranya memiliki hak mutlak untuk menghasilkan sumber tenaga nuklear.

Mahmoud turut menuduh Amerika Syarikat (AS) mencabuli perjanjian nuklear sejagat.

Dunia ini dipenuhi diskriminasi dan kemiskinan yang seterusnya mencetuskan kebencian, peperangan dan keganasan, kata Mahmoud.

Menurut beliau, ketenteraman sebenar yang berkekalan hanya boleh dicapai dengan bertunjangkan keadilan dan kerohanian.

Presiden Iran itu menyifatkan keganasan dan senjata pemusnah besar-besaran sebagai dua ancaman besar terhadap keamanan sejagat.

Berhubung isu nuklear, Mahmoud menyelar beberapa negara yang menandatangani Perjanjian Pengawalan Senjata Nuklear (NPT) tetapi telah menyalurkan bahan, teknologi dan peralatan bagi membina senjata nuklear kepada rejim Zionis.

Tindakan tersebut tidak memungkinkan Asia Barat menjadi zon bebas nuklear, tegas Presiden Iran itu.

Bagi memastikan ketelusan dalam program nuklear Iran sendiri, Mahmoud menyatakan kesediaannya negara ini bersedia untuk mengadakan perkongsian serius dengan sektor awam dan swasta dari negara lain dalam melaksanakan program pemprosesan semula uranium di Iran.

Dalam wawancara dengan CNN sebelum ucapannya di PBB, Mahmoud menyelar dasar aparteid nuklear yang menentukan siapa yang berhak untuk menjalankan program nuklear dan siapa yang tidak berhak.

Beliau membayangkan kemungkinan Iran bertindak untuk menaikkan harga minyak bagi mencegah tindakan lanjut Amerika Syarikat (AS) dan Kesatuan Eropah (EU) untuk membawa kes nuklear Teheran ke Majlis Keselamatan PBB. - Reuters


Tak adil,kan?

Iran tak boleh ada nuklear, habis US boleh pulak?

Naper tak kacau Korea Utara skang ni? Iran juga yang nak disentuh.

It is no more to apartheid towards nuclear, it is more to apartheid towards muslim rite now. Bias and unfair treatment to muslim countries.

Don't you think so?

I do.


Sunday, September 18, 2005


Assalamualaikum wbt,

Kaifa haalukum?

Sorry for being so silent nowadays, i got very busy lately since last week. Went to PD for ISO and Business Plan 2006. Rindu nak mencatat something di blog ini.


(1) PD

How's PD,fun? Is that you all will be asking?

Hehe, to tell you the truth, we were so busy finishing our ISO documents and finalizing our BP that we did not even had the opportunity to step onto the beach sand, sarcastic huh?

Anyone of you who had ever went Sri Intan PD, you will know how near the beach is with TM chalet. We were all looking at the beach everyday, hoping that we could give a jump and swim, but it was not materialized till the last day we were at PD.Luckily i had the opportunity to swim in the swimming pool since all the 'mamat2' had went to play golf except for some who opted to rest at their own places rather than doing something else.

Sempat ler mengajar Kak Fida and Kak Ayin floating. Hehe.

(2) Photography session

Hehe, last Friday i had received a SMS from Kak Ika asking all ladies in my class to wear baju kurung for a photography session. I was wondering is there any special arrangement by UIA for having this session. I had no problem to wear since i was planning to attend Ainul's wedding on the same day.

Masuk kelas, all ladies in my class semua bergaya wearing their finest baju kurung and even kebaya. Rupanya they want to take class pictures since there is tendency that we are all not be together in one class again as we will be starting taking our own specialization next semester. My friends and I had already take our Strategic Management specialization subject during this semester.

We took pictures with Prof Mansur in the class, and then posing ourselves at the fountain of Mgmt Centre. Prof siap tanya, naper ambil gambar awal2 sedangkan kami akan grad setahun lagi.

Kak Liz selamba jer jawab "Sebab lambat lagi nak grad ler kami tangkap gambar ni Prof, lama sangat nak tunggu!" Hehe, best betul jawapan Kak Liz.

Actually if you all get to know my classmates, mmg kecoh2 insan2nya especially yg ladies. Kekadang Resource Room Mgmt Centre tu mcm kami yg punya biler time class break. Kesian batch2 lain dengar kekecohan kitorang ni.Tu belum part masuk dalam kelas lagi, jgn main2, sempat buat business lagi derang ni. Jual SKII ler, kuih raya ler, baju kelawar and even sutera. Aduh, mmg bebetul boleh buat duit derang nih. Fun betul ngan derang ni, dah mak2 orang pun gaya mcm bebudak lagi hehe.

(3) Majlis perkahwinan Ainul and Iznan

Last Saturday alhamdulillah sempat memenuhi jemputan Ainul dan Iznan ke majlis mereka di Masjid Wilayah. First time bertemu wajah setelah sekian lama berinteraksi secara virtual thru blog, YM dan telefon. Moga berbahagia pasangan adik2 tersayang 2 orang ni :)

Keluar dari masjid terserempak pulak dengan Atuk YTR( Atuk ni adalah Setiausaha kepada Persatuan Yayasan Tun Abdul Razak), dari jauh dah nampak tapi boleh pulak terlupa nama Atuk. His wife recognized me since we were together in Pangkor last year handling program. Atuk looks fine to me, as always. Atuk tanya khabar dan tanya direction nak ke majlis. Everytime i saw Atuk i will remember at this particular incident when we were water rafting at Sungai Kuala Kubu Baru, Selangor. I was assigned to a group where i was the only girl in that group. Atuk was with our group since we were the first group yang rafting. Our boat terbalik 2 kali, and the first one tu had caused my leg tersangkut di celah batu air terjun menyebabkan i screamed asking for help coz i can't breathe and move at all.

Bayangkan ek, kaki tersangkut di celah batu dengan air terjun turun mencurah2 kat muka and you can't move your body at all. Mmg kelam kabut ler sket time tu coz derang ingat i was hurt,and it was actually. Mmg panic time tu especially i dunno how to swim during that time, mmg ler bebetul panic. Biler my leg was safely removed from the rocks tu, Atuk held me and brought me to the river bank, berenang dgn gaya2 mmcm menyelamatkan org lemas. Klakar jek padahal takde ler lemas pun actually hehe.

The second time boat terbalik, nama yang pertama kali dipanggil was my name, coz bebudak ni takut anything happen to me. Best betul time tu sbb tetiba jadi special pulak, ye ler, dah kita sorang jek pompuan dlm boat tu, dapat ler special treatment sket. Water rafting mmg best :)

Tak sangka Iznan jemput Atuk ke wedding, bertuah awak ek Iznan, Atuk dtg wedding awak hehe.

Apa pun, moga pasangan pengantin ini sentiasa dirahmati Allah selalu :)

(4) Hati-hati dalam berbicara

Kadang-kadang dalam kita nak menonjolkan diri kita pada orang, tanpa sengaja kita merendah-rendahkan orang lain, sama ada secara bergurau atau pun tidak.

Kalau orang yang direndahkan itu besar hatinya, pemaaf orangnya, alhamdulillah. Mungkin dia tidak akan ambil pusing sgt.

Tapi kalau bukan, baiklah kita berhati-hatilah ketika berbicara dan bergurau senda,takut-takut ada yang terasa hati dengan gurauan kita. Mana tahu sampai ke akhirat nanti rasa hati tersebut akan dibawa.

Ingatan buat diri saya dan semua.


Thursday, September 08, 2005

The Choice

Assalamualaikum wbt,


Kaifa haal semua? Moga semua sihat k.

Alhamdulillah saya juga sihat, ramai pula yg bertanya saya dah ok ker tidak drpd perasaan tak best.

Hmm..ok insya Allah. Hasil consultation dari rakan2 yg best :D

Semalam bertemu Fahmee dan Tapai di kantin, they had a meeting di JRC. Fahmee nak jumpa to return my books that i lent him couple of weeks ago. Habis makan Tapai selak2 buku The Choice, written by Allahyarham Ahmad Deedat.

And he asked one question about the issue of multi-versions available for kitab in Christianity and Quran (Quran has no version, it remains fixed for ages). People also had asked him what are the differences of practices between mazhab in Islam and the existing multi-versions of Bible according to Matthew, Luke and etc in Christianity. Why does Islam claim that its teachings is not been altered by anybody but on the other hand we do have Syiah, the 4 mazhab and abt other 70 groups with so many versions of teachings according to their own perspectives.

It was a good discussion for me actually. I have not think about these issue for quite sometime, and when Tapai raised the issue, yeah, it feel nice.

I won't explain too much on what we had discussed yesterday. Tapai borrowed my books at the end padahal buku Ahmad Deedat tu me myself tak pernah pun habis baca. Buku milik sendiri tapi orang lain yang pinjam and baca. Takpelahkan, at least ada ler jugak gunanya buku tu dr tersimpan sahaja di almari.

Alrite guys, i can't spend too much time blogging since skang ni so many works need to be completed. Next week FMD akan berkampung di PD for ISO kick off.Mungkin seminggu tak update blog kot :)

I wish all of you all the best dlm menjalani kehidupan seharian. Moga Allah meredhai segala pekerjaan yang kita lakukan.

Assalamualaikum :)

Monday, September 05, 2005


Assalamualaikum wbt,

Kaifa haal antum?


Dun ask, you probably dun want to know what i'm facing rite now :)

But basically i got already my mid term for statistics, and i was so geram coz i managed to get full marks for 2 questions, 1 good marks for 1 question, and a VERY MEMBENCIKAN markah for another.

Aiyaa..i actually did expect that i will screw up this one particular question, ended up this question i get good marks, and the lowest marks was for the most confident question that i had answer for this paper.

Rugi markah betul, salah interprete soalan.

Takpe, still get chance to get A or at least A minus in the final as i scored very well for my assignment.

Keje, so-so. As i still feel x best since last month. Tak tau ler biler boleh jadi best balik bile time keje ni.



Taufan Katrina. Sedikit ingin tertawa melihat bagaimana US handle this crisis.

Why is it so hard for them to handle this crisis, it is more or less similar to tsunami happened last year in Acheh, Bangladesh and etc. Not that efficient rupanya mereka ni. As compared to us, we are more systematic in handling this crisis. No wonder ada New Orleans residents get mad like nobody bussines and had sweared not to come back there again.

Hopefully they will get thru all this with high patience and perseverence for their own life survival.

That's all for now.

I need some spiritual 'injection' rite now.

Bak kata Iznan,



Friday, September 02, 2005


Assalamualaikum wbt,

Entah mengapa ingatan ini kuat padanya, yang tidak tahu masih di seberang laut atau sudah kembali ke tanah air.


Kufaham perasaan gundah gulanamu, kufaham perit sedihmu.

Sikap berdiammu membuat aku resah, sejak berbulan yang lalu.

Sabar yer, perbanyakkan sabar.

Tidak pasti dapat kuukur kesedihanmu,

Tapi benar-benar aku ingin melihat kau bahagia, tersenyum gembira.

Benar-benar aku berharap aku dapat bertemu lagi denganmu, mendengar suara halusmu, bertanya khabar dan bergurau senda.

Luka itu akan pergi, percayalah.

Aku tak mahu kehilanganmu sahabatku, walaupun usia perkenalan kita hanya sekejap cuma.

Khas untuk sahabat baikku Zura,UK.


Assalamualaikum wbt,

Ahlan wa sahlan wa marhaban to my blog today,moga ada manfaat yang boleh kita timba hari ni.

Recently ramai yang menyatakan pada saya mengenai kiamat sudah hampir.

Sudah ada tanda-tandanya.

Sudah jelas apa yang pernah diterangkan oleh Rasulullah 1426 tahun dahulu.

No dispute on that, i totally agree.

Walau bagaimana pun...

Sementara menunggu kiamat besar tiba, bukankah kita punya kiamat kecil yang entah biler akan menjenguk diri?


Mati itu sebenarnya adalah kiamat kecil bagi kita. Jadi, adalah lebih baik kita bersedia setiap masa, betulkan? :)

Rasulullah s.a.w. menyatakan bahawa mereka yang banyak mengingati mati ini sebagai manusia yang cerdik. Kisah ini diriwayatkan daripada Ibnu Umar r.a. bahawa telah datang seorang lelaki Ansar bertemu Rasulullah yang sedang berkumpul dengan para sahabat baginda,lalu lelaki itu bertanya,

``Siapakah yang paling cerdik dan mulia wahai Rasulullah?''

Lantas baginda bersabda,

``Secerdik-cerdik manusia ialah orang yang paling banyak mengingati mati serta yang gigih membuat persiapan menghadapi kematian itu. Merekalah orang yang paling cerdik. Mereka meninggalkan dunia dengan kemuliaan dan menuju akhirat dengan keagungan.''(Riwayat Ibnu Majah dan Abi al-Dunya).

Hidup ini hanya sekelip mata cuma, di sepanjang perjalanan hidup ini pasti akan ada banyak cubaan yang menimpa, tak kiralah besar atau kecil.

Yang penting, kita punya matlamat yang perlu dituju. Banyakkan persiapan diri masing-masing. Prioritizekan apa yang perlu :)

Kita cuma berkelana untuk sekejap sahaja...

Always remember that.


Thursday, September 01, 2005

Bulan 8 yang x best

Assalamualaikum wbt,



Bulan 8 mencatatkan sejarah paling hitam dalam kehidupan kerja saya sbb saya ada perang dingin dgn GM sampai buat saya bengang selama 3 minggu, nasib baik saya ada exam yang menyebabkan fokus saya ter'divert' ke tempat lain. Kalau tak mesti tension jek.

Dun worry, i'm not the first person yang declare perang dingin, Kak Fida and several others dah pernah declare pun. Cumanya yang kali ni ramai pulak managers yang perasan sebab dalam meeting derang nampak saya senyap and Tn Hj pun senyap tak bertegur sapa. Kalau tak biasanya mmg rajin GM menyinggah ke meja saya minta itu and ini. Selama 3 minggu yang lepas, mmg saya pun buat dek jek, GM pun mcm tu jugak.

Tapi jangan salah anggap, bukan salah GM yang menyebabkan situasi ni berlaku. Saya yang silap, tapi saya tak sangka ia boleh bawa perang dingin sebegini rupa. Hehe.Biasa ler, perempuan ganas and hati batu mcm saya ni, tak heran kalau perihal gaduh2 ni. Dari kecik dah biasa gaduh ngan adik2 lelaki saya, so kalau dah besar lagi ler saya tak heran (hehe, statement yang berbahaya ni, ada yang kena buang keje ni kang).

Tapi skang ni ok, apatah lagi we are in the midst of preparing Business Plan 2006. So mmg kena byk interact ngan GM utk formulate strategy. Tahun ni GM ambil pendekatan baru, best jugaklah actually.

Bulan 8 ni juga menyaksikan saya buat keje yang tak pernah saya buat, tapi saya buat jugak demi ingin membantu salah seorang adik kesayangan saya. Bulan 8 ni bebetul banyak menduga kesabaran saya. Seriously, saya bebetul down pada bulan ini sebab saya gaduh ngan GM. Saya benci gaduh ngan org, sbb actually saya rasa tak best. It affects everything, even to my studies and personal life.

Moral of the story...

Next time jgn gaduh ngan GM, atau ngan sesaper pun hehe.

Other than that, sumer ok. Mid term pun ok, kehidupan alhamdulillah ok jugak.

Esok meeting di Menara. Hopefully sumer will be fine as planned.

Apa lagi nak citer yer? Actually lama tak update sbb bz sgt2 sbb skang ni tgh prepare Business Plan 2006, and assignment and project that need to be submitted this weekend and next weekend.

Salam Merdeka pada semua. Moga pemikiran kita semua pun merdeka juga, menjadi mereka yang bebas pemikiran dan akhlak, according to Islam.

Alhamdulillah, bulan 8 sudah berakhir...:D


Untuk insan2 terluka di bulan 8 ni, bykkan bersabar. Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk hamba-hambaNya.

Tiada rezeki di dunia ini, di akhirat sana pasti ada ganjarannya.

Jangan ada yang terjun jambatan atau sungai k.

Banyak lagi keje nak buat ;)


Syukran pada mereka yang sudi memberikan sumbangan untuk adik Ekram. Alhamdulillah operation berjaya, cuma akan ada operation susulan selepas ini. Pada mereka yang telah menyumbang, barakallahu fiikum, moga Allah membalas budi baik antum, jazakallahu khayr k :)

Wassalam :)