Assalamualaikum wbt and greetings,
Hmm.. quite for a long time this blog has not being updated isn' it? Hehe, as what i asked you before in my last blog, just assume that i was not around in the office, and yes i wasn't in the office since last Tuesday, due to:
1. My great grandmother had passed away on Tuesday..inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un
2. I have training course for 3 days starting on Wed.
So what i'm gonna tell ya for today?
About my arwah great grandmother? Hmm..best jugak nak citer. She was someone that we (my siblings and I) were very afraid of dulu, waktu zaman kecik2. She was someone who used to 'berteriak'(takdelaa garang..tapi takutlah jugak) at us kalau kitorang nak pegi kedai waktu kat kampung dulu. Kalau nak pegi kedaikan, my grandmum's house and her house were next to each other..so kecik2 dulu if we were want to go to kedai, at the border line of these 2 houses, we were like spies searching for her glance kat depan pintu or serambi umah, kalau takde, baru berani jalan lalu depan umah arwah (and usually arwah mesti akan jerit tanya kitorang nak pegi mana n kitorang akan lari mcm tak cukup tanah), and kalau ada pulak..i'll be the head yg akan direct my sibling to ready to run as fast as we could so that arwah takkan perasan kitorang (tapi biasanya arwah akan perasan jugak, n seperti biasa kena jerit jugaklah hehe).
We used to try her 'rokok daun' without the gambir or pinang, solely rokok daun jer. Arwah mmg bagi kitorang hisap rokok daun tu coz mmg takde paper dlm dia..pastu belajar makan sireh jugaklah sometimes. Tak sedap pun sirehnya, pedas jer rasanya. Tu jerlah kot kenangan kami dengan dia. The rest tu seperti biasa kalau raya pergilah melawat, and usually arwah akan cakap " dah bosar pun, dulu kocik yo" (slang Negeri 9) and akan selalu tanya "sapo eh ni?" to me kalau salam raya, sebab arwah tak ingat rupa cicit dia yang dah besar2 ni.. hehe. One thing that i am sure, arwah mmg seorang isteri yang baik. Really took care my moyang lelaki, kalau makan akan bagi pinggan special, jaga makan minum and pakaian, akan dulukan moyang lelaki dlm sumer perkara (my auntie yang citer)..:)
Am i sad? I dunno what to say, but i was not crying at all. Mungkin sbb jauh kot hubungan kami, kalau my real grandma or grandpa yang passed away, i'll be crying like nobody businesslah kot. Ya Allah, panjangkanlah umur ahli keluargaku. Atuk and uwan kat Pilah pun mcm dah tak kuat jer dah tu, ingat nak selalu jenguk, tapi kekadang tak berkesempatan. Kerja banyaklah, itulah, inilah.
This is human, always take for granted for everything. Once something or someone has gone away, then at that real time only we mourn the lost that we have to bear for the rest of our lives.
Apa pun, biler dah cakap camni, i feel like i want to get back and have a good time with my family members. Both of my younger bros skang ni kat umah sbb IPT cuti 3 bulan. Yang the youngest 3 jer takde sbb derang kat sekolah. Mcm terbalik pulak, dulu waktu kami yg besar2 ni kat asrama and university, tinggal 3 budak kecik ni jer temankan ibu kat umah. Skang ni biler kitorang dah bekerja and balik universiti, 3 org ni pulak yg takde. Hehe.
Actually malas giler nak stay back buat keje. Tapi kang keje berlambak tertangguh. Perut dah lapar giler dah ni. Nak stay nak ker tak nak? Nak? Tak nak?
Rasa mcm malas, balik jum.
But before that, i am happy to give my comment on our latest election result last week. I dunno what had happened back there at SPR side, but i am more to think that they were not transparent as what they were claiming. The defeat of Terengganu and at most of the places was so unbelievable, yet that was what Allah decided for us. Ada hikmahnya insya-Allah. Mungkin perlunya kita atur barisan dan gerak kerja baru. I was not that sad to face the defeat, coz i am sure that kita akan bangkit kembali, dgn gerak kerja yang lebih baik, insya-Allah. Kemenangan mutlak tak akan berada di tangan mereka selamanya, tapi buat kita yang berazam untuk berjuang menegakkan Islam di muka bumi ini, kemenangan mutlak akan kita capai di negeri akhirat sana, insya-Allah sekiranya disertakan dengan usaha. Pray for our success fi dun'yaa wa akhirah.
Hari ni dpt e mail dr Pres Alumni YTR, ada AGM on this becoming 18 April 2004. Sesiapa yang nak bertanding menjadi exco dialu-alukan. Erk, kena bertanding jugak ker? Hehe, takpelah. Bagilah post pada sesiapa yang berminat, yang rasa-rasanya berkemampuan nak laksanakan amanah as an exco tu. For me, payah sket sbb skang ni dah tahap naga tahap ke'bz'annya. Tak mampulah nak handle bebende ni lagi. I am sure the tasks will be more or less akan byk merangka aktiviti n planning utk meramaikan ahli alumni. Tak kisahlah, cuma i was appointed as one of the Auditors for YTR Fund untuk sesi 2002/2003 on last AGM. Nak kena minta laporan kewangan ni, nanti kang tak laksanakan amanah pulak. Hehe.
Al-Fatihah for Allahyarham Sheikh Yassin (Palestin) n my great grandma. Moga Allah menempatkan mereka di kalangan mereka yang Dia redhai. Ameen.
Wassalam.
