Assalamualaikum wbt,
Again, maaf di atas sepinya blog. Ini pun mencoret krn take a break from work. Kepala sdg migraine sebenarnya ni.
Keje sdg banyak sekarang ni, sbbnya saya baru overtake kerja BC. Subhanallah, banyak sungguh kerjanya. Mcm nak minta dikurniakan 2 otak dan sepasang tangan lagi jer rasanya.
Sekarang ni dalam fasa menyusun dan identify kerja2 tertangguh dr BC yang lama. Kemudian buat workflow yang tak pernah ada as guideline baru, mmg pening kepala dibuatnya.
Mmg takde masa nak update blog ni, kalau tak sbb saya perlu rest skang ni, mmg tak tersentuh blog ni dibuatnya.
Saya ada 2 presentation Sabtu dan Ahad ni, 2 project paper nak kena hantar...satu pun belum sentuh lagi secara comprehensive lagi. Fortunately saya cuti hari Jumaat, mmg akan concentrate ngan assignment and presentation pulak nampak gayanya.
Esok GM nak jumpa for annual post mortem session, tak tau ler apa lagi nak komen pasal FMD ni sebenarnya.
Esok juga nk kena present kat dlm mgmt meeting, nasib baik dah habis buat report. Sakit gak ler jadi BC kat FMD ni, sumer nk kena jaga.
Oklah ek, nk kena sambung buat keje dulu..assalamualaikum.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
The moment
Assalamualaikum wbt,
:)
Maaf di atas senyapnya blog ini, saya umpama seperti tidak cukup tangan sekarang ini, kerana sibuk dengan tugasan baru, dan juga assignment yang tak pernah habis-habis sekarang ini. Ini pun mencuri masa sebelum pulang untuk mencoret.
Saya sedih sebenarnya sekarang ini, atas satu perkara. Tapi saya turut memahami, ketika hati saya sedang bersedih, hati saya lebih mudah untuk berkomunikasi dengan Dia, berbanding sekiranya saya sedang dlm gembira.
Apakah saya perlu meminta agar kegembiraan tidak selalu mengunjungi saya agar saya sentiasa dapat berkomunikasi dgn Dia? Takkanlah pula, kerana saya sendiri tidak suka jiwa sentiasa dirundung duka, nanti cepat tua hehe.
Allah beri kita ujian, untuk menarik kembali kita kepadaNya, sebagai tanda kasih sayangNya, mungkin untuk utk meninggikan lagi kedudukan kita di sisiNya, atau untuk membasuh dosa-dosa sedia ada.
Fa inna ma'a al-usri yusra.
Truly, along with every hardship comes relief.
Surah al-Inshirah ayah 5.
:)
Dun worry guys, my test given by Allah is not as hard as others actually. If my thing is to be tabled out in here,i'm sure i'll become your laughing stock nanti hehe.
But honestly, i appreciate this moment eventho it's hard. The moment when you think you really have no power over things, you are so clueless what will be happening in the near future, and yet you have someone besides you, that you know will be always be and stand by you, and you can talk to Him and say about anything, free to mention your fear and seek for protection and attention without being charged even for a single cent.
Maha Pemurah kan Allah?
Kita selalu buat dosa padaNya, tapi Dia tetap kurniakan rezeki dan kurniakan nikmah yang tak terkira banyaknya.
Jadilah insan bersyukur, sbb dlm Al Quran ada menyebut, hanya sedikit dr hamba-hamba Allah yang bersyukur.
And i'm grateful for being tested, as i know and realize the importance of having Him, to be with me all the time.
Saya sudah berkira-kira selepas tamat MBA saya insya Allah pada September ini nanti, saya mahu menyambung kembali kelas Arab saya. Saya sudah rindu dengan kelas yang saya sudah tinggalkan hampir setahun setengah.
Sekiranya ditanya, apa yg best sgt dgn kelas Arab?
Saya tidak akan mengatakan bahawa saya suka ke kelas Arab adalah krn saya akan mampu berkomunikasi dlm Arabic.
Saya suka kelas Arabic kerana kadang-kadang saya dapat merenung diri saya, apatah lagi sekiranya ustaz-ustaz memberikan contoh2 ayat Al-Quran beserta penerangan ayat, kadang-kadang tertunduk malu hati saya dibuatnya. Plus, saya dpt memahami Al Quran better, walaupun tak terer vocab sbb saya tak suka rujuk kamus Arab, menyusahkan jer sebenarnya bukak kamus Arab ni (camner ler nak pandai Arab, buka kamus pun malas hehe).
Anyway, we'll see k. Allah yang memegang masa dan segala ketentuan. Saya cuma berharap apa yang saya mohonkan diperkenankan Allah dan dipermudahkan di dalam segala urusan :)
Ma'assalamah.
:)
:)
Maaf di atas senyapnya blog ini, saya umpama seperti tidak cukup tangan sekarang ini, kerana sibuk dengan tugasan baru, dan juga assignment yang tak pernah habis-habis sekarang ini. Ini pun mencuri masa sebelum pulang untuk mencoret.
Saya sedih sebenarnya sekarang ini, atas satu perkara. Tapi saya turut memahami, ketika hati saya sedang bersedih, hati saya lebih mudah untuk berkomunikasi dengan Dia, berbanding sekiranya saya sedang dlm gembira.
Apakah saya perlu meminta agar kegembiraan tidak selalu mengunjungi saya agar saya sentiasa dapat berkomunikasi dgn Dia? Takkanlah pula, kerana saya sendiri tidak suka jiwa sentiasa dirundung duka, nanti cepat tua hehe.
Allah beri kita ujian, untuk menarik kembali kita kepadaNya, sebagai tanda kasih sayangNya, mungkin untuk utk meninggikan lagi kedudukan kita di sisiNya, atau untuk membasuh dosa-dosa sedia ada.
Fa inna ma'a al-usri yusra.
Truly, along with every hardship comes relief.
Surah al-Inshirah ayah 5.
:)
Dun worry guys, my test given by Allah is not as hard as others actually. If my thing is to be tabled out in here,i'm sure i'll become your laughing stock nanti hehe.
But honestly, i appreciate this moment eventho it's hard. The moment when you think you really have no power over things, you are so clueless what will be happening in the near future, and yet you have someone besides you, that you know will be always be and stand by you, and you can talk to Him and say about anything, free to mention your fear and seek for protection and attention without being charged even for a single cent.
Maha Pemurah kan Allah?
Kita selalu buat dosa padaNya, tapi Dia tetap kurniakan rezeki dan kurniakan nikmah yang tak terkira banyaknya.
Jadilah insan bersyukur, sbb dlm Al Quran ada menyebut, hanya sedikit dr hamba-hamba Allah yang bersyukur.
And i'm grateful for being tested, as i know and realize the importance of having Him, to be with me all the time.
Saya sudah berkira-kira selepas tamat MBA saya insya Allah pada September ini nanti, saya mahu menyambung kembali kelas Arab saya. Saya sudah rindu dengan kelas yang saya sudah tinggalkan hampir setahun setengah.
Sekiranya ditanya, apa yg best sgt dgn kelas Arab?
Saya tidak akan mengatakan bahawa saya suka ke kelas Arab adalah krn saya akan mampu berkomunikasi dlm Arabic.
Saya suka kelas Arabic kerana kadang-kadang saya dapat merenung diri saya, apatah lagi sekiranya ustaz-ustaz memberikan contoh2 ayat Al-Quran beserta penerangan ayat, kadang-kadang tertunduk malu hati saya dibuatnya. Plus, saya dpt memahami Al Quran better, walaupun tak terer vocab sbb saya tak suka rujuk kamus Arab, menyusahkan jer sebenarnya bukak kamus Arab ni (camner ler nak pandai Arab, buka kamus pun malas hehe).
Anyway, we'll see k. Allah yang memegang masa dan segala ketentuan. Saya cuma berharap apa yang saya mohonkan diperkenankan Allah dan dipermudahkan di dalam segala urusan :)
Ma'assalamah.
:)
Monday, January 09, 2006
The Ultimate Love
Assalamualaikum wbt,
(1) Soalan tagging Ika
Actually td tgh menjawab soalan2 tagging Ika, tp sbb byk sgt..penat nk menjawabnya. I saved it as a draft ler dulu...kang kalau rasa nak jwb balik.. resume ler balik kot hehe. Dah siap nanti i'll post it insya Allah.
(2) The Ultimate Love
:)
I am in condition in which my heart is tested to choose..
Between Him or something that i dunno whether it is appropriate or not at the first place.
This test that i'm having now... had led me to know what is the value of Love between God and His slaves.
Had led me to ponder of all these questions below for abt a month rite now...
Does what i'm offering to Him rite now is sufficient already?
Do i need to upgrade my offer? How much and how then?
Have i ever tested the ultimate love from Him or not, and if i don't, what should i do to obtain it?
All these questions were theoritically learnt since i was a kid, but the real application and thought is only come to me recently. Only come to me whilst i am tested with something that i never expect will happen in my life for hundred years or more.
Life is never easy, from my own personal opinion. To live in this world, sometimes i think one need to struggle for his own physical, emotional and spiritual survival. Struggle to fulfil our own needs and wants, and at the same time struggle to adhere to whatever our religion had set for us so that God won't get pissed off with us (perhaps not applicable to atheists).
But is it true, that we adhere to whatever has been set in our religion just becoz we dun want Allah to get angry with us? Or becoz we should chase the more important things than that, and what are those?
The ultimate love and please from Him.
And to get those precious things, have we ever considered that whatever we are doing or offering now are sufficient already or not?
Personally, all these while, i offer Him so little, or perhaps none.
But please do not give up, all of us, do not give up. He's always there for us, and will be running to us faster than we are running towards Him. He is close, even closer than our own necks actually.
Find Him, and His ultimate love.
Shall we?
:)
Wassalam.
(1) Soalan tagging Ika
Actually td tgh menjawab soalan2 tagging Ika, tp sbb byk sgt..penat nk menjawabnya. I saved it as a draft ler dulu...kang kalau rasa nak jwb balik.. resume ler balik kot hehe. Dah siap nanti i'll post it insya Allah.
(2) The Ultimate Love
:)
I am in condition in which my heart is tested to choose..
Between Him or something that i dunno whether it is appropriate or not at the first place.
This test that i'm having now... had led me to know what is the value of Love between God and His slaves.
Had led me to ponder of all these questions below for abt a month rite now...
Does what i'm offering to Him rite now is sufficient already?
Do i need to upgrade my offer? How much and how then?
Have i ever tested the ultimate love from Him or not, and if i don't, what should i do to obtain it?
All these questions were theoritically learnt since i was a kid, but the real application and thought is only come to me recently. Only come to me whilst i am tested with something that i never expect will happen in my life for hundred years or more.
Life is never easy, from my own personal opinion. To live in this world, sometimes i think one need to struggle for his own physical, emotional and spiritual survival. Struggle to fulfil our own needs and wants, and at the same time struggle to adhere to whatever our religion had set for us so that God won't get pissed off with us (perhaps not applicable to atheists).
But is it true, that we adhere to whatever has been set in our religion just becoz we dun want Allah to get angry with us? Or becoz we should chase the more important things than that, and what are those?
The ultimate love and please from Him.
And to get those precious things, have we ever considered that whatever we are doing or offering now are sufficient already or not?
Personally, all these while, i offer Him so little, or perhaps none.
But please do not give up, all of us, do not give up. He's always there for us, and will be running to us faster than we are running towards Him. He is close, even closer than our own necks actually.
Find Him, and His ultimate love.
Shall we?
:)
Wassalam.
Friday, January 06, 2006
Busines Controller
Assalamualaikum wbt,
:)
Minggu ini saya kesibukan sedikit krn mula mengambil alih tugas Business Controller, tenggelam dgn preparation buat work flow and guidelines for financial handling for FMD. Segala assignment assigned last week saya tak jenguk langsung, sbb bz prepare guidelines to be presented to GM today, esok pulak ada mid term, saya perlu habiskan satu chapter malam ni. Alhamdulillah dah sempat baca 5 chapter.
Petang tadi baru habis present proposed guidelines for financial to GM. Tak byk ammendment yg kena buat, alhamdulillah, senang hati sket :)
Not bad juga jd BC ni, sbbnya ada sorang exec baru dtg and GM had assigned her to assist me in handling BC matters. Alhamdulillah Allah bagi keringanan dgn mengaturkan adanya exec baru dtg ke FMD ni, kalau tidak mmg murunglah saya selama setahun ni sbb byk sgt keje nak cater.
Tadi exec baru tu pun siap bagi comment pasal tugas BC kat FMD yg byk sungguh berbanding dgn division dia yg lama. Di tempat dia yg lama, ada specific exec yg akan handle HR matter or financial matter sahaja. Dia terkejut biler dpt tau BC kat FMD ni kena cater semua sekali, mmg rojak habis heheh.
Takpelah, pengalaman kan. Sebenarnya kalau nak tau, sejak saya dpt tau yg saya akan dilantik jadi BC, saya jadi gelisah dan sedikit susah hati. Saya takut sebenarnya kalau tak dpt buat apa yg sepatutnya saya deliver. Alhamdulillah ringan sket beban saya skang ni. Walaupun ada exec baru ni, tapi Tn Hj still minta saya pantau semua tugasan BC. Oklah, saya tak kisah. Saya sudah berkira-kira nak beri tugasan Business Planning ni pada exec baru ni sbb saya akan concentrate more on Financial. Tak larat saya kalau nak tgk dedua, nak buat report and strategi, pastu nak kena tgk account statement. Mmg tak larat nanti sebenarnya.
Yeaa..tak payah buat report lagi!! Cuma kena monitor jerlah so that takde info discrepancy and sebagainya. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah :)
MBA saya akan habis bulan 9 ni insya Allah, sekiranya tiada aral. Skang ni mmg terasa mcm teruja sedikit biler teringat akan habis bulan 9 ni. Cepat betul masa berlalu. Pejam celik pejam celik, dah hampir tamat dah pengajian saya walaupun tak secepat Rahimi, Aniza and Fahmee (mesti bangga bebudak nih dah habis cepat :P.
Oklah yer, saya kena study ni. Esok nak exam huhu.
Mabruk for Abg Faizal atas waleemah tak lama lagi, moga Allah ringankan beban dan merahmati perkahwinan abg dgn Kak Jawahir :)
Mabruk juga pada Afti dan Ruhizal (geng AYTR) yg selamat melangsungkan perkahwinan dgn pasangan masing-masing recently, moga Allah rahmati penyatuan mereka dan membina rumahtangga yang aman sejahtera dunia akhirat :)
Wassalam.
:)
Minggu ini saya kesibukan sedikit krn mula mengambil alih tugas Business Controller, tenggelam dgn preparation buat work flow and guidelines for financial handling for FMD. Segala assignment assigned last week saya tak jenguk langsung, sbb bz prepare guidelines to be presented to GM today, esok pulak ada mid term, saya perlu habiskan satu chapter malam ni. Alhamdulillah dah sempat baca 5 chapter.
Petang tadi baru habis present proposed guidelines for financial to GM. Tak byk ammendment yg kena buat, alhamdulillah, senang hati sket :)
Not bad juga jd BC ni, sbbnya ada sorang exec baru dtg and GM had assigned her to assist me in handling BC matters. Alhamdulillah Allah bagi keringanan dgn mengaturkan adanya exec baru dtg ke FMD ni, kalau tidak mmg murunglah saya selama setahun ni sbb byk sgt keje nak cater.
Tadi exec baru tu pun siap bagi comment pasal tugas BC kat FMD yg byk sungguh berbanding dgn division dia yg lama. Di tempat dia yg lama, ada specific exec yg akan handle HR matter or financial matter sahaja. Dia terkejut biler dpt tau BC kat FMD ni kena cater semua sekali, mmg rojak habis heheh.
Takpelah, pengalaman kan. Sebenarnya kalau nak tau, sejak saya dpt tau yg saya akan dilantik jadi BC, saya jadi gelisah dan sedikit susah hati. Saya takut sebenarnya kalau tak dpt buat apa yg sepatutnya saya deliver. Alhamdulillah ringan sket beban saya skang ni. Walaupun ada exec baru ni, tapi Tn Hj still minta saya pantau semua tugasan BC. Oklah, saya tak kisah. Saya sudah berkira-kira nak beri tugasan Business Planning ni pada exec baru ni sbb saya akan concentrate more on Financial. Tak larat saya kalau nak tgk dedua, nak buat report and strategi, pastu nak kena tgk account statement. Mmg tak larat nanti sebenarnya.
Yeaa..tak payah buat report lagi!! Cuma kena monitor jerlah so that takde info discrepancy and sebagainya. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah :)
MBA saya akan habis bulan 9 ni insya Allah, sekiranya tiada aral. Skang ni mmg terasa mcm teruja sedikit biler teringat akan habis bulan 9 ni. Cepat betul masa berlalu. Pejam celik pejam celik, dah hampir tamat dah pengajian saya walaupun tak secepat Rahimi, Aniza and Fahmee (mesti bangga bebudak nih dah habis cepat :P.
Oklah yer, saya kena study ni. Esok nak exam huhu.
Mabruk for Abg Faizal atas waleemah tak lama lagi, moga Allah ringankan beban dan merahmati perkahwinan abg dgn Kak Jawahir :)
Mabruk juga pada Afti dan Ruhizal (geng AYTR) yg selamat melangsungkan perkahwinan dgn pasangan masing-masing recently, moga Allah rahmati penyatuan mereka dan membina rumahtangga yang aman sejahtera dunia akhirat :)
Wassalam.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Pray
Assalamualaikum wbt,
What do you feel....when you have to let go something that you really want in life?
What do you feel....when something that you will let go is something so much precious to you?
What you gonna do then?
Will you let it go, or will you hold it tightly eventho you know by holding it, you will feel happy but at the same time you will also suffer emotionally?
Pray.
Pray that the decision to be made is according to what Allah wants at the first place, becoz He is the One that we should please.
Allah Almighty! Allahu Ar Rahmaan wa Ar Raheem.
His tests will show us, on how strong our reliance on Him. On how deep our love towards Him.
Make prayers my friends, that hopefully we are granted with His rahmah wa maghfirah all the time, eventho sometimes we tend to forget Him due to many reasons and circumstances.
Make prayers that we will be on His path as long as we live, make prayers that one day, we will meet Him with so much joyfulness and bliss of love.
Wassalam.
What do you feel....when you have to let go something that you really want in life?
What do you feel....when something that you will let go is something so much precious to you?
What you gonna do then?
Will you let it go, or will you hold it tightly eventho you know by holding it, you will feel happy but at the same time you will also suffer emotionally?
Pray.
Pray that the decision to be made is according to what Allah wants at the first place, becoz He is the One that we should please.
Allah Almighty! Allahu Ar Rahmaan wa Ar Raheem.
His tests will show us, on how strong our reliance on Him. On how deep our love towards Him.
Make prayers my friends, that hopefully we are granted with His rahmah wa maghfirah all the time, eventho sometimes we tend to forget Him due to many reasons and circumstances.
Make prayers that we will be on His path as long as we live, make prayers that one day, we will meet Him with so much joyfulness and bliss of love.
Wassalam.
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