(1) Soalan tagging Ika
Actually td tgh menjawab soalan2 tagging Ika, tp sbb byk sgt..penat nk menjawabnya. I saved it as a draft ler dulu...kang kalau rasa nak jwb balik.. resume ler balik kot hehe. Dah siap nanti i'll post it insya Allah.
(2) The Ultimate Love
I am in condition in which my heart is tested to choose..
Between Him or something that i dunno whether it is appropriate or not at the first place.
This test that i'm having now... had led me to know what is the value of Love between God and His slaves.
Had led me to ponder of all these questions below for abt a month rite now...
Does what i'm offering to Him rite now is sufficient already?
Do i need to upgrade my offer? How much and how then?
Have i ever tested the ultimate love from Him or not, and if i don't, what should i do to obtain it?
All these questions were theoritically learnt since i was a kid, but the real application and thought is only come to me recently. Only come to me whilst i am tested with something that i never expect will happen in my life for hundred years or more.
Life is never easy, from my own personal opinion. To live in this world, sometimes i think one need to struggle for his own physical, emotional and spiritual survival. Struggle to fulfil our own needs and wants, and at the same time struggle to adhere to whatever our religion had set for us so that God won't get pissed off with us (perhaps not applicable to atheists).
But is it true, that we adhere to whatever has been set in our religion just becoz we dun want Allah to get angry with us? Or becoz we should chase the more important things than that, and what are those?
The ultimate love and please from Him.
And to get those precious things, have we ever considered that whatever we are doing or offering now are sufficient already or not?
Personally, all these while, i offer Him so little, or perhaps none.
But please do not give up, all of us, do not give up. He's always there for us, and will be running to us faster than we are running towards Him. He is close, even closer than our own necks actually.
Find Him, and His ultimate love.