It was abt 2 weeks i had ignored this blog, due to my hectic schedule of life.
Last week, i was immersed into preparation for my mid term test. One whole week...and gosh, rasa mcm balik ke degree balik. Catch up sana sini sambil bekerja, baru terasa betapa leisurenya masa kita di degree level dulu, belajar jer, tak payah bekerja, tapi still result tak gempak hehe. Tapi ok ler kan, maintain above 3 pointer, not bad for an accounting student yg bz dgn SRC and usrah activities hehe , bebudak lain yang tak join sgt activities pun dpt result lebih kurang sama, so should be ok ler,kan? ;)
Cumanya, at certain times i wish i could repeat back my time di degree dulu, nak study hard and obtain a good result which i could proud of like what i've done during my SPM time. Ingat nak improve on my MBA time, tapi tgk my first mid-term exam, haiyaa..tak tau ler improve ker tidak. But i'm not the only one yang terkejut dgn apa yg kami baru hadapi ni,the rest pun sama and at this point of time yang kami tahu bahawa we could not use the old approach waktu kami kat degree dulu.
Takpe, target for final pulak, what have been done is done, nothing could revert us back to that time. What we have to do now is to move forward, think and revise what is wrong and how to adjust our approach. Some of my groupmates told me that they wake up at 4 o'clock to study. I wish i can do that, i'd try to adjust my sleep hour time so that i can wake up early, but until now tak dpt lagi. Paling awal i bangun was 5 o'clock heheh. Tu pun tak study, sambung tidur lagi ada heheh.
Sekali fikir,banyaknya perkara yang i perlu buat and hadapi. Kekadang rasa macam tak terurus. Tapi lebih bahagia begini daripada merasakan hidup stagnant and kosong. Dull and boring.
I love being active so that my mind will always working. I had enough last year when i didn't know what to do in FMD because there was lack of direction from my previous manager, and that tortured me spiritually. Felt so dumb, and i don't want to be in that situation again. Never.
Oh ya, yesterday i sent my beloved junior went back to US di KLIA. So nice to see her for the first time after about 3 years get to know each other virtually thru Internet. Get to know her parents too, and they were so ramah and pleasing. I gave her my most beloved novel that i won't trade it for anything, and to her i trade it for love and rememberance insya-Allah. Buku itu memberi semangat juang membela Islam, hope she able to dig out hikmah tersirat out of that book :)
Ya Allah, kurniakan rahmat dan bahagia kepada semua penulis yang mencoretkan mata pena mereka ke arah dakwah. Semoga setiap titik dakwat menjadi saksi usaha mereka menjulang agama tercinta ini.
~Rindu yang terbang bersama pesawat ke US semalam :) ~