Sdg menarik nafas panjang sekarang ni. Baru jer habis presentation Corporate Video to GM and commitee tadi, alhamdulillah dapat pujian. Seronok sket sbb mmg bagi commitment to this project eventhough supposedly i'm not in the team, mmg tangan kayu pasal graphic2 nih, tapi Keyrul ajak, so why not i join, perhaps i can learn new things here.
Yup, i did learnt so many things, how to crack software, how to animate and how to cut dubbing voice and songs, cuma Keyrul tak sempat nak ajar mcm mana nak hack website org jek lagi, hehe.Tapi serius best, eventhough tertekan dgn exam and due dates utk present part by part to GM, tapi the experience was nice. And i've learnt something that eventhough we can't contribute much on doing the things sbb tak tau nak buat, however by our participation and willingness just to stand and sit next to our mates who are dying doing the tasks sahaja are sufficient enough. Just be there, watching and giving opinions, will be highly appreciated. That was what we felt when Zaki, En. Mahmud and those unrelated to our works gave comments and be there for us.
I know this afternoon i got so sucked up into anger, but i did felt it was justified. I couldn't accept to be shouted at by other people when i know that i'm not wrong. Lainlaaa kalau bebetul salah. Pernah kena tegur dgn Pres SRC dulu sbb tak siapkan minit, tu pun air muka dah berubah, inikan pulak tetiba kena naik suara tak pasal-pasal. Mmg minta maaflah, sampai ke petang tak tgk langsung muka manager. And i think he knows that i was angry that he didn't dare to sit next to me sdgkan sebelum ni kalau dlm meeting room mmg kebiasaannya akan duduk next to me. I know i'm jahat, and mmg jarang my marah kekal sehingga separuh hari, but this one i cannot accept. Tgk ler besok kot kot hati ni baik sket tak nak berdendam, dah bleh ler kot tgk muka manager balik. Anyway, he is no longer my manager becoz i've been transferred into other unit, so i'm free to do whatever i want to do hoho (bunyi jahat giler :D )
Islam kan suruh kita sentiasa memaafkan org...
Ha ah, tapi hati ni jahat sket nak retain rasa marah tu lelama sket :)
Went for a 'lunch' at 5.30 p.m with Keyrul, Tiza and Abg Is since this afternoon i didn't take my lunch sbb nak siapkan corporate video + takde selera sbb dlm terlibat di dalam krisis dgn ex boss, ended up banyak hal pejabat yang diceritakan. Get surprised of our talk content actually. Mcm-mcm perkara yg tak pernah terlintas di kepala diperbincangkan, penat otak ni nak memahami segala perkara yang sepatutnya diperbincangkan di meja mesyuarat instead of di meja makan hehe.
Oklah, i'm ok rite now, esok berlagak mcm biasa jek ngan ex boss, furnish jerlah apa yang perlu.