Assalamualaikum wbt,
Pesona Dunia
Pesona hati membara *Chorus
Di ruang kamar hatiku
Betapa indahnya dunia
mempersona di jiwa
terasa bagai di syurga
gembira tiada terkira
tanpa kukenali
diriku siapa
Bulan dipagari bintang
mentari sinari siang
persada indahnya alam
mempersona di jiwa
dunia hanya pinjaman
buat sementara cuma
memujuk alam
kekal selamanya
insan hanyut dalam kegelapan*
tanpa arah dan haluan
dikaburi nikmat dunia
sandiwara dan tipu daya
insan lena dalam kepalsuan
dialun mimpi memperdaya
tanpa mengenal dosa pahala
hanya memburu nikmat dunia
islam pedoman sepanjang jalan
memancar cahaya
ke serata alam
Chorus *
suara islam terus bergema
menusuk jiwa membelai sukma
memadam dosa dan noda
suci diri hidup bahagia
menerangi hidup manusia
nan gelap
karatnya dosa
Chorus *
~ Hanya cintaMu kuharap sungguh, dibajai bangkai dunia yang kubunuh~
Thursday, January 29, 2004
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Reflection
Assalamualaikum wbt and hello guys!!
I know it's been days i haven't update my blog..just couldn't find my time since balik dr Terengganu on last Saturday. Being bz with my Business Plan presentation for my unit and also for my Quality Program. Last nite i went back at 9.30 p.m becoz my manager went back early (eventhough he was supposedly the one who should do the BP and i supposedly assisting him, at the end i was the one who did it all! ) But nevermind, as long as we work as one team and he is the one who'll do the presentation, i dun mind at all! Hehe.
Supposedly i dun have time tu blog for today, seriously!! My Quality Program has not finish, and i'm going to my Arabic class within next 30 minutes, and i think tonite i'm not going to sleep for i have to prepare presentation slides and paper work! Sepatutnya dah siap semalam, tapi PC kat umah tak boleh read Drive A, tak boleh nak buka file, tense tense. Dah baik, drive A pulak tak jalan.
This morning En. Budi presented the BP, and i was so astonished of his capability to boast (not boast actually, it's more to ability menjadikan isu kecil jadi sebesar naga!) Seriously, i was the one who did all the works for the past year, and he was only appointed to be my manager in last December, and he manipulated the presentation content like a PRO sampai i pun pening tak paham apa yg dia cakap, yg peliknya sumer org including my AGM paham pulak! That's the beauty of a him kot being a Marketing grad, and then took Master of Communication and now pursuing his doctorates in Persuasive Communication! Tak lama lagi kena panggil dia Dr Budiman. Hish, giler gempak my manager!!
When this thing happened today, i glanced back to myself and compare myself to him. Perhaps it's true that some people say that your education background and surroundings have some influences on you. Like myself, being an accountant and having a family yg bercakap jenis straighforward, tak berkias2 atau berkeluk2 has formed me to be a straightforward person juga. I do not know how to berkias2 sgt, and i can't catch up very well dgn lawak2 hidden ni. Biler buat presentation in front of my customers or in the meeting, i will sit and start to speak the main and important contents only. Other than that, i usually didn't touch or it was not came up in my mind langsung!So to speak, mmg jenis straighforward tak ingatlah hehe. I thought i'm the only one yg mcm ni, tapi rupanya my sisters pun mcm tu jugak. Ape pun, i'm comfortable with the condition, so cheers!!
Ok ok, need to go for my class. Last class was like .. i dunno how to say, but i couldn't catch the subject very well...serious blur! Dlm keta kena bukak buku balik..and malam ni i'm not going to sleep ler kot..aaaaa!!
Bye everyone!
rufi'atil aqlam.. wa jaffatissuhuff
~ Telah diangkat pena dan telah keringlah lembaran~
I know it's been days i haven't update my blog..just couldn't find my time since balik dr Terengganu on last Saturday. Being bz with my Business Plan presentation for my unit and also for my Quality Program. Last nite i went back at 9.30 p.m becoz my manager went back early (eventhough he was supposedly the one who should do the BP and i supposedly assisting him, at the end i was the one who did it all! ) But nevermind, as long as we work as one team and he is the one who'll do the presentation, i dun mind at all! Hehe.
Supposedly i dun have time tu blog for today, seriously!! My Quality Program has not finish, and i'm going to my Arabic class within next 30 minutes, and i think tonite i'm not going to sleep for i have to prepare presentation slides and paper work! Sepatutnya dah siap semalam, tapi PC kat umah tak boleh read Drive A, tak boleh nak buka file, tense tense. Dah baik, drive A pulak tak jalan.
This morning En. Budi presented the BP, and i was so astonished of his capability to boast (not boast actually, it's more to ability menjadikan isu kecil jadi sebesar naga!) Seriously, i was the one who did all the works for the past year, and he was only appointed to be my manager in last December, and he manipulated the presentation content like a PRO sampai i pun pening tak paham apa yg dia cakap, yg peliknya sumer org including my AGM paham pulak! That's the beauty of a him kot being a Marketing grad, and then took Master of Communication and now pursuing his doctorates in Persuasive Communication! Tak lama lagi kena panggil dia Dr Budiman. Hish, giler gempak my manager!!
When this thing happened today, i glanced back to myself and compare myself to him. Perhaps it's true that some people say that your education background and surroundings have some influences on you. Like myself, being an accountant and having a family yg bercakap jenis straighforward, tak berkias2 atau berkeluk2 has formed me to be a straightforward person juga. I do not know how to berkias2 sgt, and i can't catch up very well dgn lawak2 hidden ni. Biler buat presentation in front of my customers or in the meeting, i will sit and start to speak the main and important contents only. Other than that, i usually didn't touch or it was not came up in my mind langsung!So to speak, mmg jenis straighforward tak ingatlah hehe. I thought i'm the only one yg mcm ni, tapi rupanya my sisters pun mcm tu jugak. Ape pun, i'm comfortable with the condition, so cheers!!
Ok ok, need to go for my class. Last class was like .. i dunno how to say, but i couldn't catch the subject very well...serious blur! Dlm keta kena bukak buku balik..and malam ni i'm not going to sleep ler kot..aaaaa!!
Bye everyone!
rufi'atil aqlam.. wa jaffatissuhuff
~ Telah diangkat pena dan telah keringlah lembaran~
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Speechless
I've got a lot to be informed to all of you, but i can't. The only thing that i can explain is this morning i went to court for fraud case and the judgement is 12 mths!! Nice enuff for us!
Ok, need to rush for Arabic class, see ya next week k :)
Ok, need to rush for Arabic class, see ya next week k :)
Monday, January 19, 2004
Usaha tanpa henti
Assalamualaikum wbt again,
Nak tambah something, this morning i received SMS from Kak Athirah. The msg sounds:
Kerja utk Islam tiada hentinya, hingga terhentinya nafas. Jika hari ini ada ruang utk kita menyumbang sesuatu untuk islam, mengapa perlu tunggu hari esok krn kita tidak pernah tahu adakah kita masih hidup untuk esoknya. Semoga kita sentiasa segar dan bersemangat dlm menyampaikan seruanNya yg Maha Mulia.
Sama-sama kita renungkan.
Wassalam.
Nak tambah something, this morning i received SMS from Kak Athirah. The msg sounds:
Kerja utk Islam tiada hentinya, hingga terhentinya nafas. Jika hari ini ada ruang utk kita menyumbang sesuatu untuk islam, mengapa perlu tunggu hari esok krn kita tidak pernah tahu adakah kita masih hidup untuk esoknya. Semoga kita sentiasa segar dan bersemangat dlm menyampaikan seruanNya yg Maha Mulia.
Sama-sama kita renungkan.
Wassalam.
FMD Family Day
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Morning to everyone!! :)
Actually sekarang ni sdg menahan pedas makan nasi goreng yang diletakkan sambal..fuh fuh..pedas! Nama jer org N9, pedas pun tak tahan hehe.
Aight, this morning i'm gonna tell you about FMD' Family Day, conducted on 17 January at Rebutia, Gombak. What a fun day for us that day!! I brought my parent and Ika with me, and we were in the same group with Tn Hj Tajul, my AGM!!! I was his co-champion..haiyaa..naperlaa letak my name in his group..seganlaa!
During our journey to Rebutia, suddenly my father's windscreen retak sbb terkena batu jalan, giler tak? Kat Gombak ada banyak construction going on, so ntah camner boleh terkena pulak batu, my mum terjerit and get panic! Alhamdulillah cermin ok lagi, i requested my father to bring the car to workshop, risau tak nampak jalan, tapi sbb dah jauh, we decided to repair the car biler balik nanti. So we continued the journey with windscreen yg retak.
Sampai kat Rebutia, terus mendaftar, lots of families dah berkumpul, and we took our breakfast. En Zul conducted the senamrobik, and then we proceeded with the games. Let me tell you, the games were all fun! Every group was fighting with each other to win!! We have 5 groups, namely as Pagong, Tagi, Maraamu,Ogakor and Samburu, all depicted from Survivor series!! Hehe.
On that day we had Tarik Tali, Terompah Gergasi, Isi air dlm botol, Bawa Bola Ping Pong dgn Sudu, Cari Gula-gula, Kepit Belon dgn Kepala, and Longest Chain, they all were fun, and guess what, our team managed to be the second winner!! Hehe, kalah kpd kumpulan En. Zul, derang asyik dpt no 1 jer. Oklah tu, kira takdelah malu sgt Tn Hj kan, malu aa group AGM kalau kalah teruk pulak hehe.
I joined most of the games, and i shouted loud out of my lungs all the time, terasa jadi mcm ketua cheerleader pulak, keke. And boleh pulak suami Kak Fida ingat me anak staff, uishh betapa mudanya rupaku sampai org ingat aku anak staff insetad of real staff kekeke. Alhamdulillah ok jugak,kan? Tn Hj terkejut biler dapat tau Ika is 23 yrs old and pursuing for her Master, dia ingat Ika tu under age..akaka..saiko saiko.
Apa pun, mmg hari tu best despite my father's windscreen pecah, rasa mcm berbaloi pulak. Cuma my mum cakap kalau ajak pergi bercuti jer, mesti ada something berlaku. Dulu kat Pangkor my mum demam teruk sampai warded kat Pusrawi for 2 days, lepas tu my gelang hilang dekat Hutan Lipur Lentang, and then kat Rebutia cermin kereta pulak pecah. Apa pun semuanya dah tersurat, dah ditentukan Allah sejak azali lagi perkara-perkara ni akan berlaku, bukannya kita yg hendak ia berlaku.
My mum tanya, tak terkilan ker gelang emas hilang? Ibu rasa terkilan walaupun bukan ibu yang pakai gelang tu. Apa yg boleh i jawab? I senyap jer, tapi dlm hati berkata, kalau ibu rasa terkilan, iena lagi terkilan. Tu gelang iena, iena yang pakai di tangan tetiap hari selama setahun, takkan tak terkilan? Batu gelang tu beli kat Mesir waktu ikut Delegasi Cyber Bumi Anbiya', pastu tempah guna duit sendiri, tak terkilan? Terkilan sungguh-sungguh, waktu mencari di sungai tu, hati berdoa jer kat Allah supaya dijumpakan balik dengan gelang tu. Tu jerlah satu-satunya barang personal yang ada hasil kenangan DCBA selain daripada pictures captured, sarung tangan, kertas beli kat Mesir dan tasbih. Sedih sampai 2 pagi terjaga dr bangun tidur, mesti tgk tangan, tapi gelang dah takde.
Nak buat mcm mana, dah takde rezeki. And sampai skang ni terasa mcm fobia nak mandi sungai lagi. Jodoh dgn gelang tu Allah tetapkan hanya utk setahun sebulan jer tempohnya. Tapi masih dikira beruntung krn i lost gelang tangan shj, bukannya tangan, patutnya bersyukur,kan? Cuba bayangkan kita kehilangan anggota badan secara tiba-tiba tanpa apa-apa persediaan? What we gonna do that time? Bersyukurlah apa yang kita ada sekarang ni, insya-Allah kalau ada rezeki, digantikan dengan rezeki yang lebih baik insya-Allah :)
Narrated Abû Huraira radhiAllâhu `anhu: Allâh's Apostle said,
"Whoever says, 'Subhan Allâh wa bihamdihi,' one hundred times a day, will be forgiven all his sins even if they were as much as the foam of the sea." [Sahîh Al-Bukhari]
Mari kita cuba practice k, moga-moga terbiasa dan menjadi amalan harian, insya-Allah :)
Thanks to PM and Mudin yg rajin bantu ana furnish blog ni, barakallahu fikum :). Malam ni ada Arabic class, lunch nanti kena buka buku revise balik apa yg diajar last week, byk nahu waktu Level 2 dah terlupa :)
Before end, nak nyanyi sket:
"Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to Farah, Happy Birthday to You!!!!!
To my beloved ex-rumet and one of my bestfriends, Happy Birthday Farah!! Moga Allah sentiasa merahmati dan memurahkan rezeki dunia dan akhirat, insya-Allah :) Apa plan ngan husband sempena your bezday ni? ;)
Apa pun Farah, i'm glad you become one of my bestfriends, apa pun kenangan di bilik dan U dulu will be treasured and kept in my heart forever and ever. Thanks for standing beside me whenever i need you, thanks for your understanding and bimbingan (ni Ameerah kat kampus dulu nih, jgn memain, camnerlah budak nakal mcm me ni boleh tersesat satu bilik ngan dia heheh). May Allah bless you and your family always :)
Rindu jugak kat my beloved sis di US, sis Yati, apalaa citer dia, senyap jek skang ni :)
Wassalam.
Morning to everyone!! :)
Actually sekarang ni sdg menahan pedas makan nasi goreng yang diletakkan sambal..fuh fuh..pedas! Nama jer org N9, pedas pun tak tahan hehe.
Aight, this morning i'm gonna tell you about FMD' Family Day, conducted on 17 January at Rebutia, Gombak. What a fun day for us that day!! I brought my parent and Ika with me, and we were in the same group with Tn Hj Tajul, my AGM!!! I was his co-champion..haiyaa..naperlaa letak my name in his group..seganlaa!
During our journey to Rebutia, suddenly my father's windscreen retak sbb terkena batu jalan, giler tak? Kat Gombak ada banyak construction going on, so ntah camner boleh terkena pulak batu, my mum terjerit and get panic! Alhamdulillah cermin ok lagi, i requested my father to bring the car to workshop, risau tak nampak jalan, tapi sbb dah jauh, we decided to repair the car biler balik nanti. So we continued the journey with windscreen yg retak.
Sampai kat Rebutia, terus mendaftar, lots of families dah berkumpul, and we took our breakfast. En Zul conducted the senamrobik, and then we proceeded with the games. Let me tell you, the games were all fun! Every group was fighting with each other to win!! We have 5 groups, namely as Pagong, Tagi, Maraamu,Ogakor and Samburu, all depicted from Survivor series!! Hehe.
On that day we had Tarik Tali, Terompah Gergasi, Isi air dlm botol, Bawa Bola Ping Pong dgn Sudu, Cari Gula-gula, Kepit Belon dgn Kepala, and Longest Chain, they all were fun, and guess what, our team managed to be the second winner!! Hehe, kalah kpd kumpulan En. Zul, derang asyik dpt no 1 jer. Oklah tu, kira takdelah malu sgt Tn Hj kan, malu aa group AGM kalau kalah teruk pulak hehe.
I joined most of the games, and i shouted loud out of my lungs all the time, terasa jadi mcm ketua cheerleader pulak, keke. And boleh pulak suami Kak Fida ingat me anak staff, uishh betapa mudanya rupaku sampai org ingat aku anak staff insetad of real staff kekeke. Alhamdulillah ok jugak,kan? Tn Hj terkejut biler dapat tau Ika is 23 yrs old and pursuing for her Master, dia ingat Ika tu under age..akaka..saiko saiko.
Apa pun, mmg hari tu best despite my father's windscreen pecah, rasa mcm berbaloi pulak. Cuma my mum cakap kalau ajak pergi bercuti jer, mesti ada something berlaku. Dulu kat Pangkor my mum demam teruk sampai warded kat Pusrawi for 2 days, lepas tu my gelang hilang dekat Hutan Lipur Lentang, and then kat Rebutia cermin kereta pulak pecah. Apa pun semuanya dah tersurat, dah ditentukan Allah sejak azali lagi perkara-perkara ni akan berlaku, bukannya kita yg hendak ia berlaku.
My mum tanya, tak terkilan ker gelang emas hilang? Ibu rasa terkilan walaupun bukan ibu yang pakai gelang tu. Apa yg boleh i jawab? I senyap jer, tapi dlm hati berkata, kalau ibu rasa terkilan, iena lagi terkilan. Tu gelang iena, iena yang pakai di tangan tetiap hari selama setahun, takkan tak terkilan? Batu gelang tu beli kat Mesir waktu ikut Delegasi Cyber Bumi Anbiya', pastu tempah guna duit sendiri, tak terkilan? Terkilan sungguh-sungguh, waktu mencari di sungai tu, hati berdoa jer kat Allah supaya dijumpakan balik dengan gelang tu. Tu jerlah satu-satunya barang personal yang ada hasil kenangan DCBA selain daripada pictures captured, sarung tangan, kertas beli kat Mesir dan tasbih. Sedih sampai 2 pagi terjaga dr bangun tidur, mesti tgk tangan, tapi gelang dah takde.
Nak buat mcm mana, dah takde rezeki. And sampai skang ni terasa mcm fobia nak mandi sungai lagi. Jodoh dgn gelang tu Allah tetapkan hanya utk setahun sebulan jer tempohnya. Tapi masih dikira beruntung krn i lost gelang tangan shj, bukannya tangan, patutnya bersyukur,kan? Cuba bayangkan kita kehilangan anggota badan secara tiba-tiba tanpa apa-apa persediaan? What we gonna do that time? Bersyukurlah apa yang kita ada sekarang ni, insya-Allah kalau ada rezeki, digantikan dengan rezeki yang lebih baik insya-Allah :)
Narrated Abû Huraira radhiAllâhu `anhu: Allâh's Apostle said,
"Whoever says, 'Subhan Allâh wa bihamdihi,' one hundred times a day, will be forgiven all his sins even if they were as much as the foam of the sea." [Sahîh Al-Bukhari]
Mari kita cuba practice k, moga-moga terbiasa dan menjadi amalan harian, insya-Allah :)
Thanks to PM and Mudin yg rajin bantu ana furnish blog ni, barakallahu fikum :). Malam ni ada Arabic class, lunch nanti kena buka buku revise balik apa yg diajar last week, byk nahu waktu Level 2 dah terlupa :)
Before end, nak nyanyi sket:
"Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to Farah, Happy Birthday to You!!!!!
To my beloved ex-rumet and one of my bestfriends, Happy Birthday Farah!! Moga Allah sentiasa merahmati dan memurahkan rezeki dunia dan akhirat, insya-Allah :) Apa plan ngan husband sempena your bezday ni? ;)
Apa pun Farah, i'm glad you become one of my bestfriends, apa pun kenangan di bilik dan U dulu will be treasured and kept in my heart forever and ever. Thanks for standing beside me whenever i need you, thanks for your understanding and bimbingan (ni Ameerah kat kampus dulu nih, jgn memain, camnerlah budak nakal mcm me ni boleh tersesat satu bilik ngan dia heheh). May Allah bless you and your family always :)
Rindu jugak kat my beloved sis di US, sis Yati, apalaa citer dia, senyap jek skang ni :)
Wassalam.
Friday, January 16, 2004
Hantu kat FMD
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Last nite i went back from office at 10.45 p.m..and something scary happened last nite. Guess what? I heard some music has been turned on at midun's place and i was ALONE!! Nobody was there with me, and who had turned the music on? Allahualam..but i was scared and packed back as fast as i can and fled off. Ni gara2 pc kat umah rosaklah ni, kalau tak tak payah nak stay back kat ofis sampai pukul 10 malam...urrghh..pasni nak buat rules, once pc kat umah tu dah ok, jgn harap ada saper2 yg boleh install games dlm pc tuh...pc rosak sbb main games byk sgt ler tu!
"NO MORE GAMES IN THIS PC" I'll do that and paste it on the pc screen by myself, seriously!!
Emo pulak pepagi Jumaat ni, yerlah..keje yg boleh siap last 2 days tak dpt nak siap sbb pc kat umah rosak..bengang tak? Urrghh...tense tense.
I wish my own real pc yg kat UUM skang ni dihantar balik ke umah..rindu giler ngan pc tu. PC kat umah ni bukan tak best, tapi i prefer my own pc most.
Senyum itu satu sedeqah, dan menyabarkan diri dari terus berasa marah adalah satu pahala, so iena, behave yourself! :)
A servant [of Allâh's] committed a sin and said: O Allâh, forgive me my sin. And He (glorified and exalted be He) said: My servant has committed a sin and has known that he has a Lord who forgives sins and punishes for them. Then he sinned again and said: O Lord, forgive me my sin. And He (glorified and exalted be He) said: My servant has committed a sin and has known that he has a Lord who forgives sins and punishes for them. Then he sinned again and said: O Lord, forgive me my sin. And He (glorified and exalted be He) said: My servant has committed a sin and has known that he has a Lord who forgives sins and punishes for sins. Do what you wish, for I have forgiven you. [Hadîth Qudsi]
Betapa luasnya ruang pengampunan Allah pada kita, terpulang pada kita dlm hendak berusaha mencari pengampunan dan redha Allah. As human beings, we can not run from committing sins, but please always turn for His forgiveness, biarpun kesalahan itu berulangkali kita lakukan.
Sama-sama kita dalam mencari redhaNya.
~Mardhatillah~
Last nite i went back from office at 10.45 p.m..and something scary happened last nite. Guess what? I heard some music has been turned on at midun's place and i was ALONE!! Nobody was there with me, and who had turned the music on? Allahualam..but i was scared and packed back as fast as i can and fled off. Ni gara2 pc kat umah rosaklah ni, kalau tak tak payah nak stay back kat ofis sampai pukul 10 malam...urrghh..pasni nak buat rules, once pc kat umah tu dah ok, jgn harap ada saper2 yg boleh install games dlm pc tuh...pc rosak sbb main games byk sgt ler tu!
"NO MORE GAMES IN THIS PC" I'll do that and paste it on the pc screen by myself, seriously!!
Emo pulak pepagi Jumaat ni, yerlah..keje yg boleh siap last 2 days tak dpt nak siap sbb pc kat umah rosak..bengang tak? Urrghh...tense tense.
I wish my own real pc yg kat UUM skang ni dihantar balik ke umah..rindu giler ngan pc tu. PC kat umah ni bukan tak best, tapi i prefer my own pc most.
Senyum itu satu sedeqah, dan menyabarkan diri dari terus berasa marah adalah satu pahala, so iena, behave yourself! :)
A servant [of Allâh's] committed a sin and said: O Allâh, forgive me my sin. And He (glorified and exalted be He) said: My servant has committed a sin and has known that he has a Lord who forgives sins and punishes for them. Then he sinned again and said: O Lord, forgive me my sin. And He (glorified and exalted be He) said: My servant has committed a sin and has known that he has a Lord who forgives sins and punishes for them. Then he sinned again and said: O Lord, forgive me my sin. And He (glorified and exalted be He) said: My servant has committed a sin and has known that he has a Lord who forgives sins and punishes for sins. Do what you wish, for I have forgiven you. [Hadîth Qudsi]
Betapa luasnya ruang pengampunan Allah pada kita, terpulang pada kita dlm hendak berusaha mencari pengampunan dan redha Allah. As human beings, we can not run from committing sins, but please always turn for His forgiveness, biarpun kesalahan itu berulangkali kita lakukan.
Sama-sama kita dalam mencari redhaNya.
~Mardhatillah~
Thursday, January 15, 2004
Being an accountant who is not practicing except for herself
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Just went back from paying my phone bills, and i started counting my money like an accountant, try to allocate and planned for possible disbursements for this month, and my salary will be only available tomorrow!! hmm..need to plan my financial allocation wisely, i've invested about RM 7200 in Maybank and only to get know that the money will be calculated and approved for any withdrawal based on NPV rate!! Haiyaaa, it means i have been keeping the money for small profit (the assumption is applied only for 2003, by 2004 the rate will increase pending on how much i invest for the year). Nevermind, wishing that i still live for another 10 years, then RM72,000 will be MINE!! hehehe.
I plan to pursue my MBA this June, need money about RM4K for registration..isk isk..minta parent tanggung boleh tak ek? hehe..i'm keeping about half of my monthly salary for that purpose, kalau tak cukup jugak, then my parent will be the best financial resort for melah kot hehe.
Wanna buy a car or not? hmm..UIA can be reached by train and bus, which gives me alternative instead of buying a car, seelah how, if i think that it's necessary for me, then i'll buy, if not, wait for my father's planning to buy a car for Ika. Ika i think need the car mostlah compared to me, she needs to go to Putrajaya for her research for her Master. Ika told me that she received a call from a blind student, pursuing his Master at UM in Counselling, requesting Ika to be his eyes by reading to him all the books and study materials. See!! Even a blind person wants to continue his study for Master, inikan pulak Ika yg sihat walafiat, sponsored by my parent and ada kemungkinan dibelikan kereta, boleh pulak tak nak sambung belajar. Lastly she made up her mind FIRMLY to pursue her studies, which i support the effort so much!! hehe.
My mum keep asking me when i want to get married? Hahaha, kalau ada calonnya takpe jugak, ni takde..mcm mana ler nak kahwin hehe. If a nice, well educated, well equipped with agama guy ni senang nak dicari umpama mencari ikan di pasar, lama dah daku membelinya kekeke.
Sabarlah ibu, ada rezeki adalah insya-Allah. The only thing that i can do for now is keep praying to Allah, praying to be granted for a good husband which can help me to be a better muslimah. That's the general dua' for all muslimah, isn't it? hehe.
Janji Allah : Perempuan yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik. So, usahalah perbaiki diri selalu. Allah tidak akan memungkiri janji-janjiNya :)
Semalam ada kelas Arabic, ustaz baru dtg mengajar menggantikan Ustaz Fauzi. His name is Ustaz Rahimi, ok jugak dia mengajar..takdelah rasa tertekan walaupun the subject really need your full concentration in the class.. alhamdulillah Allah lapangkan hati menerima ilmu semalam.
Semalam ulang balik topik Al Ibna' wal I'rab (Keadaan yang tidak berubah dan keadaan yang berubah). This time the explanation was better compared to the last one, and got this one pakcik yg terer selalu tanya soalan. Alhamdulillah takdelah dia ni jenis sorang yg irritating, kekadang ada org tu dah pandai, berlagak pulak mcm pakcik2 kat kelas Mak Teh during last semester. So far so good, the class went well and i'm thinking of continuing the class. During the journey nak ke UIA, i opened my arabic book and glance thru the content. Terasa sedikit nak vomit and i did actually before performed Maghrib prayer kat masjid UIA, tertekan kot. Tapi kelas semalam ok, so i guess should be oklah kot for me to continue joining the class in the future.
Wish i can speak Arabic fluently by 2005, doakan k :)
" Verily, whosoever associates with Allaah anything, for him Allaah has forbidden Paradise, and the Fire will be his abode; and the wrongdoers shall have no helpers." [5:72] " Verily, whosoever associates with Allaah anything, for him Allaah has forbidden Paradise, and the Fire will be his abode; and the wrongdoers shall have no helpers." [5:72]
Mohon semoga kita dipelihara dari menyekutukanNya dengan cara atau kaedah sekalipun. Sometimes kita membuat sesuatu krn riya' atau hendak menunjuk2 pada org, sedangkan riya' itu sendiri adalah syirik kecil. Na'uzubillah min zalik.
Pelihara hati ini Ya Allah, pelihara segalanya agar aku dapat menghadapMu dengan tenang dan penuh pengharapan agar dikurniakan rahmat dan belas kasihanMu. Ameen.
Just went back from paying my phone bills, and i started counting my money like an accountant, try to allocate and planned for possible disbursements for this month, and my salary will be only available tomorrow!! hmm..need to plan my financial allocation wisely, i've invested about RM 7200 in Maybank and only to get know that the money will be calculated and approved for any withdrawal based on NPV rate!! Haiyaaa, it means i have been keeping the money for small profit (the assumption is applied only for 2003, by 2004 the rate will increase pending on how much i invest for the year). Nevermind, wishing that i still live for another 10 years, then RM72,000 will be MINE!! hehehe.
I plan to pursue my MBA this June, need money about RM4K for registration..isk isk..minta parent tanggung boleh tak ek? hehe..i'm keeping about half of my monthly salary for that purpose, kalau tak cukup jugak, then my parent will be the best financial resort for melah kot hehe.
Wanna buy a car or not? hmm..UIA can be reached by train and bus, which gives me alternative instead of buying a car, seelah how, if i think that it's necessary for me, then i'll buy, if not, wait for my father's planning to buy a car for Ika. Ika i think need the car mostlah compared to me, she needs to go to Putrajaya for her research for her Master. Ika told me that she received a call from a blind student, pursuing his Master at UM in Counselling, requesting Ika to be his eyes by reading to him all the books and study materials. See!! Even a blind person wants to continue his study for Master, inikan pulak Ika yg sihat walafiat, sponsored by my parent and ada kemungkinan dibelikan kereta, boleh pulak tak nak sambung belajar. Lastly she made up her mind FIRMLY to pursue her studies, which i support the effort so much!! hehe.
My mum keep asking me when i want to get married? Hahaha, kalau ada calonnya takpe jugak, ni takde..mcm mana ler nak kahwin hehe. If a nice, well educated, well equipped with agama guy ni senang nak dicari umpama mencari ikan di pasar, lama dah daku membelinya kekeke.
Sabarlah ibu, ada rezeki adalah insya-Allah. The only thing that i can do for now is keep praying to Allah, praying to be granted for a good husband which can help me to be a better muslimah. That's the general dua' for all muslimah, isn't it? hehe.
Janji Allah : Perempuan yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik. So, usahalah perbaiki diri selalu. Allah tidak akan memungkiri janji-janjiNya :)
Semalam ada kelas Arabic, ustaz baru dtg mengajar menggantikan Ustaz Fauzi. His name is Ustaz Rahimi, ok jugak dia mengajar..takdelah rasa tertekan walaupun the subject really need your full concentration in the class.. alhamdulillah Allah lapangkan hati menerima ilmu semalam.
Semalam ulang balik topik Al Ibna' wal I'rab (Keadaan yang tidak berubah dan keadaan yang berubah). This time the explanation was better compared to the last one, and got this one pakcik yg terer selalu tanya soalan. Alhamdulillah takdelah dia ni jenis sorang yg irritating, kekadang ada org tu dah pandai, berlagak pulak mcm pakcik2 kat kelas Mak Teh during last semester. So far so good, the class went well and i'm thinking of continuing the class. During the journey nak ke UIA, i opened my arabic book and glance thru the content. Terasa sedikit nak vomit and i did actually before performed Maghrib prayer kat masjid UIA, tertekan kot. Tapi kelas semalam ok, so i guess should be oklah kot for me to continue joining the class in the future.
Wish i can speak Arabic fluently by 2005, doakan k :)
" Verily, whosoever associates with Allaah anything, for him Allaah has forbidden Paradise, and the Fire will be his abode; and the wrongdoers shall have no helpers." [5:72] " Verily, whosoever associates with Allaah anything, for him Allaah has forbidden Paradise, and the Fire will be his abode; and the wrongdoers shall have no helpers." [5:72]
Mohon semoga kita dipelihara dari menyekutukanNya dengan cara atau kaedah sekalipun. Sometimes kita membuat sesuatu krn riya' atau hendak menunjuk2 pada org, sedangkan riya' itu sendiri adalah syirik kecil. Na'uzubillah min zalik.
Pelihara hati ini Ya Allah, pelihara segalanya agar aku dapat menghadapMu dengan tenang dan penuh pengharapan agar dikurniakan rahmat dan belas kasihanMu. Ameen.
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
Ngantuk
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Aaaaa..i have Arabic class tonight!! Haven't revise the subject last nite coz i had a serious discussion with my family members on something which i can't reveal it in here (it's family matters hehe) and i slept at 1.30 a.m.
I'm someone who need to sleep at least for 6 hours, if not i'll become weng like today. *weng weng* So, wish that i can complete all my tasks for today before 5 p.m so that i can have a glance thru at my Arabic book. Hopefully no more migraine attack for me tonite :)
My body is cramping and feel tired quite badly. Tonite i have to sleep early so that tomorrow my body will become stabil again.
~Ngantuknyaaaa~
Aaaaa..i have Arabic class tonight!! Haven't revise the subject last nite coz i had a serious discussion with my family members on something which i can't reveal it in here (it's family matters hehe) and i slept at 1.30 a.m.
I'm someone who need to sleep at least for 6 hours, if not i'll become weng like today. *weng weng* So, wish that i can complete all my tasks for today before 5 p.m so that i can have a glance thru at my Arabic book. Hopefully no more migraine attack for me tonite :)
My body is cramping and feel tired quite badly. Tonite i have to sleep early so that tomorrow my body will become stabil again.
~Ngantuknyaaaa~
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Arabic - Level 3
Assalamualaikum wbt,
I started my day with a good feeling, since last nite i was attacked by terrible painful migraine due to pressure of learning Arabic for level 3 last nite. It was not that hard actually, but perhaps due to my shock of learning new things which i thought at first as not that hard, the migraine seems so fierce and merciless attacking me that caused me to vomit several times after reached home. Terrible, terrible experience.
This morning when i was photostating my business plan, the urge to vomit came again and i was standing in front of the photostate machine and try to vomit (selamber jer, kalau bebetul vomit kat dpn machine tu naya jer), but i know that i was not going to, tu yg berani tu hehe. Luckily it was not that long for me to gain back my stability.Serious, tak sangka tekanan belajar arabic sampai mcm ni sekali hehe.
The class was ok, the cute ustaz (Ust. Wan Zuki) was no more my ustaz, he was replaced by Ustaz Fauzi Yusuf, funny and active jugak, boleh aa buat2 lawak compared to Ustaz Wan Zuki yg segan-segan sket hehe. Belajar ttg terms yg mabni( fixed regardless of situations) and mu'rab (boleh berubah) mengikut situations. Bendenya mcm senang jer kalau pk-pk, tak tau ler naper semalam begitu tense sampai kena migraine hehe. Tapi ustaz pun mmg cakap, at the first glance dia tgk buku teks level 3 tu pun, dia mcm tak percaya sbb dia kata susah, tapi dia kata dia gained confidence coz most of us dah ada basic and boleh jawab waktu dia tanya soalan2 basic dlm kelas. Most of my classmates dulu chose to stay at level 2 coz they wanted to strengthen their comprehension on the subject, which i believe it's good for those yg masih rasa tak confident, coz me myself yg begitu confident waktu memula nak start kelas pun boleh terus kena migraine biler dah start belajar dek krn susahnya, inikan pulak yg rasa derang still weak, mau jenuh nak memahamkan level 3 ni hehe.
The text book is thicker than level 2, and no more pictures or dialogues for us. Most of the content touch on nahu(grammar) basically. Last nite ustaz asked me to form a sentence using allazi (yang) and i was so terperanjat until i kept quite for several seconds before developing an ayat (tu pun tak sure betul ker tidak, hentam jer hehe). One thing i dislike about learning arabic ni is i have to get prepared for any spontaneous request by ustaz to form sentence. Urrghh..susah nak buat ayat sebenarnya, and i think ustaz wan zuki realized that i dun favour any request as such, tu yg dia tak pernah tanya spontaneous to me dlm kelas dulu hehe.
Takpe iena, take the challenge, you can do it!! Please pray for me for this one ya, i dun think i can cope of any migraine attack anymore after my terrible experience last nite. My last thing to do is quitting the arabic class.
Last nite ustaz asked why we want to join arabic class at the first place? So many reasons poured out by the class including me (we have to answer the question one by one), and actually when reflecting my intention time nak ambil kelas ni dulu, it was purposely taken just becoz i was so bored acting like a robot dulu. Serious tertekan becoz mmg terasa jd mcm robot, pegi keje and balik keje, pastu tidur and get up at the next morning and start all the routine again. At certain times jer i became a human again(time tgh lepak2 kat umah ika atau do something beneficial).
What did i answer for that particular question last nite? Hehe..adrusu al lughatul arabiah li afhama lughatul quran (saya belajar bahasa arab kerana hendak memahami bahasa Quran), which is true, i wanted to learn arabic in order for me to learn and understand quran better. Tapi kekadang nak buka quran pun malas, biler nak pandainya ntah. Takpe, pray for me to be istiqamah in this battle of understanding a language arguably considered as the hardest and toughest language in the world ya!
Actually i came across this news cutting article about arabic while browsing UIA Coordinator's website, and it mentions that arabic is not the hardest language at all, coz Allah has created Quran in Arabic, which directly indicates that Arabic is easy to be learnt and accepted by all. A good point to be pondered on,kan?
"Ta'lamu lughatal arabiah wa a'lamuha an nas" (Belajarlah bahasa Arab dan ajarkanlahnya kepada manusia) - hadith Rasulullah saw mentioned by ustaz semalam. Sahihlah kot dah ustaz tu yg cakap hehe. Allahu 'alam bis showab (Hanya Allah yang mengetahui dengan benarnya) - ni pun ustaz ajar semalam.
Best jugak belajar Arab :)
Surf this URL kalau nak tau byk ttg Arabic course offered by UIA:
http://www2.iiu.edu.my/arabic/kuba/
kalau nak join, mehlah :)
I started my day with a good feeling, since last nite i was attacked by terrible painful migraine due to pressure of learning Arabic for level 3 last nite. It was not that hard actually, but perhaps due to my shock of learning new things which i thought at first as not that hard, the migraine seems so fierce and merciless attacking me that caused me to vomit several times after reached home. Terrible, terrible experience.
This morning when i was photostating my business plan, the urge to vomit came again and i was standing in front of the photostate machine and try to vomit (selamber jer, kalau bebetul vomit kat dpn machine tu naya jer), but i know that i was not going to, tu yg berani tu hehe. Luckily it was not that long for me to gain back my stability.Serious, tak sangka tekanan belajar arabic sampai mcm ni sekali hehe.
The class was ok, the cute ustaz (Ust. Wan Zuki) was no more my ustaz, he was replaced by Ustaz Fauzi Yusuf, funny and active jugak, boleh aa buat2 lawak compared to Ustaz Wan Zuki yg segan-segan sket hehe. Belajar ttg terms yg mabni( fixed regardless of situations) and mu'rab (boleh berubah) mengikut situations. Bendenya mcm senang jer kalau pk-pk, tak tau ler naper semalam begitu tense sampai kena migraine hehe. Tapi ustaz pun mmg cakap, at the first glance dia tgk buku teks level 3 tu pun, dia mcm tak percaya sbb dia kata susah, tapi dia kata dia gained confidence coz most of us dah ada basic and boleh jawab waktu dia tanya soalan2 basic dlm kelas. Most of my classmates dulu chose to stay at level 2 coz they wanted to strengthen their comprehension on the subject, which i believe it's good for those yg masih rasa tak confident, coz me myself yg begitu confident waktu memula nak start kelas pun boleh terus kena migraine biler dah start belajar dek krn susahnya, inikan pulak yg rasa derang still weak, mau jenuh nak memahamkan level 3 ni hehe.
The text book is thicker than level 2, and no more pictures or dialogues for us. Most of the content touch on nahu(grammar) basically. Last nite ustaz asked me to form a sentence using allazi (yang) and i was so terperanjat until i kept quite for several seconds before developing an ayat (tu pun tak sure betul ker tidak, hentam jer hehe). One thing i dislike about learning arabic ni is i have to get prepared for any spontaneous request by ustaz to form sentence. Urrghh..susah nak buat ayat sebenarnya, and i think ustaz wan zuki realized that i dun favour any request as such, tu yg dia tak pernah tanya spontaneous to me dlm kelas dulu hehe.
Takpe iena, take the challenge, you can do it!! Please pray for me for this one ya, i dun think i can cope of any migraine attack anymore after my terrible experience last nite. My last thing to do is quitting the arabic class.
Last nite ustaz asked why we want to join arabic class at the first place? So many reasons poured out by the class including me (we have to answer the question one by one), and actually when reflecting my intention time nak ambil kelas ni dulu, it was purposely taken just becoz i was so bored acting like a robot dulu. Serious tertekan becoz mmg terasa jd mcm robot, pegi keje and balik keje, pastu tidur and get up at the next morning and start all the routine again. At certain times jer i became a human again(time tgh lepak2 kat umah ika atau do something beneficial).
What did i answer for that particular question last nite? Hehe..adrusu al lughatul arabiah li afhama lughatul quran (saya belajar bahasa arab kerana hendak memahami bahasa Quran), which is true, i wanted to learn arabic in order for me to learn and understand quran better. Tapi kekadang nak buka quran pun malas, biler nak pandainya ntah. Takpe, pray for me to be istiqamah in this battle of understanding a language arguably considered as the hardest and toughest language in the world ya!
Actually i came across this news cutting article about arabic while browsing UIA Coordinator's website, and it mentions that arabic is not the hardest language at all, coz Allah has created Quran in Arabic, which directly indicates that Arabic is easy to be learnt and accepted by all. A good point to be pondered on,kan?
"Ta'lamu lughatal arabiah wa a'lamuha an nas" (Belajarlah bahasa Arab dan ajarkanlahnya kepada manusia) - hadith Rasulullah saw mentioned by ustaz semalam. Sahihlah kot dah ustaz tu yg cakap hehe. Allahu 'alam bis showab (Hanya Allah yang mengetahui dengan benarnya) - ni pun ustaz ajar semalam.
Best jugak belajar Arab :)
Surf this URL kalau nak tau byk ttg Arabic course offered by UIA:
http://www2.iiu.edu.my/arabic/kuba/
kalau nak join, mehlah :)
Monday, January 12, 2004
Continuos Learning
Assalamualaikum wbt,
What a lovely morning today, i feel satisfied a lot, alhamdulillah :)
Today i browsed thru several blogs, and i came over this one posting which emphasized on the importance of continuous learning, be it by reading, attending informal and formal classes/seminars or forums, or just pondering over ayat2 kauniyyah(betul ker ni ek? haven't check the correct spelling), assuming that my spelling is correct, kauniyyah is meant for ciptaan2 Allah di muka bumi ini yang mendorong kita berfikir dan menghayati kebesaran Allah swt.
Yeah, i had to admit that during the absorption of the points rendered by the blog's owner, it's true that some of us especially me, we don't have this enough courage to be drowned into this massive, large ocean of 'ilmu when we actually are required to do so, at where it is fully encouraged and become a fardhu ain for us as Muslims to go and seek 'ilmu as when and where it is possible. And yet, how many of us have this strong determination to do that?
I hope at this very early stage of 2004, i shall fully occupied myself with 'ilmu seeking activities, no matter how and no matter what. I was touched by one of Ika's posting last week about this poem mentioning on dakwah. Seriously until last night, i kept thinking and checking on myself, what have i've done until today, until this present breath that i take, that i do for Islam or for Allah?
I had suddenly changed became a pathethic inferiority complex person since a month after Raya, i keep comparing myself to one this girl eventhough i know it wasn't right, yet indirectly it helped me to identify and get know of me very well, to see where am i standing and what should i pursue to create a more concrete, strong and valuable personality and identity. Alhamdulillah Allah has given me some opportunities for me to review back my performance as His slave, eventhough it was quite hurt for me to get thru of it. As hurt as it was, yet there was a very important and crucial point for me to be pondered on...WHERE DO I STAND IN FRONT OF ALLAH'S EYES?
"Verily, His Command, when He intends a thing, is only that He says to it, ‘Be, and it is!’" [36:82].
Alhamdulillah for whatever decision You have made for me Ya Allah, and forgive me if i ever felt discontented with what You have gave to me. Forgive me as i don't want to lose Your attention and rahmah, for now and forever. Ameen ya Rabbal alameen.
If you want to have a look at the poem of dakwah that i had mentioned just now, please click at Ika's link at your right handside view or surf at this URL: http://zueika.blogspot.com/ and search for Jika Tidak Hidup Untuk Dakwah. I like it very much. Jazakallahu khairan to the author, regardless where and who he/she is.
What a lovely morning today, i feel satisfied a lot, alhamdulillah :)
Today i browsed thru several blogs, and i came over this one posting which emphasized on the importance of continuous learning, be it by reading, attending informal and formal classes/seminars or forums, or just pondering over ayat2 kauniyyah(betul ker ni ek? haven't check the correct spelling), assuming that my spelling is correct, kauniyyah is meant for ciptaan2 Allah di muka bumi ini yang mendorong kita berfikir dan menghayati kebesaran Allah swt.
Yeah, i had to admit that during the absorption of the points rendered by the blog's owner, it's true that some of us especially me, we don't have this enough courage to be drowned into this massive, large ocean of 'ilmu when we actually are required to do so, at where it is fully encouraged and become a fardhu ain for us as Muslims to go and seek 'ilmu as when and where it is possible. And yet, how many of us have this strong determination to do that?
I hope at this very early stage of 2004, i shall fully occupied myself with 'ilmu seeking activities, no matter how and no matter what. I was touched by one of Ika's posting last week about this poem mentioning on dakwah. Seriously until last night, i kept thinking and checking on myself, what have i've done until today, until this present breath that i take, that i do for Islam or for Allah?
I had suddenly changed became a pathethic inferiority complex person since a month after Raya, i keep comparing myself to one this girl eventhough i know it wasn't right, yet indirectly it helped me to identify and get know of me very well, to see where am i standing and what should i pursue to create a more concrete, strong and valuable personality and identity. Alhamdulillah Allah has given me some opportunities for me to review back my performance as His slave, eventhough it was quite hurt for me to get thru of it. As hurt as it was, yet there was a very important and crucial point for me to be pondered on...WHERE DO I STAND IN FRONT OF ALLAH'S EYES?
"Verily, His Command, when He intends a thing, is only that He says to it, ‘Be, and it is!’" [36:82].
Alhamdulillah for whatever decision You have made for me Ya Allah, and forgive me if i ever felt discontented with what You have gave to me. Forgive me as i don't want to lose Your attention and rahmah, for now and forever. Ameen ya Rabbal alameen.
If you want to have a look at the poem of dakwah that i had mentioned just now, please click at Ika's link at your right handside view or surf at this URL: http://zueika.blogspot.com/ and search for Jika Tidak Hidup Untuk Dakwah. I like it very much. Jazakallahu khairan to the author, regardless where and who he/she is.
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Must be strong..always
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Nothing to be said or mentioned further, just wanna paste this sweet quotation sent by zarp this morning:
Perempuan yang gagah...
-adalah perempuan yang tahan menerima sebuah kehilangan
-adalah perempuan yang tidak takut pada kemiskinan
-adalah perempuan yang tabah menanggung kerinduan setelah ditinggalkan
-adalah perempuan yang tidak meminta2 agar dipenuhi segala keinginannya
kegagahan perempuan berdiri di atas teguh iman, seluruh kegagahan ini ada pada Saidatina Khadijah....
Adalah kegagahan sempurna bagi seorang wanita......:)
Still mourning on my lovely bracelet, sabar iena..if you want to be a strong woman, you have to be strong in facing losses...becoz no matter how, the final analysis will be between you and Him only. So please redha for whatever has happened, becoz there are so much nikmah that haven't you appreciate and be grateful.
Remember, there is nothing immortal except Allah, always be grateful, always be grateful.
Nothing to be said or mentioned further, just wanna paste this sweet quotation sent by zarp this morning:
Perempuan yang gagah...
-adalah perempuan yang tahan menerima sebuah kehilangan
-adalah perempuan yang tidak takut pada kemiskinan
-adalah perempuan yang tabah menanggung kerinduan setelah ditinggalkan
-adalah perempuan yang tidak meminta2 agar dipenuhi segala keinginannya
kegagahan perempuan berdiri di atas teguh iman, seluruh kegagahan ini ada pada Saidatina Khadijah....
Adalah kegagahan sempurna bagi seorang wanita......:)
Still mourning on my lovely bracelet, sabar iena..if you want to be a strong woman, you have to be strong in facing losses...becoz no matter how, the final analysis will be between you and Him only. So please redha for whatever has happened, becoz there are so much nikmah that haven't you appreciate and be grateful.
Remember, there is nothing immortal except Allah, always be grateful, always be grateful.
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