Assalamualaikum wbt,
Guys, i am really happy since last nite until this morning. Why ah?
Last nite, as usual i went to Marketing class with 1001 feelings over the subject itself. Rasa down sgt2 sbb rasa mcm tak leh nak score for assignment 20 marks + blur apa bende subject ni nak + pressure sbb asyik kena buat presentation padahal kitorang tak tau apa yg kitorang buat tu betul ker salah + rasa mcm nak drop jek subject ni.
And last nite Kak Rina's group buat the first presentation, and the session was supposedly meant for the whole class presentation within 1 and half hour. And guess what? Kak Rina's presentation alone had consumed up the 1 half hour! Sebabnya Dr Nik banyak bagi comment ttg apa yg dia rasa kami perlu improve, cthnya camner nak identify key issue of the case, mcm mana nak decide alternative of the problem solutions and etc.
And yet, kami jadi lagi blur, dr rasa sket2 faham langsung jadi confuse tak faham langsung. Mende subject Marketing nih nak sebenarnya? Serius dulu ingat subject ni senang, end up skang ni rasanya nilaa subject yg paling memeningkan kepala sebenarnya. Dasya siap cakap rasa mcm baru masuk first class balik sbb dah confuse sgt2. Totally buat me felt so down last nite.
Pastu, at the end of the class, jeng jeng jeng!! Dr Nik returned our assignments, the assignment that made me felt so depressed waktu kat Penang. Serious say, i never felt so depressed like what i felt when i was in Penang last month. Dgn nak cater for 2 very important presentations (presentation utk corporate and business customers + presentation pasal Legal yg legal termnya sungguh byk and nak kena hafal and faham) yg mmg perlukan research and extensive preparation + kena jadi MC and berlagak jadi expert pasal Law sbb takut org tanya pasal Acts and Tribunal issue + kena prepare utk perjumpaan dengan Ketua Polis Penang kot kot dia tanya pasal Acts and statisitics + NAK KENA BUAT INDIVIDUAL MARKETING ASSIGNMENT yang bernilai 20% and still kena buat market research dan analysis and pastu kena come out dgn marketing plan + nak get ready for Econs mid term pada hujung minggu tu. Boleh bayangkan tak dlm journey nak ke Penang and Kedah i bawa print outs utk assignment and baca dlm keta En. Amir!! Pressure betul time tu.
I think sbb due to the extensive pressure ni, i dapat demam panas kat sana. Ni mmg work pressure paling teruk i pernah rasa. Sbb demam, i tak leh nak siapkan assignment on due date sbb biler makan ubat jek, mengantuk and tidur sampai Subuh padahal dah set alarm nak bangun pukul 3 pagi untuk buat assignment. I tak sit for Econs mid term pun pada Ahadnya sbb balik dr Penang on Thursday tu, demam tak recover lagi n buat medical check up sambil request from Prof's approval utk tak sit for the exam. Tak larat sgt nak buka buku.
I submitted my marketing assignment tu one week late. Mmg dah fully prepared utk dapat markah rendah sbb hantar lewat seminggu + mmg buat assignment tu di dalam keadaan demam, mmg takde masa nak pk panjang2, main buat jek. So semalam waktu Dr Nik returned my assignment, mmg assume yg i will get among the lowest in the class. Rasa down pasal subject Marketing ni sbb mmg dah agak result assignment ni mesti tak best.
Tapi alhamdulillah biler dapat result semalam i dapat 14/20. The highest was Azwan yg dapat 17/20 and Kak Liana dapat 16/20, Dasya dapat 12/20. For me yg dilanda pressure tahap naga and demam panas ketika buat assignment tu + hantar lewat seminggu, what do you expect me to feel? I was soooooooooooooooooo happy sbbnya for me, dpt siapkan assignment tu dgn keadaan me yg huru hara di Penang sajer dah jadi satu kejayaan besar to me personally. But to expect dapat result yg among the highest mmg mcm satu mimpi. Serius terkejut and syukur sgt2. Alhamdulillah :)
And our motivation yg mmg down giler2 waktu confuse dgn penerangan Dr Nik pasal presentation Kak Rina tadi kembali naik biler dapat result ok. Bersemangat balik, kalau tak mmg i rasa mcm nak drop jek subject ni hehe. One more thing, i was happy sbb my group members (Azwan, Kak Liana and Dasya) sumernya dapat result yg ok. Dr Nik cakap sebenarnya dia agak strict bagi markah this time sbb dia nak kitorang belajar bebetul and faham apakah cabarannya nak buat Marketing Plan yg bukan sajer nak kena analyse marketing strategy, tapi kena analyse the most highest business strategies as well. Kalau setakat nakkan markah merely education standard, Dr Nik cakap for those yg dapat 12 marks and above sebenarnya akan dpt 16/20 and above. Tapi dia nak kami bebetul faham and boleh apply apa yg kami belajar dlm business world nanti. I dun mindlah baper pun dia nak bagi sbbnya mmg dah set dlm kepala akan dapat result teruk, so biler dpt 14/20 dah kira bersyukur dah. And ramai my groupmates yg dapat markah below than me and they went to see Dr Nik nak tambahkan markah derang. For me, 14 is enough as i never expect akan dpt markah setinggi tu hehe.
Hari ni akan tidur rumah Ika lagi, nak pergi IIS program malam ni, Fazrul will give talk tonight.
Boleh tarik nafas lega skang ni, semua keja and assignment dah ok. Skang ni nak concentrate on BP planning for 2005 pulak.
Utk insan misteri yg hantar SMS semalam, tak yah envy with me k, Sami Yusuf tu jauh kat UK sana, susah me nak pi usha dia hehe. Tapi takpe, kita berkongsi minat org yg sama, ok jek with me hehe :)
Alrite guys, later k. Wassalam :)
2 comments:
huhuhu awat announce nak gi IIS malam ni:p abis dah semua tau.. ahhaaha
hmm, gud for you. :) Sbb tu ler abg faizal tak kasi byk merungut;) kan abg kan? hehe
laa biarlaa sumer org tau, kalau derang nak ikut sekali lagi best hehe.
bab merungut tu, hmm...susahnya tak nak merungut..susahnyaaaaa :D
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