Actually tgh penat, tp tak baik mengeluh penat selalu, sbb org lain pun penat juga,kan? Mengeluh sibuk, orang lain pun sibuk juga,kan? :)
Believe or not, for two days i've been sleeping at 3 a.m and 4 a.m in the morning. Starting from this week up to the first week of May, it wil become the highest peak of workloads for me, becoz we'll be having MCM Fraud+MRM Meeting in which in these meetings i have to make presentations at least 3 times. Nak buat presentation of course kena buat analisis, pastu present kat management. Ya Allah, bersyukur sgt2 ada Kak Marina skang ni assisting me doing this and that, kalau tak memang jgn harap blog ini ber'update'. Ini pun update sementara menunggu solat Maghrib di ofis before me and Kak Imah bergerak balik untuk mencari Birthday card for our GM sbb esok birthday dia. Tgk trend sekarang ni, blog Ika and Hany dah senyap memanjang, blog Mudin kekadang ber'update', blog Ummu Amiir, Aida n Aini mmg selalu update, my blog? Hehe..sama kes macam Hany and Ika, kalau ada peluang jek baru leh update, sbbnya tuntutan masa yang tidak mengizinkan. Kalau lama senyap tu especially for the next becoming 3 weeks ni, harap faham2 jerlah yer, mmg jangkanya time tu akan hectic sgt2. Tak campur dgn my studies lagi yang every week jenis nk kena prepare presentation. Sabar iena sabar, kejap jek lagi..kuatkan semangat. Sampai akhir tahun ni jek..pastu dah boleh release sket insya Allah.
My younger sister yg dpt offer ke Denmark has turned down the offer sbb Denmark tak ready nak terima student PhD, so they advise her to take double Master. She did not agree, so recently she opted for USM which has offer the same chance to further study in PhD. Alhamdulillah USM called informing her that she's qualified for the application and will be sent to Penn State Univ, US immediately, unfortunately my sis belum dpt keputusan Senat for her Master thesis. USM asked her whether she's willing to scrap off her current Master project and make a new Master project under USM, which means she'll be turning down all her hardworks within these 2 years. She asked for a defer for the offer and had discussed the matter with me and Ayah. Straight away we adviced her to request for a defer to that offer and continue her current Master in which insya Allah will be fully completed in this becoming August. Huish, takde keje ler for me nak buang projek yang dah berjalan 2 tahun semata2 nak pi US, surprisingly my younger sis kata ada colleuege dia di UM yg buang project Master yg dah separuh jalan. I said to her, dun scrap off her project after all these while dia penat2 buat sampling, kaji itu ini, bawak bersabar for another 4 months, and then she can proceed with her PhD. Dah ler nak buat project dia skang ni, ada org IWK mati accident jatuh dlm kolam waktu nak ambil sample air for her, kang sia2 jer org tu mati hehe. Kalau scrap off, it means she will be wasting her time to re-do the Master project, plus the topic will be determined by USM, not by her, nanti tajuk ntah apa2 nanti, susah jek. Kesian jek nanti kat her current supervisor skang ni yg she claimed is a very very nice person. Lagipun USM has promised to KIV her place as they need badly someone who will undertake any biology project as what my younger is doing now, they are willing to reserve her place indeed. So i asked her to wait patiently, kalau ada rezeki utk study abroad, akan terbang jugak dia nanti. Kalau takde, insya Allah Allah ada perancangan lain. But i'm very happy ler for her, eventho we has promised to each other to continue PhD together in UK after completing our Master.
I still remember when i was preparing myself to go for an interview to further study for master in UK last 2 years, dengan suara sebaknya she asked me to postpone my intention to further study in UK. It is uncommon to listen she speaks like the way she did on that time, she's like swallowing her own sadness while talking to me. She made a promise that she will be going with me to UK once we has complete our Master together. As a sister, especially tak pernah dgr suara dia begitu sebak minta postpone, mmg tak sampai hati nk pentingkan diri sendiri. I cried ler actually after that becoz terpaksa let go impian nak pergi and continue Master in UIA. Time tu belum hantar application pun lagi ke UIA sbb mmg hati giler2 nk pergi UK time tu. Even my mum pun support for me to further study in UK during that time, tapi takpelah, belum sampai rezeki lagi kot :). Kalau Allah izinkan, insya Allah akan sampai juga, betul tak? :)
Oklah ek, nak pegi solat dulu pastu nak cari kad birthday GM. Kalau this year tak dpt MAPS 5, siap aa GM kekeke (cheaa..lain dah niat beli kad ni hehe)