Find my own way back

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Terasa sudah betapa jahatnya saya sekarang ini.

Astaghfirullah.

Apa telah jadi dengan diri saya sekarang ini? What had happened to me within these 2 3 months?

I've been busy with works and studies. But is that all i care about in life?

Ya Allah, what had happened to me actually?

I feel like want to cry now actually. Feel sad. What type of person i had become recently?

Zurina, go back and find your true self.

This is not some kind of life or type of person you want actually.

Find your true self back, before it's too late.

Ya Allah, forgive me for all sins that i have committed before. Praise to You my Lord for giving me chance to reflect back who am i, and guide me to know what type of person i should become.

Betapa manusia itu lemah dan mudah hanyut dalam kehidupan. Saya hampir terlupa masih ada satu lagi kehidupan selepas mati.

Friends, if ever you see me do something that i shouldn't do, tegurlah saya. Agak2 saya sudah sedikit hanyut, tegurlah saya. Teguran antum amat bernilai sebenarnya.

Wassalam.