Tuesday, May 24, 2005

CoLLaPsE

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Sorry guys, it was funny for someone yang promote event giler2, and at the end she was the one yang tak attend the promoted event.

Hehe.

It was unexpected. I really had planned myself to go to Xpressi Nisa' 2005, but rezeki saya tiada di sana.

Why?

Saya collapse pada pagi Isnin selepas 2 malam sebelumnya saya menyiapkan 2 project hingga ke santak pagi yang menyebabkan saya migraine sepanjang hari Sabtu. And my life schedule was totally screwed up during last weekends sebab nak completekan these 2 assignments.

Being a perfectionist (again!) and jenis yang tak suka hantar assignment and project ala kadar, menyebabkan saya sanggup tak tidur untuk furnishkan mana-mana data yang saya rasa tak lengkap selepas compilation made by one of my group members. Saya rasa tak puas hati dgn group assignment saya sebab saya rasa kalau saya yang jadi lecturer yang tanda paper kami tu, saya sendiri tak sanggup nak bagi A sbb the expectation was not met there, seriously. Macam paper waktu degree dulu, rasanya kalau degree dulu lagi bagus kot dari yang mine ni. So i updated parts that i think is crucial, and updated the presentation slide as well.

My topic is Gold Dinar, and this topic had taught me lots of how our monetary system is working today. What is the role of IMF, WTO and World Bank. This topic is so huge because you need to dig out the history of gold usage for trade currency since zaman before Rasulullah (and ada hadith ttg penggunaan emas, dirham dan gandum sbg bahan tukaran) until what is happening to US dollar depreciation today. What are the impacts etc.

However, looking at my other classmates' assignments, lagi membuat hati saya takut sbb mereka banyak deals dgn beta and rho market, KLCI and KLBOR (saya tak ingat apa benda 2 item ni, but something related to share market), ada yang buat perbandingan insurans conventional and Islam and investment portfolios comparison, and i really cannot take those topics as my assignment coz i totally blank about those things!

Finance, this subject is interesting, but i'm not expert in it. I couldn't think about the share market rite now, what will happened to the other side of the world when US dollar depreciates/appreciates, man, this is just not my field.And furthermore, to study the votality of the market etc etc. Aiyaa..I really blank about all these, seriously. Alhamdulillah, i am stick with my decision to take Strategic Management as my specialization.

Dun carelah what other people used to think and say this to me "Rugi tau Iena tak ambil Finance sbb you dah ada background Accounting". Yeah rite, i wish i'm good in contemplating those formulas, manipulate them and use them for my own purposes.

But the reality is that i'm not doing Finance eventhough i'm in Finance Group rite now. Therefore the probability that whatever things i'll learn for several becoming semesters if i take Finance as my specialization might become thrash if i dun put effort to jump into a 'real' Finance division.

I'm not good in calculations, i have to admit it. Hence, i shall strive to do something that has become my strength all this while, which is management.

I think i'm more comfortable with Strategic Management as compared to Finance, let alone Islamic Banking (if i'm working in bank instead of TM rite now, i'll be taking this specialization rasanya) and General Management. Hehe.

During my Gold Dinar presentation, i proposed the OIC to be replaced with an Islamic Union to match with European Union where they use Euro dollar as their trading currency. I proposed we have our own Commonwealth as well. My lecturer smile sampai ke pipi biler dgr idea ni.

In theory mmg mcm best boleh form another body for Muslim, but in practical it is quite hard. Negara-Negara Arab and Mesir had their sovereignties in the US hand, therefore not so much that we can do about it. My lecturer said they won't listen to this idea. But who cares rite, as long as we had proposed. At least we had thought about it. And at least we had produced a paper about this idea.

:)

Alrite guys, sorry again for i had dissapointed you guys for not coming to the program yesterday (especially Ainul sbb dia SMS to me tanya mana kakak model dia sorang nih hehe). But it wasn't my initial plan actually. My body had just collapsed,i think my body had qadha' the sleep that i did not take very well for the 2 nights before, and on the bed i lied for several hours until 12 p.m before i woke up and made some lunch for my sister yang nak balik asrama. Really tired and exhausted.

And yup, i went to Soosan's wedding held in Palace of The Golden Horses last Sunday with Farra and Deman. Jumpa Yaya my roommate di pre-U dulu, giler rindu ngan dia. Pastu jumpa Zura and sempat wish birthday in advance pada dia kot kot terlupa (her birthday sama date dgn me, tu yg boleh ingat tu), pastu teka saya jumpa siapa lagi?

Bakal pengantin pada 29 May ini....

Abg Amir and Kak Aza!!!

Wawawa, dedua pakai baju warna sedondon, kaler hijau pucuk pisang. Jenuh aa dua org ni kena sakat dek pakai baju warna sama. Takpe, next week these 2 guys akan pakai baju warna yang sama gak sekali lagi (baju pengantin) hehe :P

Last but not least, i had promised to Fahmee Gorgom that i will promote his mineral water in my blog. He is starting his own small business and now he is selling mineral water. So sesaper yang nak order, please don't hesitate to call him at 03-55186478 k.

Alrite guys, ma'assalamah.

Mungkin tiada update lagi selepas ini sebab perlu concentrate on my final exam this becoming Saturday and next week.

Pray for my success k.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

6 comments:

yasser said...

Assalamualaikum,
Sian dia..Jgn la tension2 sgt..

IeNa said...

Alaykumussalam wbt,

Syukran for your concern yasser :)
insya Allah ok lagi ni :)

sakinah said...

alhamdulillah...supaya lebih tabah dan lebih kuat di masa akan datang...namun bisikan negatif itu sebnarnya dtg dr syaitan yg direjam...yg betul2 nak tengok iman dan aqidah adeq iena collapse...teruskan dlm keadaan letih ataupun kuat...kami semua mendoakan iena berjaya dunia akhirat....amien...(huhuhu frust jgk sbb dok tunggu report iena pasal expressi nisa'..hehehe)
love
akak

IeNa said...

Thank you akak!! :D

hehe, no report can be tabled out here since iena absent, nanti iena try update from geng2 iena yang pegi, insya Allah :)

Anonymous said...

Insyaallah enti akan jadi daeiah unggul pada satu hari nanti,Lecturer yang bijaksana.Semarakkan langkahmu ke arah itu.

Ahmad Dhuat

IeNa said...

Barakallah Ahmad 'ala du'ka, moga-moga mnjadilah doa anta :)