Subhanallah, kita masih berpeluang bertemu di sini sambil menghirup udara yang tak berapa segar (sbb jerebu), but we still have chance to live, to stay with our beloved ones, and ultimately to be grateful and still have chance to repent ourselves to get rahmah wa maghfirah from our ultimate love in life, which is Allah swt.
Life is short, so short that i am afraid i could not fulfill my tasks as a good daughter,sister,friend,colluege,subordinate, boss or just simply an ordinary person that should perform better in every aspect of my life.
I had so much weaknesses in me, and i admit that, and i know you guys also have your own. But let's not forget that there is still time for us to always reflect ourselves (muhasabah) and work for improvement, as life itself is a school that teach us a lot about life survival, dream fulfillments, goal achievements and ect. Along the journey, we had faced so many things that had passed thru our path, and had built and developed ourselves to become better, if it's not wiser.
If we really2 look deep into ourselves, starting from when we were babies, until the breath that we are taking now, there were so many things that could make you laugh for some 'immature' actions that we had taken during our life, and some were so sad and stressful that had made us become stronger from time to time.
Masya Allah, we had been given opportunity to have all this in life, and the most important thing is that, we had been selected to be in islam and iman since we were born (alhamdulillah), and i believe most of us had kept some jealousy towards those reverts (from other religions reverted to Islam) as Allah had clearly show them His way, had bestow them with His rahmah, how lucky they are! Just how lucky!
We are also lucky, provided we are holding steadfastly to Allah. Be a good muslim and mukmin, and always pray for our safety now and hereafter.
Walk together beside me my dear friends, for i am so weak and vulnerable to commit sins. Hold my hands tight, as i am not strong to face this world alone without strength by Allah and concern from you guys. Let's face this journey towards Allah in jama'ie in order to instill strengths among ourselves.
Don't forget about our brothers and sisters in other countries that are facing so many tribulations in life. They are tested with wars and bloodsheds, perhaps to measure their patience and kifaraah, whereas we are tested with harmony and wealth, to see whether we are grateful or not.
Alhamdulillah for i still had a chance to write like this as for quite sometimes i had no idea what to write.
Berkat hari Jumaat kot :)