Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Stay The Same

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Sdg tekun membaca majalah Anis, kemudian berehat sebentar di kerusi dengan berteleku kedua kaki di atas kerusi, dirapatkan ke dada.

Tiba-tiba kedengaran MP3 di PC, lagu Stay The Same. Terimbas kenangan ketika menjadi OC di Melaka tahun 1999 dahulu, lagu ini lagu penutup majlis penutupan minggu orientasi tahun tersebut.

Stay The Same
Don't you ever wish (*chorus)
you were someone else
you were meant to be
the way you are exactly

don't you ever say
you don't like
the way you are
when you learn to love yourself
you better off by far

and i hope you always
stay the same
coz there's nothing 'bout you
i would change

i think that
you could be
whatever you wanted to be
if you could realize
all the dreams you
have inside

don't be afraid
if you've got something to say
just open up your heart
and let it show you the way

*Chorus*

Believe in yourself
reach down inside
the love you find
will set you free

Believe in yourself
you will come alive
have faith in what you do
you'll make it thru

*Chorus*

And i hope you always
stay the same

coz there's nothing 'bout you
i would change...



I do hope everything will stay the same as before, but that is impossible. Things keep changing, so do humans. I do miss my pre-U life, i really think that my pre-U life was the most easiest episode in my life, seriously.

Actually before dengar lagu ni, i was kinda susah hati. Tak tau naper, but one whole day i feel everything went as not what i had expected, perhaps due to my tension since this morning as Mak Teh lambat keluar rumah lagi menyebabkan i was late again coming to my office about 10 minutes. Hmm..lain kali jangan marah-marah di awal pagi. Nanti sepanjang hari semuanya jadi tak kena :)

The song, alhamdulillah melegakan sedikit hati. Apa pun kita tidak boleh menyesal dan tidak berpuas hati dgn diri kita. Dgn siapa kita tak berpuas hati sebenarnya, dgn diri kita atau dgn Allah yang menciptakan diri ini? Na'uzubillahi min zalika, semoga semuanya dipermudahkan urusan, di dunia dan di akhirat.

Ok, sebenarnya tadi takde mood nak belajar Arabic, esok dahlah peksa. Skang ni mood dah ok balik, kali ni, terpaksa men'chaiyo' kan diri as sebenarnya tak sentuh apa lagi ni sbb concentrate dgn exam MBA Ahad lepas.

Permudahkan segalanya Ya Allah, kerana Engkau yang Berkuasa memberikan ilmu, menyimpannya di dalam hati-hati kami. Ameen.

Chaiyyo!!


2 comments:

ieka said...

I remembered a friend of mine dedicated this song on one of my younger-age birthday.. ALthough at one time we did have some quarrel and i even one time thought that i was a bad little girl (i knew her since in stad. 6 in which that is the age teenagers are looking for their identity), al-Hamdulillah the friendship went thru for so many years and still until now.

Siti, go go go.. gudluck for ur exam. Lps ni ajarler plak aku study arabic so that we can sparing each other keh;)

IeNa said...

Boleh boleh..aku leh ajar, Kak Iqin pun laaaagggiiiiii boleh ajar, tul tak Kak Iqin? Hehe ;)

Dari minta student Arab UIA yang ajar, baik suh grad dr Sudan terus, lagi better kot :)