Business Ethics

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Baru jek habis buat assignment..tomorrow and day after tomorrow i'll be busy with management meeting...penatnyeeee :(

I met Faisal Tehrani waktu nk masuk masjid last Saturday for maghrib prayer, terkejut kejap. Geng Nisa and Hany dah jumpa, me never meet him personally. Sempoi giler mamat ni, jln ngan backpack dia. Ada org tanya, tak ambil autograph dia ker? Huhu..i like to read his stories jek, bukannya minat dia..tapi ada sorang tu kan..siap pi carikan segala details about him for me..rasa2nya mcm diaaaa jek yg minat Faisal Tehrani tu instead of me heheheh.

Sebenarnya semester ni byk benda nk kongsi ngan sumer especially subjects Business Ethics and Organizational Change and Development (OCD). OCD ni sure Jenal suka nyer sbb dia mmg buat keje ni, so bolehlaa nk considered dia as an OD practitioner. Tapi subject OCD ni tak baper interesting as compared to Business Ethics.

My lecturer for Business Ethics is an ustaz, teaching at Kuliyyah Economics rasa2nya, tak pun kat Ilmu Wahyu kat UIA, but teaching us Business Ethics coz he is from Accounting background before pursuing to aliran agama. Best ler ustaz ni..tak leh nk citer panjang skang ni coz tgh byk keje, i'll let you know apa yg kami perbincangkan dlm kelas kalau ada kelapangan insya Allah. A very interesting subject and mengajak kita berfikir and to realize the reality of how corrupt Malaysia is rite now huhu.

Ok, salam sayang to all..need to log off.

Later k, assalamualaikum.

Hany dah bersalin

Assalamualaikum..

Just nk bagitau yg Hany dah selamat melahirkan seorang puteri di Subang Jaya Medical Centre pada 12.39 pagi, 21 Ogos 2006 bersamaan hari Israk Mikraj. Nama anaknya belum diputuskan lagi sehingga semalam hehe.

Wassalam.

P/S; Tak sempat nk tulis panjang2 sbb semalam cuti, esok ada meeting strategy + BP Group 2007, everything nk kena prepare by today.

The 3 musketeers of HB3 B3003 are back!!

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Hehe, tgh rasa seronok skang ni.

Last nite it was really a blessing to me as i had the chance to be with my dear ex-roommates aka bestfriends, Ika and Siha!!

Yeayy..Siha dah pindah KL...and now its time for us to hungga hungga (ada ker istilah ni? hentam jer aa hehe)..bleh nk berhuha mcm dulu...the three musketeers of HB3 B3003 are back!! yeayyy!!! Heheh..saiko saiko. HB3 B3003 ni actually adalah no bilik hostel MMU kami dulu, Block HB3, Wing B, Level 3 and Room No 003.

Jie, Farah Wahidah and Hany pun bestfriends gak..cuma derang lain bilik jek..tp derang suka lepak gak bilik kitorang..ditakdirkan kami semua satu floor waktu kat hostel MMU dulu hehe. Giler dgn Meteor Garden time tu...sanggup buat marathon tgk citer ni yg kitorang download dr server MMU non-stop walaupun time tu musim exam...experience makan satu dulang and memasak pakai rice cooker kat hostel dulu..hehe..best best.

Semalam Ika call kata she's with someone, tak teringat langsung yg she's with Siha waktu dia ajak kami jumpa...rupanya Siha..haiyaa..rasa mcm nak melompat pun ada.

Siha dah pindah Menara skang ni..bagus ler..dia kat menara with Jie, Ayu and Farah Wahidah, Ika kat Cygal, and i'm still here in Bukit Mahkamah..tak taulaa biler nk pindah..boss besar kitorang takde hint2 pun suh pindah menara..hmm.

Next Fraud MCM Meeting our big and handsome boss suh buat kat Bukit Mahkamah, siap pesan suh kitorang order ayam kampung. Biar bebetul GCFO aku nih..nk makan ayam kampung. Tapi mcm best gaklaa buat meeting kat sini, bleh tunjuk kat my colluege insan2 yg selalu dtg meeting MCM Fraud, top mgmt ni nampak jek mcm serius, tapi kalau dlm meeting bleh tahan lawak gaklaa, especially CEO Payphone and GM Finance Wholesale (yeah i know sumer org kata dia garang, dia mmg garang tapi kekadang statement dia mmg lawak giler hehe).

My younger brother Ili baru convo in Physics last weekend, i did not attend pun sbb ada exam di UIA (hehe Rollie, amacam exam? ;), but we had celebrated his convocation together as a family pada belah malamnya (sorry ler Ika, terpaksa kensel our plan to hang out together that night)...next month in early September, my second younger bro pulak yg akan convo di UUM in Accountancy, and most probably i also cannot come to his convo due to my classes. Tp tgk gak ler..kalau takde presentation, pergi kot, not sure yet. Kalau me takde, Ika my younger sis will be there, ok kot.

Congrats to Fahmee yg also akan convo for his Master in UUM next month, bestnya org yg dah habis study ni ek :P

My younger sister and me will be having our convocation by next year insya Allah, together with Rollie jugak, Aini lambat sket sbb dia baru masuk UIA, but the time will come for jugak Aini, bawak bersabar ek hehe. Siha akan convo next year jugak di Sintok. Ika had asked me to review her master thesis, pening kepala nk memahamkan istilah sains derang ni..yerlah..suh budak accounting review thesis sains..tak ke pening? Tapi oklah, dia dah siap dah pun...cuma tak viva lagi..sbb tu tak sempat nk convo this year. She told me that UM also offered her to lecture in UM kalau tak nak commit dgn USM yg nak hantar dia pi oversea..personally i would prefer her to be in KL rather than spending 7 years bonding in USM, Penang. Cukup2laa my siblings berterabur kat Semenanjung Malaysia waktu derang buat Matrikulasi and degree dulu, sorang kat Penang, sorang kat Kedah, sorang kat Cyber, sorang kat Bangi. Yang my third last akan merantau ke Perak. Senang hati kalau sumernya berkumpul kat KL, kat depan mata.

My future plan after habis master? hmm.. tak sure lagi..nak apply for doctorate? hmm...kalau boleh nk ada doctorate before 30, and i want to do my doctorate in UK..kalau ada rezeki adalah insya Allah..tak pk habis lagi sbb my master pun belum habis lagi. Hehe..Zurina dah berangan hehe..tak kisahlah buat doctorate tu biler..i dunno yet, mungkin ada plan lain yg tiba2 show up, so habiskan satu2 dulu :)

Before end, nk congratulate Kak Faza (org kuat Nisa') yg akan waleemah pada 18 August ni..dpt tau pun drpd blog Ahmad (Dhuat)..kalau tak mmg ler tak tau..skang ni jarang buka e mail Yahoo sket :)

Congrats ek akak, tapi as iena dah bagitau akak semalam, sukar sket nak hadir waleemah di Kelantan dan Pahang sbb ada kelas..tapi iena doakan akak berbahagia dunia akhirat dan melahirkan zuriat pejuang agama, penyambung generasi Islam yang akan mengangkat martabat dan izzah Islam satu hari nanti. Takpe, Kak Mas pergi waleemah akak,kan nanti, iena lantik Kak Mas jadi proxy hehehe :D

Esok hari last Hany bekerja kat ofis sbb dah nk due bersalin for her second child,,rindu aa kat Hany 2 bulan nih nampak gayanya..apa pun didoakan semuanya selamat ek Hany..pasni leh minta Jenal (note: nama sebenar dia Zainal) open table for 2 good news!! Satu sbb nk dpt baby baru...lagi satu sbb..hehe..dia and kami2 yg dekat shj yg tau hoho (apa ek agak2.. APA?? Jenal nak kahwin lagi satu? hehe..takdelah..memain jek..mau kena hempuk ngan Hany kalau Jenal nk kahwin lain time2 dia tgh sarat pregnant ni hehe)Sorry aa Tokcik..memain jek..ex-secretary minta ampun kekeke.

Oklah ek..jumpa lagi insya Allah...aaa..happynya hari ni :D


P/S: Mari belajar satu doa baru:

Doa Kepada Luahan Cinta Kerana Allah

Semoga Allah mencintaimu kerana Engkau mencintaiku keranaNya.

Hoho, terjumpa doa ni time Kak Imah (PA GM) minta carikan dia doa lepas solat this morning..hehe..Ika suka ckp statement ni to me dulu.."Siti, aku mencintai/sayang kau kerana Allah"..time tu konfius apsal ler Ika suka ckp ayat tu..tapi senyum jeklaa and reply balik the same...chewah. Ok, to Ika and also to all my friends,kenalan, Kak Yumni,Kak Mas, geng2 Nisa', geng2 MBA, para bloggers dan adik2 yg saya mungkin kenal secara virtual dan saudara sesama Islam seluruhnya..saya doakan doa ini pada antum semua :)

Moga Allah mencintai kalian :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Appreciation of life

Assalamualaikum wbt,


Time flies very fast.

I could not catch them, nor i can't hold them.

To recall everything that had passed your life, since you were little until who you are now, it feels truly amazing.

I look mine with some mixtures of feelings and thoughts inside of my head and my heart.

I love all people that has been with me all these while in my life, as i know without them i won't learn a thing called love.

I enjoy every single thing that makes me smile and laugh, as those moments are some kind of bliss to my dear life.

I appreciate all those bitter and sad experiences as i know without them i won't be strong enough to face some difficult stages in this long journey.

Appreciation of life..these words mean so deep to me, as i look at myself and try to be so grateful for all what i have, and i have not, for now and then.

And I would like to smile everyday, if possible.

As smile is a precious gift to people.

When your heart is smiling, you also will smile, not only to people, but also to this world.

And i hope one day i can still be smiling,to myself and to this world whenever i'm looking at my past, reflecting what i've done and have not.

May Allah grant me and all of us with happiness, rahmah and serenity in this journey of life. Insya Allah.

:)

Wassalam

:)

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Maaf di atas tiada update for quite sometime, getting bz with my division Business Plan preparation for 2007.

Alhamdulillah tadi dpt result quiz, oklah despite i was having fever waktu ambil quiz tu. Rasa mcm tak nak jek ambil, and pastu masuk kelas lewat 20 minit sbb traffic jam. Mmg kelam kabut giler menjawab. Alhamdulillah oklah, minggu depan ada mid term pulak, nak kena cover for 8 chapters, tak taulah sempat menghafal ker tak. Waktu ambil quiz ari tuh, mmg selamba badak last minute study, pagi study, petang tu quiz. Kali ni tak leh buat camtuh sbb nk cover 8 chapter,nampak gaya setiap hari dlm next week ni kena khatamkan satu chapter, kalau tak mmg tak sempat nk habis.

Semalam present direction BP 2007 kat GM and all managers,with the key strategic objectives and stuff, alhamdulillah dpt pujian...cheaa..takdelah gempak sgt, cuma apply apa yg belajar kat MBA..buat industry analysis, tgk market outlook, seminggu balik lewat cari info kat internet before come out dgn basic strategies. This becoming Wednesday akan ada satu lagi session to refine the strategies that i had come out. Actually all managers kat FMD byk membantu, they contribute ideas to me, without them, ntah haper2 jer strategy yg akan dibuat. Tulah pentingnya teamwork, you dun work alone. When you have teamwork, you get more inputs, you get quality response and stuff. And when you succeed, the joy will be shared together, no backstabbing, dissastisfaction whatsoever.

:)

Yati, it was a very nice session with you, Naja, Kak Ika and Riz (our friends kat MMU dulu sekejap lepas tu dia fly ke France)last week, next time kita jumpa lagi kalau awak balik Semenanjung lagi ek :)

Ok, berundur diri dulu..assalamualaikum :)

I declare war!!

From the Diary of an Almost 4-Year Old
By Hanan Mikhael Ashrawi

Tomorrow the bandages will come off,
I wonder, will I see half an oven? Half an apple?
Half my mother's face with my one remaining eye?
I did not see the bullet
But felt its pain exploding in my head.
his image did not disintegrate.
The soldier with his big gun and steady hands.
And the look in his eyes I could not understand.
I can see him so clearly with my eyes closed,
It could be that inside our heads.

We each have one spare set of eyes
To make up for the ones we lose.
Next month, on my birthday,
I'll have a brand new glass eye
Maybe things will look round and fat at the middle.
I gaze through all my marbles,
They make the world look strange.

I hear a nine-month-old has also lost an eye,
I wonder if my soldier shot her too,
A soldier looking for little girls who look him in the eye.
I'm old enough, almost four,
I've seen enough of life
But she's just a baby
Who didn't know any better.

Dreams

Dreams

Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly.


Hold fast to dreams
For when dreams go
Life is a barren field
Frozen with snow.

by Langston Hughes

Kekuatan

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Semuanya memerlukan kekuatan. Ayat pertama yang terlintas di fikiran saya apabila terkenang kembali SMS yang saya hantar kepada seorang rakan semalam, dan membaca e mail Kak Mas mengenai mesyuarat Nisa' esok.

Dari mana kita mahu dapatkan kekuatan untuk buat apa pun? Pastinya dr Allah Taala.

Pernah seorang sahabat saya bertanya ketika saya masih belajar di MMU dahulu..setiap Subuh pergi ke surau ker? Atau solat dalam bilik?

Saya jawab, kadang-kadang pergi surau, biasanya kat bilik sahaja.

Dia ceritakan pula, bahawa dia pergi ke masjid setiap pagi, walaupun termasuk musim sejuk bersalji.

Saya bertanya, tak sejuk ker berjalan ke masjid setiap pagi di musim salji?

Katanya..."kenalah bermujahadah sedikit, berjuang dengan nafsu..".

Hmm..saya really appreciate apa yang dikatakannya.

Untuk bermujahadah, perlukan kekuatan. Banyak kena latihan amali di samping memohon kepada Allah agar ia diberikan pada kita setiap masa.

Semalam saya teringat pada seorang rakan Cina saya yang saya kenali sejak sekolah rendah lagi. Cuma saya tak pasti samada dia berada di dalam kelas yang sama dengan saya ataupun tidak ketika di sekolah dahulu. Sehabis sekolah rendah, kami tidak pernah berjumpa lagi sehinggalah di MMU ketika menjalani latihan taekwondo di MMU Melaka. Saya tegur dia and asked adakah dia bersekolah di sekolah yang sama dgn saya dahulu walaupun saya tahu dia takkan mengingati saya kerana di sekolah rendah dahulu dia bukan di dalam geng-geng rapat Cina saya. Mmg betul, kami satu sekolah rendah.

Nevermind, yang penting saya kenal dia. And kami sama sama join taekwondo sehingga saya berhenti practice atas kesibukan SRC ketika my second year in MMU. Walaupun dah quit, but we still bertegur sapa everytime kami berjumpa.

Saya tak pernah tahu dia minat untuk mendalami Islam, sehingga ada satu program agama yang kami kendalikan bersama (eventhough he is a Chinese and non-Muslim). We worked together dalam program tersebut. Tujuan program tersebut adalah untuk memperkenalkan serta membetulkan tanggapan salah pada Islam berikutan kes 9/11 yang baru berlaku ketika itu. Saya hanya dapat tahu bahawa dia mempelajari Islam dari salah seorang sahabat saya, dan juga daripada senior kami yang turut sama join taekwondo.

Saya sangat-sangat terkesan dengan rakan Cina saya yang seorang ini kerana dia pernah membuat saya berasa malu dengan diri saya kerana mengabaikan tanggungjawab saya dalam memperkenalkan Islam kepada insan-insan yang saya kenal.

I still remember that on one afternoon, ketika saya sedang tekun study untuk final exam di bilik SRC, he came to me directly and sat in front of me while asking,

"Iena, kenapa kau tak pernah explain abt Islam pada aku?" (kitorang mmg selamba jek kalau bercakap, guna aku kau jek sbb dah satu geng taekwondo). You never send any YM pasal Islam to me, ayat-ayat Quran ker..nasihat ker. Why?". (YM ni adalah singkatan message Yahoo Messenger yang mmg menjadi medium interaksi utama di MMU dahulu).

Terkedu rasanya ketika itu. Ketika otak sedang cuba memahami subject dan menghafal nota, tiba-tiba diserang dengan soalan dasyat sebegitu dari seorang yang sangat2 saya tak sangka. Sangat malu rasanya ditanya sedemikian, betapalah saya terasa saya ini tak menunaikan tanggungjawab saya untuk menerangkan Islam kepada orang-orang yg saya kenal walaupun berpeluang.

I asked him back, "Do you want me to send those messages to you? You mmg nak ker?". He replied, "Yes!".

And then he asked, "Do you know what are the differences between pendakwah Islam and Kristian?". And from that we started discussing on the different approaches of these 2 groups before we ended our conversation and i continued with my revision.

Since that, apa sahaja tazkeerah ataupun forward message mengenai Islam, saya akan hantar pada dia.

Semalam, saya SMS dia, bertanya masih lagikah dia berminat dgn Islam. Ini sudah kali ke-3 saya bertanya pada dia. Kali kedua saya secara direct bertanya pada bulan Ramadhan lepas, "Tak interested nak peluk Islam?". Jawabnya, "That's between me and God", and then he advised me to keep contact with one of my Chinese female friends, yg dahulu mmg also show deep interest on Islam. Ketika di MMU dahulu, this my female Chinese friend pernah berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan.

I said to him, i will. And i did. Once, i asked my female Chinese friend whether she still fasting like what she did in MMU dulu. She replied that she has gastric that hindered her from fasting. Since then, i never ask her again. Now i feel guilty for not contacting her for quite some time.

Yesterday, I politely asked my Chinese friend ni whether he still interested in Islam or not. He replied, he will asked me if he need help and thanked me for asking. He even asked me to perform my Maghrib prayer awal coz it was nearly 7.30 p.m during our conversation through SMS.

Before i ended our conversation, i said to him..."I'll pray semoga Allah beri hidayah Islam dan juga kekuatan for you".

I know some of these people who have deep interest and know already about the beauty of Islam, masih teragak-agak ataupun belum punya kekuatan untuk revert to Islam. Isu mengenai family dan sebagainya biasanya menjadi penghalang. Saya berharap sgt2, one day he will become a Muslim, mengikuti langkah salah seorang senior taekwondo kami who is also his close friend.

And i smiled while was looking to my phone screen, reading his message reply.

Appeared on my screen was...

'Amin'.

Ya Allah, bukakanlah jalan dan berikanlah kekuatan kepadanya untuk mengagungkan agamaMu. Hanya Kau yang sahaja yang mampu memberikan hidayah dan petunjuk kepada sesiapa yang Kau mahukan. Ameen.

Wassalam.

Lovely pics and colours

Saya ingin bersuara ttg sesuatu, tapi tak tahu nak diterjemahkan dalam bentuk kata-kata.

Saya ingin menulis menceritakan rasa hati, tapi tak mampu nak diterjemahkan dengan tulisan.

These lovely pictures and colors reflect what i want in life..

Serenity.

:)

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Not in good condition lately..i feel weak.

Someone had advised me to eat garam(?? :P), and others had advised me to take red meat, jantung or hati ayam, kerang and bayam.

I took vitamins now...my check up with doc this afternoon had confirmed my low blood pressure has stabilised, alhamdulillah.

Jumpa Abg Fariz Hamdi dlm meeting and Kak Sarahani after meeting kat Wisma ..hehe..best betul jumpa derang dua ni. Sorang was my senior in taekwando, sorang lagi adik beradik DCBA. Sempat ler sembang2 kejap.

Pastu jumpa Has with her husband and kid, sembang2 lagi sebelum bertemu Khomar. Really feel like want to cekik Khomar for not telling us that he got married last month. Khomar was my class monitor during pre-U dulu, and i was his assistant. So kalau nak photostate lecture notes for our class dulu, bersama2lah kami menapak ke Bukit Beruang sbb time tu kat MMU takde kedai photostate. Rasa mcm tak puas hati jek mamat nih tak bagitau nk kahwen hehe. But happy also for him, moga dia berbahagia dunia akhirat. I said to him that he doesn't have to worry if in any case he suddenly get heart attack, his wife can take care of him hoho! His wife is working in IJN, but i'm not sure as what :)

Oklah yer..i'm a lil bit tired nowadays..doakan kesihatan saya yer.

Assalamualaikum.

Colors

Kembara

Assalamualaikum and greetings,

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Baru balik dr Sabah n Sarawak, spent 1 week di sana.

Urusan kerja, seperti biasa. Yg best mungkin kali ini kami merempuh ombak tinggi dan makan di dalam boat yang teroleng sana sini kerana ribut di tengah laut, tujuan utk snorkeling di Pulau Manukan tidak kesampaian, hanya sempat di Pulau Sapi yang rasanya tidak pun mencecah 30 minit kerana tiba2 ribut dtg melanda. Takpelah, pengalaman..belum pernah lagi merasa ditimpa hujan dan ombak tinggi di lautan..kali ni sudah merasa. Luckily kami sudah menelan pil mabuk laut sebelum bertolak untuk snorkeling, kalau tidak mmg horror jugak rasanya dengan bot yang bergoyang sana sini.

Yang lain, mungkin kenyang makan seafood..sampai dah tak larat nk makan udang..alhamdulillah murah rezeki di sana kerana berkesempatan dinner dgn PDRM Sabah dan Sarawak.

Saya baru dpt result exam hari ni..i think this is the worst result i ever had sepanjang saya buat Master ni..alhamdulillah lepaslah 3 pointer tu..tapi still tak puas hati sbb ada satu subject ni mmg target paling kureng pun A-...ended up dpt lower than that..mmg strict betul ler lecturer yg ajar kami Mgmt Control sem lepas...my carry mark is among the highest in the class..mmg tak expect dpt result mcm tu. Apa ler dosa yg saya dh buat sem lepas ni..astaghfirullah. Tapi mmg dah tau awal2 lecturer sorang ni mmg strict..waktu buat final paper tu mmg confident giler at least boleh score A- kalau pun tak dpt A...takde rezeki..rasa down sket skang ni...next sem nak kena men'chaiyyo'kan diri..nak tak nak kena score at least A- for both subjects so that my CGPA tak jatuh..nk pk pasal thesis lagi...haiyaaaa.

Thesis...tajuk pun tak pk lagi..memula ingat nk buat under this lecturer..tapi rasanya terpaksa kensel sbb rasanya expectation dia tinggi. I'm thinking doing something in Economics..tapi my specialization is in Strategic Mgmt...camner nk kaitkan Econs dgn Strategic Mgmt ni..hmm..think Zurina..think!

Oklah ek..tgh rasa tak best skang ni..buat anyway a lil bit happy for my two fav teams are in the World Cup Semi Finals..France and Germany...i didn't know what happened to Brazil..but i don't favour them much actually. I hope these 2 teams will be in the final round nanti...and I hope France will win, eventho Germany also has equal chance to win..both are strong.

Went to Husna's wedding last week, happy to see her smile..all my geng turun padang except for Paie and Azie..sorang ada urusan so dtg waktu nikah jek..Azie plak kat UK skang ni. Happy sbb dpt jumpa Siha, Ayu and Jie. Aida jumpa di masjid, Aini jumpa time kami dah nak balik. Best sbb dpt jumpa sumer housemates ketika kami di Taman Dahlia, Melaka dahulu :)

Ainul ada prob dgn hempedu dia skang ni..syafallaha...mungkin next 3 or 4 weeks dia kena operate balik. Iznan, dun worry too much, insya Allah Allah pelihara your wife and baby :)

Ingin berundur diri dahulu..jumpa lagi insya Allah.


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Kiranya ketentuan itu sudah tiba,
Maka perlukah berpaling dan bertanya
Apakah yang tidak kena?

Renung dalam-dalam
Seisi hati
Bertanya lagi
Apakah sudah cukup kenal diri
Sebelum melangkah setapak lagi

Berpaling
Berpusing
Dek aturan masa
Ada tika
Cahaya kelam
Panduan hilang

Harus
Kata diri
Mencari jalan pulang

Pencarian sinar itu
Pernah terhenti
Perlu disambung kembali
Perlu dijejaki lagi

Moga ada cahaya
Moga ada makna
Untuk si pengembara
Menghabiskan rentasannya
Dalam kembara
menemui
Khaliknya.


Iena.

An update before missing in action again :D

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Rindukan saya? Hehe.

Asifah for keeping you all waiting for my update, seriously, my hands were tight within these 2 weeks :)

I'll be going to Sabah and Sarawak for one week starting from next Monday, hence there are so many things to be prepared for myself and also GM. Mcm biasa kena prepare his slide presentation and also mine as i will be promoting my call centre to the respective parties in Sabah and Sarawak nanti.

For past one week also, we were busy preparing for ISO...hampir nk throw up buat documentation, forms and process flow. Nasib baik i become the process owner for 3 processes jek, kalau tak lagi berserabut dibuatnya :)

Apa nk citer ek?

Oh ya, congrats to my adik2, Mudin and Walida, same goes to Ainul and Iznan for their newly born babies. Baby Ainul tak sempat nak visit, sempat visit ummi dan abinya shj (agak2 saper ek yg makan orange yg dibawa waktu lawat Ainul tu ek Iznan? Hehe :P). Mudin dan Walida pun tak berkesempatan lagi nk ziarah. Biler ler nk pergi melawat ni..hmm, ada rezeki nanti akak lawat you guys yer (Ika..nak tak?)

Husna, one of my close friends akan berkahwin Ahad ni..happy for her :) Dramatik betul kisah Husna ni, tapi tak perlu diceritakan di sini, wish her happy dunia dan akhirat :)

Last Monday after ISO Documentation workshop at MMC, dengan kepala migraine went to meet Ika...hoho..jumpa Ika mcm umpama rahmat...rasa mcm lama giler tak jumpa my bestfriend sorang ni. Biasanya kalau jumpa Ika, dia yg byk bercerita, me suka mendengar jek. Tgk Ika bercerita dgn penuh semangat and ceria, terus hilang migraine. Best sgt dpt jumpa dia..terasa mcm berkurun tak jumpa. Kitorang siap tgk match World Cup lagi kat KL Sentral hehe..nasib baik Ika nk kejar bas, kalau tak lagi lama kami lepak tgk World Cup.

Aida and Hany pun sama, nama jek kami keje satu building, tp nk berjumpa mmg ler boleh diumpamakan as impossible sekarang ni. Tadi jumpa Hany, meanwhile jumpa Aida waktu dia deliver kad kahwin Husna. Kesian betul dgn diri skang ni, geng2 sendiri pun tak sempat nk jumpa and chit chat. Jie, Ayu and Farah lagi ler, kat Menara..takpe..i know you guys baca my blog..miss you all actually. Sihaaaaa...daku rindu padamu..mehlaa turun KL plak..rindu aa :D

Aini? Ok kot...sbbnya kekadang terserempak ngan dia kat UIA..latest jumpa dia waktu me tgh menghafal nota before masuk exam 3 minggu lepas. Aini kata dia dah khatamkan buku and dah rasa nk muntah baca buku..huh..power tuh..me takde ler plak pernah baca buku sampai rasa nk muntah. Pasni kalau ko dapat 4 flat Aini, open table keh :P

World Cup skang ni...hmm..kekadang me ikut jugak walaupun bukan hantu bola. My favourite team? I like France actually sbb ada Zidane and Thierry Henry..tapi France tak kuat plak skang ni. Second team..German walaupun tak kenal sesaper dlm team tu. Tapi rasanya Brazil yg menang World Cup..ntah aa..tak kisah pun saper yg menang actually, bukannya kita yg dpt trophy tu pun nanti hehe.

My favourite player?

Guess who?


Steven Gerrard from England!!

Dia cute hehehe. Lagi cute dr Owen and Beckham..tgk match England vs Sweden..mmg jatuh chenta ngan Steven sbb dia berjaya menggagalkan satu cubaan gol Sweden, pastu dia sendiri jaringkan gol after that. Best best hehe :D



Dah dah, Zurina dah melalut ke World Cup plak..takpe ek..sesekali :)

Oklah yer..nak siapkan slide presentation FCRC plak..ada sket lagi nk siapkan..kita jumpa on 3rd July insya Allah after me balik dr Sabah n Sarawak :)

Do miss me k ;)

Love ya all, wassalam.

:)

Pertemuan yang semakin hampir pada 06.06.06

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Subhanallah walhamdulillah, saya masih mampu menghirup udara pagi hari ini, masih mampu sujud dan berdoa dengan penuh aman, dan masih mampu menikmati hidangan yang enak dan lazat. Seribu syukur di atas nikmat Allah yang dikurniakan.

Pada hari ini saya merenung di sebalik keunikan 06.06.06 yang menjadi satu lagi milestone dalam hidup saya. Peningkatan usia yang turut membawa maksud bahawa pertemuan saya dengan Dia sudah hampir.

Bersediakah saya?

Sesungguhnya sungguh banyak nikmat yang telah Allah limpahkan ke atas diri saya, dan pada antum semua. Saya pernah terfikir, sekiranya saya dilahirkan sebagai Non-Muslim, tidak ketahuan akan dikurniakan hidayah Islam atau tidak nanti. Sekiranya saya dilahirkan bukan di bumi Malaysia tetapi di bumi Afrika yang kering kontang, kekurangan makanan dan pendidikan, bagaimanakah nasib saya nanti.

Sesungguhnya..tak terkira nikmat Allah pada kita. Dari sekecil2 zarah sehingga infinity (syurga itu kekal).. we really really have to be grateful and submit ourselves totally to Him, dun we? :)

Doakan saya berjaya dan berbahagia dunia akhirat, sentiasa dilindungi Allah sentiasa.

Terima kasih pada sahabat2 yang mengirim greeting card dan ucapan selamat. Barakallahu fiikum :)

Wassalam.

Exam and birthday

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Subhanallah walhamdulillah, already sat my Advance Strategic Mgmt paper on last Saturday. Remember that i've mentioned that i will be on 2 days leave to study in UIA, yeah, it did not happened as it supposed to.

I supposed to take leave on last Thursday and Friday, tapi lain pulak yg jadi. I came to office on Thursday with intention to finalize the budget review for second quarter and HR structure to be submitted to Group Finance on Thursday afternoon before bergerak ke UIA. I managed to submit them, but suddenly GM requested me to prepare his presentation slide for customer awareness program this week in Terengganu and Kelantan, which initially was assigned to one of managers but he could not deliver the way my GM was expecting, last last terpaksalah buat sbb GM nk review on Friday. Allah, nk buat slide presentation bukannya boleh buat main hentam keromo jek, nk kena review performance for Terengganu and Kelantan, lepas tu analyse issue, pastu nk kena buat graph...aiyyaa..byk kejenya. Jumaat pagi dtg ke ofis and submit slide presentation to GM, and discuss a lil bit pasal CAPEX review dgn project manager. Pkl 3.30 ptg baru dpt mengadap buku dgn tenangnya.

Actually i was requested to join customer awareness program kat Terengganu and Kelantan as well, but managed to escape and pass the task to Kak Marina to back me up coz i have exams. Bukannya tak boleh nk pergi, tapi pengalaman demam teruk kat Penang waktu buat program 2 tahun lepas sbb stress nk prepare for presentation and exam pada masa yang sama menyebabkan kena pk 20 kali before decide nk pergi ker tak nak. Waktu kat Penang dulu terpaksa pergi program sbb i was the only presenter from FMD yang akan berhadapan dgn corporate customers, and at the same time kena present about legal implications as replacement to En. Budi sbb dia accident time tu, in addition kena jadi koordinator and MC program jugak kat sana. And during that weekend ada mid term and project submission pulak. Bygkan terpaksa mengangkut buku teks ke Penang sbb nk prepare exam, pastu tetengah malam bangun buat project paper. Siang buat presentation, malam ada discussion dgn PDRM, so terpaksalah bgn malam siapkan project paper. Belum campur nk study lagi. Mmg stress kat sana sampai demam teruk. Last last hantar project paper lewat seminggu and tak sit mid term pun sbb demam tak sembuh. Tepon Prof kata tak leh sit exam sbb demam and kepala pening tak leh nk study walaupun balik KL 2 hari before exam. Mana taknya, makan ubat jer terus tidur, bgn utk solat and makan ubat jek. Nasib baik score A for that paper walaupun tak sit for mid term hehe..berkat kesabaran kot during that time, project paper pun dpt among the highest, alhamdulillah.

This time, tak nak menghadapi the same situation,especially aktiviti program kali ni lebih mencabar. Belah pagi and petang akan ada presentation session and bengkel, belah malam ada dinner dgn PDRM, the next day akan buat enforcement..so bila pk2 balik biler masanya nak study? Takkan Jumaat ni baru nak start study kot, mmg tak larat ler mcm tu. So i passed the task to Kak Marina. I'll be joining the next program which is scheduled at end of this month for Sabah and Sarawak. Ok jugaklah sbb masih dlm semester break. One of managers beriyer2 ajak daki Gunung Kinabalu before balik KL, tak tau ler jadi ker tak.

Ok, get back to my early story, supposed i was on leave on Thursday and Friday, tapi disebabkan ada ad hoc request by GM, makanya i have to come to work for both days padahal exam on Saturday. Mmg minggu lepas hectic sepanjang minggu sbb ada management meeting on Wednesday in which Kak Marina and I had to prepare monthly report and presentation slide, lepas tu kena buat budget and HR structure review and ditambah dgn presentation slide for GM pulak. Bukak buku untuk study 10 chapters pada pukul 3.30 petang sampai pkl 9.30 malam, lepas tu dah tak larat dah. Tidur and woke up on Saturday morning at 5 a.m. sambung study sampai pkl 12 tgh hari. Pkl 2 bertolak ke UIA, pkl 3 exam. Alhamdulillah soalan ok, manageable jugaklah nk jawab walaupun ada satu soalan 4 markah tak sure jawapan betul ker tak. Alhamdulillah walaupun last minute study, tapi ok jugaklah kot rasanya paper tu, mungkin sbb every week kena buat presentation menyebabkan some of the chapters mmg dah ada dlm kepala, so kena tackle chapters yg tak pernah buat presentation jek lagi.

This weekend akan ada lagi satu paper. Yg bestnya this week, my GM and some of the executives have gone to Terengganu and Kelantan sampai end of this week, therefore i'll have my own time to study kalau dah habis keje ofis. Hehe...relax sket ler kot this time sbb takde gangguan sgt.

Oklah yer, esok hari bersejarah for me in relation to tarikh dot dot yang Ainul tanya..naper Ainul, your baby lahir on the same date ker? Hehe, takpe takpe, kalau sama pun takpe, nanti your baby leh celebrate birthday yg sama dgn auntie dia ni hehe.

Waiting for

Date: 6 June
Hour: 6 a.m
Minute : 6 minute
Second : 6 second

Only once in a thousand years : 06/06/06 at 6 a.m, 6 minutes and 6 seconds.

06/06/06:06:06:06

Hehe :D

Saya terima 2 birthday presents from officemates and a birthday card and wish from GM in advance.

Birthday Wish from my GM through e mail on last Friday sbb dia tak akn dtg office today:

Assalamualaikum

Saya dan seluruh warga FMD ingin merakamkan ucapan tahniah kepada anda bersempena ulangtahun kelahiran anda ke 26 pada 6 June 2006( Selasa) ini.

Semoga kehidupan anda dan keluarga akan lebih cemerlang pada hari hari yang mendatang dan sentiasa di dalam keredhan Allah swt .

Semoga berjaya dalam peperiksaan .


Selamat Maju Jaya


HAPPY BIRTHDAY .

Dari Tajul Ariffin dan Keluarga
FMD.


A birthday card was placed under my door this morning and i know it's from him sbb he chopped his name on the card. Tapi bukak esok ler, tak best bukak in advance ni hehe. I replied his e mail saying thanks for the wish and tanda ingatan. Sayang jugak GM kat anak buah dia hehe.

Oklah ek, need to proceed with my job, jumpa lagi esok insya Allah :)

Wassalam.

A stressful week..with lots to come

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Last week..was a miserable one.

I had terrible migraine on Monday and Tuesday, and on the next day my datuk sedara that were close to my family passed away. Went back to kampung for a ziarah with 1 project paper to be submitted and 2 presentations to be prepared for weekend classes.

The next day i came to office with so many people asking what had happened for i took 2 urgent leave consecutively, and they were mistakenly thought that my datuk yg passed away. Kat kampung i met my junior that i was barely remember standing next to my auntie, and suddenly she called my name. I was so surprised and my head was working very hard try to remember who is this person. My younger sister Eqa was also surprised when someone that she had not familiar with had called my name, especially at my late datuk sedara's house. We had went there only once or twice, we usually went to his new house in Serting. So how come someone that we barely know could recognized me there? Rupa-rupanya she was my junior at STTJ, and she's the one yg get married to my cousin. Luper dah..i did not manage to attend their marriage last year as i had classes.

After ziarah jenazah di Serting, straight away heading to my grandmother' s house at Batu Kikir, spent about 3 hours there having lunch and took some rest. I brought my notes along with some hope that i get some geeze of the content for me to complete my project paper. Then we visited my auntie becoz my grandma got worried as she did not visited her for quite sometime.

The next day, came to work and tasks kept pouring in and landed on my table. GM's secretary kept coming to my room telling me GM wanted this and that. My head dah berserabut dgn kje and project paper yang perlu disiapkan. Last last petang tu i cried, dah tak tahan pressure. GM's secretary dah terkejut sbb tetiba i menangis. Mmg bebetul tak tahan dah time tu..tense.

The next day, walking to office dgn hati keep telling..'dun give up Zurina..dun give up..mmg keje byk..mmg tgh pressure..but dun give up". Bercakap dgn hati sepanjang perjalanan nak ke office. Last Saturday, managed to complete the project paper and buat presentation. On Sunday, buat presentation for management control pulak. One of my groupmates told me that she cried due to pressure on Saturday morning. She is worse, she got another 2 project papers that not yet completed and must be submitted on her exam days. Mana nak siapkan project paper, nak study for exams lagi. My examination will be on this becoming Saturday and next week on Sunday. I took leave for 2 days this week and next week to study with classmates kat UIA.

Sepanjang minggu lepas...migraine kept coming.Hope it won't happen this week. I'm tired actually...very tired! Rasa mcm nk berhenti keje skang ni. Uwaaaa....tahanlaa Zurina..sabar..dun give up k. Dun give up.

Wassalam.

The Da Vinci Code

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Kepala sdg mengalami migraine rite now, mmg tak intend utk menulis panjang. Tersentuh hati Fathiah tanya biler nk update..ni akak update utk fathiah :)

Not so much to talk about except last Saturday i did not have my sleep for altering my group assignment...the next verily morning i was sneezing non-stop. Kalau tidur lambat atau tak tidur jek mesti kena..tak tau ler naper.

The best part yesterday eventho tak tidur the previous night was i went to watch Da Vinci Code with Ika and Halim after went to a friend to my friend's wedding. Halim awal2 dah warning kata some of our friends bagi review mengatakan citer ni is a disappointing kind of thing becoz we could not expect whatever we have read from the book will be displayed as it should in the film.

So we went and watched the movie. Rite after we went out, Ika and Halim discussed whatever things that they feel were not right and lacking in the movie. Halim said to Ika and me that Mafus had commented the film as lack of emotion and character.

My opinion?

Kinda admit that Mafus's comment is true, perhaps becoz we had felt so much exciteness and emotion during the reading, and when it comes to the film, it seems dry i would say, but it still manage to display all important plots as according to the book. I dunno what to comment, i usually get excited to display my expression when i feel satisfied with a film, for instance A Memoirs Of Geisha..i really like that film. It touches my heart and emotion..but for Da Vinci..i think it's just ok..yet, i won't give this film a bad review becoz some people will have different judgement. Tapi beristighfar jugalah ketika tgk citer tu becoz it touches about Holy Grail and Jesus..meraban2 jek citernya dia ni kalau pk pasal akidah...tapi nk jugak tgk becoz i've read the book, so do my close friends..the book for me is really exciting except part2 akidah tu...the story line is superb ler for me.

This week kena submit project paper and also kena buat presentation pasal Proton..apa pun tak buat lagi ni..next weekend my first final paper..and on 11 ada lagi satu paper...apa pun tak study lagi ni uwaaa.

Fraud MCM baru jek dibuat last Friday..GCFO minta submit minute meeting and report to GCEO and all CEO subsidiary yang terlibat..ni mmg kena scrunitize every word dlm minute meeting ni nanti..my last minute of meeting had to be ammended becoz GCFO suh betulkan spelling Payphone yang i've written as Payphones..mana ler tau spelling Payphone takde 's' sbb biler check directory CEO Payphone during buat minute tu..dia tulis 's' kat belakang...pastu check ngan secretary dia pun kata mmg ada 's'...geram jek biler dpt balik minute meeting dr GCFO sb ingatkan GCFO yg salah..pastu tanya balik secretary CEO Payphone which one yg betul sbb previously dia kata ada 's'...pastu dia tepon balik kata mmg betul Payphone takde 's'...sabar jerlaa dibuatnya..spelling company sendiri pun tak sure ker..memacam perangai org kat dunia ni heheh. Tapi yg paling kelakar during that meeting biler SVP CSM gave comment during Head Security tunjuk gambar cable theft seluruh Malaysia..SVP ni boleh ckp.."bersepah2 yer org jahat kat Malaysia ni..kalau duduk satu tempat jek kan senang"..tergelak2 satu bilik meeting tu dibuatnya. Pastu GCFO suh buat collaboration dgn JAKIM untuk beri awareness supaya jgn mencuri harta org lain..SVP ni comment lagi..'yang pegi solat Jumaat tu biasanya org baik2..yg jahat2 ni biasanya tak pegi solat"...ya Allah..time tu mmg gamat ler bilik meeting tu..memasing mood baik kot sbb buat meeting pagi Jumaat hehe.

Oklah oklah..really kepala saya sgt sakit time ni..need to pen off dulu...assalamualaikum.

Racun tikus

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Entah kenapa petang ini terasa seperti diri tetiba ingin mengganas..mengganas mcm diri saya ketika remaja umur 14 15 tahun dahulu..yang ketika itu kalau bercakap mmg guna style bahasa "weyy..ko buat per aaa....blah aaa.." tak taulah naper tetiba terasa nk ckp ngan someone guna bahasa mcm tu hehe. Emotional instability dah dtg kembali after quite sometime tak timbul2 sbb bz sgt sampai takde masa nk rasa emotional instability tu hehe.

Skang ni bukannya tak bz..tapi badan dah tak larat..stretched out sampai dah pk "biar aa keje ni..malas nak sambung...lantak aa boss nk cakap per...aku dah tak larat" hoho.

Tadi kesian sorang manager dtg mengadu kata dia dah rasa tak larat sbb byk sgt keje..byk sgt bende nk buat kat division ni..keje rutin mmg dah sah2 byk, tambah pulak ngan keje quality yg pelbagai..ISO, QCC, Specialist program, Subject Matter Expert (SME)..apa ingat kitorang ni robot ker sumer bende nk kena buat?!

Huh..Zurina dah mengamuk..tapi betul aa..tak larat giler..my GM ni sumer bende dia nak suh kitorang buat..bukanlaa semuanya tu tak berguna..mmg beneficial pun..tapi man man aa..satu2..ni sumer nk kena buat sekaligus..mmg maut aa kitorang. Yg mengadu tu bukannya calang2 manager, yg mengadu tu manager kesayangan GM and ada 6 assistant manager bawah dia..tu pun dah mengeluh tak tahan..inikan pulak me yg mmg dah sah2 kena execute keje and dah rasa mcm tak cukup tgn ni...aduh..mmg kalau Kak Marina takde..mmg tergolek doklaa kat sini. Manager mengadu tak cukup tidur and tidur kol 3 4 pagi sbb nk siapkan report..huh..lebih kurang jek kitorang ni.

I proposed to this manager kita kena ckp ngan GM suh kurangkan workload..tapi mcm dah agak jek apa dia GM nk kata.."Semua org ada 24 jam yg sama"...ha ah..24 jam dia ngan 24 jam kitorang mana sama..mmg aa dia ok jek..bukannya dia yg execute keje, nk buat report etc..isk isk. Cuba kalau dia buat sekali...jamin dia faham betapa penatnya kami kat sini.

At last, i said to this manager..kalau agak2 saya apply cuti tanpa gaji utk further study...faham2 jerlah yer saya mmg dah tak mampu nak bertahan..and i'll go and do something that i feel more beneficial to me..gaji sikit pun sikitlah..asalkan happy.

Tgklah..rasa mcm nk slow talk ngan GM suh kurangkan keje quality tu..dah rasa mcm tak larat dah ni actually. Dia terima tak terima, suka hati..yg penting kita dah bagitau.

Conclusion of the story: Mmg perit aa keje bawah GM. Hany, Ika and Aina sure setuju 1000% hehe. Tapi rasanya Aina lagi kesian..ko bawak bersabar ek Aina..kalau ko dah tak tahan sgt..ko bagi jek minum racun tikus kekeke..astaghfirullah..apa aku mengarut ni..nilaa..actually i think kat my division ni ada tikus, so i asked my staff carikan racun tikus tadi..tu yg tertimbul kisah racun tikus ni..Aina, ko jgn buat plak..aku tak tanggung jawab aa.

Oklah..nak balik rumah..nak rehat and do something fun tonite. Hopefully esok semangat dah naik balik..skang ni otak dah set nak relax.

Wassalam.

Sleepy+tired

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I'm tired, like nobody business. Why?

Last week, there were 2 nights i slept at 3 a.m to finish out something which i can't remember what was it. I believe it was MCM Fraud Meeting slide presentation rasanya.

Yesterday and one day before yesterday, i slept at 4 and 5 a.m in the morning, had short naps before woke up back to perform Subuh prayer, to complete 2 presentations that i should be presenting today as required by my GM apart from presenting the division performance to facilitate ISO management review meeting.

And then when i started doing the presentations, my GM was actually had forgotten at all that he had instructed me to present the two presentations during today meeting. Ya Allah, kalau ler tau awal2 dia nak lupa, mmg awal2 lagi takkan sanggup nak stay up sampai pkl 5 pagi utk 2 hari. Nasib baik tak weng sgt.

Ingatkan after dah habis present the 2 items tadi dlm meeting, bolehlah nak qadha' tidur malam ni, tetiba GM request ad hoc slide presentation sbb SVP HR pulak nk jumpa, and i need to submit the slide presentation by tomorrow. Sabar jer ler nampak gayanya...ada chance tidur lewat lagi mlm ni.

I have 2 class presentations during this weekend, and i've not touch anything on those cases that Azwan and I need to present for our class assignment. Nasib baik this week present case for my mgmt class sbb dah present reading last 2 weeks. Kalau tak mmg takut jugaklah dibuatnya.

Oklah ek, badan dah sakit2 dah ni, need to have my resting time very badly. Jumpa lagi insya Allah, assalamualaikum :)

Usrah

Assalamualaikum wbt,

:)

Not so much to update, cuma perjalanan usrah Nisa' semalam sgt best untuk diceritakan. Rasa sgt best sbb dipermudahkan Allah utk join usrah kali ini.

Semalam Nisa' menjemput Abu Urwah(Bro Saari Sungib) dan Ummu Urwah (Kak Aliza) untuk memberi pengisian dan pandangan mengenai perjalanan Nisa', especially dgn pengalaman Abu Urwah yang luas di dalam membentuk JIM sebagai satu badan dakwah yang berorientasikan pendekatan berbentuk kemasyarakatan instead of politics.

He briefed us on the history of penubuhan JIM dan sebagainya, manakala Ummu Urwah menceritakan pengalaman beliau di dalam mengharungi kehidupan sebagai isteri kepada seorang tahanan ISA. Very interesting, tetapi minda saya sudah letih disebabkan sudah 3 hari tidak cukup tidur menyiapkan tugasan, makanya daripada 100% yang diperbincangkan, saya cuma tangkap the geeze, mungkin 30% jer kot. Ditambah pula di depan saya ketika itu terdapat satu buku hasil karangan Abu Urwah mengenai pembabitan beliau dengan JIM dan juga wakil kepada calon KEADILAN (tak sure ler tahun berapa sbb saya mmg tak check details), maka saya mula membelek2 buku, and last2 satu buku tu saya khatam baca sambil mendengar sket2 apa yg Abu Urwah and Ummu Urwah ceritakan kan depan (hehe..sorry ler Kak Mas..saya khusyuk baca buku Abu Urwah..tu yg tak pk soalan apa nk tanya..tapi takpe..Kak Yder, Kak Faza and Dijah dah power tanya soalan apart from Kak Mas as the sifu :D)

Pergi usrah ngan Kak Adinura..memula masuk keta mcm takut jek sbbnya muka dia cam serius..tapi agak dlm hati dia tgh penat kot, so tak berani nk tanya apa2. Sempat jumpa Umi Kak Adinura, pastu baru kitorang aktif bercakap. Mmg salutelah Kak Adinura bawak keta, giler ganas! Hehe..cekap sgt2. Bolehlaa kot racing F1 after this ek akak*wink* :D . Saya sgt2 menghargai biler mana ketika kami bercakap mengenai opportunity utk membuka business, and saya menyatakan kekhuatiran mengenai risiko membuka business sbb takut rugi. Kak Adinura reply " Kitakan ada Allah, kalau Allah boleh beri rezeki kepada Non Muslim disebabkan mereka berusaha, apatah lagi kita. Kita ini lebih drpd mereka sbb kita punya senjata yg lebih kuat sbb kita ada doa". Fuh, terkunci mulut time tu sambil merenung apa yg Kak Adinura cakap sambil berjalan menuju tempat usrah. Mcm ni, nak resume baliklah my plan nak buka kilang gula kekeke. Kak Adinura ckp, try jer, we will learn along the process, pastu ckp pasal ada org Melayu yg dpt duit ratus2 ribu dlm seminggu sbb supply brg pd Petronas. Banyak kemudahan sebenarnya utk org Melayu ni buat business, tp tak nak digunakan. Nantilah kalau bebetul tekad nak buka business, org pertama yg akan dicari adalah Kak Adinura hehe.

Kat usrah tu jumpa ramai ler insan2 yg aktif dlm Nisa' yg sebelum ni pernah jumpa sekali jer during last iftar Ramadhan, ramai sungguh semalam..happy jugaklah dpt jumpa insan2 yg dah lama tak jumpa. Erza dgn perangai nakal dia,tergelak2 panggil my name as Kak Zurin (yeah i know i know, mcm kelakar...tapi nama tu dah digunapakai sejak zaman Dr Lo' Lo' lagi..memula mcm tak biasa sbb org biasa panggil either Siti or Iena, tp dah derang sumer panggil Zurin..hentam jerlah, at least better ler kot dr sorang manager kat FMD ni panggil as Rina...eeeuuwww..sungguh feminin nama itu, tak padan dgn orgnya yg ganas tahap naga hehe). Best juga semalam sbb dpt jumpa Zahirah, bakal isteri Faiz yg sekali turut bersama dlm usrah. This is the second time we met after several years has passed, since our first met was at UIA during a program conducted by Fazrul in 2001, i think. Dapat kad jemputan kahwin mereka rite after the usrah, but told her that if i could not be at their wedding in this becoming May due to my classes during weekends, i'll pray for their happiness dunya wa akhirah :) Tak dpt nak berjanji utk hadir becoz this semester, i have to prepare biweekly presentation in the class, in which i need to do some preparations prior to the presentation. Tu yg payahnya tu biler nk buat presentation..dah sah2 kena baca reading, simplify and present. Lecturer pulak tak nak yg koman2 punyer presentation, kalau presentation tak menarik (x de grafik, takde animation or presentation delivery tak bagus), markah akan dpt sikit. Pressure betul sem ni, setiap alternate Saturday kena buat presentation, setiap hari Ahad kena get ready ngan case presentation...mencabar betul. Cuma tak sakit sgt this sem sbb kami takde mid term sbb kami dah pergi advance course...kalaulah ader..mau menangis dibuatnya.

Hari ni best sbb dpt buat discussion ngan my staff pertaining to work process..cuba bayangkan selepas 4 bulan i take over this new post and manage them, baru sekarang ada masa nk review process and buat segregation of duties. Tapi takpe, Tn Hj tak leh marah ler kalau my unit tak efficient during this 4 months, sbbnya Kak Marina and I mmg baru handle keje ni, tak aci aa kalau nk marah. Dahlah post manager, yg buat keje exec...mmg tak cukup tanganlaa..mmg kehadiran Kak Marina dlm FMD ni umpama seribu rahmatlah dr Allah for me, ringan sket tugas. If not, you can see that my blog entries will consistently mention abt pressure, tension, nk nangis or perkara2 yg tak best hehe. Alhamdulillah ok..alhamdulillah sgt2 sbb ada org bantu.

Isu terhangat skang ni ialah komen MP PAS Rantau Panjang mengenai divorcee wanita yg dianggap gatal. Geleng kepala jek dgr...but i think better kita tumpukan kepada masalah yg lebih berat, iaitu nasib saudara2 kita di Iraq dan Palestin. Semua org buat kesilapan dlm kehidupan,kan? Apa pun, sepatutnya sebarang kenyataan perlu diperhalusi terlebih dahulu dengan mengambil kira apakah impak yg akan berlaku. People tend to come out with their own interpretations, and kita tak boleh nak salahkan public untuk membuat assumption and interpretation sendiri kalau terjadi kes2 seperti ini. Harap boleh diperbaiki in future. Dalam Islam wanita sudah diangkat tinggi martabatnya, tidak boleh main pukul rata. Mungkin ada segelintir kes wanita gatal, tapi secara quantitativenya, bukankah kebanyakan kes perceraian dtgnya berpunca drpd lelaki? Tak beri nafkah, suka pukul isteri, no fair treatment to wife and children etc. Not fair for anyone to come out with a statement like that, isn't it? Bersikap chauvinistkah? Tidak buat proper researchkah? As i have said, people tend to make their own assumptions.

Wanita ini kasihnya 200%, tapi sekali terluka, seumur hidup akan dibawa (saya baca quotation tak ingat kat mana). Tapi mmg betul, wanita kalau dah sayang and kasih..cintanya setinggi langit,kasihnya sedalam jurang Mariana (jurang lautan yg terdalam di dunia)..tetapi kalau dah benci..minta maaflah...mungkin sampai ke mati (ni kes extreme ler, dlm Islam disuruh saling memaafkan).

Oklah yer..mahu undur diri dahulu, kita jumpa lagi k..assalamualaikum :)

P/S: Kak Yumni & Kak Wiyah, iena rindu kat akak2 berdua :).