Assalamualaikum wbt,
Just wanna share my experience last nite with Ika, Pijat and Abg Nafis semalam di Putrajaya.
At 5.15 pm yesterday Ika had called me asking whether i wanted to go for Tasnim's (anak Kak Nisa' and Abg Nazrol) aqeeqah atau tidak. Hmm..supposedly i have discussion with my Accounting group members, called one of my groupmate samada jadi ker tak, resultnya tak jadi sbb ada sorang groupmate ni anak dia sakit. So we cancelled the discussion and i went to Putrajaya with Ika.
We expected that we were the only person yg datang pada sebelah malam. Rupanya Pijat and Abg Nafis pun ada. So we had our dinner and did some talkings about our jobs. Abg NAfis and Pijat are PTD people, so there were many things that we heard and learnt about how government conduct their operational matters. Ika budak Economic dulu, jumpa ngan Pijat yg keje kat Ministry of Finance, lagi ler byk benda yg kami bincangkan. Keluarlah term GDP, CPI, PPI..ni semua terms2 Economics.
Waktu makan tu, ada 2 orang senior datang, and guess what? Sadig pun datang...huish..lama tak jumpa pokcik Sudan ni. Dah jadi Sales Manager pulak tuh..hehe..dia dah boleh converse in BM very well jugaklah sekarang ni :)
Habis tasnim and sepupu dia kitorang dukung and bagi makan. Pastu we took pictures together. Best best :)
Balik tu supposedly we get back to ERL to catch our train, tapi masa dah tunjuk pukul 10.30 malam. Being a gentleman, Abg Nafis kata dia nak hantar coz dia takut lambat sgt train sampai. I dun mind coz i'll stop at Bandar Tasik Selatan, but Ika will having problem because dia duduk kat Keramat. Jauh nak catch train Putra and feeder bus. Last2 we followed Abg Nafis and Pijat. Abg Nafis and Pijat ajak pegi office Pijat nak tunjuk kat kitorang. Kitorang ok jek, and we went.
Org government ni rupanya-rupanya dah tukar working culture derang. Dulu kita expect they are not productive as private sector is, tapi rupanya sekarang ni pun derang dah jadi mcm private sector. Balik malam-malam nak siapkan keje. Huish, kagum ler plak.
Waktu menuju ke ofis Pijat, kitorang lalu Putrajaya. The scenery was tremendous!! Cantiknya subhanallah, tak seperti waktu kami tinggalkan 2 tahun lepas. So beautiful, seriously. You guys should take a break to go and find some excitement there.
Masuk ofis Pijat, mewahnya ofis subhanallah. Best sungguh. Level exec mcm Pijat boleh dapat bilik sendiri, siap dengan sofa and ruang ofis yang besar mengalahkan bilik GM TM!! Hehe, alhamdulillah rezeki derang yang keje kat PTD ni murah :)
Tu jerlah kot nak citer, tapi mmg best ler experience semalam. It went so nice. Alhamdulillah :)
Ok, got meeting, wassalam.
Saturday, August 28, 2004
Friday, August 27, 2004
Malaysia's Muslims have 'no way out'
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Dapat link tajuk ni from Akh Cpol..syukran yer :)
If you want to read the full article, please go to this site http://www.washingtontimes.com/world/20040819-111615-8930r.htm
Hmm..what was the article say about?
Malaysia's Muslims have 'no way out'. Bercerita ttg kekangan Muslim bertukar ke agama lain. Bercerita ttg usaha Christians to convert Muslims from Islam to Christian instead.
Dlm rencana ni, impression yg hendak dikatakan mengenai Islam adalah Islam is a rigid religion. Once you enter, you don't dream to convert to other religions, if yes, then you are open to public harassaments or legal action.
Government is said as bias to Islam and cannot afford to loose that image (i think because we had declared that we are Islamic country).
About 30 thousands Muslims managed to be converted by Christians, and about 100 Muslims estimated managed to be converted by monthly basis.
My comment:
This is one of misconceptions by the non-muslim towards Islam. But to blame them solely is not correct. We as Muslims have this responsibility to guide them in understanding Islam better. As a Muslim, of course we know that those who murtad shall be killed, BUT after other efforts to attract him back fail. Dah buat sedaya upaya tapi mmg tak boleh. And in our current constitutions applied in Malaysia, mmg tiada hukuman mati yang dikenakan for those yang murtad. Kita apply hukum manusia, hukum Allah tak digunakan. Biler people keep increasing to convert sbb tiada sekatan keras, apa yg kita boleh comment? Tgk jelah,kan? Belum tentu terasa marah atau sedih di hati by some of us, na'uzubillahi min zalik.
We have to put our eyes on this, very seriously. Government nikan, kita bukannya tak nak sokong dia, tapi cuba kalau derang ikut kaedah Islam dlm pelbagai perkara. Kalau ikut, takde ler PAS nak membangkang. Payah sgt derang ni nak compromise atas dasar agama. Hmm...
Nak kata Islam itu kejam biler sentuh isu people cannot convert to other religion, especially if we are thinking in terms of freedom to choose and make decision by each of us? Hmm..kalau secara brief assumption, mmg nampak kejam. Tapi kalau kita fikir betul-betul, Islam sebenarnya memelihara maslahahnya. Tidak mahu dinampak agama Islam ini umpama agama main-main yang people can simply come in and out sesuka hati mereka. Impaknya sungguh banyak, sekiranya kita tak ambil tindakan, mungkin akan ramai lagi yang terpedaya dan tertarik dengan promotion being advertised, direct or indirect by those yang sudah convert.
I'm not going to blame government for this. They have tried to conduct most of islamic activities and awareness, yet i believe there are more rigourous efforts to be poured in by them. Don't introduce activities to public which are contradict to Islamic teachings, and in the same time expand their efforts to attract public to get know more about Islam. Explain to them what are the reasons of why we could not do some stuff, adopt some approaches and have to be strict in some of our actions, so that they can understand us better.
These responsibilities do not lies on government only. We as individuals also must bear the said responsibilities. How many times we attempt to introduce Islam and its beauties to non Muslim? Counting on me personally, i would say none in a day. We are so comfortable living in our own scope and environment, which contradicts to what sahabah buat dulu di dalam menyampaikan ajaran Islam.
I know i will be accountable for this. I know that i will be asked in akhirah, why i'm saying on something that i did'nt do, and even worse for not having the courage to do it at all. But i'm very positive, Allah will help us if we are very determined to do what i've mentioned before. Pasang niat my friends, insya-Allah niat itu akan terlaksana jua. Pasang niat, and after that work hard towards it. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS!
Wassalam.
Dapat link tajuk ni from Akh Cpol..syukran yer :)
If you want to read the full article, please go to this site http://www.washingtontimes.com/world/20040819-111615-8930r.htm
Hmm..what was the article say about?
Malaysia's Muslims have 'no way out'. Bercerita ttg kekangan Muslim bertukar ke agama lain. Bercerita ttg usaha Christians to convert Muslims from Islam to Christian instead.
Dlm rencana ni, impression yg hendak dikatakan mengenai Islam adalah Islam is a rigid religion. Once you enter, you don't dream to convert to other religions, if yes, then you are open to public harassaments or legal action.
Government is said as bias to Islam and cannot afford to loose that image (i think because we had declared that we are Islamic country).
About 30 thousands Muslims managed to be converted by Christians, and about 100 Muslims estimated managed to be converted by monthly basis.
My comment:
This is one of misconceptions by the non-muslim towards Islam. But to blame them solely is not correct. We as Muslims have this responsibility to guide them in understanding Islam better. As a Muslim, of course we know that those who murtad shall be killed, BUT after other efforts to attract him back fail. Dah buat sedaya upaya tapi mmg tak boleh. And in our current constitutions applied in Malaysia, mmg tiada hukuman mati yang dikenakan for those yang murtad. Kita apply hukum manusia, hukum Allah tak digunakan. Biler people keep increasing to convert sbb tiada sekatan keras, apa yg kita boleh comment? Tgk jelah,kan? Belum tentu terasa marah atau sedih di hati by some of us, na'uzubillahi min zalik.
We have to put our eyes on this, very seriously. Government nikan, kita bukannya tak nak sokong dia, tapi cuba kalau derang ikut kaedah Islam dlm pelbagai perkara. Kalau ikut, takde ler PAS nak membangkang. Payah sgt derang ni nak compromise atas dasar agama. Hmm...
Nak kata Islam itu kejam biler sentuh isu people cannot convert to other religion, especially if we are thinking in terms of freedom to choose and make decision by each of us? Hmm..kalau secara brief assumption, mmg nampak kejam. Tapi kalau kita fikir betul-betul, Islam sebenarnya memelihara maslahahnya. Tidak mahu dinampak agama Islam ini umpama agama main-main yang people can simply come in and out sesuka hati mereka. Impaknya sungguh banyak, sekiranya kita tak ambil tindakan, mungkin akan ramai lagi yang terpedaya dan tertarik dengan promotion being advertised, direct or indirect by those yang sudah convert.
I'm not going to blame government for this. They have tried to conduct most of islamic activities and awareness, yet i believe there are more rigourous efforts to be poured in by them. Don't introduce activities to public which are contradict to Islamic teachings, and in the same time expand their efforts to attract public to get know more about Islam. Explain to them what are the reasons of why we could not do some stuff, adopt some approaches and have to be strict in some of our actions, so that they can understand us better.
These responsibilities do not lies on government only. We as individuals also must bear the said responsibilities. How many times we attempt to introduce Islam and its beauties to non Muslim? Counting on me personally, i would say none in a day. We are so comfortable living in our own scope and environment, which contradicts to what sahabah buat dulu di dalam menyampaikan ajaran Islam.
I know i will be accountable for this. I know that i will be asked in akhirah, why i'm saying on something that i did'nt do, and even worse for not having the courage to do it at all. But i'm very positive, Allah will help us if we are very determined to do what i've mentioned before. Pasang niat my friends, insya-Allah niat itu akan terlaksana jua. Pasang niat, and after that work hard towards it. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS!
Wassalam.
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Alhamdulillah utk semuanya:)
Assalamualaikum wbt,
I'll try to rangkum apa jer yang terlintas in my mind sekarang ni...
Perkara2 yang menarik sepanjang minggu lepas:
1. Dapat result mid-term, alhamdulillah result ok, not as what i expected before. Waktu buat mid-term tu, mmg terpaksa akui bahawa main tulis jer apa yang terlintas kat kepala sbb nak kejar masa, betul ker tak betul jawapan allahu'alam. Balik mmg frust sket and terasa mcm down sbb baru first time buat mid-term, rasa mcm susah nak score (padahal soalan senang jek, cuma preparation tak cukup). Tapi alhamdulillah result was very2 ok, since 6/7 dr soalan dapat markah penuh and satu soalan bernilai 20 markah dapat zero. Soalan ni mmg ramai org dapat zero sbb salah apply concept. Nak kena score final pulak lepas ni. Chaiyo!!
2. Habis kelas, pergi program Fazrul "Systemic Thinking". Dia nak tubuhkan core group as pioneer di Malaysia yang bergerak aktif untuk promotion of this new way of thinking. I could not give my definite answer to commit or not since now i have tremendous things to be concentrated on. Not worth it at all kalau beriyer2 setuju nak commit but at the end there is no result to be produced. Tapi guys, if you are interested, let me know so that i can give your name to him. I think this core group will end up as kumpulan pemikir Islam, insya-Allah. That is what Fazrul had told me before ttg intention dia utk form satu group pemikir islam muda di Malaysia.
Bertemu dgn Mardhiah, koordinator program yang comel tapi punya semangat juang yang tinggi. Moga ramai lagi mujahidah sepertinya akan muncul insya-Allah.
3. Habis program Fazrul, pergi Convest UIA. Lepak UIA sampai kol 09.30 malam berjalan cari kamus Arab, tapi tak jumpa. Seronok berjalan dan berbual dgn adik Azrin yang terasa mmg berbaloi. Pastu pegi beli roti Arab 'syaksyaka'. Best sgt roti ni, harga seringgit satu. Tapi serious best :)
4. Semalam discussion group Accounting MBA. One of my group members missing in action sejak exam mid term hari tuh. Dedua exam dia tak sit. Dah call, dah bagi message, dah call no pejabat, semua tak berangkat. Kena kidnap kot. Tapi tak berkesempatan lagi nak ke office dia kat Menara Affin, dekat jer with my office. Ingat nak cari dia, nak tau dia actually dah drop courses ker apa. Actually dia mmg tak confident langsung dgn subject Accounting sbb dia budak IT. Tapi the rest of my group members (semua budak IT except me alone budak Accounting) boleh jer study sesama and buat sesama. Mungkin dia tak confident lagi rasanya, mmg nak kena buat Jejak Kasih ni. Risau juga kalau bebetul dia kena kidnap.
Liana, Azwan and Shahril discussed derang tak nak ambil kelas weekend next semester and they invited me to join them so that we can form group assignment sbb masing2 dah kenal. But i couldnt do that since i have kelas Arab to attend, and the most important thing is..starting this September or October, sure akan byk outstation. Takkan nak burn kelas sbb outstation kan? Sbb tu i decide for UIA sbb kelas dia during weekends and not during weekdays. Kalau nak weekdays, baik buat kat UM. Dekat sgt-sgt and boleh sekali dgn my younger sister yg buat Master kat UM jugak. Tapi derang best ah, semalam kitorang order for 2 Pizza sambil buat discussion. Sebelum ni kitorang buat discussion kat Menara Affin, tempat my geng yg missing in action tu. Tapi sbb dah tak dpt nak contact dia lagi, so we opted for MIDF kat Ampang Park. Ok jugaklah tempat dia.
5. Kelas Arab pada last Monday, i was having very terrible bad mood sbb terfikirkan my overall financial budget utk belajar MBA dan tabungan sampai 2005. Tetiba jek. Malas nak senyum and bercakap banyak. Tapi biler lepas habis solat maghrib, terfikir..mempelajari Arabic ni is one of my pleisure. Satu kegembiraan dan kepuasan yang i really appreciate and be grateful of. Kalau perkara yg memberikan kegembiraan pun menyebabkan i tak gembira, mana lagi nak cari kegembiraan tersebut. We can decide which emotions we want to be in. And that nite i chose to be happy, and alhamdulillah it did. Sepanjang kelas tu, i cakap dgn hati, apa yang perlu dirisaukan? Allah kan ada, minta jer semua yang kita hendak. Dia yang beri rezeki dan sebagainya. Tenang sikit hati :)
Apa lagi nak citer ek? Tu jer kot. Oh ya, ada ker GM suh i jadi webmaster FMD utk term Jan-Jun 2005? Giler ker haper. I bukannya terer buat web, Zahan lain ler. Walaupun both of us budak Accounting, tapi normal ler bebudak lelaki MMU terer nak buat2 web ni. I have to pair with Abg Is, nasib baik jugaklah. Keirul is in my team. Tak reti nanti, i suh ajer Keirul yg buat hehe. Isk, nak kena belajar byk bende pulak nak buat web ni. Pernah buat sekali during Matrics dulu guna Netscape Navigator. Malas aaaaaaaaaa. Tapi takpe, cabaran perlu disahut. Hehe.
Ok, nak bergerak ke Menara Telekom after this sbb ada videoconference with Dato' CE. Takde keje ah derang ni. Buat videoconference sengsorang tak leh? Hmm....
Wassalam :)
I'll try to rangkum apa jer yang terlintas in my mind sekarang ni...
Perkara2 yang menarik sepanjang minggu lepas:
1. Dapat result mid-term, alhamdulillah result ok, not as what i expected before. Waktu buat mid-term tu, mmg terpaksa akui bahawa main tulis jer apa yang terlintas kat kepala sbb nak kejar masa, betul ker tak betul jawapan allahu'alam. Balik mmg frust sket and terasa mcm down sbb baru first time buat mid-term, rasa mcm susah nak score (padahal soalan senang jek, cuma preparation tak cukup). Tapi alhamdulillah result was very2 ok, since 6/7 dr soalan dapat markah penuh and satu soalan bernilai 20 markah dapat zero. Soalan ni mmg ramai org dapat zero sbb salah apply concept. Nak kena score final pulak lepas ni. Chaiyo!!
2. Habis kelas, pergi program Fazrul "Systemic Thinking". Dia nak tubuhkan core group as pioneer di Malaysia yang bergerak aktif untuk promotion of this new way of thinking. I could not give my definite answer to commit or not since now i have tremendous things to be concentrated on. Not worth it at all kalau beriyer2 setuju nak commit but at the end there is no result to be produced. Tapi guys, if you are interested, let me know so that i can give your name to him. I think this core group will end up as kumpulan pemikir Islam, insya-Allah. That is what Fazrul had told me before ttg intention dia utk form satu group pemikir islam muda di Malaysia.
Bertemu dgn Mardhiah, koordinator program yang comel tapi punya semangat juang yang tinggi. Moga ramai lagi mujahidah sepertinya akan muncul insya-Allah.
3. Habis program Fazrul, pergi Convest UIA. Lepak UIA sampai kol 09.30 malam berjalan cari kamus Arab, tapi tak jumpa. Seronok berjalan dan berbual dgn adik Azrin yang terasa mmg berbaloi. Pastu pegi beli roti Arab 'syaksyaka'. Best sgt roti ni, harga seringgit satu. Tapi serious best :)
4. Semalam discussion group Accounting MBA. One of my group members missing in action sejak exam mid term hari tuh. Dedua exam dia tak sit. Dah call, dah bagi message, dah call no pejabat, semua tak berangkat. Kena kidnap kot. Tapi tak berkesempatan lagi nak ke office dia kat Menara Affin, dekat jer with my office. Ingat nak cari dia, nak tau dia actually dah drop courses ker apa. Actually dia mmg tak confident langsung dgn subject Accounting sbb dia budak IT. Tapi the rest of my group members (semua budak IT except me alone budak Accounting) boleh jer study sesama and buat sesama. Mungkin dia tak confident lagi rasanya, mmg nak kena buat Jejak Kasih ni. Risau juga kalau bebetul dia kena kidnap.
Liana, Azwan and Shahril discussed derang tak nak ambil kelas weekend next semester and they invited me to join them so that we can form group assignment sbb masing2 dah kenal. But i couldnt do that since i have kelas Arab to attend, and the most important thing is..starting this September or October, sure akan byk outstation. Takkan nak burn kelas sbb outstation kan? Sbb tu i decide for UIA sbb kelas dia during weekends and not during weekdays. Kalau nak weekdays, baik buat kat UM. Dekat sgt-sgt and boleh sekali dgn my younger sister yg buat Master kat UM jugak. Tapi derang best ah, semalam kitorang order for 2 Pizza sambil buat discussion. Sebelum ni kitorang buat discussion kat Menara Affin, tempat my geng yg missing in action tu. Tapi sbb dah tak dpt nak contact dia lagi, so we opted for MIDF kat Ampang Park. Ok jugaklah tempat dia.
5. Kelas Arab pada last Monday, i was having very terrible bad mood sbb terfikirkan my overall financial budget utk belajar MBA dan tabungan sampai 2005. Tetiba jek. Malas nak senyum and bercakap banyak. Tapi biler lepas habis solat maghrib, terfikir..mempelajari Arabic ni is one of my pleisure. Satu kegembiraan dan kepuasan yang i really appreciate and be grateful of. Kalau perkara yg memberikan kegembiraan pun menyebabkan i tak gembira, mana lagi nak cari kegembiraan tersebut. We can decide which emotions we want to be in. And that nite i chose to be happy, and alhamdulillah it did. Sepanjang kelas tu, i cakap dgn hati, apa yang perlu dirisaukan? Allah kan ada, minta jer semua yang kita hendak. Dia yang beri rezeki dan sebagainya. Tenang sikit hati :)
Apa lagi nak citer ek? Tu jer kot. Oh ya, ada ker GM suh i jadi webmaster FMD utk term Jan-Jun 2005? Giler ker haper. I bukannya terer buat web, Zahan lain ler. Walaupun both of us budak Accounting, tapi normal ler bebudak lelaki MMU terer nak buat2 web ni. I have to pair with Abg Is, nasib baik jugaklah. Keirul is in my team. Tak reti nanti, i suh ajer Keirul yg buat hehe. Isk, nak kena belajar byk bende pulak nak buat web ni. Pernah buat sekali during Matrics dulu guna Netscape Navigator. Malas aaaaaaaaaa. Tapi takpe, cabaran perlu disahut. Hehe.
Ok, nak bergerak ke Menara Telekom after this sbb ada videoconference with Dato' CE. Takde keje ah derang ni. Buat videoconference sengsorang tak leh? Hmm....
Wassalam :)
Thursday, August 19, 2004
Rindu yang terbang
Assalamualaikum wbt,
It was abt 2 weeks i had ignored this blog, due to my hectic schedule of life.
Last week, i was immersed into preparation for my mid term test. One whole week...and gosh, rasa mcm balik ke degree balik. Catch up sana sini sambil bekerja, baru terasa betapa leisurenya masa kita di degree level dulu, belajar jer, tak payah bekerja, tapi still result tak gempak hehe. Tapi ok ler kan, maintain above 3 pointer, not bad for an accounting student yg bz dgn SRC and usrah activities hehe , bebudak lain yang tak join sgt activities pun dpt result lebih kurang sama, so should be ok ler,kan? ;)
Cumanya, at certain times i wish i could repeat back my time di degree dulu, nak study hard and obtain a good result which i could proud of like what i've done during my SPM time. Ingat nak improve on my MBA time, tapi tgk my first mid-term exam, haiyaa..tak tau ler improve ker tidak. But i'm not the only one yang terkejut dgn apa yg kami baru hadapi ni,the rest pun sama and at this point of time yang kami tahu bahawa we could not use the old approach waktu kami kat degree dulu.
Takpe, target for final pulak, what have been done is done, nothing could revert us back to that time. What we have to do now is to move forward, think and revise what is wrong and how to adjust our approach. Some of my groupmates told me that they wake up at 4 o'clock to study. I wish i can do that, i'd try to adjust my sleep hour time so that i can wake up early, but until now tak dpt lagi. Paling awal i bangun was 5 o'clock heheh. Tu pun tak study, sambung tidur lagi ada heheh.
Sekali fikir,banyaknya perkara yang i perlu buat and hadapi. Kekadang rasa macam tak terurus. Tapi lebih bahagia begini daripada merasakan hidup stagnant and kosong. Dull and boring.
I love being active so that my mind will always working. I had enough last year when i didn't know what to do in FMD because there was lack of direction from my previous manager, and that tortured me spiritually. Felt so dumb, and i don't want to be in that situation again. Never.
Oh ya, yesterday i sent my beloved junior went back to US di KLIA. So nice to see her for the first time after about 3 years get to know each other virtually thru Internet. Get to know her parents too, and they were so ramah and pleasing. I gave her my most beloved novel that i won't trade it for anything, and to her i trade it for love and rememberance insya-Allah. Buku itu memberi semangat juang membela Islam, hope she able to dig out hikmah tersirat out of that book :)
Ya Allah, kurniakan rahmat dan bahagia kepada semua penulis yang mencoretkan mata pena mereka ke arah dakwah. Semoga setiap titik dakwat menjadi saksi usaha mereka menjulang agama tercinta ini.
Wassalam.
~Rindu yang terbang bersama pesawat ke US semalam :) ~
It was abt 2 weeks i had ignored this blog, due to my hectic schedule of life.
Last week, i was immersed into preparation for my mid term test. One whole week...and gosh, rasa mcm balik ke degree balik. Catch up sana sini sambil bekerja, baru terasa betapa leisurenya masa kita di degree level dulu, belajar jer, tak payah bekerja, tapi still result tak gempak hehe. Tapi ok ler kan, maintain above 3 pointer, not bad for an accounting student yg bz dgn SRC and usrah activities hehe , bebudak lain yang tak join sgt activities pun dpt result lebih kurang sama, so should be ok ler,kan? ;)
Cumanya, at certain times i wish i could repeat back my time di degree dulu, nak study hard and obtain a good result which i could proud of like what i've done during my SPM time. Ingat nak improve on my MBA time, tapi tgk my first mid-term exam, haiyaa..tak tau ler improve ker tidak. But i'm not the only one yang terkejut dgn apa yg kami baru hadapi ni,the rest pun sama and at this point of time yang kami tahu bahawa we could not use the old approach waktu kami kat degree dulu.
Takpe, target for final pulak, what have been done is done, nothing could revert us back to that time. What we have to do now is to move forward, think and revise what is wrong and how to adjust our approach. Some of my groupmates told me that they wake up at 4 o'clock to study. I wish i can do that, i'd try to adjust my sleep hour time so that i can wake up early, but until now tak dpt lagi. Paling awal i bangun was 5 o'clock heheh. Tu pun tak study, sambung tidur lagi ada heheh.
Sekali fikir,banyaknya perkara yang i perlu buat and hadapi. Kekadang rasa macam tak terurus. Tapi lebih bahagia begini daripada merasakan hidup stagnant and kosong. Dull and boring.
I love being active so that my mind will always working. I had enough last year when i didn't know what to do in FMD because there was lack of direction from my previous manager, and that tortured me spiritually. Felt so dumb, and i don't want to be in that situation again. Never.
Oh ya, yesterday i sent my beloved junior went back to US di KLIA. So nice to see her for the first time after about 3 years get to know each other virtually thru Internet. Get to know her parents too, and they were so ramah and pleasing. I gave her my most beloved novel that i won't trade it for anything, and to her i trade it for love and rememberance insya-Allah. Buku itu memberi semangat juang membela Islam, hope she able to dig out hikmah tersirat out of that book :)
Ya Allah, kurniakan rahmat dan bahagia kepada semua penulis yang mencoretkan mata pena mereka ke arah dakwah. Semoga setiap titik dakwat menjadi saksi usaha mereka menjulang agama tercinta ini.
Wassalam.
~Rindu yang terbang bersama pesawat ke US semalam :) ~
Friday, August 06, 2004
Tak kenal maka tak cinta
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Guys, I have to tell you..
PENATNYA jadi ibu bekerja. Serious. I'm talking from my own experience for catering Kak Lin's baby yesterday. I was only jaga him from 6 p.m to 12.30 a.m. And gosh, it was all tiring!!
Can you imagine, handling the baby for 1 hour kat shopping complex semalam sbb temankan Kak Lin ambil cincin yang ditempah, pastu beli diapers. Huh, pengalaman mendukung baby for 1 hour itu....CUKUP MEMENATKAN! Kalau ler hari-hari dukung baby macam tu, mau patah pinggang dibuatnya :D
Pastu, biler balik nak bersiap ke rumah Kak Fari untuk usrah, time nak gosok tudung tu Anas menangis sbb dia ni jenis tak boleh nak tinggal sengsorang lelama sgt. Kak Lin pulak sdg solat. Apa lagi, kena ler mendukung Anas sambil menggosok tudung. Cuba bayangkan satu tangan dukung baby, satu tangan gosok and alter kedudukan tudung. Pengsan mcm ni kalau hari-hari camnih. Ntah camner ler Kak Lin handle personal life dia. Pernah gaklah memasak sambil dukung Anas, tu lagi bahaya sbb takut minyak terpercik kat baby. Mmg tabik springlaa kat working mothers ni. Serious respect. If me, tak tau ler apa citernya nanti. Hopefully dipermudahkan ;)
Ok, semalam Kak Fari bagi pengisian mengenai surah Al-'Alaq.
Iqra' bismi Rabbik allazhi kholaq'. Bacalah dengan nama TuhanMu yang menciptakan.
Pengisian lebih kepada kepentingan mencari ilmu. Dihuraikan ayat 1 sehingga 5.
Turutan secara ringkas:
1. Iqra' = Kalimah suruhan membaca, dedifinasikan sbg mengkaji.
2. Bismi Rabbik allazhi kholaq' - Allah memperkenalkan diriNya melalui sifat (Yang Menciptakan)
3. Kholaq al insaana fi 'alaq. (Pembentukan manusia drpd segumpal darah) - tanda kekuasaan Allah. Dikaitkan juga contribution of cabang ilmu selain pure cabang agama e.g science, accounting etc. Kesemua cabang ilmu apabila dikaji dan dikembangkan serta dianalisis mengikut acuan dan bermotifkan Allah dan Islam akan diterima Allah dan akan dinaungi malaikat serta didoakan oleh makhluk. (Menjelaskan salah faham bahawa hanya ilmu agama shj yg penting, ilmu teknologi, science dan sebagainya tidak)
4. Iqra' wa rabbuk al akram - Akram di sini diterjemahkan sebagai Pemurah. Diterangkan ttg kepentingan membuat sesuatu tanpa mengharapkan balasan (ikhlas). Sukar hendak membentuk ikhlas ni,kan? ;)
5. Allazhi 'allama bil qalam - Yang Mengajarkan manusia dengan perantaraan kalam/pena. Kebiasaan kita sering menggunakan lidah di dalam berbicara dan berdakwah. Namun kadang-kadang hilang dan tak dpt nak dipelajari oleh manusia secara collective, malah boleh menyebabkan salah faham pula apabila mesej tidak difahami secara keseluruhannya. Dgn penulisan, insya-Allah lebih ramai yang membaca dan ilmu itu lebih kekal disimpan. Kalau ada kesempatan, disarankan kita untuk menulis (tak kira ler blog ker, diary ker, buku ker..sbg catatan)
6. 'Allama al-insana ma lam ya'lam - Yang mengajarkan manusia perkara yang tidak diketahuinya. Satu soalan dilontarkan kepada kami semalam " Sekiranya kamu terpilih oleh Allah menjadi hamba yang dekat dgnNya, apakah ilmu yang kamu hendak Dia ajarkan?" Ada yang jawab Al-Quran, ada yang jawab hadith, for me i replied i want to know His secrets and hikmah why He creates this and that, why He arrange makhluq for this and that.
And the answer is....
Kak Fari explain, Nabi Adam adalah makhluk yang dekat dgn Allah, dan apakah yang Allah ajar kepada baginda? Nama-nama benda. Maka sebaik-baik ilmu ialah mempelajari benda dan aplikasinya. Di sini kepentingan ilmu dan aplikasi diterangkan kembali. Rasulullah juga pernah minta diterangkan ttg hakikat Roh namun Allah menjawab semua pengetahuan mengenai roh adalah di sisiNya. Begitu juga dgn kematian dan hari kiamat. Maka dgn secara tidak langsung, my request will not be entertained by Allah, Kak Fari said hehe.
Last point, she emphasized on our potential contribution to masyarakat. We must contribute something, think for something that will be beneficial to community of Islam dan umumnya. And always move forward supaya tiada ruang bagi orang untuk memperlekehkan Islam dgn perangai, kelakuan dan prinsip kita yang tidak menggambarkan bahawa Islam itu syumul dan mengajak kepada kemajuan sahsiah, ilmu dan peradaban.
So basically inilah topik usrah kami semalam. Ilmu dan kepentingannya.
Kita selalu baca Quran, tapi cukupkah sekadar membaca dan mengetahui terjemahannya? Biler lagi mahu memahaminya?
Kalam Allah itu lengkap dgn segala hukum (5% drpd isi keseluruhan menyentuh ttg hukum hakam), dan 95% lagi menyentuh ttg kisah-kisah silam dan penerangan sifat Allah(ada lagi yg lain, tapi tak ingat, please forgive me). Melalui Al-Furqan ini, Allah memperkenalkan diriNya, maka kalau kita tak faham Al Quran, mcm mana nak kenal Allah, and seterusnya mcm mana nak cinta padaNya?
~ Tak kenal maka tak cinta~
Wassalam.
Guys, I have to tell you..
PENATNYA jadi ibu bekerja. Serious. I'm talking from my own experience for catering Kak Lin's baby yesterday. I was only jaga him from 6 p.m to 12.30 a.m. And gosh, it was all tiring!!
Can you imagine, handling the baby for 1 hour kat shopping complex semalam sbb temankan Kak Lin ambil cincin yang ditempah, pastu beli diapers. Huh, pengalaman mendukung baby for 1 hour itu....CUKUP MEMENATKAN! Kalau ler hari-hari dukung baby macam tu, mau patah pinggang dibuatnya :D
Pastu, biler balik nak bersiap ke rumah Kak Fari untuk usrah, time nak gosok tudung tu Anas menangis sbb dia ni jenis tak boleh nak tinggal sengsorang lelama sgt. Kak Lin pulak sdg solat. Apa lagi, kena ler mendukung Anas sambil menggosok tudung. Cuba bayangkan satu tangan dukung baby, satu tangan gosok and alter kedudukan tudung. Pengsan mcm ni kalau hari-hari camnih. Ntah camner ler Kak Lin handle personal life dia. Pernah gaklah memasak sambil dukung Anas, tu lagi bahaya sbb takut minyak terpercik kat baby. Mmg tabik springlaa kat working mothers ni. Serious respect. If me, tak tau ler apa citernya nanti. Hopefully dipermudahkan ;)
Ok, semalam Kak Fari bagi pengisian mengenai surah Al-'Alaq.
Iqra' bismi Rabbik allazhi kholaq'. Bacalah dengan nama TuhanMu yang menciptakan.
Pengisian lebih kepada kepentingan mencari ilmu. Dihuraikan ayat 1 sehingga 5.
Turutan secara ringkas:
1. Iqra' = Kalimah suruhan membaca, dedifinasikan sbg mengkaji.
2. Bismi Rabbik allazhi kholaq' - Allah memperkenalkan diriNya melalui sifat (Yang Menciptakan)
3. Kholaq al insaana fi 'alaq. (Pembentukan manusia drpd segumpal darah) - tanda kekuasaan Allah. Dikaitkan juga contribution of cabang ilmu selain pure cabang agama e.g science, accounting etc. Kesemua cabang ilmu apabila dikaji dan dikembangkan serta dianalisis mengikut acuan dan bermotifkan Allah dan Islam akan diterima Allah dan akan dinaungi malaikat serta didoakan oleh makhluk. (Menjelaskan salah faham bahawa hanya ilmu agama shj yg penting, ilmu teknologi, science dan sebagainya tidak)
4. Iqra' wa rabbuk al akram - Akram di sini diterjemahkan sebagai Pemurah. Diterangkan ttg kepentingan membuat sesuatu tanpa mengharapkan balasan (ikhlas). Sukar hendak membentuk ikhlas ni,kan? ;)
5. Allazhi 'allama bil qalam - Yang Mengajarkan manusia dengan perantaraan kalam/pena. Kebiasaan kita sering menggunakan lidah di dalam berbicara dan berdakwah. Namun kadang-kadang hilang dan tak dpt nak dipelajari oleh manusia secara collective, malah boleh menyebabkan salah faham pula apabila mesej tidak difahami secara keseluruhannya. Dgn penulisan, insya-Allah lebih ramai yang membaca dan ilmu itu lebih kekal disimpan. Kalau ada kesempatan, disarankan kita untuk menulis (tak kira ler blog ker, diary ker, buku ker..sbg catatan)
6. 'Allama al-insana ma lam ya'lam - Yang mengajarkan manusia perkara yang tidak diketahuinya. Satu soalan dilontarkan kepada kami semalam " Sekiranya kamu terpilih oleh Allah menjadi hamba yang dekat dgnNya, apakah ilmu yang kamu hendak Dia ajarkan?" Ada yang jawab Al-Quran, ada yang jawab hadith, for me i replied i want to know His secrets and hikmah why He creates this and that, why He arrange makhluq for this and that.
And the answer is....
Kak Fari explain, Nabi Adam adalah makhluk yang dekat dgn Allah, dan apakah yang Allah ajar kepada baginda? Nama-nama benda. Maka sebaik-baik ilmu ialah mempelajari benda dan aplikasinya. Di sini kepentingan ilmu dan aplikasi diterangkan kembali. Rasulullah juga pernah minta diterangkan ttg hakikat Roh namun Allah menjawab semua pengetahuan mengenai roh adalah di sisiNya. Begitu juga dgn kematian dan hari kiamat. Maka dgn secara tidak langsung, my request will not be entertained by Allah, Kak Fari said hehe.
Last point, she emphasized on our potential contribution to masyarakat. We must contribute something, think for something that will be beneficial to community of Islam dan umumnya. And always move forward supaya tiada ruang bagi orang untuk memperlekehkan Islam dgn perangai, kelakuan dan prinsip kita yang tidak menggambarkan bahawa Islam itu syumul dan mengajak kepada kemajuan sahsiah, ilmu dan peradaban.
So basically inilah topik usrah kami semalam. Ilmu dan kepentingannya.
Kita selalu baca Quran, tapi cukupkah sekadar membaca dan mengetahui terjemahannya? Biler lagi mahu memahaminya?
Kalam Allah itu lengkap dgn segala hukum (5% drpd isi keseluruhan menyentuh ttg hukum hakam), dan 95% lagi menyentuh ttg kisah-kisah silam dan penerangan sifat Allah(ada lagi yg lain, tapi tak ingat, please forgive me). Melalui Al-Furqan ini, Allah memperkenalkan diriNya, maka kalau kita tak faham Al Quran, mcm mana nak kenal Allah, and seterusnya mcm mana nak cinta padaNya?
~ Tak kenal maka tak cinta~
Wassalam.
Friday, July 30, 2004
Penat..aaaaaaaa
Tak nak cakap banyak, cuma nak cakap....
PENATNYAAAAA, penatnya belajar sambil bekerja ni :(
Tahan iena tahan, baru sebulan belajar dah mengeluh tak tahan penat.
Rahimi cakap, mmg memula belajar tu rasa penat, lama-lama hilang sebab dah biasa.
I hope cepatlaa sampai masa tu, mmg rasa badan mcm dah nak tercabut dah ni.
This is my fist posting for today. Bunyi dia sedih sket. Second posting petang nanti, i will tell about Nisa' meeting resolution last nite. Yang ni seronok :)
Keep up with me k.
Wassalam :)
PENATNYAAAAA, penatnya belajar sambil bekerja ni :(
Tahan iena tahan, baru sebulan belajar dah mengeluh tak tahan penat.
Rahimi cakap, mmg memula belajar tu rasa penat, lama-lama hilang sebab dah biasa.
I hope cepatlaa sampai masa tu, mmg rasa badan mcm dah nak tercabut dah ni.
This is my fist posting for today. Bunyi dia sedih sket. Second posting petang nanti, i will tell about Nisa' meeting resolution last nite. Yang ni seronok :)
Keep up with me k.
Wassalam :)
Monday, July 26, 2004
sEDiH
Assalamualaikum wbt,
This morning i woke up late, and my mum kejutkan sebab biasanya i bangun awal. Badan penat sangat, mmg rasa tak larat. Kalau tak fikirkan hari ni i kena handle program gotong royong sempena restructuring FMD, mmg terasa mcm nak ambil urgent leave jer.
I lambat sket react, and my mum terus cakap " Iena, kalau mcm ni effect belajar part time sampai boleh jejaskan kerja, baik jangan terus belajar mcm ni. Berhenti jer!"
I was so shocked to listen to that. And i am sad. Really sad.
I can bear if that sentence was coming from other people, but not from my mum. From a person who is very close to me. From a person who i think and i hope could support me from the back in order for me to continue my studies.
The same situation happened to me when i mentioned to her that i want to join Nisa'. My mum did not favor much. And i cried a lot dlm bas sepanjang i balik kampung one day after my mum said that she wanted me to quit from joining Nisa'.
Continuing my studies and joining Nisa' are the things that i want to do just for the sake of Islam, nothing else. And for that, i received unfavourable response from someone that i love so much.
Sad, terribly sad.
Sekarang ni tengah tabahkan hati jer. Apa lagi yang boleh dibuat. Kalau nak kata dedua perkara tu senang, mmg tak senang langsung. Tak tidur malam buat assignment, sacrifice weekends utk pergi kelas dan belajar. Memang tak senang.
Apa pun, it was not my mum's fault. That was my fault for not explaning to her why i did all these. My mum is the best person in my life and i love her very much regardless of whatever things she ever done or said as nothing could be compared to her sacrifice and contributions untuk melahirkan dan mendidik anak-anaknya sehingga kami berjaya sampai ke tahap ini. And i really appreciate and thankful to Allah for that. She is like our friend at home where we can share a lot of things together. I don't want to blame her for what she had said to me this morning. If i could manage my time better, then perhaps whatever she said to me this morning will never come out from her mouth.
Alrite guys, lega sket biler dah luah perasaan :) Nak move to Arabic class. See ya later k.
Wassalam.
This morning i woke up late, and my mum kejutkan sebab biasanya i bangun awal. Badan penat sangat, mmg rasa tak larat. Kalau tak fikirkan hari ni i kena handle program gotong royong sempena restructuring FMD, mmg terasa mcm nak ambil urgent leave jer.
I lambat sket react, and my mum terus cakap " Iena, kalau mcm ni effect belajar part time sampai boleh jejaskan kerja, baik jangan terus belajar mcm ni. Berhenti jer!"
I was so shocked to listen to that. And i am sad. Really sad.
I can bear if that sentence was coming from other people, but not from my mum. From a person who is very close to me. From a person who i think and i hope could support me from the back in order for me to continue my studies.
The same situation happened to me when i mentioned to her that i want to join Nisa'. My mum did not favor much. And i cried a lot dlm bas sepanjang i balik kampung one day after my mum said that she wanted me to quit from joining Nisa'.
Continuing my studies and joining Nisa' are the things that i want to do just for the sake of Islam, nothing else. And for that, i received unfavourable response from someone that i love so much.
Sad, terribly sad.
Sekarang ni tengah tabahkan hati jer. Apa lagi yang boleh dibuat. Kalau nak kata dedua perkara tu senang, mmg tak senang langsung. Tak tidur malam buat assignment, sacrifice weekends utk pergi kelas dan belajar. Memang tak senang.
Apa pun, it was not my mum's fault. That was my fault for not explaning to her why i did all these. My mum is the best person in my life and i love her very much regardless of whatever things she ever done or said as nothing could be compared to her sacrifice and contributions untuk melahirkan dan mendidik anak-anaknya sehingga kami berjaya sampai ke tahap ini. And i really appreciate and thankful to Allah for that. She is like our friend at home where we can share a lot of things together. I don't want to blame her for what she had said to me this morning. If i could manage my time better, then perhaps whatever she said to me this morning will never come out from her mouth.
Alrite guys, lega sket biler dah luah perasaan :) Nak move to Arabic class. See ya later k.
Wassalam.
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Best best
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Dah lama tak menjenguk blog ini, apatah lagi hendak mengupdate. Tidak berkesempatan kerana kebanyakan masa sudah disalurkan kepada tujuan yang lain, yang lebih memerlukan komitmen dan perhatian diri.
Banyak perkara nak bagitau, ttg kelas Arab, ttg kelas MBA, ttg buat assignment & presentation tak tidur malam menyebabkan flat di masjid sampai 3 jam (qadha' tidur hehe), ttg betapa adik2 kita yang berada di IPT ini sedang mencari arah tuju mereka sebenarnya yang memerlukan bimbingan kita yang sudah melepasi fasa kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar.
Seronok! Walaupun tak tidur malam pun buat assignment and presentation, hasilnya memuaskan. Alhamdulillah :)
Takpelah, kita sambung lain kali k. Nak bersiap untuk ke kelas Arab dulu.
Ilal liqa' wassalamualaikum wbt :)
Dah lama tak menjenguk blog ini, apatah lagi hendak mengupdate. Tidak berkesempatan kerana kebanyakan masa sudah disalurkan kepada tujuan yang lain, yang lebih memerlukan komitmen dan perhatian diri.
Banyak perkara nak bagitau, ttg kelas Arab, ttg kelas MBA, ttg buat assignment & presentation tak tidur malam menyebabkan flat di masjid sampai 3 jam (qadha' tidur hehe), ttg betapa adik2 kita yang berada di IPT ini sedang mencari arah tuju mereka sebenarnya yang memerlukan bimbingan kita yang sudah melepasi fasa kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar.
Seronok! Walaupun tak tidur malam pun buat assignment and presentation, hasilnya memuaskan. Alhamdulillah :)
Takpelah, kita sambung lain kali k. Nak bersiap untuk ke kelas Arab dulu.
Ilal liqa' wassalamualaikum wbt :)
Friday, July 02, 2004
Graf iman
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Ustaz Zamakhsyari menegaskan bahawa iman kita ini ada naik dan turunnya.
Bila kita berbuat dosa, namun di hati tidak terdetik sebarang rasa bersalah, periksalah diri anda. Something is wrong there.
Teringat lagi ada seorang sahabat baik pernah berkata "Iman ini seperti graf sinus x rupanya, kejap naik kejap turun". Biler time dia naik, kita rajin berbuat amal kebaikan, dan bila grafnya turun, kita sedikit bermalasan.
Biler agaknya iman kita hendak straight lurus seperti graph linear. Hehe.
Wassalam.
Ustaz Zamakhsyari menegaskan bahawa iman kita ini ada naik dan turunnya.
Bila kita berbuat dosa, namun di hati tidak terdetik sebarang rasa bersalah, periksalah diri anda. Something is wrong there.
Teringat lagi ada seorang sahabat baik pernah berkata "Iman ini seperti graf sinus x rupanya, kejap naik kejap turun". Biler time dia naik, kita rajin berbuat amal kebaikan, dan bila grafnya turun, kita sedikit bermalasan.
Biler agaknya iman kita hendak straight lurus seperti graph linear. Hehe.
Wassalam.
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Karenah staff
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Semalam meeting pengurusan, my presentation ended with a big applause by FMD members sbb berjaya carry tugas Business Controller dengan baik in one month (claimed by them, not me)
Alhamdulillah atas segala kesempatan nak merasa pujian, tapi sebelum kena puji tu, kena tembak juga ttg karenah staff BC ni(dush dush dgn bazooka, nasib baik tak dengan Tomahawk ker apa ker, kalau tak lama dah longlai waktu buat presentation tu)
Pening kepala sekejap. Kita sedang berurusan dengan manusia, ciptaan Allah yang sungguh kompleks dan dynamic. Kita tak dpt nak atur perilaku dan pemikiran mereka seumpama memprogramkan robot dan komputer.
Macam mana nak tackle masalah staff dan manusia umum lainnya?
Tarbiyyah dan pendedahan ilmu secara konsisten. Tapi macam mana nak tarbiyah? Apatah lagi dengan orang-orang yang sudah berumur ini?
Hmm..had to find a way.
Wassalam.
Semalam meeting pengurusan, my presentation ended with a big applause by FMD members sbb berjaya carry tugas Business Controller dengan baik in one month (claimed by them, not me)
Alhamdulillah atas segala kesempatan nak merasa pujian, tapi sebelum kena puji tu, kena tembak juga ttg karenah staff BC ni(dush dush dgn bazooka, nasib baik tak dengan Tomahawk ker apa ker, kalau tak lama dah longlai waktu buat presentation tu)
Pening kepala sekejap. Kita sedang berurusan dengan manusia, ciptaan Allah yang sungguh kompleks dan dynamic. Kita tak dpt nak atur perilaku dan pemikiran mereka seumpama memprogramkan robot dan komputer.
Macam mana nak tackle masalah staff dan manusia umum lainnya?
Tarbiyyah dan pendedahan ilmu secara konsisten. Tapi macam mana nak tarbiyah? Apatah lagi dengan orang-orang yang sudah berumur ini?
Hmm..had to find a way.
Wassalam.
Monday, June 28, 2004
Mesyuarat Pengurusan cancelled
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Sedang berjalan menuju ke parking kereta office, suddenly Tn Hj Tajul telefon beritahu dia MC hari ni sbb demam, so mesyuarat pengurusan ditunda ke esok.
My manager marah sangat sampai tak terkata apa..sebab kena datang hari Ahad lepas untuk selesaikan kerja semata-mata untuk meeting pagi ni, and i woke up at 4.30 a.m untuk furnishkan presentation apa yang perlu, aiyaa.. if i know this will hapen, might as well i join program di PD hari tuh.(sabar sabar, ada hikmahnya insya-Allah)
Last Saturday i went to register myself di UIA untuk course MBA, alhamdulillah berjumpa dengan rakan-rakan baru. Ada yang sudah berumur and ada yang muda macam baya-baya kita jer. Ada 2 orang non-muslim join juga this course. Overall it looks like ok, Head of MBA pun ok jek bagi penerangan, insya-Allah semuanya berjalan lancar. Yang paling best ada sorang muslimat Sudan ni pun join juga, tanya dia ada berapa orang anak. Dia kata ada 3. Subhanallah, ada anak2 yang perlu dijaga, being a foreigner to our country is not an easy task to do. Kagum. Kagum. Best gaklaa kawan ngan dia ni, boleh practice Arabic.Hari tu speaking Arab dgn dia (yang simple2 jeklaa), nasib baik dia faham, kalau tak mungkin tunda nak bercakap Arab ngan dia lagi kot, sampai dah bebetul expert hehe.
Sekiranya Allah bukakan jalan, semuanya akan jadi mudah insya-Allah.
Tak dapat satu kelas ngan Farah Aiza, sbb dia ambil subject yang tak dioffer untuk kami sem ni. Sem ni ada Financial and Managerial Accounting, my own subject kat U dulu. Ok ler kot. Jgn dia suh ambil subject Finance sudah. Tak suka ngan Finance, rasa mcm susah jek. Nak kira IRR ler, NPV ler, ada formula ntah paper lagi. Tak suka tak suka.
Bila compare UIA dengan MMU, agak berbeza sedikit environmentnya. Biah Islamic di sana lebih kuat(walaupun terjumpa jugaklaa couple2 makan sama, tapi boleh kira ngan sebelah tangan jek). Tenang jek rasa. Masuk masjid dia pun, kita boleh tengok pelajar muslimin bersolat berjemaah (tak kiralah jemaah yang keberapa dlm satu-satu waktu tu, tapi derang berjemaah jugak). Kat MMU payah sikit ler nak tgk, nak tgk pelajar muslimin penuhkan 2 saf depan tu pun payah.Tu baru surau kecil, belum lagi masjid sebesar UIA tu ;)
Berjumpa Ehsan, pres IU MMU Cyber 2 minggu lepas, alhamdulillah dia kata ada peningkatan. Sesi tarbiyah berjalan lancar, every week buat usrah kelompok. Tapi bahagian muslimat pulak yang tak berapa konsisten. Terbalik pulak dah, during my time dulu, muslimah konsisten, muslimin tak. Apa pun semoga semuanya berjalan lancar di sana. Mereka pun dah ada lapisan pelapis, cuma belum formally appointed. Ok ler tuh.Zaman kitorang dulu, jenuh nak mencari (utk SRC especially).
Ok ler, nak siapkan kerja mana yang perlu. Petang ni ada kelas Arabic, kerja rumah yang Ustaz bagi pun belum siap lagi.
Jumpa lagi k. Wassalam :)
Sedang berjalan menuju ke parking kereta office, suddenly Tn Hj Tajul telefon beritahu dia MC hari ni sbb demam, so mesyuarat pengurusan ditunda ke esok.
My manager marah sangat sampai tak terkata apa..sebab kena datang hari Ahad lepas untuk selesaikan kerja semata-mata untuk meeting pagi ni, and i woke up at 4.30 a.m untuk furnishkan presentation apa yang perlu, aiyaa.. if i know this will hapen, might as well i join program di PD hari tuh.(sabar sabar, ada hikmahnya insya-Allah)
Last Saturday i went to register myself di UIA untuk course MBA, alhamdulillah berjumpa dengan rakan-rakan baru. Ada yang sudah berumur and ada yang muda macam baya-baya kita jer. Ada 2 orang non-muslim join juga this course. Overall it looks like ok, Head of MBA pun ok jek bagi penerangan, insya-Allah semuanya berjalan lancar. Yang paling best ada sorang muslimat Sudan ni pun join juga, tanya dia ada berapa orang anak. Dia kata ada 3. Subhanallah, ada anak2 yang perlu dijaga, being a foreigner to our country is not an easy task to do. Kagum. Kagum. Best gaklaa kawan ngan dia ni, boleh practice Arabic.Hari tu speaking Arab dgn dia (yang simple2 jeklaa), nasib baik dia faham, kalau tak mungkin tunda nak bercakap Arab ngan dia lagi kot, sampai dah bebetul expert hehe.
Sekiranya Allah bukakan jalan, semuanya akan jadi mudah insya-Allah.
Tak dapat satu kelas ngan Farah Aiza, sbb dia ambil subject yang tak dioffer untuk kami sem ni. Sem ni ada Financial and Managerial Accounting, my own subject kat U dulu. Ok ler kot. Jgn dia suh ambil subject Finance sudah. Tak suka ngan Finance, rasa mcm susah jek. Nak kira IRR ler, NPV ler, ada formula ntah paper lagi. Tak suka tak suka.
Bila compare UIA dengan MMU, agak berbeza sedikit environmentnya. Biah Islamic di sana lebih kuat(walaupun terjumpa jugaklaa couple2 makan sama, tapi boleh kira ngan sebelah tangan jek). Tenang jek rasa. Masuk masjid dia pun, kita boleh tengok pelajar muslimin bersolat berjemaah (tak kiralah jemaah yang keberapa dlm satu-satu waktu tu, tapi derang berjemaah jugak). Kat MMU payah sikit ler nak tgk, nak tgk pelajar muslimin penuhkan 2 saf depan tu pun payah.Tu baru surau kecil, belum lagi masjid sebesar UIA tu ;)
Berjumpa Ehsan, pres IU MMU Cyber 2 minggu lepas, alhamdulillah dia kata ada peningkatan. Sesi tarbiyah berjalan lancar, every week buat usrah kelompok. Tapi bahagian muslimat pulak yang tak berapa konsisten. Terbalik pulak dah, during my time dulu, muslimah konsisten, muslimin tak. Apa pun semoga semuanya berjalan lancar di sana. Mereka pun dah ada lapisan pelapis, cuma belum formally appointed. Ok ler tuh.Zaman kitorang dulu, jenuh nak mencari (utk SRC especially).
Ok ler, nak siapkan kerja mana yang perlu. Petang ni ada kelas Arabic, kerja rumah yang Ustaz bagi pun belum siap lagi.
Jumpa lagi k. Wassalam :)
Friday, June 25, 2004
Sempatkah?
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Sedang mendengar lagu Istighfar dari kumpulan SaffOne.
Terasa sayu.
Bagaimana kiranya nanti di dunia sana, Allah enggan terima amal ibadat kita?
Bagaimana agaknya kita hendak menerima hakikat pahit bahawa kita tidak diterima?
Akan tertundukkah wajah, atau akan meraungkah kita menyatakan penyesalan yang tidak akan ada penyudahnya?
Tergalas di bahu kita tanggungjawab yang bukan sedikit, tapi kemampuan dan masa yg kita punya seperti tidak cukup untuk mencakupi semua yang tertulis bernama AMANAH sbg KHALIFAH.
Bagaimana? Bagaimana hendak dicukupkan segala yang ditugaskan?
Entah...kaki masih melangkah, cuma tidak tahu sama ada ia cukup laju atau tidak.
Dan masa yang dipunyai makin lama makin sedikit.
Sempatkah?
Mampukah?
Sedang mendengar lagu Istighfar dari kumpulan SaffOne.
Terasa sayu.
Bagaimana kiranya nanti di dunia sana, Allah enggan terima amal ibadat kita?
Bagaimana agaknya kita hendak menerima hakikat pahit bahawa kita tidak diterima?
Akan tertundukkah wajah, atau akan meraungkah kita menyatakan penyesalan yang tidak akan ada penyudahnya?
Tergalas di bahu kita tanggungjawab yang bukan sedikit, tapi kemampuan dan masa yg kita punya seperti tidak cukup untuk mencakupi semua yang tertulis bernama AMANAH sbg KHALIFAH.
Bagaimana? Bagaimana hendak dicukupkan segala yang ditugaskan?
Entah...kaki masih melangkah, cuma tidak tahu sama ada ia cukup laju atau tidak.
Dan masa yang dipunyai makin lama makin sedikit.
Sempatkah?
Mampukah?
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Ilmu
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Ilmu.
Ilmu.
Ilmu.
Carilah ilmu, walau di mana jua.
Hendakkan dunia, hendaklah dengan ilmu.
Hendakkan akhirat, juga hendaklah dengan ilmu.
Hendakkan kedua-duanya, apatah lagi..
Wassalam
Ilmu.
Ilmu.
Ilmu.
Carilah ilmu, walau di mana jua.
Hendakkan dunia, hendaklah dengan ilmu.
Hendakkan akhirat, juga hendaklah dengan ilmu.
Hendakkan kedua-duanya, apatah lagi..
Wassalam
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Iktibar
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Today i have learnt that if someone had given power and authority, sometimes he tend to be so authocratic and power seeking person (eg Bush yg giler kuasa tuh)
I've learnt that power is capable to make you forget about yourself, your root of culture, and inarguable any regulations set by our religion and God.
Money is power. Richness is also a power. The authority and trust received by someone are also powers.
Should this power to be misused until it creates hatred and uneasy feelings among those being ruled under this power, or those who interacts with this power holder party?
Of course not.
Always remember, sekuat-kuat kita, setinggi-tinggi kuasa dan kekayaan yang dianugerahkan kepada kita, tiada siapa yang dapat melawan Yang Maha Berkuasa.
Riaklah sepanjang mana yang kamu hendak, berbanggalah setinggi mana yang kamu mahu, namun di mata Tuhan, kita hanya dapat sepicis (tu pun belum tentu dapat dikira sebagai sepicis) dari kuasa yang ada padaNya.
Moral of the story: Jangan mudah lupa diri dan berbangga dengan kuasa yang kita ada. Bebila masa kuasa itu akan hilang.
~Gone with the wind~
iena.
Today i have learnt that if someone had given power and authority, sometimes he tend to be so authocratic and power seeking person (eg Bush yg giler kuasa tuh)
I've learnt that power is capable to make you forget about yourself, your root of culture, and inarguable any regulations set by our religion and God.
Money is power. Richness is also a power. The authority and trust received by someone are also powers.
Should this power to be misused until it creates hatred and uneasy feelings among those being ruled under this power, or those who interacts with this power holder party?
Of course not.
Always remember, sekuat-kuat kita, setinggi-tinggi kuasa dan kekayaan yang dianugerahkan kepada kita, tiada siapa yang dapat melawan Yang Maha Berkuasa.
Riaklah sepanjang mana yang kamu hendak, berbanggalah setinggi mana yang kamu mahu, namun di mata Tuhan, kita hanya dapat sepicis (tu pun belum tentu dapat dikira sebagai sepicis) dari kuasa yang ada padaNya.
Moral of the story: Jangan mudah lupa diri dan berbangga dengan kuasa yang kita ada. Bebila masa kuasa itu akan hilang.
~Gone with the wind~
iena.
Monday, June 21, 2004
Motivasi pagi
Assalamualaikum wbt,
This morning Khairul came to my place and talked about his fiance booking Menara to celebrate his birthday today.
Entah macam mana boleh termasuk topik bergaduh2 ngan ibu hehe. I have to admit that i always quarrel with my mum for small2 things. Not that bad, but still we regard as quarrel jugalah kan.
Khairul nasihatkan not to quarrel with my mum anymore. Takut nanti apa yang terkeluar dr mulut kita akan terkesan di hati ibu.
Isk isk, mmglah kalau ikut hati tak nak gaduh, tapi kekadang tak leh nak elak and mulut ni cepat sangat nak menjawab balik, especially kalau kita tau kita yg betul. Rasanya sumer org akan merasai perkara yg sama,kan? Ker i sorang jer yg jahat? Hehe.
Khairul suggested for me to live separately with my mum (in other words, pindah dr rumah skang ni and live independently). He said i will treasure my mum better if we live separately. Isk, tak nak ler. Apa kerja nak duduk pisah kalau dah keje and duduk pun kat KL, lain ler tempat keje kat hujung dunia, umah parent kat hujung dunia lagi satu. Logic jugak ler nak pindah pun, besides bukannya i dah kahwin pun nak duduk pisah-pisah. Hehe.
Tu jer ler kot nak update for today. Malam ni ada Arabic, semalam baru terima surat dari UIA minta register diri this Saturday utk course MBA. Pastu ada program di PD pulak petang Sabtu dan pagi Ahad. Ingat nak ambil cuti Isnin esoknya, tapi ada Management Meeting pulak.
Wassalam.
This morning Khairul came to my place and talked about his fiance booking Menara to celebrate his birthday today.
Entah macam mana boleh termasuk topik bergaduh2 ngan ibu hehe. I have to admit that i always quarrel with my mum for small2 things. Not that bad, but still we regard as quarrel jugalah kan.
Khairul nasihatkan not to quarrel with my mum anymore. Takut nanti apa yang terkeluar dr mulut kita akan terkesan di hati ibu.
Isk isk, mmglah kalau ikut hati tak nak gaduh, tapi kekadang tak leh nak elak and mulut ni cepat sangat nak menjawab balik, especially kalau kita tau kita yg betul. Rasanya sumer org akan merasai perkara yg sama,kan? Ker i sorang jer yg jahat? Hehe.
Khairul suggested for me to live separately with my mum (in other words, pindah dr rumah skang ni and live independently). He said i will treasure my mum better if we live separately. Isk, tak nak ler. Apa kerja nak duduk pisah kalau dah keje and duduk pun kat KL, lain ler tempat keje kat hujung dunia, umah parent kat hujung dunia lagi satu. Logic jugak ler nak pindah pun, besides bukannya i dah kahwin pun nak duduk pisah-pisah. Hehe.
Tu jer ler kot nak update for today. Malam ni ada Arabic, semalam baru terima surat dari UIA minta register diri this Saturday utk course MBA. Pastu ada program di PD pulak petang Sabtu dan pagi Ahad. Ingat nak ambil cuti Isnin esoknya, tapi ada Management Meeting pulak.
Wassalam.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Seimbangkan kehidupan dunia
Kalamullah
(Tetapi kebanyakan kamu tidak melakukan yang demikian). Bahkan kamu utamakan kehidupan dunia. Pada hal kehidupan akhirat lebih baik dan lebih dekat. (Al-A'laa : 16-17)
Huraian:
Umat Islam diingatkan supaya tidak terpedaya dengan keindahan dunia. Walau bagaimanapun, ia tidak bermaksud menghalang umat Islam daripada mencari kekayaan dan kemewahan duniawi.
Allah s.w.t. menyuruh supaya umat Islam bersungguh-sungguh mencari bekalan untuk hari akhirat, tetapi janganlah lupa habuan di dunia.
Firman Allah di dalam surah al-Qasas ayat 77 bermaksud: Dan tuntutlah dengan harta kekayaan yang dikurniakan Allah kepadamu akan pahala dan kebahagiaan hari akhirat dan janganlah kamu melupakan bahagianmu (keperluan dan bekalan) dari dunia.
Doa yang dipinta untuk kebahagiaan kehidupan di dunia dan akhirat seperti di dalam surah al-Baqarah ayat 201 yang bermaksud:
Wahai Tuhan kami, berilah kami kebaikan di dunia dan kebaikan di akhirat, dan peliharalah kami daripada azab neraka.
Kekayaan dan kemewahan yang diperoleh di dunia ini hendaklah dijadikan alat atau perantara untuk mencapai kebahagiaan di akhirat.
Kesimpulan:
Umat Islam perlu bijak menguruskan keperluan kehidupan dunia dan akhirat agar mendapat kenikmatan yang kekal abadi di akhirat.
Disediakan oleh Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia (Jakim).
(Tetapi kebanyakan kamu tidak melakukan yang demikian). Bahkan kamu utamakan kehidupan dunia. Pada hal kehidupan akhirat lebih baik dan lebih dekat. (Al-A'laa : 16-17)
Huraian:
Umat Islam diingatkan supaya tidak terpedaya dengan keindahan dunia. Walau bagaimanapun, ia tidak bermaksud menghalang umat Islam daripada mencari kekayaan dan kemewahan duniawi.
Allah s.w.t. menyuruh supaya umat Islam bersungguh-sungguh mencari bekalan untuk hari akhirat, tetapi janganlah lupa habuan di dunia.
Firman Allah di dalam surah al-Qasas ayat 77 bermaksud: Dan tuntutlah dengan harta kekayaan yang dikurniakan Allah kepadamu akan pahala dan kebahagiaan hari akhirat dan janganlah kamu melupakan bahagianmu (keperluan dan bekalan) dari dunia.
Doa yang dipinta untuk kebahagiaan kehidupan di dunia dan akhirat seperti di dalam surah al-Baqarah ayat 201 yang bermaksud:
Wahai Tuhan kami, berilah kami kebaikan di dunia dan kebaikan di akhirat, dan peliharalah kami daripada azab neraka.
Kekayaan dan kemewahan yang diperoleh di dunia ini hendaklah dijadikan alat atau perantara untuk mencapai kebahagiaan di akhirat.
Kesimpulan:
Umat Islam perlu bijak menguruskan keperluan kehidupan dunia dan akhirat agar mendapat kenikmatan yang kekal abadi di akhirat.
Disediakan oleh Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia (Jakim).
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Diskusi petang bersama Kak Umi
Assalamualaikum wbt,
(Siri 1)
Today i've been limiting myself not to curi tulang by chatting or doing something else other than my real job as i am afraid that the salary that i will receive will haraam as i dun fulfill my responsibility and time as expected. Alhamdulillah berjaya, cuma kena improve lagi ;)
Tengah hari tadi keluar lunch with my younger sister Ika (she came back from English course at KL Sentral) and we had a wonderful chat on our planning for the next 6 months.
And in the evening i received a call from Kak Umi (Nisa' buddy) saying that she wanted to see me as she's visiting her husband's working place kat Tingkat 6 of the same building as mine (SNS).
And we had a very heavy and resourceful discussion which i appreciate actually rather than bercakap perkara yang sia-sia.
We talked about the current situation about Islam, the tribulations faced by Muslim around the world, and the possibility that Hari Kiamat is actually around the corner.
We had also discussed about politics in Malaysia scenario, and yeah, sememangnya perbincangan ini berbaloi, dan sememangnya pertemuan seperti ini sentiasa diharap-harapkan.
Not that i'm very interested in politics, i have to admit that i don't actually (not interested doesn't mean that i hate, i just don't develop interest in it, that's all). This kind of dicussion that i have with Kak Umi as part time lecturer in one of IPT is actually bringing me to realize of the real situation of what we have today, what Malaysia will has tomorrow, and what Islam will has within next 20 years.
Last Sunday nite i was watching Konsert Sure Heboh in Perlis on TV (no offence to those who are working with TM Net ya), i was thinking that if these youngsters are exposed to these type of programs that from the deepest from our hearts we know that it will not lead for any spiritual improvements, what outcome that you could expect from them in the matter of fighting in the cause of Islam actually?
Jiwa mereka sepatutnya dibentuk untuk menjadi pemuda pemudi gagah dalam menegakkan agama Allah. Hiburan seperti ini sebenarnya melemahkan iman, dan mensesatkan tujuan. Benar, ada orang akan beranggapan dan berkata "Ala, derang masih kecil lagi, dah besar nanti taulah mereka nak berfikir sendiri". Truly correct and could applicable for those who manage to think by themselves, who manage to search the Ad-Deen if they are searching, and for those who Allah saves them from kekufuran. But what about the rest who don't? As people who are older than them, who are given responsibility to lead and direct them to the right path, shouldn't we teach them the right way of walking their lives as what Islam has set for us? Do we actually have the rights to disobey whatever Allah has requested us to do, which is to mengerjakan amar makruf dan meninggalkan maksiat?
Program-program seperti ini seharusnya diisi dengan pengisian yang bermanfaat, yang mengajak kita kepada perkembangan diri dan percambahan minda yang sihat. I'm not saying that music is not health, tapi kita tidak dapat menolak bahawa kebanyakan lagu kebanyakannya membawa kepada unsur lagha. And apa-apa sahaja yang menyebabkan kita lupa kepada Allah adalah dilarang and boleh jatuh hukum haraam. I wish those media and tampuk pemerintahan up there could think very heavily about this aspect and priority: PEMBANGUNAN INSAN.
Islam ini adalah agama dagang. Benar seperti termaktub di dalam satu hadith. Tapi jangan kita pula yang suka rela membiarkan tangan-tangan kita menjadikan Islam itu dagang sebelum sampai masanya.
Moga kita terpelihara dari segala maksiat yang ada.Ameen.
****************************************************************************************
(Siri 2)
"Man la yarham la yurham" (Mutaffaqun 'alaih - merujuk kepada Bukhari dan Muslim)
Sesiapa yang tidak mengasihi, tidak akan dikasihi.
"Irham man fil ardh, yarhumka man fis samaak"
Kasihilah sesiapa di bumi, nescaya engkau akan dikasihi di langit.
(2 hadith yang dipelajari di kelas Arab semalam by Ustaz Zamakhsyari graduated fom Libya. Subhanallah as i've been taught from 3 different ustazs from 3 different countries where they graduated: Ustaz Wan Zuki min Al Misra, wa Ustaz Rahimi min Jordan wa Ustaz Zamakhsyari min Libya)
Ustaz Zamakhsyari ni mmg tak bercakap BM dengan kitorang walaupun dia Melayu, we actually understood what he said, but we were not capable to reply. Tapi masya Allah, semangat dia mengajar kitorang memang tak dapat dinafikan. Setiap patah perkataan Arabic yang keluar dari mulut kami dia akan sambut dgn "Aiwah" atau "ey". Memula pelik apa bende ustaz ni sebut "ey" ni, agaknya maksud perkataan ni "ya" dalam bahasa Libya kot. Allahualam. Tapi ustaz ni best jugak, asyik gelak jer kitorang belajar sebab ustaz ni cakap Arab mmg tak campur melayu, and apa yang kitorang mampu jawab hanyalah "na'am ya Ustaz". Dah itu jer yang kitorang reti jawab hehe.
Sembilan orang di dalam kelas, 7 pelajar kelas lama dan 2 pelajar baru. Hubungan sesama kami lebih erat dan dah tak segan-segan sangat nak berinteraksi, malah ada 2 orang ni nak hantar anak-anak derang tuition kepada sorang classmate sbb dia buka tuition utk Math. Peluang rezeki bertambah alhamdulillah.
~Ukhuwwah yang terbina persis sekuntum bunga~(kata-kata hikmah dari seorang sahabat)
Wassalam.
(Siri 1)
Today i've been limiting myself not to curi tulang by chatting or doing something else other than my real job as i am afraid that the salary that i will receive will haraam as i dun fulfill my responsibility and time as expected. Alhamdulillah berjaya, cuma kena improve lagi ;)
Tengah hari tadi keluar lunch with my younger sister Ika (she came back from English course at KL Sentral) and we had a wonderful chat on our planning for the next 6 months.
And in the evening i received a call from Kak Umi (Nisa' buddy) saying that she wanted to see me as she's visiting her husband's working place kat Tingkat 6 of the same building as mine (SNS).
And we had a very heavy and resourceful discussion which i appreciate actually rather than bercakap perkara yang sia-sia.
We talked about the current situation about Islam, the tribulations faced by Muslim around the world, and the possibility that Hari Kiamat is actually around the corner.
We had also discussed about politics in Malaysia scenario, and yeah, sememangnya perbincangan ini berbaloi, dan sememangnya pertemuan seperti ini sentiasa diharap-harapkan.
Not that i'm very interested in politics, i have to admit that i don't actually (not interested doesn't mean that i hate, i just don't develop interest in it, that's all). This kind of dicussion that i have with Kak Umi as part time lecturer in one of IPT is actually bringing me to realize of the real situation of what we have today, what Malaysia will has tomorrow, and what Islam will has within next 20 years.
Last Sunday nite i was watching Konsert Sure Heboh in Perlis on TV (no offence to those who are working with TM Net ya), i was thinking that if these youngsters are exposed to these type of programs that from the deepest from our hearts we know that it will not lead for any spiritual improvements, what outcome that you could expect from them in the matter of fighting in the cause of Islam actually?
Jiwa mereka sepatutnya dibentuk untuk menjadi pemuda pemudi gagah dalam menegakkan agama Allah. Hiburan seperti ini sebenarnya melemahkan iman, dan mensesatkan tujuan. Benar, ada orang akan beranggapan dan berkata "Ala, derang masih kecil lagi, dah besar nanti taulah mereka nak berfikir sendiri". Truly correct and could applicable for those who manage to think by themselves, who manage to search the Ad-Deen if they are searching, and for those who Allah saves them from kekufuran. But what about the rest who don't? As people who are older than them, who are given responsibility to lead and direct them to the right path, shouldn't we teach them the right way of walking their lives as what Islam has set for us? Do we actually have the rights to disobey whatever Allah has requested us to do, which is to mengerjakan amar makruf dan meninggalkan maksiat?
Program-program seperti ini seharusnya diisi dengan pengisian yang bermanfaat, yang mengajak kita kepada perkembangan diri dan percambahan minda yang sihat. I'm not saying that music is not health, tapi kita tidak dapat menolak bahawa kebanyakan lagu kebanyakannya membawa kepada unsur lagha. And apa-apa sahaja yang menyebabkan kita lupa kepada Allah adalah dilarang and boleh jatuh hukum haraam. I wish those media and tampuk pemerintahan up there could think very heavily about this aspect and priority: PEMBANGUNAN INSAN.
Islam ini adalah agama dagang. Benar seperti termaktub di dalam satu hadith. Tapi jangan kita pula yang suka rela membiarkan tangan-tangan kita menjadikan Islam itu dagang sebelum sampai masanya.
Moga kita terpelihara dari segala maksiat yang ada.Ameen.
****************************************************************************************
(Siri 2)
"Man la yarham la yurham" (Mutaffaqun 'alaih - merujuk kepada Bukhari dan Muslim)
Sesiapa yang tidak mengasihi, tidak akan dikasihi.
"Irham man fil ardh, yarhumka man fis samaak"
Kasihilah sesiapa di bumi, nescaya engkau akan dikasihi di langit.
(2 hadith yang dipelajari di kelas Arab semalam by Ustaz Zamakhsyari graduated fom Libya. Subhanallah as i've been taught from 3 different ustazs from 3 different countries where they graduated: Ustaz Wan Zuki min Al Misra, wa Ustaz Rahimi min Jordan wa Ustaz Zamakhsyari min Libya)
Ustaz Zamakhsyari ni mmg tak bercakap BM dengan kitorang walaupun dia Melayu, we actually understood what he said, but we were not capable to reply. Tapi masya Allah, semangat dia mengajar kitorang memang tak dapat dinafikan. Setiap patah perkataan Arabic yang keluar dari mulut kami dia akan sambut dgn "Aiwah" atau "ey". Memula pelik apa bende ustaz ni sebut "ey" ni, agaknya maksud perkataan ni "ya" dalam bahasa Libya kot. Allahualam. Tapi ustaz ni best jugak, asyik gelak jer kitorang belajar sebab ustaz ni cakap Arab mmg tak campur melayu, and apa yang kitorang mampu jawab hanyalah "na'am ya Ustaz". Dah itu jer yang kitorang reti jawab hehe.
Sembilan orang di dalam kelas, 7 pelajar kelas lama dan 2 pelajar baru. Hubungan sesama kami lebih erat dan dah tak segan-segan sangat nak berinteraksi, malah ada 2 orang ni nak hantar anak-anak derang tuition kepada sorang classmate sbb dia buka tuition utk Math. Peluang rezeki bertambah alhamdulillah.
~Ukhuwwah yang terbina persis sekuntum bunga~(kata-kata hikmah dari seorang sahabat)
Wassalam.
Monday, June 14, 2004
Cemburu
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Di saat hati ingin berbicara, dan jari jemari masih ingin menari, kucatatkan apa yang tersarang di hati.
Hati sedang merasa sebak, mengapa?
Kerana kulihat betapa ramai manusia sedang berusaha memperbaiki diri, mempertingkatkan amal, dan kurenung diri sendiri, apa sahaja yang terefleksi dan diperbuat dek diri?
Di depan sana kutemui para pemudi sedang mengatur susun dan langkah dalam berjuang, memperkasakan diri dengan ilmu dan amal dalam menyahut seruan iman. Dan aku bangga, tetapi di dalam masa yang sama terlukis rasa cemburu dek kepantasan mereka mengejar idaman cita-cita.
Aku masih lagi melangkah, dengan perlahannya, dan amat tidak pasti apakah langkah-langkah ini akan dikira.
Jahatkah aku kerana menyimpan rasa cemburu?
Aku rasa tidak.
Kerana cemburu yang dibenarkan ialah cemburu di dalam berbuat amal.
Dan di kala ini, hati masih sebak, dan air mata seakan murah untuk turun meredakan hati yang sedang resah.
Jadikan kami pemuda pemudi yang sentiasa menjunjung amanat-Mu ya Allah. Dan ampunkan kami atas ketidakupayaan kami di dalam mengerjakan suruhan dan larangan-Mu.
Ameen.
Di saat hati ingin berbicara, dan jari jemari masih ingin menari, kucatatkan apa yang tersarang di hati.
Hati sedang merasa sebak, mengapa?
Kerana kulihat betapa ramai manusia sedang berusaha memperbaiki diri, mempertingkatkan amal, dan kurenung diri sendiri, apa sahaja yang terefleksi dan diperbuat dek diri?
Di depan sana kutemui para pemudi sedang mengatur susun dan langkah dalam berjuang, memperkasakan diri dengan ilmu dan amal dalam menyahut seruan iman. Dan aku bangga, tetapi di dalam masa yang sama terlukis rasa cemburu dek kepantasan mereka mengejar idaman cita-cita.
Aku masih lagi melangkah, dengan perlahannya, dan amat tidak pasti apakah langkah-langkah ini akan dikira.
Jahatkah aku kerana menyimpan rasa cemburu?
Aku rasa tidak.
Kerana cemburu yang dibenarkan ialah cemburu di dalam berbuat amal.
Dan di kala ini, hati masih sebak, dan air mata seakan murah untuk turun meredakan hati yang sedang resah.
Jadikan kami pemuda pemudi yang sentiasa menjunjung amanat-Mu ya Allah. Dan ampunkan kami atas ketidakupayaan kami di dalam mengerjakan suruhan dan larangan-Mu.
Ameen.
Sabar dan pengharapan
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Sabar itu separuh dari iman. Benar pernyataan ini, sememangnya tidak dapat disangkal.
Sabar dan tawakkal kepada Allah, insya-Allah Allah akan membantu. Sekali lagi benar, apatah lagi pada diri yang pernah mengalaminya.
Sabar dan bergembira dengan ujian yang ditimpakan olehNya, maka akan berbahagialah kita kerana sabar dan tabahnya kita menghadapi ujian tersebut. Benar, namun kadang-kadang ujian itu amat pahit untuk ditelan :)
Disebabkan tiada kesabaran di dalam hidup, manusia sering berfikir pendek dan mencari jalan singkat untuk menamatkan masalah. Sama ada dengan mengambil dadah, minum arak, membunuh diri dan sebagainya.
Benarkah kita diajar untuk menghadapi rintangan yang diterima dengan cara sedemikian?
Mengapa tidak dicari Dia yang menurunkan dugaan itu, berharapkan agar dikurniakan ketabahan dan keringanan cubaan?
Bukankan Dia yang perlu kita hadap dan adu akan segala perkara?
Hanya Allah tempat pergantungan segala harapan dan impian.
iena.
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Here is a poem that i copy from a mailinglist, how beautiful the poem is :)
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, Most Merciful,
There is none worthy of worship except Allah,
And Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah...
Another academic year has just passed by,
This summer I'm going home, but soon I may die,
For in this life, death is the only certainty,
And soon in the grave, we may regret, we may cry...
This poem is for you...
You may be family, or just like family to me,
A friend... a stranger...
I may see you again, I may not,
Or maybe, I've never met you at all!
I want to say thank you, thank you all,
Everyone, thank you, you've helped me so much,
May Allah reward you all with much good,
Good in this life, and the hereafter...
With Jannat-ul-Firdaus, the highest heaven of all
I want to ask for your forgiveness...
For any wrong, said or done,
Knowingly or unknowingly,
For any debts unpaid, any promises unfulfilled,
For breaking your heart... may Allah forgive us all!
To my non-Muslim friends, I want to especially say... sorry,
I have not passed the Message... with wisdom...
Of God, the Quran, the Hereafter...
For it is my duty, and for all the Muslims our duty,
For Muhammad was the Last Prophet, the Final Messenger of God!
And to my Muslim friends, I want to also say sorry...
For we should remind each other, and this I have tried,
With wisdom like Allah commanded...
O Allah, how do we do this work???
O Allah, You are most forgiving, O Allah forgive us all...
And I am sorry for myself...
For not learning much about Islam, Iman (faith) and Ihsan (perfection),
O Muslims we must learn, and practise also we must,
And don't forget to tell others...
We don't want to enter heaven alone!
May we all be guided, on the straight path,
May we all be forgiven, of our sins, big or small,
Thank you all of you, may we be rewarded,
Not just in this life,
But in the eternal Hereafter, with Paradise...
O Allah prevent us from the eternal punishment,
From the punishment of the grave to the eternal Hellfire,
Take care everyone, this life is a test,
Peace be upon you all...
For now I depart, and soon, we will die!
Moga ada iktibar, wassalam.
Sabar itu separuh dari iman. Benar pernyataan ini, sememangnya tidak dapat disangkal.
Sabar dan tawakkal kepada Allah, insya-Allah Allah akan membantu. Sekali lagi benar, apatah lagi pada diri yang pernah mengalaminya.
Sabar dan bergembira dengan ujian yang ditimpakan olehNya, maka akan berbahagialah kita kerana sabar dan tabahnya kita menghadapi ujian tersebut. Benar, namun kadang-kadang ujian itu amat pahit untuk ditelan :)
Disebabkan tiada kesabaran di dalam hidup, manusia sering berfikir pendek dan mencari jalan singkat untuk menamatkan masalah. Sama ada dengan mengambil dadah, minum arak, membunuh diri dan sebagainya.
Benarkah kita diajar untuk menghadapi rintangan yang diterima dengan cara sedemikian?
Mengapa tidak dicari Dia yang menurunkan dugaan itu, berharapkan agar dikurniakan ketabahan dan keringanan cubaan?
Bukankan Dia yang perlu kita hadap dan adu akan segala perkara?
Hanya Allah tempat pergantungan segala harapan dan impian.
iena.
****************************************************************************
Here is a poem that i copy from a mailinglist, how beautiful the poem is :)
In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, Most Merciful,
There is none worthy of worship except Allah,
And Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah...
Another academic year has just passed by,
This summer I'm going home, but soon I may die,
For in this life, death is the only certainty,
And soon in the grave, we may regret, we may cry...
This poem is for you...
You may be family, or just like family to me,
A friend... a stranger...
I may see you again, I may not,
Or maybe, I've never met you at all!
I want to say thank you, thank you all,
Everyone, thank you, you've helped me so much,
May Allah reward you all with much good,
Good in this life, and the hereafter...
With Jannat-ul-Firdaus, the highest heaven of all
I want to ask for your forgiveness...
For any wrong, said or done,
Knowingly or unknowingly,
For any debts unpaid, any promises unfulfilled,
For breaking your heart... may Allah forgive us all!
To my non-Muslim friends, I want to especially say... sorry,
I have not passed the Message... with wisdom...
Of God, the Quran, the Hereafter...
For it is my duty, and for all the Muslims our duty,
For Muhammad was the Last Prophet, the Final Messenger of God!
And to my Muslim friends, I want to also say sorry...
For we should remind each other, and this I have tried,
With wisdom like Allah commanded...
O Allah, how do we do this work???
O Allah, You are most forgiving, O Allah forgive us all...
And I am sorry for myself...
For not learning much about Islam, Iman (faith) and Ihsan (perfection),
O Muslims we must learn, and practise also we must,
And don't forget to tell others...
We don't want to enter heaven alone!
May we all be guided, on the straight path,
May we all be forgiven, of our sins, big or small,
Thank you all of you, may we be rewarded,
Not just in this life,
But in the eternal Hereafter, with Paradise...
O Allah prevent us from the eternal punishment,
From the punishment of the grave to the eternal Hellfire,
Take care everyone, this life is a test,
Peace be upon you all...
For now I depart, and soon, we will die!
Moga ada iktibar, wassalam.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Teman dan sahabat seperjuangan
Assalamualaikum wbt,
Hehe,lama dah tak bersua di sini. Maaf di atas ketidakpunyaan masa untuk mengupdate sejak mengambil alih tugas menjadi BC baru ini. Template baru ni best pulak rasanya. I'm someone who love simplicity, and serenity. And this template is just nice to describe who i am in real actually :)
So many things happen, and so many changes took turn visiting me in the past months, but i'm not so sure whether they were leading to good things or vice versa. I'm hoping that i will always strong standing and walking thru His path, as i don't want to meet Him with my head turning down for whatsoever bad reasons, na'uzubillah.
Kak Iqin, Aini and Farah Aiza had delivered their babies abt one or last 2 weeks. Feel happy for them. Moga Allah sentiasa memelihara keluarga bahagia mereka selalu. Aku bersyukur ditemukan dengan sahabat-sahabatku ini.
Jumaat lepas Jie nikah di Terengganu, esoknya majlis kahwin. Lucu sungguh biler mengenangkan saat-saat mencari bunga pahar dan bunga hiasan pelamin. Ada ker aku and Siha customers ingat pekerja kat Astaka tu sbb kitorang sibuk mencari bunga hiasan pelamin. What a laugh, and what an enjoyable moment that i had down there in Terengganu.I was really having fun with Farah, Siha and Jie, since we were the wedding planners for Jie. Some unforseen incidents took place that led us to be the bidan terjun starting from mencari bunga pahar, bunga hiasan pelamin, photographer berjaya, caterer yang tak cukup tangan di meja beradab, tukang hias tempat nak letak kek kahwin dan tukang atur posing di pelamin dan bilik pengantin.Hehe.
Marvellous!! What an experience that we had. Alhamdulillah :)
Met one sahabat baru di sana. Alhamdulillah, moga dengan ikatan ukhuwah yang terjalin menjadikan diri kita lebih kukuh berdiri di jalan dakwah.
Last nite i suddenly remember all experiences that i had with Jie since we were in Pre-U until last week. I felt so sad and i cried hard. The tears did not stop eventhough i've tried very hard to do so.I still remember that we were used to hang out together makan yogurt sesama most of the nights depan padang bola, jalan malam ke asrama tgk TV sesama, and we had this one experience where we turun sahur every morning kat cafe waktu bulan puasa dlm keadaan sejuk2 waktu kat Pre-U dulu. And now she's belong to someone. I do feel happy for her very much. I never cry for a friend like what i did for her. I do not know why, but perhaps the bond that being developed since Pre-U is special, might not be for her, but it does for me.And thinking of losing her made me cried so badly last nite.
Want to know who are my bestest buddies ever?
Ika is my bestest buddy and someone who share the same thinking that i have in mind, meanwhile Siha is someone who i feel very very comfortable with, and she is unique for me. She is one of my 2 friends that i treasure their uniquenesses (betul ker spelling ni?). The other one is Mimi, small and tiny girl yet very brave, and i do adore for her braveness and spirit.Farah Wahidah is my highly respected buddy who share the same interest with me in get knowing Islam. My former roommate and she is quite a strict person, yet can become very manja at certain times. So happy living under one roof with her coz she had become my strong bone to push, lead and help me to be someone better in any field.I enjoy talking to her becoz she more or less has the same opinions and points of thoughts with mine.
Jie? She is my little, tiny, easy to be kicked off girl due to her small size, yet i'm not that jahat to do that. She's one of my best buddies in MMU.As what i described before, i know Jie first among the others since we always be together dulu.
And 5 more gangs that i could not let them slipped from my list are Yaya, Aleen, Zurin, Shidah and Eed. Yaya, she is someone that i treat a very special place in my heart since she was my roommate during Pre-U. Different characteristics we do have, but managed to live passionly with each other. Missed all those old times with her and Aleen.
Zurin is my twin other than Izwah, Shidah and Eed are my best buddies in STTJ dulu. Missed them all.Izwah kat UK, Zurin and Eed baru habis belajar and dah start keje. And 4 of us semuanya ambil Accountancy despites of belajar di universiti yang berlainan. Cuma Shidah jer lain, tak ingat dia ambil course apa hehe.
Ya Allah, pelihara sahabat-sahabatku ini di dunia dan akhirat.Sayang sangat kat derang.
The 2 guys that i treasure most in life are these 2 persons: Rahimi and Mizie.
I treasure Rahimi for always being there with me di saat2 ketidaktahuan di dalam byk perkara,and Mizie for what he did for me during second year dulu.Kenangan tdk dpt berkata-kata, hanya air mata dan tulisan di kertas membayangkan isi hati yang dipendam sekian lama, dan akhirnya terlerai di malam sepatutnya kami merangka teks ucapan.Hehe. Jamin mesti orang ingat kami couple yang baru lepas bergaduh sebab ada adegan nangis2, but actually it was not like that at all :)
If you read this Mizie, Barakallahu khairan for what you did to support me on that night, hanya Allah sahaja yang mampu membalas jasa baik yang telah diberikan.And thanks for the cassette you gave me, i still keep it with the little note that you had slipped in it.
And Rahimi, you too. Syukran atas segala tunjuk ajar yg diberikan selama ini.Susah nak dapat geng best cam ko :)
Hany, i know i did not mentioned ur name kat atas, tapi kenangan kita di sekolah pondok dulu sentiasa ada di dalam lipatan hati bersama sisters yg tersayang (Kak Iqin, Kak Aza, Kak Ira ngan Yati Bims). Could not replace all of you with anything,love you all so much! Still ingat lagi kena lumur dengan asam jawa ker apa ntah sbb demam panas sgt waktu kat pondok dulu hehe. Hidup PONDOKIANS!! Hehe.
Wassalam.
Hehe,lama dah tak bersua di sini. Maaf di atas ketidakpunyaan masa untuk mengupdate sejak mengambil alih tugas menjadi BC baru ini. Template baru ni best pulak rasanya. I'm someone who love simplicity, and serenity. And this template is just nice to describe who i am in real actually :)
So many things happen, and so many changes took turn visiting me in the past months, but i'm not so sure whether they were leading to good things or vice versa. I'm hoping that i will always strong standing and walking thru His path, as i don't want to meet Him with my head turning down for whatsoever bad reasons, na'uzubillah.
Kak Iqin, Aini and Farah Aiza had delivered their babies abt one or last 2 weeks. Feel happy for them. Moga Allah sentiasa memelihara keluarga bahagia mereka selalu. Aku bersyukur ditemukan dengan sahabat-sahabatku ini.
Jumaat lepas Jie nikah di Terengganu, esoknya majlis kahwin. Lucu sungguh biler mengenangkan saat-saat mencari bunga pahar dan bunga hiasan pelamin. Ada ker aku and Siha customers ingat pekerja kat Astaka tu sbb kitorang sibuk mencari bunga hiasan pelamin. What a laugh, and what an enjoyable moment that i had down there in Terengganu.I was really having fun with Farah, Siha and Jie, since we were the wedding planners for Jie. Some unforseen incidents took place that led us to be the bidan terjun starting from mencari bunga pahar, bunga hiasan pelamin, photographer berjaya, caterer yang tak cukup tangan di meja beradab, tukang hias tempat nak letak kek kahwin dan tukang atur posing di pelamin dan bilik pengantin.Hehe.
Marvellous!! What an experience that we had. Alhamdulillah :)
Met one sahabat baru di sana. Alhamdulillah, moga dengan ikatan ukhuwah yang terjalin menjadikan diri kita lebih kukuh berdiri di jalan dakwah.
Last nite i suddenly remember all experiences that i had with Jie since we were in Pre-U until last week. I felt so sad and i cried hard. The tears did not stop eventhough i've tried very hard to do so.I still remember that we were used to hang out together makan yogurt sesama most of the nights depan padang bola, jalan malam ke asrama tgk TV sesama, and we had this one experience where we turun sahur every morning kat cafe waktu bulan puasa dlm keadaan sejuk2 waktu kat Pre-U dulu. And now she's belong to someone. I do feel happy for her very much. I never cry for a friend like what i did for her. I do not know why, but perhaps the bond that being developed since Pre-U is special, might not be for her, but it does for me.And thinking of losing her made me cried so badly last nite.
Want to know who are my bestest buddies ever?
Ika is my bestest buddy and someone who share the same thinking that i have in mind, meanwhile Siha is someone who i feel very very comfortable with, and she is unique for me. She is one of my 2 friends that i treasure their uniquenesses (betul ker spelling ni?). The other one is Mimi, small and tiny girl yet very brave, and i do adore for her braveness and spirit.Farah Wahidah is my highly respected buddy who share the same interest with me in get knowing Islam. My former roommate and she is quite a strict person, yet can become very manja at certain times. So happy living under one roof with her coz she had become my strong bone to push, lead and help me to be someone better in any field.I enjoy talking to her becoz she more or less has the same opinions and points of thoughts with mine.
Jie? She is my little, tiny, easy to be kicked off girl due to her small size, yet i'm not that jahat to do that. She's one of my best buddies in MMU.As what i described before, i know Jie first among the others since we always be together dulu.
And 5 more gangs that i could not let them slipped from my list are Yaya, Aleen, Zurin, Shidah and Eed. Yaya, she is someone that i treat a very special place in my heart since she was my roommate during Pre-U. Different characteristics we do have, but managed to live passionly with each other. Missed all those old times with her and Aleen.
Zurin is my twin other than Izwah, Shidah and Eed are my best buddies in STTJ dulu. Missed them all.Izwah kat UK, Zurin and Eed baru habis belajar and dah start keje. And 4 of us semuanya ambil Accountancy despites of belajar di universiti yang berlainan. Cuma Shidah jer lain, tak ingat dia ambil course apa hehe.
Ya Allah, pelihara sahabat-sahabatku ini di dunia dan akhirat.Sayang sangat kat derang.
The 2 guys that i treasure most in life are these 2 persons: Rahimi and Mizie.
I treasure Rahimi for always being there with me di saat2 ketidaktahuan di dalam byk perkara,and Mizie for what he did for me during second year dulu.Kenangan tdk dpt berkata-kata, hanya air mata dan tulisan di kertas membayangkan isi hati yang dipendam sekian lama, dan akhirnya terlerai di malam sepatutnya kami merangka teks ucapan.Hehe. Jamin mesti orang ingat kami couple yang baru lepas bergaduh sebab ada adegan nangis2, but actually it was not like that at all :)
If you read this Mizie, Barakallahu khairan for what you did to support me on that night, hanya Allah sahaja yang mampu membalas jasa baik yang telah diberikan.And thanks for the cassette you gave me, i still keep it with the little note that you had slipped in it.
And Rahimi, you too. Syukran atas segala tunjuk ajar yg diberikan selama ini.Susah nak dapat geng best cam ko :)
Hany, i know i did not mentioned ur name kat atas, tapi kenangan kita di sekolah pondok dulu sentiasa ada di dalam lipatan hati bersama sisters yg tersayang (Kak Iqin, Kak Aza, Kak Ira ngan Yati Bims). Could not replace all of you with anything,love you all so much! Still ingat lagi kena lumur dengan asam jawa ker apa ntah sbb demam panas sgt waktu kat pondok dulu hehe. Hidup PONDOKIANS!! Hehe.
Wassalam.
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