Rasa yang bercampur2 di pagi Jumaat

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Pagi ini sesampai di ofis, sudah sibuk membuka laptop dan desktop untuk menyelesaikan slide presentation yang diminta. Tn Hj pagi-pagi sudah menghadap saya bertanyakan status slide untuk saya bentangkan pada pukul 11 pagi nanti. The slide is all ready, except for certain info dan gambar investigation.

Pergi ke tempat Midun sambil merayu minta gambar investigation (every month i have to beg for the investigation pictures, sbb derang kata utk dpt sesuatu hasil tiada jalan mudah, so mmg this is one way deraan mereka to me so that i won't get the info so easily, dun get them wrong, they are so nice, cuma nakal jek,suka mengusik org :)

Lepas 15 minit merayu, baru dapat gambar2nya, dan kemudian Midun bertanya ttg my assessment for bonus and increment. He mentioned that he did not satisfied with what several of us got for the assessment. I didn't say anything since me myself dunno exactly how much i get, and i dun even care pun as long as it did not go below the par.I believed Midun was in the same level as mine, it's just that he felt quite demotivated when he observed some of the managers which are not totally actively involved in operational duties, but yet managed to get higher marks compared to those executives that he felt are dying to complete all those tasks.

Due to that,he said he wanted to opt for MAS pilot, and if he cannot go, he will pursue his Master in UK with his wife, Fara insya Allah at the end of this September. I said to him, go if you have the chance, go if you see the benefits out there is higher compared if you stay with TM, if i have the chance, i'll do the same thing also. Again, this is not the issue of disloyalty here, TM is good and even Midun is quite reluctant to leave TM, but we also have to think about our career path and life satisfactions too, dun we?

When Midun told me that he feld demotivated etc, i kept quite and when i got back to my seat, this feeling of sadness came to me and my tears rolling down non-stop on my cheeks. It was really touching that somebody shared his own idea and his feelings that he seldom share with others but to you, and feel sad over his sadness and dissatisfactions towards certain things. I felt guilty for until now i did not yet succeed with my incentive program in FMD, and i do feel that these good guys are qualified to be rewarded for their hardworkings and success that always has become one of the most important tasks in FMD.

I am too perasa orgnya, as Kak Fari said, sensitive. If someone took care of you very well, had taught you so many things about life, had cheered you up from early morning until the end of the day, of course you will care about them too. And to imagine myself to loose these people like Midun and Zaki, Dz and Abg Is, is quite unbearable to me. Yet, the reality check has always says that we cannot hang to someone forever, we have to proceed and take whatever it needs for us to continue with our lives, happily or vise versa. The options is always open for us to decide, which way you want your life to be, sad or happy, good or bad etc. We are the ones to choose, guided by Allah of course (idea2 ini dipinjam daripada artikel2 motivasi Mudin my dearly brother in his blog, sure banyak pahala awak dpt yer Mudin biler org apply ilmu yang awak sebarkan, alhamdulillah :)

Walau apa pun, hari ini hari Jumaat, hari kebesaran umat Islam, pastinya tidak akan dipersiakan dengan perasaan sedih memanjang. Saya punya agenda hidup yang lainnya untuk memastikan kehidupan saya sentiasa berputar mengikut pilihan saya, iaitu untuk hidup gembira di bawah lindungan kasihNya :)

Ya Ar Rahman, nas aluka ridhoka wal jannah, wa na'uzubika min sakhatika wan nar.

Ameen.

Wassalam :)

Alhamdulillah :)

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Dear all

Saya ingin merakam rasa terima kasih serta jutaan penghargaan diatas ingatan tuan/puan kepada hari ulangtahun kelahiran saya pada hari ini. Diatas segala initiatif yang tuan/puan berikan akan sentiasa saya ingati. Kepada mereka yang telah menghantar SMS kepada saya pada hari ini , diucapkan jutaan terima kasih juga diatas ingatan saudara/ saudari.


Salam hormat

Tajul

Hehe, pagi ini sehari suntuk bermesyuarat, semalam me get to sleep for only 1 hour berikutan terpaksa menyiapkan laporan mesyuarat pengurusan this morning, tak sempat nak buat since sudah 2 minggu berhempas pulas menyiapkan slide presentation GM, habis sahaja meeting dgn Dato' terus mesyuarat pengurusan, mmg tergolek dok sungguh hehe. Tapi alhamdulillah, everything went fine during our mgmt meeting today, habis me kena sakat dlm meeting room dgn bebudak Investigation, derang nih mmg suka sakat sbb i'm the youngest dlm division bersama Zahan, pastu derang layan me mcm adik2 derang jek plak. Nasib baik me takde abg,bleh aa consider derang ni abg2 yg super nakal tahap (err..nak tulis apa ni ek, kang tulis tahap naga kang, kena usik lagi dgn bebudak trio yang pantang diberi peluang, tense tense), derang ni nakal tahap gabanlaa actually (hehe, terpaksa guna gaban, tapi i know Cpol mesti nak kenakan me ngan naga jugak, tau dah :P )

Mmg hangat dlm bilik meeting tadi, my presentation asyik kena sangkal jek sbb derang nak buat me tense,nakal sgt2 derang nih, sampai me dah siap buat reactions yg buat satu bilik meeting gelak (cth: jelir lidah kat derang) .Tension aa derang nih, suka betul menyakat, takde keje lain :)

Best ngan derang nih, best sgt, belajar byk benda ttg kehidupan, belajar ttg banyak benda berkaitan disiplin dan matlamat hidup :)

Pastu kami habis meeting, kami celebrate birthday Tn Hj!! Yeayyy, Tn Hj mmg tak sangka kami nak celebrate birthday dia, first time dia kata dia kena tiup lilin and potong kek depan staf dia, hehe, ye ler, Tn Hj alim sket, sure dia jenis tak celebrate tiup2 lilin nih hehe.


Actually Jumaat ni supposedly i take my leave, tapi disebabkan Tn Hj perlukan slide presentation from me untuk Customer Awareness Program for Klang Valley next week, so kenalah cancel cuti huhu (asyik kena buat slide presentation jek skang ni, kekadang dah tak tau dah graph tu nak buat bentuk apa laie dah, bende yg sama jek tetiap bulan, tapi best :D.

Hari ni hati sungguh tenang,sejuk jer rasa hati. Tak tahu kenapa, tapi alhamdulillah Allah anugerahkan rasa ketenangan itu dalam diri. Seringkali diri terkejar2 mengejar masa untuk buat itu dan ini, kadang-kadang sukar rasa tenang itu menjenguk diri dek asyik sibuk memikirkan hal-hal yang entah apa pentingnya (penting jugak sebenarnya, study penting, keje penting, nak capai akhirat, dunia kena settlekan jugak,kan? Dunia nikan jambatan kita ke akhirah, apa yang kita tanam di dunia ini, di akhirat sana kita tuai hasilnya, betul,kan? ;)

Semalam seorang diri melihat VCD Kembara Bumi Anbiya'ketika sedang menyiapkan laporan mesyuarat pengurusan, sesungguhnya, dan sesungguhnya rasa rindu untuk merasa kembali pengalaman dan keseronokan itu datang kembali, melihat Kak Lin menangis ketika kami selesai melawat Masjidil Nabawi membuat hati sungguh sayu, melihat pusara Rasulullah, Allahu Akbar, rindunya, rindunya untuk ke situ lagi.Pasti sahabat2 yang lain merasa perkara yang sama, melihat keseronokan kami melawat piramid,menaiki unta, menaiki bot merentasi Sungai Nil,melawat masjid Imam Syafi'e dan Saiyidina Hussin, melawat Gua Al-Kahfi, berjumpa dengan pelajar2 kita di sana, bersama menyalutkan diri dengan garam Laut Mati di muka dan tangan, mengerjakan ibadah umrah bersama-sama, bershopping sakan dengan Aina, Sam dan Halim ketika di Mekah hehe, dan teringat waktu malam-malam di bilik hotel di Mekah, ada sorang tukan, time kita sumer tgh enak tidur, dia cakap sorang-sorang kat telefon selubung bawah selimut..haaaa, saper tuh?? Hehe, siapa makan gula, dialah rasa manisnya,kan? Hehe, mmg manis pun pengalaman itu :)

Di kembara itu kami belajar ttg rasa setiakawan, secara jujur di dalam pengembaraan ini hampir-hampir me dan Ika bergaduh kerana masing-masing malas nak bawa ubat dan mask hospital yang memberatkan beg masing-masing kalau hendak pergi ke mana-mana.Time tu mmg rasa mcm mmg tak puas hati jek, tapi alhamdulillah, kami bertahan,start tak puas hati pada awal pagi kami sampai dari Jordan Ika dah start kena bawak first aid kit, pastu dia minta tolong bawakkan some stuff, n biasalah kalau kita pergi berjalan, takde kuasa nak bawa beg berat2, so me mcm rasa tak ikhlas jek nak tolong. Hampir2 bergaduh, tapi kami sama2 pendam, sampai pada malam kami balik dari melawat Masjid Hussin dan piramid, rasa selfish tu hilang. Alhamdulillah, betul-betul pengembaraan itu mencabar persahabatan kami, dan kami berjaya atasinya, kan Ika kan? :)

Ika jenis seorang yang penyabar, n mmg setiap kali kami bersalah faham, dia tetap treat me yang for me kalau pk pk mcm tak masuk akal. Cthnya, dulu ada satu kali kami bergaduh ttg apa ntah, that morning tu i had an exam, Ika siap sediakan my breakfast walaupun kami tgh gaduh time tu! Cuba bayangkan, baik sgt my bestfriend ni, kalau me demam dia masakkan bubur nasi, mana nak dapat kawan baik mcm ni? Same to the rest of my geng, Siha pemuisi hebat , Jie budak kenit pertama yg comey, Farah sahabat sehati sejiwa tempat hendak menceritakan masalah dan dapatkan panduan, Hany budak kenit kedua yang comey jugak merangkap kembar bukan seibu sebapa kepada Jie, Aida & Aini, si kembar yang selalu jadi rakan stay up waktu jadi housemate kat Melaka dulu, Ayu yang motherly,Aina yang nakal hoho(sayang ko sgt2 Aina :), Yati n geng2 Accounting yang byk tolong waktu me jadi Exco SRC dulu (ni mmg bebetul terhutang budi ngan derang, sungguh sungguh terhutang budi :),ntah ramai lagi ler, tak terbalas segala budi mereka :)

Barakallahu fiikum atas jalinan ukhuwah yang antum hulurkan, tak terbalas budi rasanya, hanya Allah yang dapat membalasnya :)

Ok guys, perlu berundur sbb nak ke Shah Alam melawat Kak Fari sambil dgr usrah, lama tak join usrah Kak Fari (consultant kami ke Delegasi dulu)

Semoga antum dapat keberkahan hidup dunia wa akhirah, insya Allah.

Assalamualaikum :)

The 7 Wonders of Us

Assalamualaikum wbt,

(1) Kak Aza's wedding

Subhanallah walhamdulillah, a very2 good news that i received this morning fi Abg Faizal's blog, the announcement of waleemah for Kak Aza and Abg Amir, hehe, akhirnyaaaa..menjadi juga gossip2 kami for both of them, since i was in first year dulu kami gossipkan especially when we were at the sekolah pondok together bersama arwah Kak Nuun and geng2 kami yang lain, and akhirnya menjadi.


Aaaaa, bestnya bestnya, alhamdulillah :)

Sejak dari dulu lagi kami gossipkan, akhirnya menjadi jua, about 6 years jugak kot menunggu resultnya. Best best.Mubasyirun jiddan ana al yaum, alhamdulillah :)

Mabrook juga pada Bro Fadzlan untuk waleemahnya pada 4/6 ni juga, 2 days before my birthday which will be on 6/6/2005 (hint for my birthday sebenarnya ni hehe)


(2) Exam Finance

Alhamdulillah, the paper was quite easy for me, and for the first time of my life, i let my paper to be copied by others hoho. Actually kat MMU dulu tak pernah laie ler meniru, tapi during our exam tu i sat next to my former groupmate Azrul, dia tetiba blank and minta hint how to solve 2 problems, takkan ler ngan geng pun nak berkirakan, so bagi je ler my answer to him. At any desperation point of our life, sometimes we tend to do something that we don't usually do, and in this case, i think Azrul had become so desperate that he asked for my answer. Ye ler, mid term carry 30% of our total marks for Finance subject, agak takut juga kalau tak score in mid term, especially for MBA, our passing mark is B, not like what we had in degree dulu where our passing mark was much lower. Alhamdulillah i was quite confident with this paper instead of OM, hope to excell for both of the subjects this semester.



(3) Sesi lepak bersama bestfriend, Tikot

Sedang sibuk menghadamkan subject OM(Operation Mgmt) dlm class, tetiba dapat msg Ika kata nak jumpa. Yeah, i should meet her sbb dah lama giler kami tak hang out and spend masa together.Lagipun dah habis mid term for OM and Finance,and pasni mungkin akan jadi lebih sibuk since nak kena kejar due dates for several projects and presentations, so I asked her to get dressed cepat and get herself to KLCC so that i can treat her lunch and cari magazine. We had so much fun yesterday at KLCC where i treated Ika and she was excitedly bercerita ttg God-knows-what-was-it-at-the-first-place ( i couldn't reveal here since Ika won't let me do that hehe), dah lama tak nampak dia over excited mcm tu sejak dia pindah Menara and i was caught in work and study hectics for the past 9 months, it was nice to see your bestfriend so cheerful and excitedly told you stories that you had missed for months, it was really nice.It was REALLY NICE, alhamdulillah. Happy to see her and we had the chance to talk like what we used to have before, tell our private stories that other people might doesn't know and perhaps dun care pun, it was such a relief to me and i hope the same thing apply to her also, i hope :)

We spent about 2 hours in KLCC, then we searched for my magazine and i was craving to search for Islamica, unfortunately it was no more available in the bookstore. Rugi rugi tak beli awal2 dulu.Mmg mahal sket magazine ni, RM 30, tapi takpe ler kan, utk ilmu tak perlu nak berkira sgt. So pastu we went to Menara since Ika need to settle several things in her office, so i spent myself lavishly reading magazines that i bought last month tapi tak sempat nak habiskan baca, and sempat baca 5 pages of Angels and Demons by Dan Brown (the author yang sesat lagi menyesatkan) and know what, Ika is learning Arabic now. Yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!, so skang ni dah ada kawan bercakap. Let me tell ya, Ika's ustaz best sgt sbb dia ajar Arabic dgn gitar and lagu yg dia cipta sendiri, bestnya bestnya dapat ustaz mcm ni, unorthodox approach i would say. I never come across any subject yang diajar menggunakan lagu dan gitar dalam kelas kecuali kelas muzik waktu sekolah rendah dulu hehe.Siapa sangka ada ustaz yang akan ajar Arabic guna gitar dan lagu yang dicomposed sendiri, best best. Ustaz from UIA, Abdul Naser rasanya nama ustaz ni. Sesaper yang nak belajar Arabic, boleh kot join kelas Ika, serious best :)

And know what, the first complete Arabic sentence that she had constructed and told me for the first time last nite was:

Sodiqee al majnunah --> Kawan lelaki saya seorang perempuan gila.

Sabar je ler, nasib baik dia salah grammar kalau dia nak tujukan pada me pun,tapi rasanya mmg dia tujukan pada me pun at the first place hehe, but i corrected her sentence to be:

Sodiqatee al majnunah --> Kawan perempuan saya seorang yang gila.

Best best, my bestfriend has upgraded herself, alhamdulillah. And now i think it is the time for me to construct sentences that i can use to revenge and usik dia, later yer Ika, later you'll see muahaha. Next session, i will take my revenge hoho :P


Luper pula nak bagitau yang kami terjumpa Hafiz Terengganu waktu tgh beli Cinnabon kat KLCC, tetengah tergelak beli Cinnabon tu, tetiba dgr suara lelaki bagi salam. We turned our back and saw Hafiz with his siblings, sempat bertukar2 cerita and he gave us his business card. Hampir nak terkeluar biji mata biler baca his business card:

Mohd Hafiz bin Harun
Chartered Accountant
Ernst & Young

Uwaaa..bertuah betul Hafiz ni, dah keje kat Big 4 of audit firms tu, betullah orang kata, rezeki Allah di mana-mana, eventhough dia tak sempat nak completekan study di MMU dulu pun, but he still manage to be someone that i think he wants to be and now he is performing in the Big 4 di Terengganu. Alhamdulillah semua sahabat2 berjaya, happy for them too actually :)

Hafiz tanya, me and Ika mmg jenis tak berpisah ker kalau pegi memana, everytime mesti bersama jek. Hehe, soalan yang dah banyak kali kami dengar, and penat nak jawab. Tapi kami jawab jugak "Actually kami dah lama tak jumpa Fiz, dah berbulan2 rasanya, ni ler baru sekali nak spend masa together hehe". Mmg me and Ika selalu bersama becoz we are bestfriend, sama jugak mcm Aina and Ain, Mafus and Sam.Masing2 ada partner sendiri, and ada grouping sendiri :)

Ika and I lepak di KL Sentral for dinner, pastu berpisah.Yesterday was nice, my day was completed with a big sense of HAPPINESS in my heart :)



(4) The 7 Wonders of the Ancient World

On last Saturday in NST atau kat Malay Mail (skang ni kat my house pelbagai newspapers dibeli dlm sehari, tak ingat dah i found the article kat paper mana), i came across an article about the The 7 Wonders of the Ancient World, and it listed these items as the 7 Wonders:

1. The Great Pyramid of Giza
2. The Hanging Gardens of Babylon
3. The Statue of Zeus at Olympia
4. The Temple of Artemis at Ephesus
5. The Mausoleum at Halicarnassus
6. The Colossus of Rhodes
7. The Lighthouse of Alexandria

All these wonders has been long-abolished due to earthquakes except for The Pyramid of Giza (hehe, ingat lagi kita pi Kembara Bumi Anbiya' reramai pi tgk piramid fi Misra dulu kan geng2 DCBA :D), and now the commitee of 7 Wonders is proposing for the new 7 Wonders based on the technological and innovation aspects of each items being proposed, and some of them are the Great Wall of China, The Taj Mahal and Menara Pissa yang condong tu, and ada juga pencalonan for Petronas Twin Tower, but when i vetted thru the other nominations, i would say our Petronas Twin Tower is having quaite a slim chance to be selected since the rest of nominations are much better.

It seems that the world has its own wonders, and now lets ponder to ourselves:

We do have our own wonders and specialities in ourselves, don't we?

Now perhaps we could start thinking and establishing our own 7 Wonders, for instance The & Wonders of Iena, which perhaps can be listed as:

1. The Analytical Thinking of Me
2. The Tough Hardside but Soft Inside of Me
3. bla bla bla

See, it's easy to establish your own 7 Wonders, isn't it?

Let us identify and establish our own 7 Wonders, and in order to do that, indirectly the opportunity to learn about yourself and traits, strength and weaknesses that you posses will be widely opened,and let us be grateful for whatever we have and being created as for now to Allah then, as He is the Best Creator among the creators.

:)

To someone that i know and you-know-who-you-are, be patient as perancangan Allah is the best plan that best suited for you and also the the rest of us,eventhough we dun get something/someone/whatever things in life, there must be hikmah behind it, insya Allah. Be strong always as who you are used to be, and insyallah everything will get fine sooner or later, Allah knows best for us :)


Wassalam

In relief eventhough not in total

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah, my job was completed this morning.

From last week, i had to prepare reporting and statistics for our MCM Fraud meeting this morning, and the meeting went well, again alhamdulillah :)

This is my second time being in the meeting since my first time when i was replacing Kak Fida's place during her maternity leave for 2 months last year. I really stressed out while preparing GM's presentation slide at that time becoz i didn't know the direction, and i just copied whatever data being put by Kak Fida before she went for leave.I went back home very late with GM's PA and Dz every nite for about 1 week, and we came to the office during weekend, just to finish up the presentation slides.

But alhamdulillah this time i am quite fully prepared and i know the direction a lil bit, hopefully can improve better for the next meeting, insya Allah. Bestnyaaaaaaaa dah habis presentation, despite of my pressure yesterday to cope with my GM's request to have this and that by yesterday evening that need a lot of calculations and data from different group in my division, and at one time i get so stressed that i cried a lil bit when i get to know that the data given previously to me was wrong at the first place.Heck! By a slight difference of figures could lead to a disaster to me since it will affect all computations and graphs that i had prepared before, and therefore i have to use my creative accounting skill to accommodate the difference of new figures given by one of managers.

Memang bebetul time tu rasa mcm nak marah jek,and nak jek cakap next time kalau nak bagi data, make sure ler data tu betul,kalau meetingnya another 2 days lagi ker takpe ler, ni esok! Mana sempat nak tukar figure and nak analyse balik everything.I was not willing and decided not to change my data and presentation slide yang berjumlah 48 slides tu just for one figure. (Hehe, i know, kalau Audit tau ni, mesti tak setuju, tapi apa nak buat, the presentation is scheduled this morning and the wrong data was only identified yesterday evening, nak tak nak kena proceed juga).

But me baik jugalaa, i informed my GM that i have to play with the figure a lil bit, just for the sake of MCM Fraud meeting, and i will alter back the exact figure for our real division performance nanti. Bebetul menggunakan skill Accounting utk buat fraud for statistic division sendiri hehe.Tak substantial pun figurenya, tapi being an Accountant yg bebetul diajar utk mementingkan accuracy, mmg bengang jugak ler semalam biler dapat tau data salah. But nice, everything went fine today, alhamdulillah :)

Nampak Miss Ika with her proclaimed orange shirt(but me cm nampak dia pakai baju coklat) when i was heading to bilik mesyuarat Dato' this morning, tak sempat nak panggil or whatsoever, my meeting is much more important compared to her! (I know i know, Ika mesti bengang jek baca nih ekeke, sorry Tikot, memain jek, you are among the most important people in my life, seriously :).

And this afternoon my name has changed to Nufayl, Pn Hany dengan sesuka hatinya memanggil me as Nufayl waktu makan bersama kat Menara Maybank tadi. Tau ler rindu kat anak,siap sampai boleh panggil my name as Nufayl, isk isk, kronik betul masalah ibu rindukan anak ni hehe.Relax Hany, Nufayl selamat insya Allah, and we met Abg Jas tadi during lunch, sakan gelak jumpa dia, lama tak jumpa, asyik gelak je ler. Abg Jas ada cadangan power, Hany sanggup tak Hany nak go for idea Abg Jas tadi? Hehe, sure Hany tak nak nyer huhu :D

Buka paper kejap tadi, terbaca kes Nor Hedayah yang berhenti sekolah sbb tak nak bebankan sesiapa. And last statement yg membuat me berbara at the last line of the article is:

Newly-appointed State Welfare Department director Kassim Yunus said: " I will send my officers to interview the family."

Hello, we have paid our taxes to our dearly government(not me ler, i'm not qualified to pay tax lagi sbb gaji tak cecah tahap minimum bayar tax), and you still have guts to say that you want to interview the family?!! For God's sake, she needs help here! Physically proven that she is handicapped, and her family is not rich, and still wanna say that you want to interview the family? Bagi je ler bantuan, sekeh nanti baru tau! Kekadang rasa mcm derang ni makan gaji buta jer everytime i looked at those peminta sedekah kat KL ni, apa Welfare tak ambil apa2 tindakan ker nak assist these people to get better life??

Ok ok, dun get too emosional iena, i think you better work in politics so that you can change all these. Haha, not interested though, but i do care these type of people that need help the most.Kesian derang.

Ok ok, end of the topic, as i have said in my title above, i had relieved some of my burdens. But i do have the half since i have Finance exam on this becoming Saturday. Pray for my success k.

Utk sahabat bergaduh (anak2 ikan), jgn jeles kat ana yer, kak yumni sayang ana ngan naga ana muahaha (gelak jahat),hehe astaghfirullah astaghfirullah, tak tsiqah langsung iena nih! Tak kire, nak kenakan Cpol jugak. Anyway Paiji and Ahmad, tunggu giliran antuma nanti k, tau ler ana nak kenakan antuma nanti :P

Lagi satu, tak puas hati apsal my YM and MSN Messenger tak dpt online seminggu ni, kena sabotaj ker apa? (Attention utk Numa2 atau org tkt 4 :D)

Wassalam :)

Nasiyya

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Ahh..sudah banyak sgt saya bermain-main, sudah byk masa saya entah ke mana perginya.

Seminggu ini, saya sebegitu leka dgn lagu-lagu kesukaan saya di usia muda saya dulu, ketika belasan dan awal dua puluhan.

Saya lupa, ada hiburan yang lebih utama.

Saya lupa, ada perkara yang lebih berkehendakkan tumpuan dan tenaga saya.

Al Insan, mengambil kata root word nasiyya bererti lupa.

Insan mmg sifatnya selalu pelupa, mengikut selari maksud istilahnya jua.

Terima kasih teman-teman kerana mengingatkan. Barakallahu fiikum.

Wassalam

Sehari di rumah

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Semalam mengambil urgent leave, sbb bebetul rasa tak larat nak bangun pegi ofis since malam sebelumnya hanya tidur 2 jam utk prepare exam pada pagi Ahad.

Paper kali ini rasanya satu kelas tak bersedia, cuba bayangkan pada pukul 3 pagi, my phone rang for 3 4 times sbb classmates telefon tanya itu dan ini.Sadis sadis.

Selepas exam, balik rumah ingat nak terus qadha tidur, tapi ada tetamu datang, tak manis ler pulak utk tidur. Tahan jer mata sampai dah nak Maghrib baru tetamu pulang. Ended up me get to sleep pukul 11 malam, the next day tak larat nak bangun.

Sepanjang hari di rumah, kemas itu ini, memasak utk lunch and dinner (huhu, rasa bangga pulak sbb me mmg jarang masak kat umah, balik2 jer mmg makanan dah tersedia :D), pastu tgk TV instead of baca buku or whatsoever.Nani my younger sis asyik tanya mcm mana nak buat aacount ni and itu.Dia tgh takut skang ni sbb akan sit SPM tahun ni, kekadang marah jugak ngan dia nih,last year byk main hoki and bola jaring for her school sampai tak dpt nak catch up syllabus,skang dah tak reti camner nak buat.

Me yg dah lama tinggalkan basic account boleh jugak ler membantu walaupun ada lupa2 sket pasal format etc, nasib baik my younger bro yg balik praktikal dari UUM byk ajar dia. Kekadang before ajar dia tu, sajer jek nag dia before ajar, nasib baik dia ni jenis bukan cepat menangis mcm kakak dia Ira, lepas kena marah pun bleh muka selamba tanya "Angah, ni mcm mana nak buat? Nani tak tau..", tergelak dibuatnya kekadang, kita tgh memarah ni dia boleh buat muka selamba dia jek. Hehe.

My younger bro Ili byk buat kejutan to me sejak dia balik rumah dr UKM ni, dia extend satu semester utk satu subject yang dia dpt result teruk sbb dia demam teruk for viral fever dulu.Takpelah, extend satu semester jer. Best jugak dia berada di rumah. Mmg me terkejut sgt2 biler tgk dia memasak di rumah.Terkedu habis. "Ili masak?!, biar betul adik aku nih!".

Terkejut sbb dulu dia adalah seorang adik yang mmg menganggap kerje memasak, mengemas rumah, membasuh pinggan tu adalah kerja2 perempuan, walaupun my father used to do all those chores especially memasak. My father is no 1 in cooking for me.Dulu kecil2 selalu gaduh dgn Ili sbb dia tak nak buat keje2 tu, katanya tu sumer keje perempuan. Tapi biler tgk dia memasak, sedap pulak tuh,mmg tak tau nak kata apa dlm hati.Ingatkan dia memasak sekali jer, rupanya my mum kalau tak sempat memasak dinner sbb nak pergi mengajar di surau, she will ask Ili to cook, and he did!Waaa, kagumnya ngan adik sorang nih. Alhamdulillah, his experience belajar di UKM byk mengajar dia mcm mana nak uruskan hal2 rumah, sampai my youngest sis mengusik, "Abg Ili ni actually tgh practice ni Ngah, nak kahwin ler katakan lepas study ni, hoho".

Semalam kami memasak sama-sama,tgh makan tu sempat tanya dia, mana dia belajar memasak and selalu ker dia masak kat umah sewa dia dulu. Dia kata mmg tetiap hari memsak kecuali time exam sbb mmg jimat kalau masak sendiri. Derang ada giliran utk memasak, and dia selalu komen kawan dia kalau memasak macam rupa tak nak masak. So i asked him, mcm mana memasak mcm tak nak masak tu, dia kata let say mcm lauk asam pedas tu, kalau kawan dia tak goreng dulu ikan tu before masukkan dlm gulai asam pedas, kiranya pemalas ler tu. Erkkk..me kalau masak asam pedas pun tak goreng ikan, masuk je ler terus dlm gulai sbb mmg itu yg diajar oleh my mum, boleh pulak my brother kata tu keje org malas. Sabar je ler,pasni kena be careful kalau nak memasak kat umah, skang ni dah ada chef lelaki yg rajin mengomen masakan org kat umah huhu.

Supposedly today i'm on leave, tapi tak sanggup nak duduk kat rumah sbb asyik makan jek, tak tau apsal asyik rasa lapar jer. Agaknya sbb badan dan otak tgh relax, takde bende yg nak dikejar mcm kalau kita keje kat office nak siapkan itu ini sampai kekadang rasa tak nak makan sbb nak siapkan keje, kat umah semalam my keje mmg asyik makan jer. Tak sanggup rasa mcm tu lagi, pagi ni bersiap ler jugak nak pi keje, nak update meeting for Fraud MCM, pastu nak ke library KLSE depan office ni utk study Finance hehe.

This morning bangun awal giler, kol 4 pagi dah duduk depan meja study Finance sambil buka radio IKIM. Allah, lamanya tak dgr zikrullah when i used to listen biler ke kelas Arabic dulu. I has decided to resume my Arabic study next semester, i'm dying to finish the course actually. Rindu giler rasanya. Lagipun alhamdulillah, my new job dah banyak concentrate pada keje2 dlm office berbanding dulu, lebih mencabar tapi lebih byk memberikan ruang dan flexibility to me.After 2 years, yup, after 2 years waiting for a job that relates to Accounting, and now i get more than i want initially. I'm doing the business planning and reporting currently, and that's more exciting to me since it will test my capability in deciding direction of my division,together with all my high management of course.Kekadang rasa menyesal naper ler dulu waktu report duty to Telekom and ketika dalam proses pembahagian placement, i didn't request to go for Financial and Management Analysis (FMA), sbb time tu takut susah nak buat since kat MMU dulu, subject analysis ni mmg mcm susah sket, kalau terima dulu, sure i'm in Finance Division skang ni, mungkin tgh buat ACCA instead of MBA utk kejar title Chartered Accountant hehe, tapi apa pun, i should be grateful sbb for whatever pun, Allah has decides the best for me. Mungkin kalau me was being placed in Finance Division at the first place dulu, i won't learn about most of operational parts in TM, won't have the chance to travel around Malaysia, won't have the opportunity to befriended with my best officemates in FMD here that had taught me so many things about life, and perhaps i dun have the opportunity to be the business planner here. I like do planning,suka buat keje2 yg memerlukan pk pk ni, otak rasanya berjalan jer and tak stagnant,and banyak perkara baru yang kita belajar instead of operational job semata-mata. After this, my target is to jump into Internal Audit or Finance Division if i have the chance within next 4 to 5 years since i have experience in handling fraud which suites to Audit requirements, and business and budget planning for Finance, insya Allah. Mana tahu next 15 yrs leh jadi BOD Telekom ,kan?Hehe, berangan jer yer Zurina nih ;)



Hanya terdapat dua jalan sahaja yang terbentang di hadapan setiap manusia. Satu darinya ialah jalan yang mana penghujungnya ialah (keredhaan) Allah swt. Penghujung bagi jalan yang satu lagi ialah kehancuran dan penyesalan. Tidak ada jalan lain yang dapat dipilih oleh setiap insan untuk dilaluinya selain dari dua jalan ini.

Muqaddimah buku Melangkah ke Jalan Menuju Allah by Abu Muaz, London.

Wassalam.

Usrah

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Hari ni tak disangka-sangka my online sister in UK (i never meet her before, but she was a tutor in UIA before she went to UK), dia tanya khabar and satu soalan cepu emas yang tersangat mahal nilainya keluar..

"Bagaimana dgn usrah?"

Aaaaaaaaaa, soalan yang paling2 sukar untuk dijawab sekarang ni.

Mmg dah lama tak join usrah mana-mana, since ada jek perkara yg timbul time org jemput utk join usrah. Ada exam ler, ada presentation ler, ada etc etc. Banyak sungguh alasan!

Habis nak buat mcm mana, i have things and priorities to do! :( (Alasan lagi :D)

Hmm..terpaksa menyusun langkah dan jadual kembali utk cari masa join usrah.Semalam call Kak Asiah, dia kata dia try arrange usrah Nisa kat area Vista Angkasa,kalau boleh nak gather bebudak UTP, MMU, UKM dan UM kat sana. Best jugak, lebih ramai lebih bagus. Bebudak MMU pun ramai yg stay kat Vista Angkasa tu.Pasni leh heret bebudak ni turun join usrah Nisa hehe (Laili and the geng kat Vista Angkasa minta bersedia yer :D.

Till now k, i have works to do, tomorrow my GM want to see my presentation slide for MCM Fraud Meeting next week, and this becoming Sunday i have my mid term for Operation Management.Need to transform my self to become a bookworm for this week and next week, next week i have mid term for Finance pula :)

Pray for my success k!

Wassalam :)

Erti Hidup

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Lirik: Aflin Shauki (Principal Connection (M) Sdn. Bhd.

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Mana tempatku di dunia
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Jika daku ingin berjasa
Memberikan hidupku makna
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Erti hidup yang diberi
Dunia jadi saksi
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Aku tetap teguh berdiri
Penuh pengorbanan yang sejati


Hehe, mcm tersuka kat lagu ni, so bear with me ya!! :D

Wassalam

I am so LURVEDD!!

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Actually, starting from early this year, my mum had declared that she won't cook for dinner anymore for us, since byk makanan dia basi sbb kitorang tak makan.

I threatened mildly her once "Kalau ibu tak masak, nanti iena makan kat luar hari-hari"

My mum answered "Takpe, lebih baik mcm tu dr sakit hati tgk makanan tak berluak padahal dah penat2 masak". Hehe, ibuku sudah merajuk :D

Bukan kitorang tak nak makan, me sometimes balik lewat kalau ada discussion or nak siapkan keje kat ofis,biler balik penat sgt utk makan unless lapar sgt. My younger sisters and Along pun mcm tu jugak. Furthermore, ibu suka masak gulai ikan cili api yg kami kurang nak makan sbb bosan makan lauk tu, dr kecik sampai besar lauk tu jerlaa ibu suka masak. Naper ibu suka masak? Sebab dia tahu ayah kitorang takkan makan sgt kalau lauk gulai ikan cili api tu takde.Ayah tak minat sgt makan kari, asam pedas, sup2 or whatsoever, nak jugak gulai ikan masak cili api.

Kalau rajin, kami goreng ler telur ke apa ker utk makan nasi, tapi tak sentuh gulai ikan sgt. End up either nasi atau lauk gulai tu akan basi atau tersimpan di fridge for 2 3 days. Mengamuk ler ibu, penat dia masak.

Jadinya mmg me kalau balik akan telefon rumah dulu tanya ibu masak ker tidak, kalau tidak i have to resort to any fast food restaurant (sbb malas nak masak, penat aa, balik keje nak kena masak hoho, i'm sure working mothers like Hany, Aida and Aini won't agree with me hoho)

Tapi skang ni the situation has changed since my younger bro from UKM lepak di umah bercuti 3 bulan sebelum nak habiskan final semester and my younger bro from UUM sedang balik bercuti utk practical for 6 months (tak tau ler apsal lama sgt practical dia nih), so most of the day skang ni mmg my mum masak for dinner.And lagi satu, sejak ibu mengajar mengaji di surau, so dia ada penty of time jugaklah utk kami kat umah berbanding dulu.

So last 2 nites, she had cooked nasi dagang special for us. I didn't have the chance to eat it since i got into sleep rite after solat Isyak (my Along dah kata dah jgn lepak atas katil, nanti tertidur, i encountered her that i said i'm not going to sleep, just baca2 paper only on the bed, last-last terlena padahal ibu dah hidang nasi dagang time tu, terjaga balik kol 4 pagi, punyerlaa lama tidur.Dah terjaga tu, siap pk nak study ker tak, last2 rasa malas and sambung tidur huhu)

So last nite habis buat finalization of FMD Corporate Video kat tempat Keyrul sampai Maghrib, solat maghrib pastu ajak DZ and Kak Imah dinner sbb dah tak tahan sgt lapar. Biler balik, tgk Ili (my younger bro) sdg dinner, dia kata best, tapi me yg dah full mcm malas nak makan sbb dah kenyang.Pastu my younger sis Ira pulak balik terus makan nasi dagang, dia pun kata best, so i tried ler sikit.

Ya Allah, sedapnya ibu masak. I went to dapur and cari nasi dagang and i dunno what to call this lauk daging, either it was soup or gulai kurma, but my mum said both were wrong, dia kata special lauk for nasi dagang. Pastu i opened my fridge and there, my rainbow pudding that my mum had reserved for me, i guess ler since the previous nite i dun have the chance to taste it. Best best. Tengah2 makan tu, terasa disayangi pulak hohoh.

Ibu dulu every weekend sure buat something special for us, but that was before kami sumer berpecah2 ke serata Semenanjung Malaysia ni, ada yg kat utara, ada yg kat selatan. So mcm missed jugak ler ibu masak2 special ni kecuali time Raya.


One thing i realized,there are several food that i would like my mum cook and i dare ask nobody to touch the ingredients except for my mum. I like to eat gulai keladi masak cili api campur ikan bilis yg mum buat. Best sgt, won't trade it for something else hehe.Lagi satu kalau ibu buat sambal, mesti best. Kekadang pelik apsal biler i buat mesti tak sama ngan ibu nyer,padahal ingredients, cara masak sama jek. Hmm...nak kena conduct CSI investigation camnih heheh.


One thing yg kelakar sbb skang ni my mum dah mengajar mengaji, so anak2 murid dia panggil dia ustazah, kami pulak yg tak biasa. Pastu ada anak2 murid dia yg nama Zulaikha dan Zulhilmi, apa lagi, my mum treat these 2 kids mcm anak sendiri, kalau salah jer my mum jadi sedikit ter'over' emosional sbb dia mcm regards bebudak ni as anak2 dia sbb nama derang sama to my younger sis and younger bro, Eqa and Imi. Ya Allah, dgr my mum bercerita mcm mana dia garang kat bebudak ni kalau derang tak dtg atau dtg lambat, ngeri giler. Kalau me, mesti tak nak ngaji dah hehe. My mum said dia mcm terasa ada connection ngan bebudak ni sbb nama derang sama ngan anak2 dia.Yg lagi klakar, one day tu my mum buat agar2 utk sumer anak2 murid dia, my mum boleh siap bagi extra kat 2 budak ni sbb kira treat special dia regards as anak2 sendiri, tapi biler dah balik umah menyesal sbb bagi tak fair treatment to the rest. Some times biler marah waktu mengajar these 2 kids, my mum mcm tercakap "Kan IBU dah kata,oopss... kan ustazah dah kata..". Ekeke, sadis jugak aa jadi bebudak 2 org ni, my mum bagi extra care kat derang,sometimes she tends to become more garang and become more baik to them hohoh. Nasib baik takde nama murid lain yg serupa to my name ker, my sis ker, my other younger bro Ili ker, Ira, Erni atau Aida. Kalau tak, derang pun senasib kena deraan mental ngan my mum kekeke. Kesian jek dengar, tapi my mum said dia tak leh nak buat apa, sbb nama sama so dia mmg jaga bebetul budak 2 org nih hoho.

Pagi tadi ada 2 org anak murid ibu dtg umah nak something, derang cakap, "Akak, ustazah nak kain petak2 kecil" Haa...ustazah?? huhu, terpaksalaa terima realiti org panggil my mum ustazah kekeke.


Ok guys,need to concentrate on my job plak pasni, apa pun nak cakap, happy sbb skang ni buat keje i suka, and happy sbb ada happy family. Grateful to Allah :)

Wassalam.

High risk to get high return

Assalamualaikum wbt,

This semester i am taking Operation Management and Finance. Finance is the most unfavorable subject to me due to its extensive mathematical calculations and formulas, and i hate maths!!

So to speak, i hate Finance too hoho.

The best thing about this subject is my Prof who is very knowledgable and make efforts to explain to us about a lot of things related to financial world that i never acrossed before (for instance Gold Dinar and etc), and yeah, now i have a financial calculator that can count multiple categories of loans, name it and i can calculate it straight away, using this calculator hohoh.

Notes: You can pay me RM 1 per caculation requested since the calculator that i'm using now is very expensive, huh its price is RM 165 and i believe i will use it only for 3 months!!Huhu :D

One new fact that we have learnt in this course is that the conventional bank and islamic bank has not so much difference in terms of operating, since both are creating loans from nothing (money on paper only). But Prof has emphasized that the economical impact of these 2 loan systems are different, since in islamic system we treat the excess payment that we pay to the bank as total profit, meanwhile in conventional bank, the excess payment is treated as interest. Therefore the total impact and accounting treatment of these transactions are different. And what is the difference? I could not answer since i have not ask that to my Prof yet, but i am interested to know what is it actually.Later k.

The most astonishing part that we have encounter when we are dealing with loans calculations is that, when we want to pay earlier the total loans that we acquire from banks, the total balance payment calculated by Islamic banks are much2 higher than the conventional banks, which had sparked a consensus by us as the students that it is much better to make borrowings from conventional bank rather than islamic banks when it comes to early payment. When we ask our Prof whether do we have any options since we want to avoid the riba, he said that if our islamic bank give us loan based on the 'real money', not the ones which get created of nothing at the first place, then it is ok to go for islamic banks.The problem nowadays is that islamic banks do not practice that, and actually for middle east countries, the Bai al-Bitaman Ajil(BBA) concept is not accepted. They will go for Musharakah Mutanakisah Partnership (MMP) which is implemented by having the bank to buy the asset at the first place, then only they will sell to consumers at a marked-up price, provided both parties agree on the total sale proceeds.

I dun want to make an impression to you that conventional bank is better, since at this point of time i am yet to study the impact and the difference of these 2 banks make on the economy. Nanti ada org ambil bulat2 whatever i write here as your base to make loans from conventional.Wait till i finish study the impact and the differences of these 2 banking systems k :)

To get high return, you must prepare to face higher risk (this is a very popular concept in financial subjects especially when it comes to stock and asset valuations). And i'm doing it now for my life, dun ask what types of risk and return that i'm going for at this moment, but i believe if my intention is pure, insya Allah the return that i will get is sufficient for me for dunya wa akhirah. (Hoho, i know most of you dun understand what the heck i'm talking about, but dun worry, this is for my own understanding :).

Wassalam

Manusia ini sungguh berkira sifatnya

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Saya dapat satu pelajaran kehidupan pagi ini.

Manusia sungguh berkira ttg nikmat (pendapatan, perbelanjaan, wang, harta, etc)

Berkiranya kita sehingga 1 sen pun kalau kita boleh tuntut sekiranya McD tak dapat nak pulangkan, kita nak tuntut jugak rasanya.

Sebab apa?

Sebab kita rasa 1 sen tu hak kita, kita ada hak untuk menuntut.

Tetapi cuba kita renungkan sekejap, adakah Allah berkira dengan kita dalam mencurahkan nikmatNya pada kita walaupun kita berterusan mengkufuri nikmat yang kita ada sekarang ini. Itulah sifat Ar-Rahman Allah, di mana Dia Pemurah dalam memberikan rezeki, mencakupi pada semua termasuk non-muslim yang sememangnya kita tahu ingkar padaNya, dan sifat Ar Rahim khas untuk kaum muslimin terutama pada mereka yang ikhlas mengabadikan diri kepadaNya.

Tapi perlu diingat, Allah tetap berkira ttg apa yang kita buat di sepanjang kehidupan kita ini. Calculation Allah akan dibuat di Yaumil Masyar nanti, even satu zarah kebaikan dan keburukan pun akan ditimbang dan dikira.

Kita sudah tahu hakikat ini, masih berkira-kirakah kita hendak berbuat kebaikan?

Sering teringat dengan nasihat seorang sahabat saya,

"Jangan bertangguh-tangguh berbuat kebaikan".

Dan nasihat saya,

"Jangan berkira-kira kalau hendak berbuat kebaikan, laksanakan semaksimum mungkin, mana tahu di akhirat nanti kita mungkin menyesal kerana kita tak laksanakan semaksimum dan sebaik mungkin sedangkan kita punya capacity untuk berbuat demikian".

Wassalam.

:D

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I have training for PROMPT at TTC starting from Monday to Wednesday, so do miss my entries k.

I know i know, you guys must be really miss me nanti, hehe. Be patient,on thursday nanti i will be back here again insya Allah ;)

To someone who-get-checked-up-by-a-cute-doctor, I wish ya a VERY GOOD LUCK!!

Mana tahu ada rezeki, as you have said "Aku harap doctor cute tu akan call aku"

Huhu, who is that lady?

Make a brilliant guess ya, I am sure she will shout at her lungs very well when she read this at the first place, kekeke.

Who is that lucky lady?

Make a guess,make a guess.

Hoho :D

Wassalam

Hukum Bersolat dalam Gereja

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Actually sehari 2 ni sdg concentrate tahap Ultraman (tukar istilah tahap naga sbb tau Cpol mesti nak kenakan me lagi kalau guna istilah naga tu :P ), menyiapkan laporan overall performance of FMD to be presented in our monthly management meeting this morning. Alhamdulillah, dapat pujian ngee ngee :D

Yati, i dun feel satisfied you guys nak buka co berlima jek, ooo..mana aci camnih!! Lagi 3 org mana mau campak (Shelly, Zarid and me huhu). Kena bukak berlapan jugak kalau nak buka audit or consultancy company hoho.Tapi nampak gayanya, cuma Halim and Mafus jek yang mengejar cita-cita, yang lelain bidang ntah ke mana2 :)

Kak Saf, hoho iena mcm iklan Horlicks?? Hehe, iena tiru Ika jek, dia yg selalu sebut hoho, iena pun dah terikut2, kan Ika kan? ;D (Daku rindu samamu, mesti bangga giler me ckp publicly rindu kat dia, so pelagi Tikot? Biler mau jumpa? Aku hutang ko 2 treats nih, satu utk Econs, satu utk apa ek? Luper dah :)

Tikot, biasa ler aku, kalau time idea mencurah2 aku tulis ler, kalau takde, biar jek ler blog ni kosong hehe.Cakap org jek ek, dia tuh pun sama jugak, siap boleh tulis satu cerita Kasut lak lagi hoho :P

Aini, takpe ler, ko kalau nak sambung master, baik pi oversea, lagi best :)

Now to my YTR geng yang lama tak jumpa Miss Rubaiti Afti Rusli (hoho, sajer jek mention your name penuh2 afti, bagi glamer sket, insan power YTR nih hoho), this is the answer for your question abt hukum bersolat dalam gereja. Meh kita belajar sesama :D


Hukum Bersolat di dalam gereja

1) Apakah hukum menunaikan solat di gereja?

Jawapan:

Dalam permasalahan ini, Dr Yusof Al-Qardawi dalam Kitab Fatawa Muasarah jilid 1 telah menyatakan bahawa harus bagi seseorang Muslim untuk menunaikan solat di dalam gereja berdasarkan pada hadis Nabi (SAW) yang bermaksud: “Telah dianugerahkan padaku lima perkara yang tidak diberikan kepada seorang pun sebelumku- Nabi (SAW) menyebut salah satu dari lima perkara tersebut ialah: dan dijadikan bumi ini bagiku tempat sujud; suci lagi menyucikan. Maka mana-mana lelaki dari kalangan umatku apabila solat menjadi wajib keatasnya, hendaklah dia solat”.

Dari hadis ini diiktibarkan seluruh bumi atau tanah (yang suci dari najis) sebagai tempat sujud bagi seseorang Muslim dan merupakan tempat untuk sujud dan solat padanya. Tempat ini termasuklah gereja dan seumpamanya tetapi adalah lebih aula(baik/ afdal) dijauhi daripada solat di tempat-tempat seumpama ini kerana takutkan syubhah. Jika sekiranya tidak didapati tempat selain gereja atau seumpamanya maka dibolehkan solat padanya,maka ketahuilah bumi ini adalah milik Tuhan dan seluruh bumi ini tempat sujud bagi orang Islam. Dan sesungguhnya Umar Al-Khattab itu hampir-hampir menunaikan solat di gereja yang bernama Al-Qiyamah ketika dikatakan padanya: “sembahyanglah olehmu” . Maka dia menjawab: “Tidak , aku tidak akan tunaikan solat di sini sehinggalah tidak datang orang-orang Islam selepasku lalu mereka berkata: “ di sini (Al-Qiyamah) Umar telah tunaikan solat”. Lalu mereka mengambilnya sebagai tempat sujud bagi orang Islam.


Secara ringkasnya, diperbolehkan untuk bersolat, tetapi adalah digalakkan utk tidak berbuat demikian, this was what my ustazah had mentioned to me dulu jugak ttg isu bersolat dalam gereja :)

Moga dapat manfaat k.

Afti, biler mau dapat kad jemputan ni? ;)

Surat untuk my very beloved sister

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Akak,

Iena rasa sedih biler akak kata akak nak undur diri, i know that you have your own plan and mungkin akan berpindah dr luar KL tahun ni, tapi undur diri terus??

Allahu Akbar, dalam setiap program biasanya kita akan bersama, skang ni akak nak undur diri, iena nak pergi program dgn siapa? Kak Iqin dah takde lagi, akak pun nak tinggalkan iena jugak ker?

Mmg ramai lagi kakak2 yang iena boleh jumpa, Kak Asiah etc, tapi takkan sama. Iena tak leh nak kongsi cerita yang biasa kita kongsi, Iena tak biasa reveal hal peribadi kecuali pada mereka yang sgt2 rapat, and you are one of them.

Skang ni akak nak undur diri, sedihlaa akak, sedih sgt.

Takpelah pun kita duduk berjauhan, tapi masih bersama. Kebersamaan itu tetap satu sumbangan, kalau akak rasa akak tak memberikan apa2 sumbangan pun selama ni. That is what Kak Adawiyah is doing, dia mengajar di Seremban tapi masih bersama.

Akak, iena harap akak tak undur diri walaupun lepas ni kita tak pergi program sama-sama, nanti iena rasa iena keseorangan walaupun ada Kak Umi, Kak Jamilah, Kak Asiah bersama. They are not the same like you, so please re-consider your decision, for me.

Please....

Your sis,

Iena.

Pengisian hidup over last weekend

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Huh, dunia ini sudah berpusing giler lagaknya apabila segolongan kecil di Amerika Syarikat diketuai oleh Professor Amina Wadud, seorang Professor Pengajian Islam di Virginia Commonwealth University mengerjakan solat jumaat (dalam gereja) diimamkan oleh Aminah sendiri pada Jumaat lalu. Tak tau apa nak komen dah ttg ni.

Alhamdulillah weekend ini terisi sungguh dgn aktiviti2 bermanfaat.

Jumaat lepas ada sedikit diskusi dgn Abg Faizal yang memaksa hati ini re-consider back my decision yang memberat untuk memberikan perhatian kepada aktiviti yag dirasakan lebih disukai berbanding dgn tanggungjawab yang sedia ada digalas sekarang.
Antara keinginan dan keperluan, setelah ditimbang tara, lebih baik mengutamakan keperluan dari keinginan, apatah lagi keinginan itu masih ada alternatif lain, sedangkan keperluan itu kalau difikirkan dalam situasi semasa, amat diperlukan walaupun saya hanya mampu berbuat sedikit.Malu saya kalau menarik diri sekarang sedangkan org lain sedang bersusah payah berusaha dan saya bertindak meninggalkan mereka, hanya semata-mata mengejar keinginan yang sebenarnya punya banyak alternatif lain (mesti org tak faham apa yg saya cerita ni, tapi takpe, ini catatan hati saya, hanya mereka-mereka yang memahami sahaja mengetahui :).

Alhamdulillah Sabtu lepas saya berpeluang bersolat di Masjid KLCC, dalam banyak2 masjid kat KL ni, masjid KLCC merupakan masjid kesukaan saya. Suka dgn ketenangan masjid ni, biasanya kalau tamat kelas pada hari Sabtu atau Ahad, saya suka singgah di masjid ini untuk bersolat dan kemudian baru pulang ke rumah. Semester lepas saya tidak berpeluang untuk singgah di masjid ini kerana selalunya bersolat di UIA atau singgah di Masjid Jamek sebelum balik, tapi pada Sabtu lepas entah kenapa hati terdetik utk singgah di KLCC. Cuba bayangkan pakai baju kurung pegi KLCC, rasa janggal sungguh. Mmg dari kecil kalau pegi shopping complex tak biasa pakai baju kurung, kalau pakai jubah pun biasanya pakai jubah seluar,tapi pakai baju kurung??Huhu, dalam mimpi jer bulih kot. Hehe, ingat lagi dulu waktu Pre-U geng2 ajak pegi Jusco di Melaka lepas kelas pun, kalau time pakai baju kurung mesti rasa nak tolak utk join, tapi biasanya akan kena pegi jugak sbb geng2 PAKSA, especially biler dah duduk satu rumah kat Taman Dahlia ngan Aida, Aini, Ayu, Jie, Siha, Husna, Aze and Paie (guys, rindu ngan korang sumer). Derang ni sumer alim-alim belaka, pegi kelas pakai baju kurung and tudung labuh, me and Siha jek brutal pegi kelas pakai seluar and T-shirt hoho. Kawan ngan derang ler baru belajar sikit jadi baik, pegi shopping complex pakai baju kurung huhu.

Alhamdulillah lepas solat pergi me'round2' KLCC (kagum dgn diri sendiri sbb mampu nak round pakai baju kurung huhu), cari kasut flat heel sbb kasut lama dah rosak, yang tinggal sumer high heels yang menyakitkan kaki jek kalau jalan jejauh, pastu sbb tak sempat nak singgah Kinokuniya (my favourite place kalau pi KLCC), maka singgahlah satu store yang jual magazines kat sebelah kedai jual Roti Boy kat ground floor. Selak-selak magazine science and tetiba jumpa magazine Wireless World, huhu, seronok giler, terus pegi beli. Rasa relief jumpa magazine sbb dia banyak citer ttg trend komunikasi dunia skang ni, my job kan skang ni kena strategize ttg telecommunication fraud, so kena ler ambil tahu ttg trend communication dunia skang ni. Alhamdulillah terjumpa magazine ni, senang sket nak buat analysis and forecasting.

Terjumpa juga satu majalah Islam 'Islamica', bagus contentnya menyentuh ttg permasalahan dunia umat Islam sekarang ni, cumanya harganya mahal sikit, RM 35. If you guys rasa nak luaskan skop pembacaan islam yang lebih serius, try to look at this zine.I think it's worthwile rasanya, i didn't buy it sbb cash tak cukup time tu sbb dah beli kasut and magazine Wireless World, and malas pula nak menapak balik mencari ATM machine. Next time kalau singgah KLCC balik ingat nak beli.

Tgh menyelak magazine Islamica ni, Kak Mas ketua Nisa' call. Katanya saya dan Kak Wiyah senyap jek sebulan 2 ni. Hehe, terpaksa admit bahawa saya 'beruzlah' dari sebarang aktiviti Nisa' sejak 4 minggu terakhir semester lepas di mana saya berada di dalam keadaan tertekan menghadapi projects dan exams. I had to becoz ketika itu keutamaan saya adalah untuk lulus dan tamatkan semester saya berbanding di Nisa' di mana saya percaya sahabat2 Nisa yang lain masih boleh bergerak sbb saya mmg tak punya peranan besar di sana , tapi skang ni alhamdulillah skang ni sudah bertukar work scope membuat business planning and analysis, maka saya sudah banyak masa terluang sekarang berbanding dulu ketika saya bertugas di unit legal, banyak masa saya diperuntukkan untuk kes-kes Corporate Customers, outstation, kes undang2 dan tribunal serta Fraud Account. Untuk MAPS baru2 ini, ex-manager mengakui pada officemate yang dia memberikan markah tinggi pada saya sebab dia kata saya deserve kerana sepanjang saya bekerja di bawah dia, saya lebih banyak buat kerja dan planning berbanding dia.Alhamdulillah, saya sendiri tak sangka manager and GM boleh markah setinggi itu, tapi Aini jgn sedih sbb your MAPS kurang sgt2, rezeki kita berbeza2. Rezeki anti lebih murah kerana dikurniakan husband and keluarga yang bahagia, my rezeki belum lagi ke tahap itu.Apa pun,suka diingatkan kita kena sentiasa bersyukur. Saya suka berpegang dgn kata2 ini, 'Let us be grateful for what we have and what we dun have' :)

Sejak dah bertukar unit Business Control ni, saya mempunyai lebih masa for quality time with family, saya sudah kerap pulang awal sampai adik hairan kenapa saya selalu pulang awal sekarang ni, paling lewat pun selepas Maghrib sbb nak tunaikan solat kat office before balik. Naper tak balik lepas kol 5.30? Hehe, kalau balik umah seawal itu, rasanya lebih byk masa saya akan berada di depan TV, jadinya lebih baik stay di office buat assignment, baca newspaper etc etc.Insya Allah minggu ni, dah start untuk balik awal, sharp at 5.30 sbb ada project khas bersama Eqa (my younger sis)di rumah huhu.

Semalam pergi melawat Farah Wahidah, bayangkan dr pagi berada di UIA Gombak (kawasan dlm Selangor), balik dari kelas menuju pula ke Bangi (kawasan dalam Selangor lagi satu) merentasi KL huhu. Jauh sungguh langkah semalam. Sepatutnya berkumpul dgn sahabat2 di rumah Abg Faizal, tapi sbb balik dr UIA pun dah lewat sbb ada discussion Finance, and of course akan sampai lewat juga ke rumah Abg Faizal, makanya straight away pegi melawat Farah kat hospital. Farah dapat baby boy, Ahmad Mu'az namanya. Waktu bertanya kat Farah apa nama baby and Farah jawab Ahmad Mu'az,dalam hati berkata "Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, naperlaa geng2 aku ni suka sgt rebut nama yang aku suka huhu". Ingat lagi kami berebut nama Anas (time tu Farah baru kahwin tapi belum pregnant pun), tetiba Kak Lin pulak yang ambil. Frust betul kami time tu, pastu last Friday i told myself, kalau ada baby boy nanti nak letak nama Mu'az pulak. Suddenly Farah bagitau yg anak dia nama Ahmad Mu'az, haiyaa..keciwa daku. I said to her, naper ambil nama tu, i had reserve that name for my baby (cheaaa, kahwin pun blom dah berangan cop nama baby hehe, tak kire ler,persediaan di masa hadapan keke).Farah jawab,husband dia yg suka nama tu.

Takpelah,bukan rezeki saya, however at this moment i have 2 other reserved names in my mind that i won't tell anyone, tapi kalau nama2 ni kena ambil jugak, mmg merana ler sket huhu. Rasanya kena kahwin cepat supaya cepat dpt baby, pastu letak nama favourite so that tak yah berebut dgn anak org lain hoho (nakal giler idea nih, takpe aa kan,bukannya berdosa pun hehe)


Ok ler, panjang sgt dah ni, later k. Paper pun, i did feel happy and grateful for i had a very good pengisian hidup over last weekend, and hopefully sepanjang minggu ini pengisian hidup saya akan lebih baik, doakan k.

Wassalam.

Yahudi rancang ambil alih Makam Nabi

BAITULMAQDIS, 17 Mac - Golongan ekstremis Yahudi merancang untuk mengambil alih tapak suci Makam Nabi di Baitulmaqdis sebagai satu usaha untuk mensabotaj pelan pengunduran tentera Israel dari Gaza.

Sebuah rakaman video yang disiarkan oleh stesen televisyen Israel Channel Two menunjukkan, sekumpulan perancang termasuk golongan rabai (ketua kumpulan agama) dan ekstremis bersayap kanan mengadakan pertemuan bagi membincangkan perkara tersebut.

Menurut stesen itu lagi, pertemuan tersebut diadakan di sebuah lokasi rahsia di bandar lama Baitulmaqdis yang melibatkan wakil daripada 30 buah kumpulan.

``Kita mesti menguasai Makam Nabi jika mahu menghentikan pelan pengunduran tentera Israel dari Gaza.

``Sekiranya 50,000 orang berarak ke Makam Nabi, saya yakin Tuhan yang ada di syurga akan melihat kita, begitu juga dengan semua institusi di Israel tidak boleh bersikap tidak ambil peduli (terhadap perkara ini),'' kata seorang peserta.

Laporan Channel Two juga difahamkan, kumpulan ekstremis Yahudi terbabit akan mengadakan raptai penuh di sekitar Makam Nabi dalam tempoh tiga minggu akan datang.

Sehingga kini, para peserta yang hadir masih belum memutuskan sama ada untuk mengambil alih kawasan berkenaan sebelum atau selepas kerajaan Israel mengundurkan tentera dan penduduknya dari Gaza.

Proses pengunduran tentera Israel sepenuhnya dijangka bermula Julai ini. - AFP

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Memang dasar Yahudi yang tak habis-habis dengan tipu muslihatnya. Kalau ler sekarang ni ada teknologi membunuh tanpa dapat dikesan, mmg Sharon akan dibunuh dulu, pastu Bush, pastu org2 White House, pastu sekutu2 lainnya.

Why laa we are so weak today, if the plan to overtake Makam Nabi tu bebetul hendak dibuat, kita akan bersenyap diri sahajakah?

Wassalam.

Taubat satu kejayaan

SESUNGGUHNYA berjayalah orang yang setelah menerima peringatan itu berusaha untuk membersihkan dirinya (dengan taat dan amal yang soleh). Dan menyebut-nyebut dengan lidah dan hatinya akan nama Tuhannya, serta mengerjakan sembahyang (dengan khusyuk). (Al-A'la :14-15)

Huraian:

Insaf dan taubat daripada melakukan perkara-perkara yang ditegah oleh Allah s.w.t. bukanlah sesuatu yang merugikan.

Sebaliknya ia adalah satu kejayaan besar kepada individu tersebut kerana telah berjaya melawan nafsu ammarah dan nafsu lawwamah yang mengajak kepada keburukan.

Allah s.w.t. memuji mereka yang bertaubat setelah mengetahui balasan dan azab yang bakal menimpa, jika mereka mengingkari perintah Allah s.w.t.

Taubat yang paling disukai oleh Allah s.w.t. pula ialah taubat nasuha, iaitu taubat yang bersungguh-sungguh untuk tidak mengulangi lagi perbuatan yang sama.

Di antara amalan soleh yang dapat memelihara diri daripada kembali melakukan kejahatan ialah berzikir, bertahmid, membaca al-Quran, mendengar kuliah ilmu, solat yang ditunaikan dengan khusyuk dn lain-lain lagi.

Islam sememangnya tidak pernah menghalang umatnya daripada mencari kehidupan dunia. Firman Allah s.w.t. di dalam surah al-Qasas ayat 77 bermaksud:

Dan tuntutlah dengan harta kekayaan yang telah dikurniakan Allah kepadamu akan pahala dan kebahagiaan Hari Akhirat dan janganlah engkau melupakan bahagianmu (keperluan dan bekalanmu) di dalam dunia.

Dengan sebab itu, setiap individu perlu pandai mengimbangi keperluan dunia tanpa mengabaikan keperluan ukhrawi agar tidak terbabas dari batas dan ajaran yang ditetapkan oleh Islam dan kembali kepada jalan Allah s.w.t.

Oleh kerana itu, Allah s.w.t. menyifatkan golongan yang mengambil peringatan-Nya lalu bertaubat dan beramal soleh dengan penuh ikhlas kerana Allah s.w.t. sebagai golongan yang berjaya.

Kesimpulan

Taubat yang dilakukan secara bersungguh-sungguh akan memberi kejayaan kepada diri individu daripada segala perbuatan dosa yang telah lalu.

Rahmat dan keampunan Allah s.w.t. sentiasa terbuka kepada manusia yang ingin kembali ke jalan kebenaran dan kejayaan.

- Disediakan oleh Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia (Jakim).

Catatan buat Yati

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Buat adik Yati, adik di kalangan adik2 yang paling kakak sayang..

Akak tahu Yati kecewa mendengar keputusan Petronas kerana tidak membenarkan Yati menyambung Master, tapi pastinya ada rahmat di sebalik semua peristiwa.

Tidak semua yang kita mahukan di dunia ni akan kita dapat, tapi sebagai hamba yang mengakui dirinya beriman atas ketentuan Tuhan, kita mesti bersyukur dengan segala apa yang kita punya dan yang tidak kita punyai, insya Allah ada hikmah yang masih belum tercerlang di depan mata, tapi insya Allah, pasti ada hikmahnya, mungkin bukan sekarang, tapi pasti ada.

Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu.Dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagi kamu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.." Al-baqarah:216.

Hai orang-orang yang beriman jadikanlah sabar dan shalat sebagai penolongmu, sesungguhnya Allah beserta orang-orang yang sabar. (QS. 2:153)

So adik tersayang akak sorang ni, la tahzan k, berdoa byk2, insya Allah dipermudahkan segala urusan di dunia dan akhirat.

:)

Suratul Maryam

Assalamualaikum wbt,

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Mendapat sedikit pengajaran ketika membaca Suratul Maryam yang menceritakan Nabi Zakaria memohon zuriat daripada Allah sedangkan diri baginda sudah tua dan isteri baginda tidak berupaya melahirkan zuriat.

Allah memperkenankan doa baginda namun baginda hairan, mana mungkin diri baginda yang sudah tua dan isterinya yang mandul boleh melahirkan zuriat?

Tercatat di dalam Kitabullah:


[19:0] In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful

[19:1] K. H. Y. `A. S.* (Kaaf Haa Yaa `Ayn Saad)

[19:2] A narration about your Lord's mercy towards His servant Zachariah.

[19:3] He called his Lord, a secret call.

[19:4] He said, "My Lord, the bones have turned brittle in my body, and my hair is aflame with gray. As I implore You, my Lord, I never despair.

[19:5] "I worry about my dependants after me, and my wife has been sterile. Grant me, from You, an heir.

[19:6] "Let him be my heir and the heir of Jacob's clan, and make him, my Lord, acceptable."

[19:7] "O Zachariah, we give you good news; a boy whose name shall be John (Yahya). We never created anyone like him before."

[19:8] He said, "My Lord, will I have a son despite my wife's sterility, and despite my old age?"

[19:9] He said, "Thus said your Lord: `It is easy for Me to do. I created you before that, and you were nothing.' "


We were nothing when Allah created us, we are totally NOTHING!

Pengajaran yang dpt ana timba dr ayat2 ini:

1. Allah itu Maha Berkuasa, pohon sajer segala keinginan hati,insya Allah Allah sentiasa mendengar.Sama ada cepat atau lambat sahaja, yang pasti Dia mendengar.

2. Siapa kita untuk berlagak di dunia ini sedangkan we are nobody/nothing ketika diciptakan. Bongkak itu sifat Tuhan, bukan sifat kita sebagai makhlukNya. Tak perlu meninggi diri.

3. Jangan melawan cakap ibu sebab disebutkan dalam surah yang sama:

The Infant Makes a Statement(perihal Nabi Isa bercakap ketika masih bayi)

[19:29] She pointed to him. They said, "How can we talk with an infant in the crib?"

[19:30] (The infant spoke and) said, "I am a servant of GOD. He has given me the scripture, and has appointed me a prophet.

[19:31] "He made me blessed wherever I go, and enjoined me to observe the Contact Prayers (Salat) and the obligatory charity (Zakat) for as long as I live.

[19:32] "I am to honor my mother; He did not make me a disobedient rebel.

[19:33] And peace be upon me the day I was born, the day I die, and the day I get resurrected."


Hehe, saya anak yang degil dan keras hati, sendiri mengakui dan ibu bersetuju, katanya saya mewarisi sifatnya yang keras hati dan tidak mudah mengalah, tidak seperti ayah yang lembut hati. Saya mmg jenis yang akan mempertahankan pendapat sendiri apabila yakin benar, dan ibu juga bersikap demikian. Makanya apabila dedua berselisih pendapat, masing-masing nak tegakkan benang sendiri, hasilnya terhasillah satu perdebatan ala ala Dewan Parlimen bersidang hoho.

So lepas ni tak boleh ketegaq lagi (Hany selalu guna istilah ni :D ), tapi best debat ngan ibu, siap boleh tubuh satu team pembangkang kat rumah, Ibu vs Iena & Adik-adik, biasanya ibu kalah ler ngan kami and end up kami gelak ramai-ramai setelah tamat perdebatan yang biasanya hangat. Kalau bebetul ibu marah, kami senyap kibarkan bendera putih, kalau kami menang, ibu akan gelak mengaku kalah.

Despite of perdebatan ini juga, kami menjadi lebih rapat, selesa berkongsi cerita yang dulu kami tidak alami kerana kami semuanya dulu duduk di asrama dan kemudian ke universiti.

Sayang my ibu!! :)


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Menghabiskan 2 hari membaca 1515 karangan Faisal Tehrani, mmg berbara hati membaca plot di mana menceritakan org2 Islam dimurtadkan selepas penaklukan Melaka. Tak tau ler betul ke tidak kisah yang sebenarnya, tapi kalau betul, mmg bergolak rasa hati ni cuba membayangkan apa yang terjadi.Marah sungguh sungguh dibuatnya.

Quite confuse juga dgn cerita ni, entah yang mana satu versi kisah yang ingin dihighlightkan sebagai benar-benar berlaku atau yang sebaliknya. Dengan nama watak-watak yang sama, mmg agak sedikit mengelirukan. Tapi yang pasti, novel ini berharga untuk dibaca :)

Susah peritnya berjuang mempertahankan negeri yang dilanggar orang, sukarnya ingin mendapatkan kembali hak yang dirampas,baru kini saya faham perasaannya. Dan insya Allah lebih memahami penderitaan saudara2 kita di Palestin yang sedang berjuang mendapatkan kembali hak yang terlucut.

Doakan saudara-saudara kita di sana dan di mana jua sentiasa mendapat pertolongan Allah dan mendapat kejayaan.

Wassalam.

Terlena

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Saya sudah terlupa banyak perkara, dek kerana kesenangan dan kemudahan hidup yang dirasa.

Terasa seperti dikejutkan dari mimpi manis apabila mendapat dan mendengar du'a dr URL yang diforwardkan by a junior petang tadi.

http://desert.lvo.info/video/Dua.htm

The same du'a yang Hany ada sebut di blognya baru-baru ini, yang memang telah lama diterima sejak dulu lagi, dan kemudian ia kembali untuk mengetuk pintu hati, lekakah saya selama ini?

Saya mengaku, saya leka, lekanya saya dengan segala kesenangan dan kemudahan yang Allah berikan kepada saya, sehingga saya lupa dunia Islam hari ini sebenarnya lemah, masih banyak yang perlu kita lakukan untuk membangunkannya hingga tertegak mulia di bumi ini.

Banyaknya tanggungjawab kita belum tertunai, dan hati saya sudah takut untuk memikirkan apa nanti yang hendak dijawab di depan Tuhan..

Barakallahu fiik pada Adik Aiz.Barakallah krn mem'forward'kan URL tersebut pada akak.

Tersentak sebentar dari lena yang panjang.

Wassalam.

Jie has a newborn baby

Assalamualaikum wbt,

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Yesterday went to visit Jie and her newborn baby di Ampang Puteri with Ika, tak sangka rupanya di sana sudah menunggu Ayu and her friend.Unfortunately, baby berada di dalam nursery due to demam kuning, so all of us could not see him, fortunately Jie and Nuar ada snap gambar baby derang, so tgk kat camera jer :)

Teka siapa nama baby Jie? Hoho, dekat sgt dgn nama anak Hany Aliff Nufayl, anak Jie namanya Fahim Naufal,mengambil nama sempena cantuman alphabet F dan N mewakili Fakhrul dan Najibah. Teringat kat Ustaz Fahim yang mengajar di Pre-U dulu. Jie kata ada juga cadangan nak letak Fahim Mujahid,tapi biler fikir dah ada sorang nama ustaz MMU kat situ, tambah pulak Mujahid yang sememangnya di MMU dulu ada juga seorang ustaz yang namanya sama, mmg terserlahlah betapa loyalnya mereka kat MMU kalau bebetul ambil nama tu, jadinya mereka decide nama sorang ustaz MMU jer cukup, tak yah sampai 2, lagipun mereka mmg nak nama Naufal tu dr awal-awal lagi, sejak Hany belum bersalinkan Nufayl hoho. Apa nih Hany, dahlaa size korang dekat dekat jer kecilnya, nama anak pun nak berebut ker? :P

Hoho, Ika sudah advance dlm bab-bab memelihara baby, dah boleh 'lepas' dah ni, so Ika, biler lagi? ;) Ngee...pasni ada yang kena 'tornado' dari bangunan Menara Telekom menuju ke bangunan Telekom Jalan Raja Chulan pulak lepas ni hehe.

Nuar looks happy, sempat me bertanya pada dia "amacam dah jadi ayah ni?ok tak?"

Nuar : Happy laa, cuma biler dia dah masuk nursery ni mcm terasa lost sbb dah 2 hari ada ngan kitorang, pastu skang ni takde.

Hehe, takpe Nuar, after this for whole life you can own him insya Allah :)

Lepas melawat Jie, berjalan ke Ampang Point, dah lama sgt tak pergi berjalan window shopping sejak dah start study ni, so jalan puas-puas sampai terasa kaki mau patah dibuatnya sbb pakai high heels, pasni taubat kalau nak pi berjalan jauh tak nak pakai high heels, tak baik untuk kesihatan kaki hohoho.


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Semalam berjalan dr stesen LRT Plaza Rakyat menuju ke office, terjumpa dengan 2 orang buta yang meminta sedeqah. Kesian sgt tgk, unfortunately my route tidak melalui kawasan mereka, so when i was walking i was thinking...

"Mcm mana agaknya yer mereka melalui kehidupan sehari-hari? Dengan tak nampaknya, dan entah entah mereka sudah berkeluarga, peritnya menanggung hidup.."

Tapi dalam satu laporan by The Star ada mengupas ttg betapa pemurahnya masyarakat Malaysia sehingga seorang peminta sedeqah boleh hidup senang sebenarnya.

That is not my point to discuss about this subject on whether should we help them or not with regard to the fact that they can earn so much money by meminta sedeqah actually.

My point is that...

Have we ever think let say in one moment Allah tarik salah satu nikmat drpd kita, redha tak kita dengan pemergian nikmat tu? Tak perlu memikirkan ttg kematian whatsoever, fikirkan sahaja duit kita hilang RM 50 (sekarang ni org hilang RM 10 pun kurang kisah sbb terasa nilainya agak bearable lagi, so mari kita guna RM50 pulak), tak pun RM 100. Mesti melilau mencari mana perginya duit tu, betul tak? Kalau masih tak jumpa, siap sibuk mencari saper ada ambil duit kita, check satu-satu beg, beg duit, beg sekolah (kalau masih guna), beg pasar, segala-gala beg ler kalau ada, yang pentingnya CARI.

Kalau dah puas cari tapi masih tak jumpa?

Hati mesti terkilan, betul tak? I bet semua org akan terkilan, mesti akan fikir "mana ler aku cicirkan duit tu,kalau ler aku beli something-something, berguna jugak duit tu..". See, betapa tak redhanya kita?

Cheaa, saya mengulas mcm ler saya tak mengalami keadaan itu. Saya turut mengalaminya, lagi ler,dulu waktu kecil kecil tertinggal pemadam atau pembaris di rumah tak bawa ke sekolah pun saya sudah tidak senang hati (tu waktu kecik2 jerlaa hoho).

Dalam Al-Quran menyebut, betapa manusia ini kurang bersyukur. Ketika membaca La Tahzan di rumah Abang Faizal sekejap ketika menjaga Nufayl, i came across this message saying that we shouldn't be sad because we have OTHEEEEERRRRR (nak tunjukkan betapa banyaknya kuantiti) nikmat that are still with us, where we should be grateful for each of them.We can walk, we can talk, we can see, we can earn good money, we do have family and friends, we have good qualifications, we have house, we have car, we have so much, yet sometimes we do feel that all of them are not yet enough and we still urge for something else.

I'm not saying that it is wrong, totally Allah has urged us to try our best to earn and get the best outcomes possible as Allah loves someone who is hardworking in doing something in particular, its just that when you are losing something, you must realize that there are so MUCH nikmat that we have not yet be grateful with. Try to take it as dugaan, pray to Allah for a lesser burden, insya Allah everything will settle, sooner or later.

Kurangnya rasa kebergantungan kita pada Allah menyebabkan kita rasa sukar untuk menerima cubaan dan dugaan, kita menangis over small matters that if we compare our problem to someone's else at different part of our Earth, we should feel ashame about ourselves.

(Actually this catatan is for my own tazkeerah coz i used to cry a lot for my assignments and work pressures, now i do feel shame over myself for it hehe).

Wassalam :)

You Are Never Alone

You Are Never Alone


Sometimes, when the world's not on your side

You don't know where to run to

You don't know where to hide.



You gaze, at the stars in the sky

At the mountains so high

Through the tears in your eyes.



Looking for a reason,

to replace what is gone.

Just remember, remember

That you are never alone.



You are never alone (you are never alone)

Just reach into your heart

And Allah is always there.

You are never alone (you are never alone)

Through sorrow and through grief

Through happiness and peace

You are never alone.



So now as you long for your past

Prepare for your future

But knowing nothings going to last

You see this life is but a road

A straight and narrow path

To our final abode



So travel well O Muslim

And Paradise will be your home

And always remember

That you are never alone.



You are never alone (you are never alone)

Just reach into your heart

And Allah is always there.

You are never alone (Allah is there)

Through sorrow and through grief

Through happiness and peace

You are never alone.



You are never alone (you are never never alone)

Just reach into your heart

And Allah is always there.

You are never alone (you are never alone)

Through sorrow and through grief

Through happiness and peace

You are never alone.


Zain Bhikha - You are Never Alone

(from the album, 'Towards the Light')

Tahfiz vs Electrical Engineering, MMU vs UIA

Assalamualaikum wbt,

(1) Tahfiz vs Electrical Engineering

On last Friday nite, i was preparing myself to get my sleep at abt 1 ' clock in the morning, tidur lewat sikit. Suddenly my younger sis's handphone ringing, so i picked it up since my younger sis has gone to sleep much earlier. I was so jahat that i pretended to be my younger sis while answering the phone becoz i know this is the guy that my younger sis always talked to every nite sampai pukul 1 pagi, so i want to know who is he.While the phone was ringing,its screen displayed 'Nenek YB', uik..pandai sungguh my younger sis ni sorokkan identiti bf dia (i assumed the caller is my younger sis's bf sbb asyik bergayut every nite).

Me: Assalamualaikum.Hello?
The caller : (luper dia ada jawab salam ker tidak), apsal angkat lambat?
Me: Sajer.
The caller : Sajer jer? Apsal?
Me: Sajer jer.
The caller : Sajer jer? (Nada dia dah blank..i couldn't tahan my gelak)
Me: Dik, Ira dah tidur sebenarnya, ni kakak dia (ngee ngee...i was sure he was stunned to hear that hoho)
The caller : Ha? Ni kakak Ira? Maaf kak, saya cuma nak bagitau dia yang saya dah ambilkan borang dia di sekolah tadi, kakak sampaikan kat dia nanti yer (dengan nada takut takut dan sungguh formal hohoho)
Me: Alrite dik, nanti akak sampaikan kat Ira k. Saper nama adik ni?
The caller : Wan, akak, akak tak marah ker saya call ni?
Me: Naper akak nak marah pulak, ok jek.
The caller : Ok kak, tu jer nak bagitau.
Me: Ok, assalamualaikum. (The call was ended)

Selang 1 minit, the phone was ringing again, so i picked it up and i heard the same voice just now.

Wan : Akak, boleh ker saya call akak guna telefon rumah?
Me: Ha? Nak call akak? Err..err, ok, bleh jek.
(Dlm hati dah terpk, awat budak ni nak tepon me pulak isk isk)

Tepon rumah berbunyi and i picked it up.

Wan : Akak, akak jangan marah Ira pulak saya call dia malam-malam. Akak marah ker?
Me: Marah? Nak marah apanya, korang dah besar, takde der nak marah-marah der.
Wan : Akak sportinglaa
Me: Biasaaaa..kekek (chea chea, mamat ni nak ambil hati aku ker apa nih, puji2 pulak,ambik peluang nih nak tanya pasal diri dia, sekolah mana, umur baper, duduk kat mana etc etc, pastu tanya how was his SPM paper)
Wan : Ni laa akak, paper saya tu ok kot, cumanya saya tgh confuse, tulaa yang saya call akak nih..saya sebenarnya confuse nak sambung Tahfiz atau Electrical Eng, camner ek akak?
Me : (Dah ternganga dah sbb tak expect soalan tu keluar). Hmm..adik minat yang mana? Naper adik rasa nak ambik Tahfiz? Minat ker ngan Electrical?Dah buat solat istikharah?
Wan : Saya minat Tahfiz kak, lagipun skang ni dah akhir zaman, kena fikir pasal akhirat juga kak.Saya suka juga Electrical, and skang ni saya target nak buka business dgn pakcik2 saya. Tapikan kak, saya sebenarnya tak kisah pun tak belajar tinggi2 sgt sbb saya bukannya nak makan gaji, saya suka kerja sendiri2, pakcik2 saya pun mcm tu juga, boleh jer hidup.
Me: (Hish budak ni, selamba jek ckp camtuh, tak pk ke education tu penting? ) Naper Wan cakap camtu, ilmu tu penting, walaupun kita tak nak makan gaji and nak keje sendiri, tapi ilmu tu tetap penting. Kalau kata nak buka business, tanpa ilmu yg cukup, mcm mana kita nak expand business tu sampai ke national atau international level.Ibu ngan ayah keje apa?
Wan: Ummi buka restoran sendiri, ayah dulu arkitek tapi skang ni tolong ummi kat restoran.
Me: (Wah,ayah arkitek, mcm mana boleh ada anak yang ber'mentaliti' mcm ni nih?) Ooo ok ok. Takpe takpe, skang ni Wan kata Tahfiz utk akhirat, habis tu Wan fikir belajar Electrical tu bukan untuk akhirat ker? (Pastu lecturelaa dia ttg manfaat jadi engineer kpd manusia, as long we regard the work as ibadah, ke akhirat juga gunanya)
Wan : Saya bukan apa kak, dedua saya suka, cumanya saya dah plan kalau saya ambil Tahfiz, lepas keluar saya nak buka sekolah tahfiz pula, pakcik sedara saya dah berjaya buka satu, and derang sumer nak support saya belajar tahfiz kak.
Me : Ic ic, ok ler kalau camtu, cumanya jgn ler fikir course selain agama ni tidak contribute kepada Islam atau akhirat, kena expandkan sikit pemikiran adik tu k. So skang ni, tunggu jer result SPM, kalau dpt offer memana, buat solat istikharah byk2 and decide, kalau takde, pergi sekolah tahfiz tu k.

Pastu kami sembang bab-bab lain sampai pukul 3 pagi. Kelakar budak nih, patut ler my younger sis selalu bergayut ngan dia. Anyway dia bukan my younger sis's bf pun, geng baik jek. Cumanya ketika berbual dgn dia, terasa mcm bagusnyaaa budak nih, umur 18 tahun dah terpk nak jadi tahfiz, siap nak buka sekolah tahfiz lagi. Me at 18? Ntah ler..lagi nak enjoy lagi ader. Bagus sungguh budak ni, kerek2 pun ada jugaklaa sifat kepimpinan, siap boleh berdebat with me ttg soal Bida'ah, huish me at 18 Bida'ah pun tak tau apa sgt. Time tu terpk betapa indahnya Islam menekankan pendidikan dan tarbiyah dr kecil bermula dr rumah, hasilnya kita akan nampak di kemudian hari :)


(2) MMU vs UIA

Semalam masuk kelas, belajar ttg Operation Management. Entah mengapa tiba-tiba membuat perbandingan antara MMU dan UIA.

Honestly, I would say MMU is more advance in terms of latest knowledge exposure especially when it comes to K-aspects (K economy, technology etc).I think MMU is much better in terms of up-to-date exposures and highly professional, seriously.

On the other hand, my reason to be in UIA was justified as i want to try IPTA after being 4 yrs in IPTS. My first choice is UIA, and the second one is UM.UM's schedule is not flexible to me, therefore i chose UIA, and i was happy with my decision. But after 3 semesters being in UIA, i have clearer picture that MMU is better. HOWEVER, it's up to someone's personal motives also. Some of my classmates prefer UIA due to its location that is very near to their houses, and some is due to its 'International' status. Its all depends on what your personal wants, i guess.

So guys, if you think you want to get better exposure, choose MMU to pursue your Master, but if you want to try out for different environment and make comparisons, then the options are wide enough as we have UKM, UPM etc.

I am proud to be a MMUrian hohoho.

Wassalam.

Affliction (perkara yang menyedihkan)

Question: What is the ruling regarding the one who becomes angry when an affliction befalls him?

Answer: People are upon 4 levels regarding the circumstances of affliction:

The First Level
Being angry, and this is in various ways:

The first type: That the anger is by the heart as if he is angry at his Lord. So he becomes angry with what Allaah has decreed for him, and this (level) is haraam. And it is possible that this could lead to kufr (disbelief). Allaah said:


“And among mankind is he who worships Allaah as it were, upon the very edge (i.e. in doubt); if good befalls him, he is content therewith; but if a trial befalls him, he turns back on his face (i.e. reverts back to disbelief after embracing Islaam). He loses both this world and the Hereafter.” - Al-Hajj (22):11


The second type: That the anger is by the tongue like making duaa for destruction or ruin and what is similar to that, and this is haraam.

The third type: That the anger is by the limbs like slapping the cheeks, ripping the clothes, pulling out hair, and similar to that, and all of this is haraam in contradiction to patience which is waajib (obligatory).

The Second Level:
Being patient, just as the poet said:


“Patience is like its name - bitter in taste, yet its outcomes are sweeter than honey.”


So the person sees this thing (the affliction) weighs very heavy upon him, yet he bears it although he dislikes that it happened. Rather, his eemaan bears it and restrains him from being angry. So the time of affliction and the time of no affliction is not the same to him, and this (level) is waajib, because Allaah commanded the people to be patient, saying:


“…and be patient. Surely, Allaah is with those who are As-Saabireen (the patient ones, etc.).” - Al-Anfaal (8):46


The Third Level:
Being pleased with the affliction in that the person is pleased with the affliction and whether it happened or not, it is the same to him so he it is not difficult upon him. He does not bear it as if it is something weighing heavy on him, and this (level) is mustahabb (preferred - between haraam and waajib) and it is not waajib according to the most correct opinion. The difference between this level and the one before it is apparent because the affliction happening or not happening is the same due to the pleasure of the one on this level. As for the level before it, the affliction is hard upon him, yet he remains patient over it.

The Fourth Level:
Thanking/being grateful and this is the highest level. This is that the person thanks Allaah for the affliction which has struck him in that he knows that this affliction is an expiation for his sins and perhaps a cause for an increase in his good deeds. The Prophet (Õáì Çááå Úáíå æÓáã) said:


“There is no affliction which strikes the Muslim except that Allaah expiates with it (sins), even with a thorn that may poke him.” (Recorded by Bukhaari and Muslim)


Fataawa Arkaan al-Islaam - Fatwaa 64, page 126


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Actually mcm tak prefer nak post posting yg sedih2 ni dlm keadaan yg ceria skang ni, tapi rasanya baik kita kongsi ilmu sesama :)

Wassalam.

You Raise Me Up

(1)

You Raise Me Up

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up… To more than I can be.

There is no life – no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up… To more than I can be.


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Boleh tahan jugak lagu ni, no wonder ramai org suka lagu ni. To this person you-know-who-you-are, be strong always k, i will always pray for your happiness dunia wa akhirah. And dun worry, our naughty secret yesterday will safe with me (err..err..tapi kalau nak black mail ok,gak kan? Heheh)


(2)

Ika owes me one, wahai Lady Ika, nasib baik ler your reason tak dpt join gathering Farah semalam sbb sakit kepala, kalau tak, mungkin ada yg kena cekik pagi ni hehe.

Yesterday pegi gathering bezday Farah yang dibuat sekali utk Mala, Norli and Shaz. Ni sumer our juniors di MMU dulu, about 21 org turned up, and i was the only senior in the group. Haiyaaa..tu yg terasa seperti mau balik jek tak nak join gathering tu, tapi alang-alang dah sampai, join jek. We celebrated at Pizza Hut, Mid Valley.

Semua geng2 apartment kat MMu dulu ada, Deq No, Ina, Mala and her 2 frens, Shaz, Lisa, Nadia, Farah, Sok, Laili, Momay, Sarah Mamat, Norli and fiance, Zaza and bf, Nad and Yan. Ada lagi kot, tak teringat dah skang ni.

We were laughing at our lungs last nite, especially while i was talking to Sok. Betul2 heaven and kecoh bebudak ni buat gathering, mcm Laili cakap semalam ' Aku buat Pizza Hut ni mcm restoran aku pulak' ekeke. Huish, gathering my batch punyer ler bersopan and takde aa bising2 sgt, bebudak junior ni punyer, masya Allah, mcm nak runtuh Pizza Hut tu dibuatnya. Celebrate 4 org sekaligus, mana tak bising :)

Biler jumpa Shaz, terasa ya Allah rindunya ngan exco-exco usrah dulu. Dah lama tak bergurau senda mcm kami biasa buat biler ber'iftar' setiap Isnin dan Khamis dulu. And rasanya ramai giler exco yang lahir bulan 6, me, zarp, Abg Faris and ada lagi kot. Terjumpa Mar waktu di kenduri kahwin Kak Saf (uish, Kak Saf cun giler time kahwin tu, berubah habis muka :D), peluk Mar, rindu kat dia. Shafizan dah lama tak jumpa walaupun kami satu UIA buat Master, Sue, Amla, exco2 lelaki kecuali Mudin mmg lamaaaa sgt tak jumpa. Rindu kat Ise my little bro yg nakal mcm Mudin jugak, Kaduk,my bureau partner Abg Nafis, and the rest.. aiyaaa..missed them all. Kalau ada Shaz jer dulu, mesti kitorang gelak sakan punyer dlm meeting, sbb dia ni happy go lucky walaupun kadang2 serius dlm memberikan pendapat. She's good, really good. And same to the rest. Biler jumpa adik2 junior and see how they have become mature, become so independent, i was so happy. Ika and I were used to 'lepak' at their apartment dulu, and there were so much that we share together.

Tq to all my lil sisters di apartment dulu, really treasure our sweet moments dulu. Teringat lagi every evening kita tunggu sama-sama drama Cina pasal keluarga pahlawan perempuan kot rasanya. Best best.

Wish ya all the best for your future undertakings, insya Allah :)

Sempat menyinggah ke MPH bersama Nad mencari buku, i bought buku 1515 Faisal Tehrani sbb dah lama nak beli tapi tak terbeli, cari buku Tunggu Teduh Dulu tapi takde, jumpa buku2 Dan Brown yg sesat lagi menyesatkan, cantik2 sgt warna cover buku dia mcm buku Angel & Demons tu(tak ingat dah the exact title dia), cheaa..memula ingat nak beli, tapi rasanya nak pinjam kat Aini je ler. Bleh aa Aini, kita exchange buku, Aida jadi mediator hehe. Terjumpa buku Don't Be Sad (La Tahzan) in English version, the wordings are much simpler than the Malay translation, belek-belek kejap and fikir nak beli ker tak, hari tu ada terjumpa buku tu di rumah Abg Faizal and baca sket buku tu. Ok juga sebenarnya, tapi tak jadi nak beli buku tu tu sbb mmg tak plan nak beli yg English version, and memikirkan i have to save money utk my study fee. After dah bayar yuran baru boleh beli kot.Tak pun pinjam kat Ika atau my manager, my manager beli direct dr Indon and hard cover, cantik sgt. Hmm.. later later, habiskan dulu buku2 di rumah yang berlambak lagi tak terbaca hehe.



(3)

Luper nak story that actually me balik kampung kat Pedas, N9 rite after kenduri kahwin Kak Saf on last Saturday. Kak Saf and husband berpakaian hijau pucuk pisang (rasanya Ika berbara jek sbb tu warna kegemaran dia, dia kata dia nak kahwen pakai warna tu kot ihiks), time2 sampai jer tak ramai bebudak MMU time tu, yg ada Rahimi and Syuhairah, Abg Ismail and Kak Sarah, Kak Nisa' and Abg Nazrol, pastu adalah several people yg i don't know much.Ika dtg selang 5 minit. Sdg makan baru ler jumpa Liana, Ika and Kak Mamah. Pastu gi salam Kak Saf (tq Kak Saf sbb benarkan iena bawa makcik and sepupu twin iena :), ucap semoga berbahagia dunia dan akhirat dan melahirkan generasi soleh dan solehah pada pengantin, kemudian berpatah balik ke meja makan dan tetiba ternampak Mar,pegi peluk makcik sorang ni.Rindu betul kat dia.

Balik kampung, tgk tgk Pak Ngah sekeluarga dah ada and dah bersedia nak balik KL balik. Ler, org baru sampai, derang dah nak balik. Rupanya my little cousin akan terima anugerah di sekolah esoknya, so derang kena balik juga by that night.

Uwan masak lauk best, gulai ayam masak lemak cili api campur dengan keladi. Huhu, dah lamanya tak makan masakan uwan. Jie and Zainal pernah puji masakan uwan best, mmg ler best, tapi kena tahan ler pedas. Ekekek, ingat lagi mengangkut bebudak ni balik kampung, uwan masak sambal apa ntah yg pedas giler sampai berpeluh2 bebudak ni makan, tapi bertambah jugak nasi dan lauknya, makan non-stop. Ekekeke.

The next day berbual ngan atuk, atuk skang ni nampak kuat sikit ler dari dulu.Time tgh2 berbual tu boleh terlena pulak, hish teruk betul cucu dia sorang ni. Tak tahan giler ngantuk time tu, cuaca panas, lepas tu baru lepas makan pulak tu, mmg mengantuk ler hehe. Tapi best,hilang kerinduan kat kampung. Rasa bersalah sgt sbb during Chinese New Year i didn't go back sbb my parent ke Kelantan for several days. My task was to jaga my adik2 yg baru balik dr asrama dan UUM, takut derang tak study and nak kena memasak utk derang.Uwan bagitau that atuk sembelih 2 ekor ayam ingatkan me balik, aiyaaa..bersalahnya rasa. Tapi takpe, dah balik dah ni, makan jugak ayam yang atuk sembelih :D

Ok, later k.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Acheh

Sila hebahkan maklumat ini kepada teman2...

Assalaamu'alaikum wbt.,

Peluang menjadi Sukarelawan AMAL (relawan) melalui
Yayasan Amal Malaysia,sebuah NGO's yang bertemakan "Working For
Humanitarian-Serve To Allah".

Keutamaan kepada bahagian perubatan atau pembantu
doktor. Namun, Sosial Workers juga kami mengalu-alukannya.
Lokasi bertugas di Meulabuh, Acheh.

Berikut adalah jadual bulan Mac/April 2005 :

06 - 14 Mac (9 hari)
13 - 21 Mac (9 hari)
20 - 28 Mac (9 hari)
27 - 04 April (9 hari)

(All subject to Air Asia Confirmation)

Free Air Ticket : Sponsored by Air Asia Bhd
Lain-lain kos perjalanan, belanja : Di tanggung
sendiri sekitar RM200~RM300 shj.
Makan minum di Meulabuh, Aceh tiada masalah. Akan di
uruskan oleh pihak Yayasan Amal M'sia di sana.
Pakaian mengikut kesesuian keadaan dan bilangan hari
di sana.

Sila berikan maklumat berikut :
1) Nama Penuh Dalam IC
2) No. IC
3) No. Passport
4) Tarikh Luput Passport (minima 6 bulan sebelum
tarikh berlepas)
5) Profesyen
6) No. HP/Tel

Yang berminat untuk menyumbang tenaga sebagai
sukarelawan, sila hubungi
:
Hj. Husin - 019-9451105
En. Faiz - 019-3396676
Drs Jamal - 019-6644796
En. Azri (Selangor) - 012-2837754, 03-78705040-pej
En. Sufian (Negeri Sembilan) - 013-3589328



regards,
AMA
Bekas Relawan Banda Acheh
Misi Khas Korban Eid Adhah 1425 &
Lapangan Bulan Sabit Merah Indonesia, Lambaro, Acheh
Besar.
20 Jan hingga 26 Jan 2005.


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I dun think that i can go this time, my class will start back on this becoming Saturday, and it will only ends in early June.

For others who are interested, feel free to contact the above mentioned personnels k.

Wassalam.

Suruhanjaya Antara Agama

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Semalam merujuk akhbar Malay Mail (selalu beli The Star tapi tak jumpa kat 7 Eleven, Malay Mail pun boleh ler), sampai rumah ketika menunggu ibu hidangkan makanan, menyelak berita-berita best (bertuah ler dpt anak pompuan mcm nih, patutnya dia yg hidangkan utk ibu, ini terbalik pulak :D). Biasanya kami dinner lepas solat Isyak, tapi rasanya ibu nak makan awal, jadinya kami makan sebelum Maghrib.

Ingin menyentuh kepada isu hangat semenjak 2 menjak ni, mengenai keputusan cadangan penubuhan Suruhanjaya Antara Agama (Inter Religious Commission - IRC/ICM) atau Suruhanjaya Antara Fahaman (Inter Faith Commmission - IFC)yang dipersetujui oleh semua untuk ditangguhkan. Melihat terdapat beberapa pandangan berbeza di mana ada pihak yang bersetuju agar ditangguhkan untuk melihat pro and consnya kewujudan Commission ini, dan ada yang secara terus membantah penubuhannya.

Me? At first thought i would say ABSOLUTELY NO, why we need all these? At my second thought, "Wait a minute, perhaps we can see what this Commission is all about, and what is it SOOOOO IMPORTANT that this Majlis Peguam nak tegakkan sgt ttg penubuhan Commission ni".

I have to agree with one of the editor's opinion (i could not remember at which section, but he is a Muslim) proposing for all to see and review the proposal. I mean, yeah, eventhough we cannot agree on the formation of the Commission, that could not hinder us to listen whatever being proposed. Islam teach us to be tolerant, however only at certain extents that will not harm Islam at any cause and at any way. I think Pak Lah should listen to the proposal, evaluate it and decide. Honestly, I would prefer the proposal to be rejected, but only after the proposal being tabled out properly and then give justifications to these people, dun you think so?

I have this sense that Majlis Peguam sekarang ni sdg cari glamour haram, first is due to their statement on azan, and now the IRC? Heck, do they think they are politicians here? But i did read about a statement from Majlis Peguam Muslim that they also opposed this proposal, but somehow ada a religious party that asked them to shut up and concentrate more on the legal issues. Sheesh, on this matter pun nak bergaduh padahal the both bodies are representing Islam. What a shame. Kenapa perlu nak bergaduh2 in newspaper padahal you are free to call up each other to clarify the issue, talk nicely rather than humiliating another party that obviously want to help you to solve the matter. Tak faham naper badan2 sebegini ber'politik' mencari glamer haram camnih. Malas nak layan.

Semalam berbual ngan Bro Cpol ttg isu politik juga ler, again i have to stress that i'm not keen into politics, my participation in Nisa or whatever registered or non-registered body is solely for some reasons that i believe it's not appropriate to be revealed here, but honestly it was not due to my interest on politics. Kalau ikut hati yg tak betul ni, boleh jer pk and cakap, why i have to be bothered about other people matters when me alone have so much other things to do? Itu kalau ikut hati yang jahat dan tak rasional ni ler bercakap, kalau fikir on the 'other' perspective, it would be much different. As Bro Zainal had mentioned to me during our final session for SRC in MMU, "Islam ni syumul dan menyeluruh kepada semua aspek, jgn ambil separuh2 mana yg kita suka dan tinggalkan mana2 yg kita tak suka" (lebih kurang gitu ler maksudnya, the exact wordings came out from his mouth i could not remember). Ehek, kan dah kena basuh :P.

But truly my discussion with Bro Cpol yesterday was so much enlightening, it was about our commitment to Islam and the appropriate way to select our platforms in order to contribute to it. While in discussion, I was then realized that I forgot to do something very very important for myself due to some reasons of being so busy with my studies etc before, and my short discussion with Bro Cpol yesterday had knocked my head asking me to take the necessary steps that i should have done much much earlier. Hmm, Zurina Zurina, what have you done for the past 1 year? (knocking my own head).

Whatever pun, hopefully this issue will be resolved soon. From my personal opinion, anything that will cause harm to Islam shall be opposed and rejected, but secara berhikmah where we dun want to cause any unnecessary dissatisfactions among other parties. Memberi justifikasi perlu berhikmah, and that's what i think Pak Lah need to do to solve this matter.

Wish him luck and moga dapat petunjuk dr Allah.

Ameen.